"i was depressed and sad with no motivation. i had suffered several losses and could not seem to recover. developed anxiety.  i just wanted to be my carefree busy self again. my dr gave me 100mg welbutrin.  i took it for a few weeks and felt just weird, not better.  my dr suggested i double the dose.  ! i took 200mg and immediately felt suicidal. my bf had to restrain me from jumping out the window or slicing my throat. the mist awful feeling of my life. but i learned that compared to that feeling, i wasn&#039;t that depressed and i went on trazadone for sleeping issues. helped greatly. as  well as strenuous exercise an hour a day.  i&#039;m sure some meds work, but i feel as if you are playing russian roulette with your life."