 [ Symptoms ] i feel sad and just like i do not want to do anything i want to do nothing and talk to nobody and just lay down and cry i am supposed to go out with my boyfriend today and i feel obligated to because he is my boyfriend and it is valentine is day and i really do not want to i do not know how to tell him because he is so sensitive and i actually do wanna go out but i also want to do nothing and i really think i am asexual but i want love and happiness and kids but then i do not want it at the same time i do not know what is wrong with me [ Disease ] most helpful answer based on your posting depression would be high on my list depression can certainly be managed by a variety of ways but you will need to take the first and most important step see your medical provider so you can be properly evaluated and treated it would not be possible to do these things blindly over the internet so it is really up to you to do this if your boyfriend is sensitive he will understand until you have time and help to sort out your feelings