"started taking abilify and i noticed my mood became nothingness. i didn&#039;t feel happy nor sad. i just felt nothing. has anyone experienced the same things? prior to the feelings of nothingness, the night before (after a took it), i started becoming manic then about an hour later, i started becoming suicidal. took benadryl and became calm and sleepy. my manic and depression episodes were usually on a day-to-day basis whereas when i took abilify, it shifted within an hour or so. 

also, the side effects were so bad i couldn&#039;t get out of bed. felt very dizzy with headache, wanted to puke, heart rate was faster than usual, loss of appetite, and weak (very weak)."