"as you get older you take more knocks and psychological blows to your belief system and at 33 ( had depression all my life didn&#039;t really care lived with it long enough and i felt it kept me grounded ) i started to lose control of my thinking and my depression became overwhelming. hopelessness and pointlessness in living became a 24 hour battle. i was suicidal and anxiety and constant panic attacks were causing me to lose belief in any sort of future. my dad died because of depression and drug /alcohol misuse. the last thing i wanted was to take medication for it. but it was either go to the doctor or die. 8 months on 40mg a day depression is under control and without doubt i&#039;m learning to live again thanks to these."