text: You wouldn't have gotten promoted if you hadn't reported Captain Eckers, and you wouldn't have gotten this command if you hadn't took it upon yourself to launch an attack on the gnolls. The fact is, throughout most of your life, you've followed orders, but it's only when you've taken matters into your own hands on important decisions that you've gotten anywhere.
  
  Why should this time be any different?
  
  For one thing, just because there are reports that the ED aren't planning an invasion any time soon, doesn't mean that's true. Not that you doubt Warrick's skills as a spy, but there's always a possibility that false information is being leaked intentionally and that someone is on to him. Hell, maybe its even Brenda pretending to be on his side, you don't know.
  
  The other thing is even if the info is true it's not like they couldn't still invade during or after their invasion of Rask. And it would be better to catch THEM off guard instead of the other way around, because you're pretty sure they aren't expecting the Felkan Kingdom to attack first.
  
  You're most likely going to get into a shitload of trouble for all this, but when you get this war started, the ED isn't going to listen to diplomacy, when they get attacked; they're not going to stop. When that happens the kingdom isn't going to have any choice but to help you. Or it could just backfire horribly.
  
  It's all a gamble, but one you're willing to risk, because you're damned if you're going to grow old and just become a guard for fat gnome merchants after all you've done and sacrificed. And if you die in battle, then it'll be a death you've been destined for since birth.
  
  You find Dawn and tell her that you want orders put out to all the forts in the province. A full offensive across the Arat border and into ED territory is to be launched.
  
  "So the ED is invading soon?" Dawn asks.
  "No, but after we destroy a couple of their forts and towns they will be. Have the message sent out that all forces are to converge on that ED town about twenty miles past the border, Bucklesberg. I'll meet the rest of the battalion commanders there and plan the next attack after the place has been razed to the ground."
  "Wait, you're going?"
  "Yes, I'm leading this attack personally. I'm not some helpless old man you know!"
  "I didn't say... wait, this plan isn't official is it? What did that gnome tell you?"
  "A bunch of shit as usual. Now I'm going to need you here to keep things orderly on this side of the border. It might get ugly, but I know you can handle it. Just remember, we're doing this for the good of the kingdom, even if its leaders are too stupid to see it."
  
  Dawn looks a little concerned and it reminds you of when you first asked her to completely wipe out a gnoll village, but then she proves herself, as you knew she would.
  
  "It will be done, my love." She says and leaves to send out the messengers.
  
  You order all troops in the fort to ready themselves for battle save for a skeleton crew to protect the fort. When they're completely ready, you ride your horse up and down the line of them and are glad to see the dedication they are displaying. You can see that they have no need for any sort of long-winded motivating speech; they've been anticipating this moment for years, just as you have.
  
  "For the kingdom!" you shout which is followed by a loud cheer from your soldiers, then your army begins its march to war.
  
  When you get within a mile of Bucklesburg, a scout reports that the town isn't completely undefended. In fact there is a larger than normal group of soldiers there along with Eternals. There may even be a mage there.
  
  "Hmm, it might appear that Edgar might've been amassing troops to prepare for an invasion after all, either that or he's just distrustful. Doesn't matter, we're killing everything there anyway."
  
  The battle of Bucklesburg is a massacre. The ED puts up as good a fight as they could have, but ultimately they're overrun and outnumbered. The town is completely burned to the ground and the only survivors are the few villagers that had sense to run when you were seen coming in the distance.
  
  This is just the first step of the plan. When the rest of your soldiers arrive from the other forts you march again.
  
  By day nine, you've taken one the Eternal Dominion's forts. It's very damaged from the fighting, but you figure it will serve as a temporary base of operations while you plan your next attacks. After this battle you've also confirmed from various documents that you've found in the commander's office that Edgar WAS planning to invade the kingdom, meaning you were right to attack.
  
  On day sixteen you get a message from Dawn, stating that the entire Gan province has been declared "under hostile control" and that all fort commanders are to relinquish their control to the kingdom immediately. Naturally this hasn't happened, but the rest of the kingdom's soldiers are supposedly being prepared to take back the province by force, however there is a lot of civil unrest going on as well due to some of the public opinion openly agreeing with conquest. She says that it's part of the anti-gnome movement that claims they've been keeping the kingdom weak on purpose. She also says she is doing everything in her power to keep control of the Gan province and sends her love.
  
  On day twenty-two you get a visitor to Fort Ruin (as you've renamed it).
  
  "Hello Klemto, I hope your journey here wasn't too dangerous, we've been trying to keep the road to the kingdom somewhat safe." You say.
  "Eternal, we've got a lot to talk about."
  "Yes, I suspect we do. So here, this'll save time." You say and throw a journal at Klemto who catches it.
  "What's this?"
  "It's the ex-captain of this fort journal. Makes mention of all the plans for the invasion on the kingdom, as well as a few amusing sexual desires. Second generation eternals certainly are a twisted bunch even when brought under control."
  "At least they can be brought under control, which is more than can be said for you."
  "I don't understand, I'm did this for the kingdom and the proof is right there that I'm right! Don't believe me? I've got more official documents I can give you."
  "It doesn't matter if you're right! It never fucking mattered! What you were supposed to do is obey orders! You pushed a boundary that's too far this time I can't fix this! Not now!"
  "I question if you ever could in the first place. I'm sure you only kept me around as long as it served your purpose. Build up the pitiful defenses along the Felkan borders and then just get shuffled off to defend your fat merchants because they're getting death threats from bigots that actually have a point whether they even know it or not. Face it, YOU fuckers helped create the Felkan government and you share part of the problems with it. Me? I'm just serving it. I told you before, I pledged myself to the kingdom, but my only stipulation was that I do things my way and that I not be held back in doing it. You got in my way and I had no choice, but to defy you. You can't give a sword to me, and tell me not to kill the enemy with it. That's what a fucking sword is for."
  
