"i&#039;ve been off and on this drug for years. it&#039;s extremely effective and fast acting, unlike the other psychotropics.  it&#039;s a powerful med and should only be used sparingly.  i&#039;m not schizophrenic or have bipolar but i have some kind of delusional problem; i might have borderline personality disorder, and growing up they thought i might have asberger&#039;s, but i&#039;m very social?  mental illness has affected my life, (in a bad way), since i was 15. i&#039;ve had multiple intentional drug overdoses and tried to hang myself, (not by trying to break my neck).  my last suicide attempt happened because i went off 20 mg&#039;s a night, cold turkey. that paired with my infatuation with this girl that doesn&#039;t ever think about me, caused me to hit rock bottom."