text: [Themes: love & dating, romance]
  
  "Why do you say that?" Stephanie just shakes her head and laughs a little to herself "I was thinking bad again." "Well your not the only one." You smirk at her. She laughs louder as you two continue walking around.
  
  With around ten minutes left you two find a place to sit and stay silent for a moment. "Web, have you ever done it with a girl." Stephanie asks out of the blue.
  
  "No I've never had the experience?" You laugh. "How about weed, have you ever smoked a blunt." You stop laughing and shake you head. "Those types of questions all have the same answer?" You reply. "Have you ever wanted to try it?" Stephanie continues to ask. "Weed?" "No." Is all she says.
  
  Oh my god did she...
  
  "Well I don't want to say i never wanted to try it." You admit. "Well, I can give you that experience." She smiles. All those confirmations were right. She still is who she is.
  
  "I honestly don't know Stephanie, I don't want to say yes or no." Stephanie silent for a bit but as the bell rings she gets up from the table. "Well think about it ok, I'll guide you through your first time." She smiles as she kisses you and runs off before you say anything.
  
  Oh my god she did.....
  
  You can't comprehend what escalated from a question into a kiss in a matter of minutes but you get up and walk to class not wanting to be late.
  
  Once school ends you walk out of the school building and out onto the sidewalk thinking about earlier only to be greeted by a hug from behind. "Want to come over today, my mom will be working her graveyard shift and my dad's gone out to see his family for the weekend.
  
  You silently groan as you see the opportunity in front of you. You don't want to upset her so you nod as she grabs you by the arm and leads you towards her neighborhood. Your mind rushes as you know what will happen once you get to her house.
  
  Apart of you wants to have your fun with her and keep it that way as long as it lasts but you also don't want to take advantage of her like that. As you two enter her house you see it was empty like she said. Stephanie leads you up to her room when you start to panic. You had to make a decision now, were you going to try to talk her out of her ways or were you going to let your virginity go and get laid as much as you can by Stephanie.
  
  > go for it
  What the hell, you know there's no use changing what someone is, might as well have your fun while it lasts. You stay at her house until you get the text from your parents asking you where you are. You text them your heading home and say goodbye to Stephanie as you leave her house buckling your pants in the street.
  
  You don't know how long all this will last but you know you'll get as much out of her as you can, after this afternoon you developed a craving for Stephanie body and you would be finding any opportunity for her to ask you over. But as you two talk the next day you notice things are changing between you two, as if your starting to care a little less about what each other say. You just think that it's a off day as you see her waving for you to follow her again after school.
  
  You didn't know it then but the sex you had was the beginning of the end for you two. You knew that's how relationships ended before you knew Stephanie but once it happened you couldn't think of anything that would go wrong between you two. Each day was the same as you two started to talk less and less and just played with each other.
  
  When you saw her flirting with other guys she was with before you it gave you pain. You made sure on those days you would make her pay attention to you more by being more fun in bed. It was a depressing feeling you had as each day she would look at other guys and pay little attention to you during lunch. You didn't even know what you guys were. Was she your girlfriend or just friends with benefits.
  
  You ended up deciding that your relationship would come to a end so you started to do as much as you could whenever you came over. You must have went through dozens of condoms while you were with her. You also secretly took pictures of her when she wasn't looking.
  
  "Just for memories." You would tell yourself when you felt guilty about your actions.
  
  It was the third week of your relationship when she started to stop hanging out with you during lunch. You didn't bother looking for her when she didn't come to meet you. You knew what was happening and it was partially your fault. You just looked at the dozens of pictures you took of her and laughed to yourself.
  
  She'll be back
  
  Even when you saw her going home with other guys you occasionally were called by her on your walk home when she was lonely or her other friends had pissed her off. You were branded as her second choice. You didn't mind though, if that meant that you had sex almost once a week then you were ok with it.
  
  Maybe someday someone will talk to her and change her ways as you had the chance to but had been sucked in by the lust she emitted. You hoped that day wouldn't come soon as she starts to pull you towards her house.
  
  "Loveless love" Ending