"six weeks in on this stuff and i can&#039;t say i&#039;ve noticed a massive difference. for one day i had euphoria, everything seemed ok again, my problems seemed a challenge and i was filled with joy from &quot;waking up&quot; from a fearful monochrome life. then after that initial carefree break i was mostly back to normal with slightly less depression. i&#039;m staying as positive as i can though, crying less, feeling less overwhelmed and battling things that make me uncomfortable. avoiding 30mg for as long as i can. seretonergic drugs = tired and transiently &#039;drunk&#039;/disconnected, at least for me. for now, 15mg is my crutch for getting through the day. things suck ever so slightly less now."