"i&#039;ve never been so happy in my life. it&#039;s not a fake, life is strangely perfect happiness. it&#039;s not the &quot;i&#039;m in my head, three feet away from everything and no one knows me&quot; feeling i&#039;ve gotten from previous antidepressants. i feel balanced and for the first time in my life (i&#039;m 28, female) feel like i am actually coming from a well-grounded place. as others have said, when a dose is late or missed, the effects are pretty awful. the longer i&#039;ve been on it though they are getting less intense. the first few times i was late, i became very quickly, extremely depressed, lethargic, dizzy, nauseous and irritable. i was having shooting lightening like feelings in my brain that would cause me to stop dead in my tracks and look pretty crazy."