I would have loved it to have been a bit more of a fairytale. But its also something Im not mentally stressing about and obsessing about either. Thats something I dont think I even understood until that mistake happened. He feels almost grateful for the mistake he made because it turned him into a better and more reflective person. It was probably the only night in my life where I lay in bed and couldnt sleep the whole night, literally eyes to the ceiling, and that was a really difficult experience for me.
I would have loved it to have been a bit more of a dream. But its also something Im not casually throwing around and obsesseding about either. And gives the author a sense of newly found information.
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I would have loved it to have been a bit more of a dream . But its also something Im not casually throwing around and obsesseding about either . And gives the author a sense of newly found information .
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