With the church's requests fulfilled, things were supposed to go back to normal. But Elias has been acting strange since the last request: he'd vanished on the first morning after Chise had spent a night in his room. Neither Angelica's kind words nor Ruth's pure words are enough to put Chise's mind to rest.
I tell myself that I wouldn't mind being 
abandoned, yet I don't want to be.
،أقول لنفسي أنّي لا أمانع أن يُتخلّى عنّي
.مع ذلك لا أريد هذا
Me repito que no me importa
que me abandonen, pero me da miedo.
Me repito que no me importa
que me abandonen, pero me da miedo.
E anche se penso che
non mi turberebbe essere gettata via...
Eu digo que não me importaria em ser 
abandonada, mas não quero ser abandonada.
Говорю себе, что не буду грустить, если 
меня бросят, но всё же не хочу этого.