The protagonist has managed to achieve another evolution, and she's not too happy about it. Understandable, considering the skill she's gained has revealed the truth about the world to her. In order to avoid being caught in the tumult affecting the world, she decides to confront her own trauma.
But still...
...لكن رغم ذلك
Und trotzdem …
Pero aun así…
Pero aun así…
mais bon…
ma...
Mesmo assim...
Всё равно...