"i was facing several months of on and of depression since being forced to move. i had and have no one to communicate with anymore. the loneliness made me realize how empty my life is and see no purpose in anything. i lost all motivation. the greater issue was that i was starting to feel like this everyday and started pondering suicide. i decided ro try tramadol since it was available to me. i took 100 mg to test it and i felt normal again (able to feel pleasure and then some).  the experience was amazing and it gave my social confidence i was lacking. as the tramadol wore off i was able to speak in a debate group without issue (i usually get nervous and lose track) and it was noticed. i ali&#039;v"