Was Natsuki's first love, Atri? His beautiful childhood memories are gradually being overwritten. Despite his unwillingness to admit it was her the facts around him are lining up to force him to, but he continues to deny it. 
I hate to say it, but at the current stage,
،أكره الاعتراف بذلك، لكن في الوضع الحاليّ
Nach dem jetzigen Stand
muss ich wohl oder übel anerkennen,
Aunque me pese,
Aunque me pese,
Au point où j’en suis,
tout indique que c’est Atri,
Atri = ragazza

stessi colori
studentessa delle medie (circa)
É frustrante, mas no momento só
me resta aceitar que era mesmo a Atri.
Не хочу признавать, но пока что…