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Input: Text: apologies for discussing my life story but things have been going downhill the past few years and basically has turned into a fucking calamity today.

let's just get the past out of the way. i've never been a really outgoing person and always tended to be reserved, but i wouldn't act the same around others and such in say school because i'd rather be seen as the kid who seems criminally insane rather then the kid who probably slits his wrists when he goes home.

ever since middle school, i have progressively continued to become more of a untamed psychopath in school however i'd become more depressed when i would return home, and it even continues to this day, (being a senior in high school). i had one good friend though in middle school however and was like a brother to me considering i haven't had a father since i was a little kid and i was being raised by my single mom and i had two sisters, so having a friend i can relate to really helped me.

however, come freshman year, i learned quickly how things change. my friend found a relationship, and i respected that. he told me that he still trusted me more than his girlfriend and such, but i wanted to be a good friend and told him to do whatever it takes to make her happy, even if it means not hanging out with me anymore or such, and that is exactly what happened.

at the time i didn't see it as self sacrifice and saw it as a opportunity to return the favor to my best friend whom always gave me advice and motivated me to do what i love to do (which is make films/videos, study computers and play video games lol.) however i didn't realize how hard things would be when you lose your best friend. we honestly hardly ever talked and if we did, things would always end in a argument and on bad terms.

this led to a void in my life that i knew existed, but however (and not to sound all philosophical and corny), but it felt as if my brain and it's logic was fighting my heart and it's fantasies that it would conjure up. i would hope that one day i'd have a friendship that would actually last. this is something that has been toxic throughout the past four years of my life and still plagues me even to today.

i began to make myself an outcast at school, just going to school and coming home. i wouldn't speak to anybody, even my family and would just play video games to hide from the "shittiness" of reality. i met a girl... and long story short i fell in love with her, and was happily met with the prospect that she had the same feelings for me that i had for her. however, things got bad, and not because either of us did anything wrong, i just noticed how depressed she was because we were so young and couldn't meet each other for a while. so idiotically, i let her go on her own terms so she could find someone else in the real world instead of clinging to skype calls and text. i made her hate me so she would break up with me. and the bandage covering that void came off and it just continued to grow.

fast forward to now, there is a girl who i have known since freshman year and our "interaction" was confusing to say the least. we hated eachother, yet we had many mutual friends, so we had to learn to tolerate eachother. but as time went on, i began to actually like her when i got to know her, but kept things to myself as to not start any drama.

i have another friend now who i talk to all the time, (well i talk to him all the time but he has other friends too so he responds when he can), and he is cousins with this girl whom i hated and tolerated. 

senior year, (being this year), i was in the worst mental shape ever, and basically at this point i don't even know who i am anymore. i don't know what i like and i lost the passion for everything i once loved to do. the void in my life at this point was about to consume me, however something ridiculous entered my mind and has plagued me. i thought i liked my friend's cousin. i literally made a list stating what made me like her and i made another list countering my fantasy with logic as to why the whole idea of myself liking her was fucked up.

in the end, i thought i might as well talk to her about it (which is how i fucked up today). so i spoke to her about myself having "feelings" for her, and that i couldn't explain why. i just didn't want to lie right in front of her. 

her reaction was what i expected. she had a freak fit, going to her friends and telling them exactly what i said (which came from the heart) and her hatred for me grew probably as large as the void that surrounds me.

now i have to face the prospect of being a laughing stock. i honestly never want to have the guts to do anything ballsy ever again. i honestly don't plan on going to prom and i won't walk during graduation. i'll just receive my diploma in the mail and spare those around me.

TIFU by trying to grow some balls