text: "Another day of this and I will die" I mutter to myself. The reality of a man left to his own devices in a building with no outside reality. The beds are nice enough, the chairs comfy, but what I wouldn't give for a phone or even just a drink and a little company. Maybe that tall redhead I met in New Orleans, "What was her name again?" I think aloud. She had a set of tits you almost didn't want to squeeze they were so perfect, I can feel the touch of her skin as if it was yesterday. I feel my mind drifting into the past away from this purgatory. "Wah, wah, wah" an alarm sounds in the distance. "To hell with you" I scream aloud. I don't even know what it means. What was it again? It seems a lifetime that I've been here. Seen another face or even looked in a goddamn mirror to see my own. "Calm Down" I whisper to myself. I have to watch my anger, things tend to get hazy. I sit up on the bed and look back around the room. How long have I been here? I begin to think to myself. It's so hard to remember, I look at my hands and see the nubs of my fingernails, I see they have something under them. "What the fuck is this?" Someone must be fucking with me, they are trying to make me feel crazy again. "I know they are" who am I talking to. What am I doing here? Where am I? My thoughts blend then fade to black. I don't remember anything but that redhead and her fantastic tits. "Wah, Wah, Wah!" The alarm sounds again. "Shut the FUCK up" I scream as I rush toward the big yellow door. I reach for the handle, but I cannot open it! "Help Me!" I scream! "They are trying to fuck with me!" I kick and slam my fists into the door. I can hear a noise outside. "Help" I scream as I curl up on the floor. "I can hear the devil coming for me" I continue in haste "He is carrying chains for me" I can hear them rattling against the door. I hear the door swing open. A bright light flashes in my eyes. I see the dark figures, I reach and scratch, clawing furiously at my assailants. I feel the sting of the needle in my arm. I feel reality fade away.... "What happened to him?" The trainee asked his superior. "What's all that about the devil?" "Fucker lost it" the older man snorted! "Wife left him for another man, he drowned his kids and disappeared into a bottle. Hell, I don't think he even remembers the kids, just some redhead he left behind.