"i have had adhd for as long as i can remember. my first real memory is when i was an altar boy. i would go to the church but could never concentrate on what i was supposed to be doing. i would forget pretty much everything and was just sort of walking through things as a zombie. every time i had to serve a mass i had to rework everything in my brain. this went on for years through school where i couldn&#039;t pay attention and i would actually ask the same question two or three times. i did not find adderall until later in life because when i was young it was not available. after taking 15 milligrams of the instant release twice a day my life changed for the better. i was able to concentrate for the first time. not covrd by ins as am +20"