To start, keep seeing her doesn't look a good idea, since yourself are saying you don't feel comfortable around her. The mixed feelings make it difficult to take a reasoning decision. One good idea may be take distance for a while to think things in a colder way with less emotions involved, but this only can happen after the routine is broken, that's at least a month or more. You may seek for assistance to specialists like behavioral psychologists, or even having conversations with beloved people, like family or friends. You may look also for Red Pill advices, which are a set of recommendations to redirect a man's life centering all efforts and focusing the outcome in his own well-being first, before having an emotional relationship, instead of center efforts in the counterpart.
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