"when i began taking adderall in my early 20&#039;s, from dose one i could say i feel &quot;normal&quot; for the first time in my life since i was a young boy. i was happy and life had meaning and a reason. it allowed me to become productive, and i loved this new feeling of well being in both mind and body. it came after a decade of severe depression, anxiety and panic states, and a multitude of psych issues, and i was like a person on the outside, but inside a disease of agonizing mental anguish and physically i hurt of severe pain but no physical evidence that i was like a 20 year old young man who was only alive because i would not die. a tablet of adderall changed my life and it is my key to life worth living."