What lingers in his distant memory is the knowledge of a spring that will not yet come for many years. The only self who knows that scent is the self who knows it not just yet. If his life is a chimera, for whom did he endure all these years?
after going through it so many times.
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da Sie bereits so oft hindurch gegangen sind.
después de pasar por él tantas veces.
tras pasar por él tantas veces.
il est possible 
qu’il vous absorbe un peu.
dopo esserci passato attraverso così tante volte.
depois de passar por ele tantas vezes.