I had panic attacks when I ate, thinking I was weak for having cheated on my so-called diet; I couldnt figure out why I was so unhappy  even to the point of self-harming  because, for the first time, I was finally thin enough to be considered "healthy" and my doctor at the time was gleefully cheering me on in my weight loss journey." Calories in, calories out is not something we can use accurately to assess what would happen to your weight, Singh said. Like any random person on the street, they were just looking at my body and making a judgment. Weight is fiercely moralized and, to many, being heavier is considered a moral failure, he said. Lets take it as an opportunity to learn about why shame and stigma are wrong and dont work, and how we can do better.
I had panice attacks when I ate, thinking I was weak.
( z0 attack :ARG1 ( z1 i ) :ARG1-of ( z2 cause :ARG0 ( z3 think :ARG0 z1 :ARG1 ( z4 weak :ARG1 z1 ) ) ) :mod ( z5 panice ) :time ( z6 eat :ARG0 z1 ) )
(z0 / attack-01
    :ARG1 (z1 / i)
    :ARG1-of (z2 / cause-01
                 :ARG0 (z3 / think-01
                           :ARG0 z1
                           :ARG1 (z4 / weak-02
                                     :ARG1 z1)))
    :mod (z5 / panice)
    :time (z6 / eat-01
              :ARG0 z1))
I had panice attacks when I ate , thinking I was weak .
z0 :mod z5
z0 :ARG1 z1
z0 :ARG1-of z2
z0 :time z6
z6 :ARG0 z1
z2 :ARG0 z3
z3 :ARG0 z1
z3 :ARG1 z4
z4 :ARG1 z1