What lingers in his distant memory is the knowledge of a spring that will not yet come for many years. The only self who knows that scent is the self who knows it not just yet. If his life is a chimera, for whom did he endure all these years?
you may not be able to return 
to the past like before.
قد لن يكون بمقدورك العودة إلى الماضي
können Sie vielleicht nicht
länger in die Vergangenheit zurück.
tal vez no pueda volver al pasado como antes.
tal vez no pueda volver al pasado como antes.
que vous ne pourrez plus retourner 
dans le passé comme avant.
potrebbe non essere in grado di tornare
 al passato come accadeva precedentemente.
você pode ser incapaz de retornar
ao passado como antes.