"this drug is horrendous. i spent a week in a psychiatric ward the year i was twenty, and they titrated it up to ten milligrams by the time i was let out. i was a complete zombie, exhausted all the time - could fall asleep anywhere, any time of the day - so anxious that i had to keep moving my body to function. kept crossing and uncrossing my legs, wringing my hands, etc. i was so numbed out i simply didn&#039;t enjoy life. i don&#039;t know how i managed to not kill myself. this thing will wreck you."