Meadow-grass; tales of New England life
Brown, Alice, 1857-1948
ADO\ A -.Sk iL^fr ^.J^ * «-T s.tuu^ m . ^^vVfcsto^*WH10Qt»J'l»lSeSBBv--^<,i MEADOW-GRASS TALES OF NEW ENGLAND LIFE BY ALICE BROWN BOSTON COPELAND AND DAY MDCCCXCV s BOSTON PUBLIC FIRST THOUSAND JULY 1895 SECOND THOUSAND SEPTEMBER 1895 ENTERED ACCORDING TO THE ACT OF CONGRESS IN THE YEAR 1895 BY COPELAND AND DAY, IN THE OFFICE OF THE LIBRARIAN OF CONGRESS AT WASHINGTON. TO M. G. R. LOVER OF WOODS AND FIELD AND SEA. TABLE OF CONTENTS. PAGE NUMBER FIVE i FARMER ELI'S VACATION 18 AFTER ALL 30 TOLD IN THE POORHOUSE 58 HEMAN'S MA 78 HEARTSEASE 100 Mis' WADLEIGH'S GUEST 116 A RIGHTEOUS BARGAIN 139 JOINT OWNERS IN SPAIN 166 AT SUDLEIGH FAIR 191 BANKRUPT 229 NANCY BOYD'S LAST SERMON 263 STROLLERS IN TIVERTON 278 NUMBER FIVE. \\7E who are Tiverton born, though false * ^ ambition may have ridden us to market, or the world's voice incited us to kindred clam- oring, have a way of shutting our eyes, now and then, to present changes, and seeing things as they were once, as they are still, in a certain sleepy yet altogether individual corner of coun- try life. And especially do we delight in one bit of fine mental tracery, etched carelessly, yet for all time, so far as our own short span is con- cerned, by the unerring stylus of youth : the outline of a little red schoolhouse, distinguished from the other similar structures within Tiver- ton bounds by " District No. V.," painted on a shingle, in primitive black letters, and nailed aloft over the door. Up to the very hollow which made its playground and weedy garden, the road was elm-bordered and lined with fair meadows, skirted in the background by shadowy pines, so soft they did not even wave ; they only seemed to breathe. The treasures of the road ! On either side, the way was plumed and paved with beauties so rare that now, disheartened dwellers in city streets, we covetously con over 2 MEADOW-GRASS. in memory that roaming walk to school and home again. We know it now for what it was, a daily progress of delight. We see again the old watering-trough, decayed into the mellow loveliness of gray lichen and greenest moss. Here beside the ditch whence the water flowed, grew the pale forget-me-not and sticky, star- blossomed cleavers. A step farther, beyond the nook where the spring bubbled first, were the riches of the common roadway ; and over the gray, lichen-bearded fence, the growth of stubbly upland pasture. Everywhere, in road and pasture too, thronged milkweed, odorous haunt of the bee and those frailest butterflies of the year, born of one family with drifting blos- soms ; and straightly tall, the solitary mullein, dust-covered but crowned with a gold softer and more to be desired than the pride of kings. Perhaps the carriage folk from the outer world, who sometimes penetrate Tiverton's leafy quiet, may wonder at the queer little enclosures of sticks and pebbles on many a bare, tree-shaded slope along the road. " Left there from some game ! " they say to one another, and drive on, satisfied. But these are no mere discarded play- things, dear ignorant travellers ! They are tokens of the mimic earnest with which child-life is ever seeking to sober itself, and rushing unsum- moned into the workaday fields of an aimlessly frantic world. They are houses, and the stone NUMBER FIVE. 3 boundaries are walls. This tree stump is an armchair, this board a velvet sofa. Not more truly is " this thorn-bush, my thorn-bush ; and this dog, my dog." Across the road, at easy running distance from the schoolhouse at noontime or recess, crawled the little river, with its inevitable " hole," which each mother's son was warned to avoid in swimming, lest he be seized with cramp there where the pool was bottomless. What eerie wonders lurked within the mirror of those shallow brown waters ! Long black hairs cleaved and clung in their limpid flowing. To this day, I know not whether they were horse-hairs, far from home, or swaying willow roots ; the boys said they were " truly " hairs of the kind des- tined to become snakes in their last estate ; and the girls, listening, shivered with all Mother Eve's premonitory thrill along the backbone. Wish-bugs, too, were here, skimming and dart- ing. The peculiarity of a wish-bug is that he will bestow upon you your heart's desire, if only you hold him in the hand and wish. But the impossible premise defeats the conclusion. You never do hold him long enough, simply because you can't catch him in the first place. Yet the fascinating possibility is like a taste for drink, or the glamour of cards. Does the committee- man drive past to Sudleigh market, suggesting the prospect of a leisurely return that afternoon, 4 MEADOW-GRASS. and consequent dropping in to hear the geog- raphy class? Then do the laziest and most optimistic boys betake them hastily from their dinner-pails to the