Subaru laments that he could not do anything or save anyone, and has no options left. Exhausted, he suddenly takes off running at full speed as if he's made a decision... To save Emilia, Subaru approaches Crusch to negotiate the formation of an alliance. His terms are a bit difficult for Crusch to believe, but she can see that Subaru isn't lying.
I'm just a small, cowardly,
filthy piece of trash
أنا مجرّد قطعة قمامة قذرة وجبانة ووضيعة
ist voll mit selbstgefälligen Gedanken,
was andere von mir halten.
C’est celle d’un narcissique
sono solo un codardo, 
nient'altro che un piccolo stronzo miserabile,
eu não passo de um monte 
de lixo, covarde e imundo,