 [ Symptoms ] why is it that sometimes when i have to pee when i stand up it just pours out and i can not cut it off i have had two children and have always peed often ever since i was a child but the older i get the worse it gets somtime i do not make it at all [ Disease ] i am sorry to hear you are going through this but i have good news your problem probably can be fixed it is not uncommon for women to develop bladder leakage especially after having children the leakage or in your case gushing can be caused by several things from a prolapsed bladder to a weak bladder muscle your health care provider can diagnose the cause of your bladder leakage and suggest the appropriate treatment which can range from medication to an outpatient surgical procedure i suggest you make an appointment with your gynecologist or primary healthcare provider to have this problem diagnosed you have suffered long enough best wishes to you