"it started out with an abortion- with respect to whatever your opinion may be on that matter, i had my carefully thought out reasons. my boyfriend and i were very literally starving due to lack of money and food. the baby was taking in any nutrients i was getting- i wasn&#039;t going to survive the pregnancy.  it was an extremely difficult decision and i struggled with it heavily. after the abortion, i continued to lose weight-i am 5ft and weighed 80lbs the nausea continued for another 6 months and i was having regular panick attacks due to the anxiety caused by the abortion. i have been on mirtazapine for a month now, and the nausea and over all anxiety is nearly eliminated, and i am back to a healthy weight. this drug saved my quality of life."