"i&#039;m 29 and was diagnosed with bipolar disorder at 22 years old. i had bipolar 1 but with abilify and lamictal, i now have bipolar 2. i forget a lot of things, have become lazy, have gained 25 pounds in a year, have low motivation, tired all the time and have been feeling depressed. i plan on not taking abilify anymore because i feel as if i&#039;ve lost myself ... i don&#039;t feel unique."