With the paper-making process about to begin, Main can't hide her excitement as she and Lutz go to meet Benno as per his invitation. He reveals that he is willing to arrange for all the equipment and materials they need to make the paper, but the ensuing conversation makes Lutz see Main in a very different light.
then I can just let the fever 
consume me and disappear.
يمكنني حينئذ أن أدع الحُمّى تلتهمني وأختفي
Dann lasse ich mich einfach
vom Fieber verschlingen …
la fiebre podría llegar
a consumirme hasta desaparecer.
la fiebre podría llegar
a consumirme hasta desaparecer.
Ce jour-là,
je n’aurai plus qu’à disparaître
A quel punto potrei farmi divorare dalla febbre...
vou deixar a febre me consumir e desaparecer.
тогда пусть лучше жар поглотит меня, 
и я просто исчезну из этого мира.