river, and spend their pre- cious nooning in quest of the potent bug, through whose spell the unwelcome visit may be averted. The time so squandered in riotous gaming might have fixed the afternoon's " North Poles and Equators" triumphantly in mind, to the ever- lasting defiance of all alien questioning ; but no ! for human delight lies ever in the unattainable. The committee-man comes like Nemesis, cequo pede, the lesson is unlearned, and the stern- fibred little teacher orders out the rack known as staying after school. But what durance be- yond hours in the indescribably desolate school- room ever taught mortal boy to shun the delusive insect created for his special undoing? So long as the heart has woes of its own breed- ing, so long also will it dodge the discipline of labor, and grasp at the flicker of an easy success. On either side the little bridge (over which horses pounded with an ominous thunder and a rain of dust on the head of him who lingered beneath the sleepers, in a fearsome joy), the meadows were pranked with purple iris and whispering rushes, mingling each its sweetness with the good, rank smell of mud below. Here were the treasures of the water-course, close NUMBER FIVE. 5 hidden, or blowing in the light of day. The pale, golden-hearted arrow-head neighbored the homespun pickerel-weed, and — oh, mysterious glory from an oozy bed ! — luscious, sun-golden cow-lilies rose sturdily triumphant, dripping with color, glowing in sheen. The button-bush hung out her balls, and white alder painted the air with faint perfume ; willow-herb built her bow- ery arches, and the flags were ever glancing like swords of roistering knights. These flags, be it known to such as have grown up in grievous ignorance of the lore inseparable from " dees- trick school," hold the most practical signifi- cance in the mind of boy and girl ; for they bring forth (I know we thought for our delight alone !) a delicacy known as flag-buds, ever- lastingly dear to the childish palate. These were devoured by the wholesale in their season, and little mouths grew oozy-green as those of happy beasties in June, from much champing and chewing. Did we lose our appetite for the delectable dinner-pail through such literal going to pasture? I think not. Tastes were elastic, in those days ; and Nature, so bullied, durst seldom revolt. On one side, the nearest neighbor to the school lived at least a mile away ; but on the other, the first house of all owned treasures manifold for the little squad who, though the day were wet or dry, fair or frowning, trotted 6 MEADOW-GRASS. thither at noon. Here were trees under which lay, in happy season, over-ripe Bartlett pears ; here, too, was one mulberry-tree, whereof the suggestion was strange and wonderful, and the fruit less appealing to taste than to a mystical fancy. But outside the bank wall grew the balm-of-Gileads, in a stately, benevolent row, — trees of healing, of fragrance and romantic charm. No child ever sought the old home to beg pears and mulberries, or to fill the school- house pail at its dark-bosomed well, without bearing away a few of the leaves in a covetous grasp. Sweet treasure-trove these, to be pressed to fresh young faces, and held and patted in hot little palms, till they grew flabby but ever- more fragrant, still diffusing over the dusty schoolroom that warm odor, whispering to those who read no corner but their own New Eng- land, of the myrrh and balsams of the East. We knew everything in those days, we aimless knights-errant with dinner-pail and slate ; the dry, frosty hollow where gentians bloom when the pride of the field is over, the woody slopes of the hepatica's awakening, under coverlet of withered leaves, and the sunny banks where vio- lets love to live with their good gossip, the trembling anemone. At noon, we roved abroad into solitudes so deep that even our unsuspect- ing hearts sometimes quaked with fear of dark and lonesomeness ; and then we came trooping NUMBER FIVE. 7 back at the sound of the bell, untamed, happy little savages, ready to settle, with a long breath, to the afternoon's drowsy routine. Arrant non- sense that ! the boundary of British America and the conjugation of the verb to be ! Who that might loll away the hours upon a bank in silken ease, needed aught even of computation or the tongues? He alone had inherited the earth. All the little figures flitting through those tranquil early dramas are so sharply drawn, so brightly colored still ! I meet Melissa Crane sometimes nowadays, a prosperous matron with space enough on her broad back for the very largest plaid ever woven ; but her present iden- tity is hazy and unreal. I see instead, with a sudden throb of memory, the little Melissa, who, one recess, accepted a sugared doughnut from me, and said, with a quaint imitation of old folks' manner, — " I think your mother will