 [ Symptoms ] hello i am 20 years old and i have always seemed to have almost random outbursts of anger i first started this when i was in 1st grade where i would have 1 2 hour bursts of anger followed by a long fit of crying i would completely freak out and start trying to injure myself start shouting resisting people trying to calm me etc it would be quite frequent at least once a week and would continue up until the end of 6th grade where after 6th grade i thought it was gone for good until i had an episode when i was a sophomore in high school when walking around with friends it was the same as before punching a stone wall shouting incoherently the exact same type of thing after that i usually have an episode about one time every year sometimes two sometimes i will also feel very depressed for about 1 2 hours as well with it just ending almost abruptly i have always absolutely hated what this is and i want to have an idea of what is going on thanks for reading [ Disease ] you may suffer from a nickel allergy most metals even gold contain small amounts of nickel consider applying a small amount of clear nail polish on the metal that is adjacent to your skin for the brand labels consider removing them or changing your detergent to a fragrance free hypoallergenic solution