What lingers in his distant memory is the knowledge of a spring that will not yet come for many years. The only self who knows that scent is the self who knows it not just yet. If his life is a chimera, for whom did he endure all these years?
I feel as though I've been in a 
blissful nightmare all this time.
أشعرُ كما لو كنتُ أعيش في كابوسٍ هنيء كلّ ذاك الوقت
Ich fühle mich, als wäre ich aus
einem endlosen Alptraum erwacht.
Siento como si hubiera tenido 
una hermosa pesadilla.
Siento como si hubiera tenido 
una preciosa pesadilla.
Je crois avoir longtemps vécu 
un rêve cauchemardesque.
Mi sembra di essere stato 
in un meraviglioso incubo per tutto questo tempo.
Sinto que estive em um pesadelo
feliz esse tempo todo.