be a real good cook, if she lives ! ' I hear of Susie Marden, who went out West, married, and grew up with the country in great magnificence ; but to me she is and ever will be the little girl who made seventy pies, one Thanksgiving time, thereby earning the some- what stinted admiration of those among us who could not cook. Many a great deed, tacitly promised in that springtime, never came to 8 MEADOW-GRASS. pass ; many a brilliant career ingloriously ended. There was Sam Marshall. He could do sums to the admiration of class and teacher, and, Cuvier-like, evolve an entire flock from Col- burn's two geese and a half. His memory was prodigious. He could name the Presidents, bound the States and Territories, and rattle off the list of prepositions so fast that you could almost see the spark-shower from his rushing wheels of thought. It was an understood thing among us, when Sam was in his teens, that he should at least enter the Senate ; perhaps he would even be President, and scatter offices, like halfpence, among his scampering townsmen. But to-day he patiently does his haying — by hand ! and "goes sleddin' ' in the winter. The Senate is as far from him as the Polar Star, and I question whether he could even bear the crucial test of two geese and a half. Yet I still look upon him with a thrill of awe, as the man se- lected by the popular vote to represent us in fame's Valhalla, and mysteriously defeated by some unexpected move of the "unseen hand at a game." There were a couple of boys such good com- rades as never to be happy save when together. They cared only for the games made for two ; all their goods were tacitly held in common, and a tradition still lives that David, when a new teacher asked his exact age, claimed his NUMBER FIVE. 9 comrade's birthday, and then wondered why everybody laughed. They had a way of wan- dering off together to the woods, on Saturday mornings, when the routine of chores could be hurried through, and always they bore with them a store of eggs, apples, or sweet corn, to be cooked in happy seclusion. All this raw mate- rial was stolen from the respective haylofts and gardens at home, though, as the fathers owned, with an appreciative grin, the boys might have taken it openly for the asking. That, however, would so have alloyed the charm of gypsying that it was not to be thought of for a moment ; and they crept about on their foraging expedi- tions with all the caution of a hostile tribe. Blessed fathers and mothers to wink at the esca- pade, and happy boys, wise chiefly in their longing to be free ! We had a theory that Jonathan and David would go into business together. Perhaps we thought of them in the same country store, their chairs tilted on either side of the air-tight stove, telling stories, in the intervals of custom, as they apparently did in their earlier estate. For, shy as they were in general company, they chatted together with an intense earnestness all day long ; and it was one of the stock questions in our neighborhood, when the social light burned low, — "What under the sun do you s'pose Dave and Jont find to talk about? " io MEADOW-GRASS. Alas ! again the world had builded foolishly ; for with early manhood, they fell in love with the same round-cheeked school-teacher. Jona- than married her, after what wrench of feeling I know not ; and the other fled to the town, whence he never returned save for the briefest visit at Thanksgiving or Christmas time. The stay-at-home lad is a warm farmer, and the little school-teacher a mother whose unlined face shows the record of a placid life ; but David cannot know even this, save by hearsay, for he never sees them. He is a moneyed man, and not a year ago, gave the town a new library. But is he happy? Or does the old wound still show a ragged edge ? For that may be, they tell us, even "when you come to forty year." Then, clad in brighter vestments of memory, there was the lad who earned unto himself much renown, even among his disapproving relatives, by running away from home, in quest of gold and glory. True, he was brought back at the end of three days, footsore and muddy, and with noble appetite for the griddle-cakes his mother cooked him in lieu of the traditional veal, — but all undaunted. He never tried it again, yet people say he has thrown away all his chances of a thrifty living by perpetual wandering in the woods with gun and fishing-rod, and that he is cursed with a deplorable indifference to the state of his fences and potato-patch. No one NUMBER FIVE. ii could call him an admirable citizen, but I am not sure that he has chosen the worser part ; for who is so jovial and sympathetic on a winter evening, when the apples are passed, and even the shining cat purrs content before the blaze, or in the wood solitudes, familiar to him as his own house door? " Pa'tridges' nests?" he said, one