I invested too much to the point where I lost control of my values. Holding that so sacred to my heart made me a little naive and vulnerable to wanting to be embraced and a part of it all. But its also something Im not mentally stressing about and obsessing about either. I threw myself into lots of different things that gave me perspective on life. It was probably the only night in my life where I lay in bed and couldnt sleep the whole night, literally eyes to the ceiling, and that was a really difficult experience for me.
warners agent james and erskine invested great pay in the nixon game.
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(z0 / invest-01
    :ARG0 (z1 / and
              :op1 (z2 / person
                       :name (z3 / name
                                 :op1 "James"))
              :op2 (z4 / person
                       :name (z5 / name
                                 :op1 "Kurd")))
    :ARG1 (z6 / monetary-quantity
              :ARG1-of (z7 / pay-01
                           :ARG2 z1
                           :mod (z8 / great)))
    :ARG2 (z9 / game
              :mod (z10 / person
                        :name (z11 / name
                                   :op1 "Nixon")))
    :rel (z12 / agent
              :ARG0-of (z13 / warn-01)
              :mod (z14 / all)))
warners agent james and erskine invested great pay in the nixon game .
z12 :ARG0-of z13
z2 :name z3
z3 :op1 0
z1 :op1 z2
z1 :op2 z4
z4 :name z5
z12 :mod z14
z5 :op1 1
z0 :ARG0 z1
z0 :ARG1 z6
z6 :ARG1-of z7
z7 :mod z8
z7 :ARG2 z1
z10 :name z11
z11 :op1 2
z9 :mod z10
z0 :ARG2 z9
z0 :rel z12