Definition: In this task, you are given a Reddit post as a text. Your task is to generate a title for this text. The title should start with "TIFU by", followed by a situation that caused humor. The title should contain 7-12 words, ideally.
Input: Text: long story short, the girl of my dreams has been a family friend for close to 8 years now.  we have always been good friends and there was always a vibe of mutual attraction between us the way we talk and act around each other. 

 there is about a 5 year age gap between us so me being 26 now and her 21. when i met her at 18-19 years old she was only 15 and thats all we were was friends through my sister, but as the years passed we hung around each other more and more and i looked at her more as a guy friend because she did everything i liked to do and is one of the toughest girls i've ever met, almost like a brother.

during this time i dated a few girls who treated me terribly but kept the cycle going by going from one bad relationship to another and she was always there in the background, always a friend who was there for me.

about a year ago she got married to a guy she was seeing for probably 6-8 months and was really happy for her until i realized how bad i fucked up and i had everything i wanted in a soulmate right in front of me the entire time. 

now she asks to hang out all the time and i thought everything would be just the way it always has been but its not.  i find myself being awkward and quiet around her now rather then my usual cheerful and happy self. i don't want to ruin the friendship but am finding it so hard to see her, i get so depressed about the whole situation and how bad i screwed up.

i don't know what to do without ruining the friendship or dealing with the depression. what do i do?

edit: thanks for all the advice, it really has helped. i guess my dilemma is, do i ever tell her how i feel? i guess most of the pain stems from having these feelings i can't tell anyone about.

TIFU by realizing I pushed aside the girl of my dreams for many stupid reasons, now she's married and I see her all the time