"the first week and a half was unbearable. severe anxiety, depression, and crazy vivid nightmares... then it was like a light was switched on and everything felt great. i was just upped to 40mg a week ago today and now i am back to severe anxiety, depression, and vivid nightmares... i really hope this pulls through for me once again or i am going back down to 20mg. my relationship was blossoming now i feel we are struggling once more, i refuse to lose my happiness due to this mental disorder!"