spring, with a cock of his eye calculated to show at once a humorous recognition of his genius and his delinquencies. " Sartain ! I wish I was as sure where I keep my scythe sned ! ' He has learned all the lore of the woods, the ways of " wild critters," and the most effica- cious means both to woo and kill them. Prim spinsters eye him acridly, as a man given over to " shif'less " ways, and wives set him up, like a lurid guidepost, before husbands prone to lapse from domestic thrift ; but the dogs smile at him, and children, for whom he is ever ready to make kite or dory, though all his hay should mildew, or to string thimblebenies on a grass spear while supper cools within, tumble merrily at his heels. Such as he should never assume domestic relations, to be fettered with require- ments of time and place. Let them rather claim maintenance from a grateful public, and live, like troubadours of old, ministrant to the general joy. Not all the memories of that early day 12 MEADOW-GRASS. are quite unspotted by remorse. Although we wore the mask of jocund faces and straightfor- ward glance, we little people repeatedly pro- claimed ourselves the victims of Adam's fall. Even then we needed to pray for deliverance from those passions which have since pursued us. There was the little bound girl who lived with a " selec'man's " wife, a woman with chil- dren of her own, but a hard taskmistress to the stranger within her gates. Poor little Polly ! her clothes, made over from those of her mis- tress, were of dark, rough flannel, often in uncouth plaids and appalling stripes. Her pet- ticoats were dyed of a sickly hue known as cudbar, and she wore heavy woollen stockings of the same shade. Polly got up early, to milk and drive the cows ; she set the table, washed milkpans, and ran hither and thither on her sturdy cudbar legs, always willing, sometimes singing, and often with a mute, questioning look on her little freckled face, as if she had already begun to wonder why it has pleased God to set so many boundary lines over which the feeble may not pass. The selec'man's son — a heavy- faced, greedy boy — was a bully, and Polly be- came his butt ; she did his tasks, hectored by him in private, and with a child's strange reticence, she never told even us how unbearable he made her life. We could see it, however ; for not much remains hidden in that communistic atmosphere NUMBER FIVE. 13 of the country neighborhood. But sometimes Polly revolted ; her temper blazed up, a harm- less flash in the pan, and then, it was said, Mis' Jeremiah took her to the shed-chamber and trounced her soundly. I myself have seen her sitting at the little low window, when I trotted by, in the pride of young life, to " borry some emptin's," or the recipe for a new cake. Often she waved a timid hand to me ; and I am glad to remember a certain sunny morning, illumi- nated now because I tossed her up a bright hollyhock in return. It was little to give out of a full and happy day ; but Polly had nothing. Once she came near great good fortune — and missed it ! For a lady, who boarded a few weeks in the neighborhood, took a fancy to Polly, and was stirred to outspoken wrath by our tales of the severity of her life. She gave her a pretty pink cambric dress, and Polly wore it on " last day," at the end of the summer term. She was evidently absorbed in love of it, and sat smoothing its shiny surface with her little cracked hand, so oblivious to the requirements of the occasion that she only looked up dazed when the teacher told her to describe the Ama- zon River, and unregretfully let the question pass. The lady meant to take Polly away with her, but she fell sick with erysipelas in the face, and was hurried off to the city to be nursed, "a sight to behold," as everybody said. And i4 MEADOW-GRASS. whether she died, or whether she got well and forgot Polly, none of us ever heard. We only knew she did not return, bringing the odor of violets and the rustle of starched petticoats into our placid lives. But all these thoughts of Polly would be less wearing, when they come in the night-time knocking at the heart, if I could only remember her as glowing under the sympathy and loving- kindness of her little mates. Alas ! it was not so. We were senseless little brutes, who, never having learned the taste of misery ourselves, had no pity for the misfortunes of others. She was, indeed, ill-treated ; but what were we, to trans- late the phrase? She was an under dog, and we had no mercy on her. We " plagued " her, God forgive us ! And what the word means, in its full horror, only a child can compass. We laughed at her cudbar petticoats, her little " chopped hands ; " and when she stumbled over the arithmetic lesson, because she had been up at four o'clock every morning since the first bluebirds came, we laughed at that. Life in general seems to have treated