 [ Symptoms ] i have a small varicocelehydrocele on my left testacle and the testacle is shrinking slightly can i still masturbate  i got an ultrasound done last week showing normal blood flow and no significant difference in testacle size but i think that the left testacle has shrunk in the last week also i am 15 years old almost 16 [ Disease ] i am so sorry to hear about your situation and you are wise to see a therapist the fact that you are pregnant complicates your management however so you will need to see a therapist that is skilled in dealing with people who have eating disorders you may need a coordinated team to get you safely through your pregnancy and beyond including a obgyn who fully understands your struggles a nutritionist to carefully monitor your intake and perhaps a psychiatrist yes this care costs money but since you are not working and do not have financial resources you will likely qualify for public assistance with your medical needs as you may know taking certain medications during pregnancy is usually contraindicated but a psychiatrist can help weigh those risks and benefits my heart really goes out to you and i hope you will start the ball rolling and get some help as soon as you can