"was giving this drug to control emotions that were suppressed for 20 yrs of abuse and trafficking. the 1st 2 weeks were great. more positive emotions, panic attacks were low then i had a p.t.s.d trigger and its like the medication did the opposite of what it was supposed to do. my moods became more depression erratic. no positive out look, not at a point of suicidal but close. i was sleeping constantly when taking this drug as well went from taking 40 mg and feeling paralyzed in own body to taking 20mg and feeling somewhat like a human being. i am also taking ambien 7.5 mg .they took me off latuda earlier this week and placed me on xanax .5 mg  and i can already tell a difference . more positive and upbeat, also gained 20lbs in 2 months on it."