"for three years i self medicated with over the counter codeine for anxiety and depression. i never ever wanted to take antidepressants thinking i just needed to eat healthier, .be more social, find a better job, excercise etc.  after several weeks of panic attacks and gaining weight i decided i would fill the script for lexapro (i got lexam).  i took 5mg the first night and instantly felt calm, a bit dizzy/dopey and went to bed. the next day i felt spaced out and also defeated for taking them. it felt a bit like walking in water...slow. the next day i felt great! i&#039;ve been on them a week and no more anxiety, depression. now i have something to give to my family and friends and can work new jobs and socialise and connect with strangers."