 [ Symptoms ] we lost our only daughter 1 year ago i have severe upper back pain head ache memory loss and difficultly breathing [ Disease ] i am really sorry for your loss it s too much burden u are a fighter to keep going after all these painful events i recommend you to consult a psychaitrist or even group therapy will be great to share your feeling but also we need to make sure that nothing is going wrong with you medically do cbc rbs kidney function test also full neurological examination is recommendedi am quite sure u will pass this