I invested too much to the point where I lost control of my values. Holding that so sacred to my heart made me a little naive and vulnerable to wanting to be embraced and a part of it all. But thats how important that part of my life was then. I threw myself into lots of different things that gave me perspective on life. It doesnt condone, whatsoever, the mistake I made but in terms of all Ive learned about myself and life, Im almost grateful for the mistake in a way.
He throws himself into a nationalist war.
( z0 throw :ARG0 ( z1 he ) :ARG1 z1 :ARG2 ( z2 war :mod ( z3 nationalist ) ) )
(z0 / throw-01
    :ARG0 (z1 / he)
    :ARG1 z1
    :ARG2 (z2 / war-01
              :mod (z3 / nationalist)))
He throws himself into a nationalist war .
z0 :ARG1 z1
z0 :ARG0 z1
z2 :mod z3
z0 :ARG2 z2