"i&#039;m on zoloft for many yrs but have tried many other&#039;s  but i don&#039;t think that i&#039;m bipolar. that&#039;s a diagnosis i got 20yrs ago. i&#039;m scheduled to get an updated diagnoses next week.
i have had depression since i was in grade school. i knew it. through the years i&#039;ve read about symptoms and just recently read an article about how to know what kind of counselor to choose. so i will let you all know how it goes because i&#039;ve been looking for help as my depression and anxiety helplessness affective mood disorder is driving me to not want to be here anymore. obviously i&#039;m not  ready tho because i&#039;m still pounding my head up against the wall. "