Polly in somewhat the same way. I hear that she did not marry well, and that her children had begun to " turn out bad," when she died, prematurely bent and old, not many weeks ago. But when I think of what we might have given and what we did withhold, when I realize that one drop of water NUMBER FIVE. 15 from each of us would have filled her little cup to overflowing, there is one compensating thought, and I murmur, conscience-smitten, "I'm glad she had the pink dress!" And now the little school is ever present with us, ours still for counsel or reproof. Its long- closed sessions are open, by day and night ; and I suppose, as time goes on, and we drop into the estate of those who sit by the fireside, obli- vious to present scenes, yet acutely awake to such as " Flash upon that inward eye Which is the bliss of solitude," it will grow more and more lifelike and more near. Beside it, live all the joys of memory and many a long-past pain. For we who have walked in country ways, walk in them always, and with no divided love, even though brick pavements have been our chosen road this many a year. those trembling half-thoughts of the sleep of the year and its awakening, — we have not es- caped them by leaving the routine that brought them forth. We know when the first violets are blowing in the woods, and we paint for our- selves the tasselling of the alder and the red of maple-buds. We taste still the sting of check- erberry and woodsy flavor of the fragrant birch. When fields of corn are shimmering in the sun, we know exactly how it would seem to run through those dusty aisles, swept by that silken drapery, and counselled in whispers from the plumy tops so far above our heads. The ground-sparrow's nest is not strange to us ; no, nor the partridge's hidden treasure within the wood. We can make pudding-bags of live-for- ever, dolls' bonnets, " trimmed up to the nines," out of the velvet mullein leaf, and from the ox- eyed daisies, round, cap-begirt faces, smiling as the sun. All the homely secrets of rural life are ours : the taste of pie, cinnamon- flavored, from the dinner-pails at noon ; the smell of " pears a-b'ilin'," at that happiest hour when, in the early dusk, we tumble into the kitchen, to find the table set and the stove redolent of warmth and savor. " What you got for sup- per?" we cry, — question to be paralleled in the summer days by " What 'd you have for dinner?" as, famished little bears, we rush to the dairy-wheel, to feed ravenously on the NUMBER FIVE. 17 cold, delicious fragments of the meal eaten without us. If time ever stood still, if we were condemned to the blank solitude of hospital nights or be- calmed, mid-ocean days, and had hours for fruitless dreaming, I wonder what viands we should choose, in setting forth a banquet from that ambrosial past ! Foods unknown to poetry and song : " cold b'iled dish," pan-dowdy, or rye drop-cakes dripping with butter ! For these do we taste, in moments of retrospect ; and per- haps we dwell the more on their homely savor because we dare not think what hands prepared them for our use, or, when the board was set, what faces smiled. We are too wise, with the cunning prudence of the years, to penetrate over-far beyond the rosy boundary of youth, lest we find also that bitter pool which is not Lethe, but the waters of a vain regret. FARMER ELI'S VACATION. « TT don't seem as if we 'd really got round to * it, does it, father?" asked Mrs. Pike. The west was paling, and the August insects stirred the air with their crooning chirp. Eli and his wife sat together on the washing-bench outside the back door, waiting for the milk to cool before it should be strained. She was a large, comfortable woman, with an unlined face, and smooth, fine auburn hair ; he was spare and somewhat bent, with curly iron- gray locks, growing thin, and crow's-feet about his deep-set gray eyes. He had been smoking the pipe of twilight contentment, but now he took it out and laid it on the bench beside him, uncrossing his legs and straightening himself, with the air of a man to whom it falls, after long pondering, to take some decisive step. " No ; it don't seem as if 'twas goin' to hap- pen," he owned. " It looked pretty dark to me, all last week. It 's a good deal of an un- dertakin', come to think it all over. I dunno 's I care about goin'." FARMER ELI'S VACATION. 