Subaru laments that he could not do anything or save anyone, and has no options left. Exhausted, he suddenly takes off running at full speed as if he's made a decision... To save Emilia, Subaru approaches Crusch to negotiate the formation of an alliance. His terms are a bit difficult for Crusch to believe, but she can see that Subaru isn't lying.
It's amazing that I can live like 
this and not feel ashamed!
من المدهش أن أستطيع العيش هكذا
ولا أشعر بالخجل
Ich schaffe es wirklich gut,
mich nicht für mich zu schämen, richtig?
¡Es increíble que pueda vivir así
sin avergonzarme!
¡Es increíble que pueda vivir así
sin avergonzarme!
È incredibile che io riesca a vivere
in questo modo senza vergognarmene!
É incrível que eu consiga viver assim,
 sem ter vergonha de mim mesmo!
Как мне вообще не стыдно жить на свете?!