But its also something Im not mentally stressing about and obsessing about either. It changed me and Ive become the person I am today. If you shine it in a way that smooths over the rough side it will stop it reversing. I threw myself into lots of different things that gave me perspective on life. It doesnt condone, whatsoever, the mistake I made but in terms of all Ive learned about myself and life, Im almost grateful for the mistake in a way.
But its also somethingimeythingkins complaining about and compacting things to do.
( z0 contrast :ARG2 ( z1 and :op ( z2 complain :ARG1 ( z3 something :mod ( z4 simple ) ) ) :op ( z5 thing :ARG1-of ( z6 compact ) :ARG1-of ( z7 do ) ) ) :mod ( z8 also ) )
(z0 / contrast-01
    :ARG2 (z1 / and
              :op1 (z2 / complain-01
                       :ARG1 (z3 / something
                                 :mod (z4 / simple)))
              :op2 (z5 / thing
                       :ARG1-of (z6 / compact-01)
                       :ARG1-of (z7 / do-02)))
    :mod (z8 / also))
But its also somethingimeythingkins complaining about and compacting things to do .
z0 :mod z8
z3 :mod z4
z2 :ARG1 z3
z1 :op1 z2
z0 :ARG2 z1
z5 :ARG1-of z6
z1 :op2 z5
z5 :ARG1-of z7