"after 31 years of being treated for depression with a panic disorder, and constantly complaining that the diagnosis was wrong, i found a doctor that figured it out. she diagnosed me with cyclothymia (a form of bipolar disorder). she took me off of ssri&#039;s and started me on gabapentin. wow. i feel like a normal person (i think). i&#039;m calm. so far no panic attacks. the fog has lifted. i feel like i&#039;m actually in the room. it&#039;s too bad that it took 31 years of my life for the medical community to figure it out, but better late than never."