"i suffered (idio pathic) seizures, begining when i was about 14 years old. no lesions on my brain! then came the panic attacks! i was always hyper, as well as my entire family. i thought it was &quot;normal&quot;. never understood how others where so &quot;calm&quot;. i became a hair stylist, and began to make lots of money, goergous women,yes i am straight),however the attacks kept on coming! i moved from n.j. to miami. finally i wound up at a clinic. the shrink gave me a little pink pill and for the first time in my life,i felt like everyone else!!!!! i am now 60 years old! if it weren&#039;t for xanax,i would be searching for illegal alternatives. warning. never take more than prescribed! 30 something years later, i never abuse. also don&#039;t mix it with anything ."