What lingers in his distant memory is the knowledge of a spring that will not yet come for many years. The only self who knows that scent is the self who knows it not just yet. If his life is a chimera, for whom did he endure all these years?
But I just find it all very unsettling.
لكنّه يضايقني بعض الشيء وحسب
Aber ich fühle mich nicht wohl dabei.
Pero me parece extraño.
Pero me parece extraño.
mais je n’arrête pas 
d’y penser.
Lo trovo solo un po' inquietante.
Mas acho isso muito inquietante.