And I asked her, "" What would happen if I was a member of the press? "" And she told me, "" Oh, look back there, "" and back a block was the press corps tied up in a little penned-in area, and I said, "" Well, when do they go in? "" and she said, "" Probably never. "" And as I walked away from that, I had this crystallization, probably from the blow, because it was an insult in a way.