Title: I&#x27;ve been reading a lot as of late. All sorts of things, but mostly technical posts and papers by a wide variety of programmers and researchers. Especially about the Rust Programming Language.<p>The more content I discover, the tinier and irrelevant I feel. I go down a rabbit hole of brilliant relevations of one person after the other, and I come out tired and discouraged. People are writing crazy compilers, optimizers, devising mathematical mathematical theorems etc. and finding concerete applications of their work everywhere. For instance, I just discovered the blog of Aleksey Kladov today and the depth and breadth of his work made my jaw drop.<p>Now, I realize this is rather superficial to talk about. I myself work on low-level systems, writing non-trivial code and trying to solve all sorts of interesting problems. Senior engineers and professors have told me that I&#x27;m brilliant. But when I&#x27;m alone with myself, I feel like I know that I&#x27;m a nobody. I try not to compare myself; but I&#x27;m also unable to shrug these feeling off, however indirect.<p>P.S. Not intended as a humblebrag. I truly need external input at this point. Sorry if this is offensive to some.
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