Title: Can’t make myself do anything anymore<p>Im not achieving anything, no matter how hard i try<p>On my 6th month of doing barely anything and it’s already December<p>I’m regretting that i didn’t use the time to achieve something meaningful<p>I have money, yet i’m miserable and unhappy<p>I feel ashamed of being that guy who is always depressed, angry and sad<p>All i dream of to make a contribution and make an impact<p>Yet i struggle to find anyone who needs my help<p>I’m thinking my (dead) grandparents would be embarrassed of me being such a loser<p>I’m trying all my best to be a good person, yet i’m still not good enough for myself<p>I used to think it’s not that bad: i’m not hungry, have a warm place to stay and guaranteed inheritance<p>Yet, i feel like i’m a useless parasite, nothing i do brings joy to me
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