Its not that they didnt; its that Ive played chess, watched Peckinpah and eaten Thai food so much without them that I like those things all by myself now. Inside those ill-fitting suits is a vast vacuum where the ego should be, a black hole that no amount of praise or exaltation can fill. The drawbacks of pursuing mass devotion are more plain. Normal people don't work that way, though. Its the thirst.
Someone has made an internal decision to only eatiko a black hole.
( z0 decide :ARG0 ( z1 someone ) :ARG1 ( z2 eat :ARG0 z1 :ARG1 ( z3 hole :ARG1-of ( z4 black ) ) :mod ( z5 only ) ) :ARG1-of ( z6 internal ) )
(z0 / decide-01
    :ARG0 (z1 / someone)
    :ARG1 (z2 / eat-01
              :ARG0 z1
              :ARG1 (z3 / hole
                        :ARG1-of (z4 / black-04))
              :mod (z5 / only))
    :ARG1-of (z6 / internal-02))
Someone has made an internal decision to only eatiko a black hole .
z0 :ARG1-of z6
z0 :ARG0 z1
z2 :mod z5
z0 :ARG1 z2
z2 :ARG0 z1
z3 :ARG1-of z4
z2 :ARG1 z3