Katsura infiltrates the Shinsengumi in a bid to take it down from the inside, but he finds he has an unexpected foe to deal with.
I have all these negative thoughts before 
I speak, so I stay silent out of fear.
أمتلك كلّ هذه الأفكار السّلبية قبل أن أتحدّث، لذا أبقى صامتًا خوفًا
Eu tenho esses pensamentos negativos antes
 de falar, então fico quieto por medo.