"i have had 15 surgeries for injuries sustained through sports and accidents.  i also have severe migraines that started when i was 18. my xtreme sporting life is over. i am in pain 24/7. dr too concerned about dea so i have no solution other than load up on advil. it worries me now because i&#039;m getting older and the xtreme pain really ups my bp.

if severe pain and nausea lasts 3 days, i spend the $1k for the er trip. although each er doc wants to try very weak pain meds that have not worked, if i can get a shot of dilaudid w phenergan, it seems to break the pain cycle. morphine may work, but i can actually feel it in my body and that scares me. just wish i didn&#039;t have to wait until i feel i&#039;m dying and spend $1k to get relief from this drug."