Definition: Given a real-life anecdote of a complex ethical situation, generate a suitable title that describes the main event/root cause of the situation. Imagine that the given text is a social media post, and you have to write the title of the post, so the users can decide to read the main text or not.
Input: So I know this is going to sound like a SHP, and I know many are going to call it that anyway, but this is really my life. From a young age I have always been freakishly tall. I was 6'0 at 14. I am now bordering on 7 feet at 22. My growth has slowed down considerably, which I am thankful for, but throughout my life I have been struggling.

I know a lot of guys want to be taller. In reality, you feel very strange around your friends when you're growing up, and your family photos when you're a child make you look like a monster with a childs face and a mans body. I am also very shy despite what people think and I was verbally bullied at times based on my height and lankiness in highschool. I have to eat a lot of food to put on weight. I eat almost 4,000 calories a day to maintain my average build.

Now I have started working out to increase my self esteem and I eat almost 5,000 a day. I weigh 320 pounds more or less. I can't go on many rides at theme parks and there are many activities I miss out on. Driving is terrible unless im in a larger pick up truck with cab space, which is very expensive. I don't have too many friends.

Women are also intimidated by me. I have a nice face on my profile but when we meet up they are very taken aback and quiet. They don't enjoy being around me. That all changed when I met my girlfriend who is 5'10, but has been amazing to me.

We have been dating for almost a year and have only been able to penetrate her a few times. My penis is too big for her she says. I measured it at fully erect and I am bordering on nine inches when hard, a little less. The thickness is also an issue since I can only get myself "in" maybe an inch or two before she starts complaining.

We have settled into her giving me oral sex, which I do enjoy somewhat and but that she REALLY enjoys. She is very enthusiastic to put it mildly, and she also expects me to be as enthusiastic when I give her oral sex which I also dont like that much but I do it to make her happy.

However as a man I have a deep desire to penetrate a woman, its just a natural feeling. And whenever I sort of lead things that way she rejects me. She has allowed me to rub against her and other things but thats it. 

Now everything has gone to a head and she has flat out told me that she does not want me to fuck her, and I am very angry and hurt. I realize that I am not a "normal" man and I don't want to hurt her, but I don't know if I can keep living like this and be happy. I don't enjoy blowjobs nearly as much as she does. I don't enjoy handjobs at all, I don't like rubbing against her vagina as its not the same and sort of emasculating.

i also know that she has been penetrated by her smaller boyfriends, but she wont allow me due to my size, which also hurts.

I still think there are other options for us to maybe try penetration, but i am angry that she has shut the door entirely. I am almost thinking about breaking up and trying to find someone else but i do love her.

AITA for being angry that my gf wont try penetrative sex?

being angry at my gf for not wanting to have penetrative sex with me