But its also something Im not mentally stressing about and obsessing about either. I invested too much to the point where I lost control of my values. It was probably the only night in my life where I lay in bed and couldnt sleep the whole night, literally eyes to the ceiling, and that was a really difficult experience for me. I threw myself into lots of different things that gave me perspective on life. Just knowing Id been out there before was enough to calm down.
He was probably the only night in his life where he couldnot sleep the whole day.
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             :mod (z2 / probable))
    :part-of (z3 / life
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                           :ARG0 z4
                           :duration (z7 / day
                                         :mod (z8 / whole)))
                 :polarity -))
He was probably the only night in his life where he couldnot sleep the whole day .
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