The protagonist has managed to achieve another evolution, and she's not too happy about it. Understandable, considering the skill she's gained has revealed the truth about the world to her. In order to avoid being caught in the tumult affecting the world, she decides to confront her own trauma.
So much that I'm having trouble 
wrapping my head around it all.
بمقدار كبير جداً لدرجة أواجه صعوبة
في استيعاب كلّ هذا
So viel, dass es kaum alles
in meinen Kopf passte.
Son tantas cosas
que aún me cuesta asimilarlas bien.
Son tantas cosas
que aún me cuesta asimilarlas bien.
Mon cerveau peine à traiter
toutes ces données.
Sinceramente, il mio cervello non può
minimamente comprendere tutti questi dati.
Tem tanta coisa que eu não consigo
organizar com o meu cérebro.
Честно говоря, моего мозга не хватает,
чтобы усвоить всё это знание.