As Lizbeth's plans near fruition, Philomela thinks about what it is she really wants.
irresistibly adorable and 
intensely repulsive.
.ظريفًا بشكل لا يقاوم ومثيرًا للاشمئزاز بشدّة
fand ich ihn einfach liebenswert
je l’ai trouvé si adorable…
provavo al contempo una grande tenerezza... 
e un terribile senso di disgusto.
parecia tão fofo que me dava ânsia.
одновременно и сильную симпатию,
и ужасное отвращение.