"it made my &quot;down side&quot; not go as deep, but i felt like i could not leave the house - i didn&#039;t want to.  no visitors - didn&#039;t want any. since i&#039;m a very social person my friends and family were concerned. my &quot;up side was better - i wasn&#039;t poed all the time and the thought racing slowed way down. not the best experience, but better than the whole trip down the rabbit hole it would have been."