 [ Symptoms ] how can i get the confidence to make myself healthier and fit  i am a die hard procrastinating chocolate loving fiend with two kids under two my esteem confidence and emotions have been at rock bottom for some time i have no problem with motivation while working out in fact i exercise so hard it feels like the pressure from my blood is gonna cause my teeth to explode why can not i seem to get a grip i am not asking for a pat on my deriere or a shoulder to cry on maybe an unconventional method perhaps [ Disease ] baby 8 pounds placenta 2 to 3 pounds amniotic fluid 2 to 3 pounds breast tissue 2 to 3 pounds blood supply 4 pounds fat stores for delivery and breastfeeding 5 to 9 pounds uterus increase 2 to 5 pounds total 25 to 35 pounds