"after 4 years of trying alternatives for my depression/anxiety, such as meditation, yoga and exercise, i had returned to a very black hole and a very hopeless feeling. i spent christmas all alone in my house, angry, vulnerable and lonely.  i have returned to medication and have been on prozac for 2 weeks. it has not fully kicked in yet.  i feel a loss of appetite, very tired at times but on the flip side, i am slowly starting to become involved in more activities.  today i completed all my ironing, which laid on my chair for 6 months, cleaned the house and could actually concentrate on reading a book."