Try not to judge. If you aren't crystal clear about any points, ask questions until you are. A long overdue honest, no-holds-barred conversation might be all you need. Have the conversation Keep it calm and talk about how you feel, rather than play the blame game. If not, a few sessions with a good therapist may be all it takes to put you back on track.
The rehabilitation of a crystal clear guy would be under a scrutiny
( z0 scrutinize :ARG1 ( z1 rehabilitate :ARG1 ( z2 guy :ARG1-of ( z3 clear :mod ( z4 crystal ) ) ) ) )
(z0 / scrutinize-01
    :ARG1 (z1 / rehabilitate-01
              :ARG1 (z2 / guy
                        :ARG1-of (z3 / clear-08
                                     :mod (z4 / crystal)))))
The rehabilitation of a crystal clear guy would be under a scrutiny
z3 :mod z4
z2 :ARG1-of z3
z1 :ARG1 z2
z0 :ARG1 z1