Sakurai, now sure that Moriko is indeed Hayashi, finds himself hesitating over playing online with Hayashi. Sakurai decides to continuing playing as if not knowing who Hayashi is, but finds himself wavering when Hayashi talks so happily about Sakurai. At the same time, Koiwai decides to give the game a spin himself.
That in itself would normally be enough 
to leave me feeling weighed down.
هذا وحده كافٍ للإثقال عليّ عادةً
Schon das alleine
Por lo general, sería suficiente
para sentirme deprimido.
Por lo general, sería suficiente
para sentirme deprimido.
C’est déjà suffisant
pour avoir le cœur lourd…
Basterebbe già questo
a farmi sentire depresso.
Só isso normalmente 
já me deixaria um pouco mal.
Даже этого хватило бы,
чтобы подкосить меня.