Definition: Given a real-life anecdote of a complex ethical situation, generate a suitable title that describes the main event/root cause of the situation. Imagine that the given text is a social media post, and you have to write the title of the post, so the users can decide to read the main text or not.
Input: I am a man in my 20s, and I have been struggling with homicidal thoughts my entire life. I have never told anyone this. Besides a few fights i have never acted on my impulses.

I love my mom more than anyone in my life, and we can usually tell eachother anything. Recently my thoughts have been more specific. Ive been imagining myself as a contract killer and killing men in vivid detail.

My mom is very christian and has an image of me as a good person and a good son. In a moment of weakness I broke down and told her and now she looks at me completely differently. She says i need to go to church but I dont want too.

She doesnt speak to me anymore really either. Whenever we talk the subject always goes back to me wanting to kill men. I have told her I have never hurt anyone but I dont think she believes me. I asked her if she still loves me and she says she loves certain parts of me, but she doesnt see me like she did before. Its been four months.

I am very sad. She doesnt answer my calls near as much as she did. My father has always hated me too. I feel very alone. 

She told me that she wishes she never knew that about me. I told her I was just trying to open up to her. Am i wrong for not keeping it away from her.

telling my mom I have homicidal thoughts and urges