  Klemto, rubs a hand over his face and sits down in silence. His face has a slightly gaunt appearance than you last remember it. Every time you've seen him he's always been dressed very nice, but even his expensive clothing is a bit disheveled, even a small tear in his jacket. He takes a deep breath and speaks.
  
  "Major, you really don't know what's going on back home do you?"
  "Dawn sent me a letter recently about a week ago about some of what's going on. I hear the Gan province has been declared hostile and the rest of the kingdom army is planning to retake it."
  "Yes, and even that is being put on hold, you know why? Because somebody blew up the merchant's guild two days ago! The day before? A duke was executed for conspiracy to kill the fucking king! At this point the Eternal Dominion doesn't need to invade us, the Felkan Kingdom will be in ruins by the time their armies even arrive! You haven't saved the kingdom, you've destroyed it!" he shouts with his eyes beginning to water and nearly hyperventilating the whole time. You have to say, you've never seen him ever this upset. You quickly get some water from a nearby pitcher and pour him a glass.
  
  "I don't know what we're going to do... I don't know what we're going to do... " he says in between drinks.
  "Look calm down Klemto, maybe it isn't as bad as you think." You tell him.
  "Bad? It's fucking tragic! With the destruction of the merchant's guild, the economy is going to go down the fucking privy hole, the king is an ineffectual idiot that'll probably be successfully assassinated in a couple months, we're suffering from civil revolts, we got a rogue province and on top of everything we're at war with the Eternal Dominion!"
  
  Sounds pretty familiar.
  
  "Well, maybe it is as bad as you say. The question is what are YOU going to do about it?" you ask.
  "Do? What can I do? I'm just one gnome! I'm hated in general by most non-gnomes and even most of my own people since they personally blame me, for having a hand in allowing you to be in charge of all the military in Gan. Even most of my friends that agreed with me were all killed in the bombing! I have nobody to help me fix this!"
  "You're wrong there, you've got me. Look, take all these documents concerning the invasion plans, and do your best in convincing everyone and anyone important that this first strike was very necessary. If you're telling me that the king already is in danger of being assassinated... well maybe it'll be best to let that happen and place someone who is more likely to support the cause. I have to imagine that there's some power hungry royal ready to step up to the task."
  "Assassinate the king, this is what it's come to? I don't know maybe you're even right, it's just I really hoped it wouldn't come to that. We gnomes have been puppet masters, but we've never engaged in assassination tactics before."
  "Well, I think you're going to have to forget your previous tactics if you want the kingdom to survive regardless of who is actually on the throne. It's either that or cut your losses and leave like I did with the Empire. I caution you though, if you truly believe in the kingdom and love it like I think you do, you might later regret that decision."
  
  Klemto calms down a bit and looks at you to see that you speak from experience with that last remark. And it is true; there is a part of you that misses the Empire for all its faults. You're making the best of things and you even manage to be content most of the time, but there is always something "missing" and you can't get it back.
  
  "Okay, Eternal. Okay. Hand me all the documents that you mentioned, and I'll get started on a plan. (Sigh) I just hope you can hold back the full wrath of the Eternal Dominion all by yourself."
  "Don't you worry about that, I brought this problem on, so I'll be the one to take care of it. Just try to keep the rest of the Felkan army off of my back, even if they aren't going to help."
  
  Klemto leaves with the documents and you return to your duties. You can't be sure what's going to become of the kingdom, but one thing is certain, you aren't going to abandon your duty like last time.
  > year 56 (Wedding Day)
  You never thought such a day would come for you, ever. But here you are standing before a woman that you've come to feel closer to than anyone else. Not even your fellow Eternals, who at this point are all pretty much hostile to you, even Warrick, now that he's taken the side of the loyalists in the Felkan civil war. You are hardly surprised though; you knew it was bound to happen given what the gnomes did to him. Even Klemto, who managed to convince most of his brethren to join you, can't undo the unwavering loyalty they instilled in him.
  
  The civil war pales in comparison to the war you're fighting with the Eternal Dominion, you might've gotten an initial advantage over them, but they are certainly trying to make up for it now. Edgar must be enraged.
  
  But none of that matters right now.
  
  A Felkan civil war and war with the Eternal Dominion, and still you are able to put all those more pressing conflicts aside to focus on Dawn. You look at her youthful face and into blue eyes and it makes you realize just how much younger she is than you. You wonder briefly if her youth is part of what makes her so desirable. Not for the superficial reasons that most would consider, but her youth itself. Looking at how young she is, makes you forget how old you are. You dismiss such thoughts, as you have enough aching joints and pains to always remind you how old you're getting.
  
  Besides, it's a much deeper connection and the pair of you knows that. She has been with you through all of this and supported you the entire way. You don't even think you could've accomplished all of this without her. It is like the pair of you is in perfect harmony with each other at times. You can't imagine yourself without her in someway.
  
  You think you now understand what Roldan was talking about when he spoke of Brenda.
  
  With war looming all around the pair of you, death is always a possibility, but this gesture, this ritual, this bond that you both are going through will signify that even if the unfortunate should occur to either one of you, you know that the love you felt was always there, and will always be there.
  
  The pair of you aren't even paying attention to the local holy man performing the ceremony or the few soldiers in attendance as witnesses, it's just you and her as the pair of you embrace and kiss.