I'm more gentle and less hard on myself. I cant and wont give my energy to the things I cant control because its beyond me. This instilled a fearlessness in me and made me feel like anything was possible. You can figure things out as you go. Know your worth and DEMAND IT.
The writer could not designed a fancy restaurant.
( z0 possible :ARG1 ( z1 design :ARG0 ( z2 person :ARG0-of ( z3 write ) ) :ARG1 ( z4 restaurant :mod ( z5 fancy ) ) ) :polarity - )
(z0 / possible-01
    :ARG1 (z1 / design-01
              :ARG0 (z2 / person
                        :ARG0-of (z3 / write-01))
              :ARG1 (z4 / restaurant
                        :mod (z5 / fancy)))
    :polarity -)
The writer could not designed a fancy restaurant .
z2 :ARG0-of z3
z0 :polarity 0
z0 :ARG1 z1
z1 :ARG0 z2
z4 :mod z5
z1 :ARG1 z4