I can't even smile or fake one. I can't feel happiness about anything and I can't show love towards another person not even my girlfriend. I hate myself sometimes. All I see is ugly. I can't get over the loss of a loved one and I'm not close to my family. What can I do?
I'm seriously unhappy with everything in my life but I know I don't have any reason to feel this way
Did this begin around the time you suffered the loss of your loved one? You have my deepest condolences. Perhaps the grief around that is what is the root of your being unhappy.