"i have been experiencing major depression and suicidal thoughts. it got to the point that all i wanted to do everyday is stay in bed, not eat, check my blood pressure all day to make sure i&#039;m not having a aneurysm or stroke. i take the problems of my patients and relate them to myself so in case i get the symptoms they had before having a medical emergency. i start to panic and lose my appetite, etc. i also suffer from anxiety and panic attacks. i&#039;ve seen a psychologist, who was helpful but once i left it was hard for me to focus on the things we talked about due to my daily repetitive ritual of stressing and being depressed. i&#039;ve been on prozac for 2 weeks 10 mg - have all the side effects but seems to be a break through. i&#039;ll see after a month."