One day, Claire asks Blade to do a favor for Maria, a quiet, clumsy girl who happened to take part in the battle against Cu. As it so happens, Maria's request for Blade is none other than... to kill her?!
Until now, I was able to 
somehow keep it in check.
تمكّنتُ من قمعها حتّى الآن بشكلٍ ما
Bisher ist es mir gelungen,
sie irgendwie in Schach zu halten.
Hasta ahora he podido controlarla,
Hasta ahora he podido controlarla,
Jusqu’à récemment,
je me contrôlais bien.
Finora ero riuscita a tenerla 
sotto controllo in qualche modo.
Até agora, eu consegui
manter isso sob controle.
До сих пор мне удавалось сдерживать себя.