Subaru laments that he could not do anything or save anyone, and has no options left. Exhausted, he suddenly takes off running at full speed as if he's made a decision... To save Emilia, Subaru approaches Crusch to negotiate the formation of an alliance. His terms are a bit difficult for Crusch to believe, but she can see that Subaru isn't lying.
I wanted to be told that
it couldn't be helped!
!أردتُ أن يُقال لي أنّه لم يكن باليدِ حيلة
„Ist nicht deine Schuld!“,
wollte ich hören!
¡Quería que me lo dijeran!
¡Quería que me lo dijeran!
Volevo sentirmi dire che non c'era nulla da fare!
Eu queria que me dissessem 
que não tinha nada para fazer!
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