"absolute hell. from the word go, i had disgusting side effects. i experienced terrible cramps every day for the first 8 months. then when i thought they had settled down, i suddenly started getting severe pain, which i would have said were as bad as labour contractions. i could not move and felt dizzy and sick when this was happening. my sex drive disappeared entirely. not to mention, i developed vaginal and urinal infections every time i did have sex. my moods were also crazy. i became severely depressed and suicidal, but also my anger became so extreme that i would smash and break everything and even hit my partner in fits of unexplainable rage. as a result, i had to receive psychological help from doctors. it totally ruined my life!"