"ritalin has changed my life for the better. family and friends could see how happy i was. i was able to finish what i started instead of 20 progject. a fill in dr said he would not prescribed me my ritalin because i was 61years old that i was too old. my regular dr is out of town. i am withdrawing and very tired and depressed and i want to die or i will if. these thoughts of after life will be painless live alone and no one will find me for days"