"i always read these but never put on my own thoughts. 

i&#039;m a 27 year old female with 2 young beautiful girls, and a very loving husband. it all sounds so perfect but my mood is far from that. i&#039;ve been suffering silently with depression for years but only spoke to my doctor 6 months ago. 

50mg made me worse, my mood was lower than before, shakes, heart palpitations etc but after a week, all side effects stopped but my mood was still lower than ever. 

upped too 100mg, felt slightly better. upped again to 150mg still felt better but then all of a sudden my depression got so much worse than it has ever been. now on 200mg, still feel so low &amp; down &amp; zombified. 

can&#039;t make decisions, just numb. "