Subaru had reached for the door, determined to save Rem from harm even if his current world would soon end. But instead of Rem, he found himself staring at Beatrice's library. Beatrice had remained silent throughout Elsa's attack and saved Subaru's life just moments before Elsa could claim it. Subaru shouts at Beatrice, demanding to know why she didn't help before everyone else was killed, and an intense argument ensues. Then Subaru catches sight of a familiar-looking book...
Frankly, until I saw your face, I was 
thinking I'd be better off dead.
بصراحة، قبل أن أرى وجهك، كنتُ
أتمنّى لو أنني ميّت
Bis du gekommen bist, hab ich geglaubt,
es wäre besser, zu sterben.
Hasta que te vi, estuve pensando
que estaría mejor muerto.
Hasta que te vi, estuve pensando
que estaría mejor muerto.
En toute franchise, avant ton arrivée,
j’avais envie de mourir.
Sarò onesto, prima che arrivassi tu, avevo iniziato
a pensare che sarebbe stato meglio morire.
Sinceramente, até eu ver sua cara,
pensava que era melhor estar morto.
Я уже до того отчаялся: думал, 
скорее помру, чем снова тебя увижу.