"i have always known i was intelligent and a doer, but i could never finish a project or class work without starting another(2-3 really!) projects. therefore i would always get depressed and feel worthless, i couldn&#039;t handle small talk and had extreme anxiety when i had to go to church because i couldn&#039;t sit still for more than 20-30 min without wanting to burst. my mom always found ways to teach me to calm myself down in different situations but she didn&#039;t understand how bad it was. she also didn&#039;t believe in medicating her children. i wish i could describe what my first 5 employers said about me when i left their companies. i will just say this, adderall xr 20mg once in the morning has seriously made the difference in my life."