I invested too much to the point where I lost control of my values. It was probably the only night in my life where I lay in bed and couldnt sleep the whole night, literally eyes to the ceiling, and that was a really difficult experience for me. Holding that so sacred to my heart made me a little naive and vulnerable to wanting to be embraced and a part of it all. If you shine it in a way that smooths over the rough side it will stop it reversing. But its also something Im not mentally stressing about and obsessing about either.
The person in question knew exactly what had gone in for the test.
( z0 know :ARG0 ( z1 person :ARG1-of ( z2 question ) ) :ARG1 ( z3 thing :ARG0-of ( z4 go :ARG4 ( z5 test :ARG1 z3 ) ) :mod ( z6 exact ) ) )
(z0 / know-01
    :ARG0 (z1 / person
              :ARG1-of (z2 / question-01))
    :ARG1 (z3 / thing
              :ARG0-of (z4 / go-02
                           :ARG4 (z5 / test-01
                                     :ARG1 z3))
              :mod (z6 / exact)))
The person in question knew exactly what had gone in for the test .
z1 :ARG1-of z2
z0 :ARG0 z1
z3 :mod z6
z0 :ARG1 z3
z3 :ARG0-of z4
z4 :ARG4 z5
z5 :ARG1 z3