text: And yet another day. 7:00 AM, time to wake up. There’s this deep and uneasy feeling in the deepest depth of my chest, nothingness. Same as everyday I suppose. Shower today? Mmmm, nah I don’t feel like it. That’s totally okay, there's nothing wrong with skipping a few days worth of showers. The picture of Mom and Dad on the nightstand looks particularly sad today- miss them. Stepping out of bed was just as hard as it is any other day. Breakfast today? Mmmm, no I’m okay. You sure? It’s been a while since we’ve eaten anything. Yeah, I’m sure. Not really hungry anyways. What day is it today? Oh! Right, it’s Sunday. Or The Lord’s day as mom would call it- miss her a lot. Wonder what’s on TV today. 10:30 AM. We’ve been watching TV for a while, it’s a nice day outside. Maybe we should go for a nice drive to the cliff for a nice view of the ocean. You know what? I actually like that idea a lot. Let's do it! Hmmm what to wear? Let’s go with this nice light blue button up and this pair of khaki shorts! Mmmm, nah I think I’ll leave in these sweats and a hoodie. You sure? It’s going to be pretty warm out soon. Yeah the heat doesn’t bother me much. Oh, alright. 11:00 AM. Ohh, I just love nice long drives. Especially when our destination is so great and beautiful! We should listen to some music on the way! Mmmm, I think silence is good for now. Maybe in a little bit though. Oh okay. 12:15 PM. Boy it’s hot out here ain’t it? We should take this hoodie off at least. Why? I feel fine. Oh okay, nevermind. This view sure is beautiful don’t you think?! I wish we could be here everyday just to watch the waves dance among themselves and to listen to the seagulls yell at each other all day, ohhh and this smell! The salty ocean scent is so refreshing isn’t it? Yeah, it reminds me of home. I sure do miss mom, wish she were still here. Let’s get a closer look at the waves shall we? Ohhh yes please! I love watching them crash against the cliffside! The grass feels weirdly soft today, I wonder why. Hey, this is a little bit too close to the edge for me. Can we step back a little bit? Oh no, this is fine. We’re safe here. Oh okay. I feel numb. Hey, why are we crying? I don’t know, the world is so beautiful. We should go for a swim. Ohhh I love swimming! But this is a long way down, we could get hurt. I’m sure we’ll be fine. No I don’t think we will. Hey, did we take our meds today? Oh yeah, I must’ve forgotten. We should go back home then, the doctor said we need to take them everyday. Okay, just a few more hours here then we’ll leave. 5:00 PM. Back home finally! Let’s take those pills! Yeah yeah yeah, I know. Yuck, I hate this taste. Yeah me too. We should call dad! I’m sure he’d love to hear from us. Maybe tomorrow. Ohhh let's book a flight home to see him! You know we don’t have that kind of money right now. Oh, right. We should just go to bed okay? We had a long day. But I’m not tired yet? Well I am. Oh okay. I always forget how soft these pillows are! They’re alright I guess, please be quiet. Let’s sleep now. Hmph, fine. Hey, can we please call dad tomorrow? I miss him. Sure, maybe. Awesome! Goodnight! Night. 7:00 AM, time to wake up. The deep feeling in my chest remains. And yet, another day.