The protagonist has managed to achieve another evolution, and she's not too happy about it. Understandable, considering the skill she's gained has revealed the truth about the world to her. In order to avoid being caught in the tumult affecting the world, she decides to confront her own trauma.
But they call it "trauma" because 
it's hard to get over!
لكن يسمّونها "صدمة نفسيّة" لأنّه
من الصّعب تجاوزها
Aber so ein Trauma lässt sich
nicht so einfach überwinden.
pero un trauma es un trauma
porque no es fácil de superar!
pero un trauma es un trauma
porque no es fácil de superar!
Ce serait pas un traumatisme,
si c’était si facile !
ma non credi che sia un trauma
proprio perché non è così facile?
Mas chamam de trauma porque não é fácil!