19 " Why, lather ! After you 've thought about it so many years, an' Sereno 's got the tents strapped up, an' all ! You must be crazy ! " " Well," said the farmer, gently, as he rose and went to carry the milk- pails into the pantry, calling coaxingly, as he did so, " Kitty ! kitty ! You had your milk? Don't you joggle, now ! " For one eager tabby rose on her hind legs, in purring haste, and hit her nose against the foaming saucer. Mrs. Pike came ponderously to her feet, and followed, with the heavy, swaying motion of one grown fleshy and rheumatic. She was not in the least concerned about Eli's change of mood. He was a gentle soul, and she had always been able to guide him in paths of her own choosing. Moreover, the present undertaking was one involving his own good fortune, and she meant to tolerate no foolish scruples which might in- terfere with its result. For Eli, though he had lived all his life within easy driving distance of the ocean, had never seen it, and ever since his boyhood he had cherished one darling plan, — some day he would go to the shore, and camp out there for a week. This, in his starved im- agination, was like a dream of the Acropolis to an artist stricken blind, or as mountain outlines to the dweller in a lonely plain. But the years had flitted past, and the dream never seemed nearer completion. There were always plant- 20 MEADOW-GRASS. ing, haying, and harvesting to be considered ; and though he was fairly prosperous, excursions were foreign to his simple habit of life. But at last, his wife had stepped into the van, and organized an expedition, with all the valor of a Francis Drake. " Now, don't you say one word, father," she had said. " We 're goin' down to the beach, Sereno, an' Hattie, an' you an' me, an' we 're goin' to camp out. It '11 do us all good." For days before the date of the excursion, Eli had been solemn and tremulous, as with joy; but now, on the eve of the great event, he shrank back from it, with an undefined notion that it was like death, and that he was not pre- pared. Next morning, however, when they all rose and took their early breakfast, preparatory to starting at five, he showed no sign of inde- cision, and even went about his outdoor tasks with an alacrity calculated, as his wife approv- ingly remarked, to " for'ard the v'y'ge." He had at last begun to see his way clear, and he looked well satisfied when his daughter Hattie and Sereno, her husband, drove into the yard, in a wagon cheerfully suggestive of a wandering life. The tents and a small hair-trunk were stored in the back, and the horse's pail swung below. "Well, father," called Hattie, her rosy face like a flower under the large shade-hat she had FARMER ELI'S VACATION. 21 trimmed for the occasion, " guess we 're goin' to have a good day ! ' He nodded from the window, where he was patiently holding his head high and under- going strangulation, while his wife, breathing huskily with haste and importance, put on his stock. "You come in, Hattie, an' help pack the doughnuts into that lard-pail on the table," she called. " I guess you '11 have to take two pails. They ain't very big." At length, the two teams were ready, and Eli mounted to his place, where he looked very slender beside his towering mate. The hired man stood leaning on the pump, chewing a bit of straw, and the cats rubbed against his legs, with tails like banners ; they were all impressed by a sense of the unusual. " Well, good-by, Luke," Mrs. Pike called, over her shoulder ; and Eli gave the man a solemn nod, gathered up the reins, and drove out of the yard. Just outside the gate, he pulled up. " Whoa ! ' he called, and Luke lounged for- ward. " Don't you forgit them cats ! Git up, Doll ! ' And this time, they were gone. For the first ten miles of the way, familiar in being the road to market, Eli was placidly cheerful. The sense that he was going to do some strange deed, to step into an unknown country, dropped away from him, and he 22 MEADOW-GRASS. chatted, in his intermittent, serious fashion, of the crops and the lay of the land. " Pretty bad job up along here, ain't it, father? " called Sereno, as they passed a sterile pasture where two plodding men and a yoke of oxen were redeeming the soil from its rocky fetters. " There 's a good deal o' pastur', in some places, that ain't fit for nothin' but to hold the world together," returned Eli ; and then he was silent, his eyes fixed on Doll's eloquent ears, his mouth working a little. For this pro- gress through a less desirable stratum of life caused him to cast a backward glance over his own smooth, middle-aged road. "We've prospered, 'ain't we, Maria?'1 he said, at last ; and his wife, unconsciously follow- ing his thoughts, in the manner of those who have lived long together, stroked her black silk visife, and answered, with a well- satisfied nod : "I guess we 'ain't got no cause to complain." The roadside was parched under an August sun ; tansy was dust-covered, and ferns had grown ragged and gray. The jogging horses left behind their lazy feet a suffocating cloud. " My land ! " cried Mrs. Pike, " if that ain't goldenrod ! I do b'lieve it comes earlier every year, or else the seasons are changin'. See them elderberries ! Ain't they purple ! You jest remember that bush, an' when we go back, FARMER ELI'S VACATION. 