"i only took this medication for the first month, but i refuse to continue with it. the first week everything was fine, but over the course of two weeks i&#039;ve had extreme mood swings that just kept progressing to the point that i couldn&#039;t stand to be near my two year old. every little thing she did set me off and that terrifies me because i&#039;ve always had so much patience with her. i was having horrible vivid dreams and the last day i was on it i had been having suicidal ideations. i&#039;d rather just risk getting pregnant than to risk feeling like that ever again."