text: I have a folder where I have all of my stories printed out on paper. There are a few in there and I chose to share this one. It’s kind of sad, but I still hope you enjoy it. Feedback is also very welcome! I could see it in your eyes. The sparkle of joy, of luck of love. It was all there. The way the corners of your mouth curled up into the most gorgeous smile I have ever seen in my entire life and your laugh, that could lighten up an entire city. You behavior was so respectful, so lovely, so careful towards others that my heart hurt from affection. You were the sweetest thing this world could ever dare to create. A blessing, even though that word didn’t capture the happiness you brought into my life in the slightest. You were my heart. Every inch of me was consumed by you and I couldn’t stop thinking of your lovely features, which were almost engraved into my brain. My mind always wandered back to your incredible personality, generous being and ravishing laugh. It almost hurt, but I liked that pain. I wanted to spend the rest of my life with you. You were everything I needed and even more. But where are you now? The most amazing person I’ve ever laid my eyes one, the one that would make my heart melt, my soulmate? That was how you would always call us. Soulmates. You left me, left me alone in this big world. I know you didn’t mean to, I’m not blaming you, don’t worry. I’m blaming fate and the universe to tear us apart, to steal your wonderful life, to force you to leave. Why did it have to happen? I looked up into the night sky. Where my heart used to beat swiftly, now felt like a gaping cave, filled only by sorrow and numbing agony. My stomach was in pain and it seemed as if somebody was picking at my head with wicked glee, causing a disgusting headache to make my body even weaker than it already was. Why? Why you? Why us? So many questions, silence as an answer. Sometimes I think it’s my fault. I know you wouldn’t approve of that thought at all, but nobody was here to tell me otherwise. It felt like my will to live was slowly leaking out of my body like a broken pipe, just dripping away until everything was gone. What I saw wasn’t the world. It wasn’t the beautiful scenery, which I had a faint memory of in my mind. It wasn’t filled with the wonderful music you liked. You weren’t there and suddenly nothing made sense anymore. No one would wipe away my tears. No one would tell me everything’s alright. Because nothing was alright. Why did you have to die? So just looked up into the night sky, wondering why.