"i was put on this medication and found it to be useless, it just made me worse, my brain just went dead, i could not think what to do, there were no memories of my past, i had no thoughts, i just felt so numb and unreal, and it was agony dealing with it, i was just a walking zombie. so after a month i just stopped taking it, i told my doctor i had stopped, because of the reasons i described. i have been on all sorts of medication, but nothing really did any good what so ever. i decided not take any more  medication, and gradually over time, a long time, i did eventually get back to being nearly normal. i still have days where i don&#039;t feel right, but i prefer that to being a zombie."