Subaru laments that he could not do anything or save anyone, and has no options left. Exhausted, he suddenly takes off running at full speed as if he's made a decision... To save Emilia, Subaru approaches Crusch to negotiate the formation of an alliance. His terms are a bit difficult for Crusch to believe, but she can see that Subaru isn't lying.
Even when I thought I could go on 
living here, nothing changed.
حتّى عندما ظننتُ أنّني قادر على متابعة
العيش هُنا، لم يتغيّر شيء
Incluso al creer que podía vivir aquí,
nada cambió.
Incluso al creer que podía vivir aquí,
no cambió nada.
Même si j’ai décidé de vivre ici,
mon caractère reste le même.
Persino quando ho pensato di poter continuare
 a vivere qua, non è cambiato niente...
Mesmo quando eu achei que 
conseguiria viver aqui, nada mudou...
Я думал, что могу начать здесь новую
жизнь, но ничего не изменилось…