"i got the implant on the same day that i had a d&amp;c procedure for my miscarriage. i thought my weight gain was just extra pounds i didn&#039;t lose from the baby and i just needed to try harder. i thought my depression and anxiety was because i lost my baby. it&#039;s been a year now, i&#039;ve done alot of work. i haven&#039;t lost a pound. i start crying out of nowhere at work. i have no motivation to continue trying and have had a lot of suicidal ideation. i am getting this thing taken out of my arm on the 7th and i couldn&#039;t be more excited. i just want to be me again. oh and i forgot to mention that almost every pair of underwear i own have become &quot;period panties&quot; because i bleed on a constant basis yet it&#039;s rarely enough to need a tampon. yay.."