While others — whose pages were the most painful to browse — were fidgety before their deaths . They ’ d count the hours to the day of their departure , which they were never allowed to take their mothers to witness , to see them waiting patiently for the promises of their discharge from the army which were never fulfilled .
في أحيان أخرى كانوا مملوئين بالتململ ، ومتابعة تلك الحالات كانت الأكثر إيلاماً ، إذ كانوا يحسبون أيام الإجازات التي لم يأخذوها والأمهات اللواتي ينتظرنهم ووعود التسريح التي لم تنفذ .