"my dr told me basically nothing else has worked so what do u want him to do. the seroquel seemed to at first but i gained weight quickly and people are always asking if i&#039;m expecting because i look maybe 5 months pregnant. i have paranoia problems as well with anxiety. i have suicidal thoughts throughout the day but i don&#039;t share that with my dr because i don&#039;t want to get put in a hospital so i keep that to myself. i&#039;m extremely depressed and it doesn&#039;t help me sleep. i can&#039;t sleep because of the thoughts going crazy in my head. so i have to take ambien.  i&#039;m sick of all these medications. i also take wellbutrin for depression and xanax for anxiety. the xanax helps but when i try to pull back from using it my body jerks. i know i need help"