Unanswered hopes and unheard feelings lead one to seek out signs that will guide them forward through the suffocating darkness that not even lightning can illuminate.
He is punishing me.
لهذا يعاقبني
Das ist seine Rache an mir.
Me castiga.
Me castiga.
Il fait tomber la foudre 
pour me punir.
È per questo che mi punisce.
Ele está me punindo.