Souji has gone too far and decided to act gainst the Roshigumi. For going against them he must now pay the ultimate price.
to provide food for you 
if you had stayed there.
الطّعام لك لو بقيتَ هناك
elle aurait eu du mal
à te nourrir.
ela não teria como comprar
 comida pra vocês dois.
ей было бы сложно тебя прокормить.