23 we '11 fill some pails. I dunno when I 've made elderberry wine." Like her husband, she was vaguely excited ; she began to feel as if life would be all holidays. At noon, they stopped under the shadow of an elm-tree which, from its foothold in a field, com- pletely arched the road ; and there they ate a lunch of pie and doughnuts, while the horses, freed from their headstalls, placidly munched a generous feed of oats, near by. Hattie and her mother accepted this picnicking with an air of apologetic amusement ; and when one or two passers-by looked at them, they smiled a little at vacancy, with the air of wishing it understood that they were by no means accustomed to such irregularities. " I guess they think we 're gypsies," said Hattie, as one carriage rolled past. "Well, they needn't trouble themselves," returned her mother, rising with difficulty to brush the crumbs from her capacious lap. " I guess I Ve got as good an extension-table to home as any on 'em." But Eli ate sparingly, and with a preoccupied and solemn look. " Land, father ! " exclaimed his wife, " you 'ain't eat no more 'n a bird ! ' " I guess I '11 go over to that well," said he, " an' git a drink o' water. I drink more 'n I eat, if I ain't workin'." But when he came 24 MEADOW-GRASS. back, carefully bearing a tin pail brimming with cool, clear water, his face expressed strong dis- approbation, and he smacked his lips scorn- fully. " Terrible flat water ! " he announced. " Tastes as if it come out o' the cistern." But the others could find no fault with it, and Sereno drained the pail. " Pretty good, I call it," he said; and Mrs. Pike rejoined, — " You always was pretty particular about water, father." But Eli still shook his head, and ejaculated, " Brackish, brackish ! ' as he began to put the bit in Doll's patient mouth. He was thinking, with a passion of loyalty, of the clear, ice-cold water at home, which had never been shut out, by a pump, from the purifying airs of heaven, but lay where the splashing bucket and chain broke, every day, the image of moss and fern. His throat grew parched and dry with longing. When they were within three miles of the sea, it seemed to them that they could taste the salt- ness of the incoming breeze ; the road was ankle- deep in dust ; the garden flowers were glaring in their brightness. It was a new world. And when at last they emerged from the marsh- bordered road upon a ridge of sand, and turned a sudden corner, Mrs. Pike faced her husband in triumph. FARMER ELI'S VACATION. 25 " There, father ! " she cried. " There 'tis ! " But Eli's eyes were fixed on the dashboard in front of him. He looked pale. "Why, father," said she, impatiently, "ain't you goin' to look? It 's the sea ! ' "Yes, yes," said Eli, quietly; "byme-by. I 'm goin' to put the horses up fust." "Well, I never!" said Mrs. Pike; and as they drew up on the sandy tract where Sereno had previously arranged a place for their tents, she added, almost fretfully, turning to Hattie, " I dunno what 's come over your father. There 's the water, an' he won't even cast his eyes at it." But Hattie understood her father, by some intuition of love, though not of likeness. " Don't you bother him, ma," she said. " He '11 make up his mind to it pretty soon. Here, le's lift out these little things, while they 're unharnessin', and then they can get at the tents." Mrs. Pike's mind was diverted by the exi- gencies of labor, and she said no more ; but after the horses had been put up at a neigh- boring house, and Sereno, red-faced with exer- tion, had superintended the tent-raising, Hattie slipped her arm through her father's, and led him away. " Come, pa," she said, in a whisper ; " le's you and me climb over on them rocks." 26 MEADOW-GRASS. Eli went ; and when they had picked their way over sand and pools to a headland where the water thundered below, and salt spray dashed up in mist to their feet, he turned and looked at the sea. He faced it as a soul might face Almighty Greatness, only to be stricken blind thereafter ; for his eyes filled painfully with slow, hot tears. Hattie did not look at him, but after a while she shouted in his ear, above the outcry of the surf, — " Here, pa, take my handkerchief. I don't know how 'tis about you, but this spray gets in my eyes." Eli took it obediently, but he did not speak ; he only looked at the sea. The two sat there, chilled and quite content, until six o'clock, when Mrs. Pike came calling to them from the beach, with dramatic shouts, emphasized by the waving of her ample apron, — " Supper 's ready ! Sereno 's built a burn-fire, an' I 've made some tea ! ' Then they slowly made their way back to the tents, and sat down to the evening meal. Sereno seemed content, and Mrs. Pike was bust- ling and triumphant ; the familiar act of prepar- ing food had given her the feeling of home. " Well, father, what think? " she asked, smiling exuberantly, as she passed him his mug of tea. "Does it come up to what you expected?' Eli turned upon her his mild, dazed eyes. FARMER ELI'S VACATION. 