"dr just put me on 20 2x a day with 1 mg ativan prn.  i was on zanex 1 mg 2x a day i have been through the worst thing a parent can go through losing a child  12 years ago she was 8 then i&#039;m a widow now lost my husband 5 years ago he was 41. i  see a psychiatrist huh nothing mends a broken heart but i will keep trying what the dr keeps putting me on"