"i had been sick first at 2009. i̇ntense anxiety depression and paranoid thoughts was my symptoms. first doctor told me that iam bipolar. i took 1mg at night about 9 months with lustral. i get well. but after i quit i was sick again. again 1mg at night. but since i was not sleeping more than 4 hours i started seroquel too. everytime i get well i quit. but i got sick again. now 2016 and i am using 1.5mg more than 1 years. i am more depressed than ever. i dont want to do anything but lay on bed. i think it prevents dopamin too much and i dont want to do anything. i get lazy and afraid of not doing my daily job. may be i will change risperdal."