 [ Symptoms ] is it possible to be pregnant from oral sex [ Disease ] hi seems your a sexual mismatch and if is never going to change and you want sex then sorry it would be best to walk away i know your married and perhaps love him deeply but i do not think from what you saying its that deep if your having thought of sex with another sit down with him and put your cards on the table like you wont a better sex life our your out of there i cant see any other way for you good luck