 [ Symptoms ] i get angry at the littlest things whenever someone touches me in angry way i blow up hugging caressing anything whenever my mother tries to get close to me i blow up this is not only with her but with everyone whenever anyone tries to hug me i will blow up and become absolutely enraged i get angry at little things even if someone close brushes against my on accident i get extremely angry i often have homicidal thoughts i have not been diagnosed with anything other then depression and anxiety and i have only been seeing medical help for roughly a month so i have not ruled out other mental illnesses [ Disease ] did something happen to you tramatic to me it sounds like a form of ptsd everyone has homicidal thoughts just you need to worry if you start making plans to carry them through