"i knew it was risky to take an antidepressant given my symptoms but i was having trouble in my daily life and needed help. i began taking wellbutrin xl 150 mg and for the first week i felt an increase in suicidal thoughts, tremors, and psychomotor agitation. it felt like i was going to die. after that week, my psychiatrist added klonopin to help control these side effects. since then, i have had an improvement in quality of life, which is all i can ask for."