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Input: Alright, so, quick context.

My school gives a series of awards to many of the seniors depending upon the number of things that they have accomplished over their high school years.

Everyone expected me to win the "all-rounder" award. I've held the most leadership, lead the most initiatives, and worked the most and the longest to improve my institution (apologies for the not-so-humble brag).

However, one thing I have not done was try to win awards, mainly because of how self-centred I considered them. Not that anyone who aims to improve themselves by winning competitions is bad or wrong, it's just that that really wasn't my thing. I was and still am more of a "let's make changes and start clubs so that all of us can learn and grow" kind of person–– I headed 5 societies in my school: student govt, debate, theatre, technical, and orchestra and participated in videography, model UNs, and quizzing. (again, not-so-humble bragging, sorry).

My dear institution, therefore, decides to ask for all our certificates and uses that as the SOLE criteria for judging a student for awards. And I end up with nothing–– not even an acknowledgement for ANY of it. EIGHT goddamn years of staying till 7 PM to try to organize festivals and club meetings and raise funds and whatnot while the teachers did nothing but relax, eight years fo constantly grinding myself and just... nothing. I'm pissed, because I feel like I deserve at least something.

I don't hate anybody who won, they're all my friends and are incredible people and totally deserved their awards. And five years later, I know I won't care at all, but right now I feel hurt. The ceremony is today, and I've been called because I'm the school captain. I know I'm being painfully petty but I really don't want to go.

Am I being an asshole?

feeling terrible for not winning award