Title: I&#x27;ve got 9 years of experience in tech, mostly as an engineer in high profile startups and some big companies.<p>I&#x27;m increasingly finding it harder to get any interest from employers, it seems like they all have better, younger, candidates.<p>Every new rejection brings me deeper into depression, to the point where I&#x27;m about to be homeless and I don&#x27;t see a way out anymore without ending my life.<p>And at the same time, I realise my attitude to interviews has become worse: I&#x27;m more nervous, less excited, less happy... because I know it&#x27;s not likely to lead anywhere.<p>Is there any hope? I can&#x27;t afford any kind of therapy or get help anymore. My parents are dead, my friends don&#x27;t understand or just tell me to keep trying.
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