"i saw my doctor after the anxiety i&#039;d been having the last year hit an all time high in the last six months. i would wake up wondering &quot;why? what am i even here for? what am i working for?&quot; i suffered severe muscle tension in my shoulders and lower back, extreme irritability/mood swings &amp; panic attacks..my heart would be pounding as if i&#039;d run a 5k when really i was just lying in bed. it is day two of taking zoloft...i&#039;m singing (still terribly) to songs again. i feel i have gained the sense of &quot;normal&quot; that my life has always lacked. i am more clear-headed and find rational thinking easier. my depression and anxiety was destroying my relationships. i&#039;m beginning to see this &quot;light at the end of the tunnel&quot; people speak of. 50mg a day."