27 "I guess it does," he said, gently. That night, they sat upon the shore while the moon rose and laid in the water her majestic pathway of light. Eli was the last to leave the rocks, and he lay down on his hard couch in the tent, without speaking. " I wouldn't say much to father," whispered Hattie to her mother, as they parted for the night. " He feels it more 'n we do." "Well, I s'pose he is some tired," said Mrs. Pike, acquiescing, after a brief look of surprise. " It 's a good deal of a jaunt, but I dunno but I feel paid a' ready. Should you take out your hair-pins, Hattie ?': She slept soundly and vocally, but her hus- band did not close his eyes. He looked, though he could see nothing, through the opening in the tent, in the direction where lay the sea, solemnly clamorous, eternally responsive to some infinite whisper from without his world. The tension of the hour was almost more than he could bear ; he longed for morning, in sharp suspense, with a faint hope that the light might bring relief. Just as the stars faded, and one luminous line pencilled the east, he rose, smoothed his hair, and stepped softly out upon the beach. There he saw two shadowy figures, Sereno and Hattie. She hurried forward to meet him. "You goin' to see the sunrise, too, father?" 28 MEADOW-GRASS. she asked. " I made Sereno come. He 's awful mad at bein' waked up." Eli grasped her arm. " Hattie," he said, in a whisper, " don't you tell. I jest come out to see how 'twas here, before I go. I 'm goin' home, — I 'm goin' now! " " Why, father ! ' said Hattie ; but she peered more closely into his face, and her tone changed. " All right," she added, cheerfully. " Sereno '11 go and harness up." " No ; I 'm goin' to walk." "But, father — " " I don't mean to break up your stayin' here, nor your mother's. You tell her how 'twas. I 'm goin' to walk." Hattie turned and whispered to her husband for a moment. Then she took her father's hand. " I '11 slip into the tent and put you up some- thin' for your breakfast and luncheon," she said. " Sereno 's gone to harness ; for, pa, you must take one horse, and you can send Luke back with it Friday, so 's we can get the things home. What do we want of two horses down here, at two and ninepence a day? I guess I know ! " So Eli yielded ; but before his wife appeared, he had turned his back on the sea, where the rose of dawn was fast unfolding. As he jogged FARMER ELI'S VACATION. 29 homeward, the dusty roadsides bloomed with flowers of paradise, and the insects' dry chirp thrilled like the song of angels. He drove into the yard just at the turning of the day, when the fragrant smoke of many a crackling fire curls cheerily upward, in promise of the evening meal. "What's busted?" asked Luke, swinging himself down from his load of fodder-corn, and beginning to unharness Doll. " Oh, nothin'," said Eli, leaping from the wagon as if twenty years had been taken from his bones. " I guess I 'm too old for such jaunts. I hope you didn't forgit them cats." AFTER ALL. " HTHE land o' gracious ! " said Mrs. Lothrop -^ Wilson, laying down her " drawing-in hook " on the rug stretched between two chairs in the middle of the kitchen, and getting up to look from the window. " If there ain't Lucindy comin' out o' the Pitmans' without a thing on her head, an' all them little curls a-flyin' ! An' the old Judge ain't cold in his grave ! ' " I guess the Judge won't be troubled with cold, any to speak of, arter this," said her husband from the window, where he sat eating his fore- noon lunch of apple-pie and cheese. He was a cooper, and perhaps the pleasantest moment in his day was that when he slipped out of his shop, leaving a bit of paper tacked on the door to say he was " on errands," and walked soberly home for his bite and sup. " If he ain't good an' warm about now, then the Scriptur's ain't no more to be depended on than a last year's almanac." " Lote Wilson, I 'm ashamed of you," re- torted his wife, looking at him with such reproof that, albeit she had no flesh to spare, she made herself a double chin. " An' he your own uncle, AFTER ALL. 31 too ! Well, he was nigh, I '11 say that for him ; an' if he 'd had his way, the sun 'd ha' riz an' set when he said the word. But Lucindy 's his only darter, an' if she don't so much as pretend to be a mourner, I guess there ain't nobody that will. There ! don't you say no more ! She 's comin' in here ! ' A light step sounded on the side piazza., and Lucindy came in, with a little delicate, swaying motion peculiar to her walk. She was a very slender woman, far past middle life, with a thin, smiling face, light blue eyes, shining with an eager brightness, and fine hair, which escaped from its tight twist in little spiral curls about the face. 