What lingers in his distant memory is the knowledge of a spring that will not yet come for many years. The only self who knows that scent is the self who knows it not just yet. If his life is a chimera, for whom did he endure all these years?
This is the first time 
I'm seeing you like this.
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Das ist das erste Mal,
dass ich dich so sehe.
Es la primera vez que te veo así.
Es la primera vez que te veo así.
C’est la première fois 
que je te vois ainsi.
È la prima volta che ti vedo così.
Esta é a primeira vez que
vejo você assim.