"so i have always struggled with my weight, i am either trying to loose weight or gaining it....there is never an steady weight for me. i feel like i can loose weight rather quickly if i give up 100% of my mindset on it, but the downside of that is i also gain just as quickly. now that i am in my late 30&#039;s the extra weight is now effecting my health causing high blood pressure, high cholesterol, very low self esteem, and complete misery. i love clothes, but never even want to get dressed anymore because i am uncomfortable and can&#039;t wear what i love. i am to the point that the extra weight is changing my once outgoing, bubbly personality into a shy, quiet girl because i am uncomfortable in my skin. i hope this helps! i need it badly."