It was probably the only night in my life where I lay in bed and couldnt sleep the whole night, literally eyes to the ceiling, and that was a really difficult experience for me. But its also something Im not mentally stressing about and obsessing about either. If you shine it in a way that smooths over the rough side it will stop it reversing. It changed me and Ive become the person I am today. I invested too much to the point where I lost control of my values.
the man never lost sight of his goal.
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the man never lost sight of his goal .
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