"i connect so much with &quot;frustrated fenway fan&quot;&#039;s post..i have almost disabling anxiety. i started having panic attacks at eleven years old.....i am now 33. the entire time i was treated with xanax which i never once abused...my former doctor abruptly stopped prescribing it to me because he caught wind that i had spent a year and a half fighting an opiate addiction, suboxone saved my life...but although that is all in the past and i don&#039;t even take that medication anymore....it is on my medical history! now.no one will prescribe me any sort of benzodiazepine. i have just been prescribed buspar. i pray it works. i just want my life back."