What lingers in his distant memory is the knowledge of a spring that will not yet come for many years. The only self who knows that scent is the self who knows it not just yet. If his life is a chimera, for whom did he endure all these years?
or experiencing something 
for the second time.
أو مروري بشيءٍ لمرّة ثانية
Oder es kommt mir vor, als würde ich
etwas das zweite Mal durchleben.
o experimento algo por segunda vez.
o la sensación de experimentar algo por segunda vez.
comme si j’avais déjà vécu 
des situations similaires.
o di star vivendo qualcosa per la seconda volta.
ou passando por
uma coisa por duas vezes.