"it&#039;s just silence in my head, its hard to think. i don&#039;t have schizophrenia. i just can&#039;t really think clearly. all night i stayed up dizzy and nauseous but i&#039;m gonna continue the medicine in hopes that it loosens up and keeps me mellow headed. after the initial nausea i felt pretty chill. 

(if it gets better i will keep you guys updated.)"