For new voice actresses, the success rate at auditions is much lower than the failure rate.
Even though it seemed that the members of AiRBLUE had leapt right into a glamorous career, this reality applies as well.
There are even days when nothing seems to work, and things are starting to look bleak.
But then, almost as if to sweep away that depressing mood, an audition for the anime "Alma of the Azure Valley" comes up, the anime that was the reason for Haruna to pursue voice acting.
But things start to get murky when 
all you're doing is your side job.
لكن تصبح الأمور مظلمة عندما يكون 
.كل ما تفعلينه هو عملك الجانبي
Aber wenn man dauernd nur den Nebenjob macht,
verliert man irgendwie den Sinn dafür,
Siento que, como me la paso trabajando,
pierdo la noción de las cosas.
Pero como siempre estoy trabajando,
pierdo la noción de las cosas.
Mais en ne faisant que mon petit boulot,
je ne sais plus où j’en suis.
Le cose si confondono un po'
quando ti concentri solo sul tuo lavoro secondario.
Mas as coisas começam a ficar confusas quando
você só está fazendo o seu trabalho paralelo.
Просто, когда только подработкой 
и занимаешься, в голове туман.