I invested too much to the point where I lost control of my values. Holding that so sacred to my heart made me a little naive and vulnerable to wanting to be embraced and a part of it all. It was probably the only night in my life where I lay in bed and couldnt sleep the whole night, literally eyes to the ceiling, and that was a really difficult experience for me. But its also something Im not mentally stressing about and obsessing about either. But thats how important that part of my life was then.
Following other people had became obsessed with the decades they had lost contact with and become anxious.
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Following other people had became obsessed with the decades they had lost contact with and become anxious .
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