"xanax may have saved my life. in the early nineties i was a young man pursuing my ambitions career, cars and women. whatever i have done / experienced led me to be violent in my reaction to assholes. also mom raised me as she went through menopause and was volatile. i was dangerously aggressive in my early 30&#039;s. xnx worked with no side affects noticed, sleepiness at first, that&#039;s all.i sought xnx because it made me feel like i should, calm, thus able to focus. did well all these years. i got laid off, doc retired and i can&#039;t find a local doc to prescribe.  the system took it away, clandestine alternatives are expensive, risking life, limb and employment,  docs are ignorant sometimes."