Subaru laments that he could not do anything or save anyone, and has no options left. Exhausted, he suddenly takes off running at full speed as if he's made a decision... To save Emilia, Subaru approaches Crusch to negotiate the formation of an alliance. His terms are a bit difficult for Crusch to believe, but she can see that Subaru isn't lying.
but I would prefer to die
before you, if possible.
لكن أفضّلُ أن أموت قبلك إن أمكن ذلك
aber wenn möglich, will ich
zuerst von dieser Welt gehen.
pero preferiría morir antes que tú.
pero preferiría morir antes que tú.
ma preferirei morire prima di te, se possibile.
mas eu preferiria morrer 
antes de você, se possível.
но я бы хотела умереть раньше тебя.