Title: When I was young, maybe 14, the thrill of visiting forums and discussing things was the absolute best. I was always ON. Messaging randoms just because I can and talk, making friends online. Dying to come home to write that shitty script so I got 3 replies on a forum.<p>Now, I&#x27;m only &quot;ON&quot; about 10% of the time, and that&#x27;s at work. I got my own apartment, state of the art hardware, I got everything I wanted that I thought would help me, but now I&#x27;m here, exactly where I want to be, and yet I still don&#x27;t have the drive.<p>It seems like the more I think about what I want to attain in software, the more apathetic I become to the field in general and just want to escape. I have goals, but I rarely come home and work on something, I just go on Reddit and smoke weed until I go to bed then feel depressed for wasting yet another day.
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