It changed me and Ive become the person I am today. It was probably the only night in my life where I lay in bed and couldnt sleep the whole night, literally eyes to the ceiling, and that was a really difficult experience for me. But its also something Im not mentally stressing about and obsessing about either. Holding that so sacred to my heart made me a little naive and vulnerable to wanting to be embraced and a part of it all. I invested too much to the point where I lost control of my values.
he is protected by the word "leading".
( z0 protect :ARG1 ( z1 he ) :ARG3 ( z2 word :mod ( z3 string-entity :value "lead-01" ) ) )
(z0 / protect-01
    :ARG1 (z1 / he)
    :ARG3 (z2 / word
              :mod (z3 / string-entity
                       :value "lead-01")))
he is protected by the word " leading " .
z0 :ARG1 z1
z2 :mod z3
z0 :ARG3 z2
z3 :value 0