Susan (penectomy)
Hello, my name is Susan (24 years young). I am a dominant lady and lesbian.
One year ago I met a boy who was very interested in me. I told him about my
preferences in sexual live and that I would never allow his dick to enter my
vagina. So after several weeks we found a way which I could accept. His penis
had to be removed. Here comes the report from Werner, my horny lover and fan.

I am Werner, a 25 year old student of architecture. About one year ago I have
met a beautiful girl in a restaurant. I have contacted her immediately. We
dated and I found out about her special attitudes regarding sex. Still I was
very attracted by Susan. Then she introduced the condition for deeper
relationship with me (to that point we had no sex). She would accept me only
without penis. The testicles would not disturb her and they would guarantee my
normal hormon supply. After several weeks of evaluation I finally agreed to
the necessary surgery.

A girlfriend of Susan is a medical doctor. One day we visited her clinic for a
first examination and discussion about the surgery. She explained all steps
and the expected changes for my life. Because I did not want to loose susan I
confirmed my decision. One day later we made an appointment for the operation.
Susan shaved all my hair at dick and scrotum.

Here comes a very brief description of the surgical procedure for removal of
my penis: While this is a fairly straightforward procedure that any reasonably
good urological surgeon could perform, I was glad to have this friend of Susan
who was doing it on a 'elective' basis (not a medical necessity) without
psychological screening.

It was done under epidural anaesthesis. My lower body was absolutely without
sensation about 15 minutes after the injection. As the doctor had exlained
before she removed my penis completely including all erectile tissue.

The surgery was performed with me in the lithotomy position. A circular
incision around the base of the penis was made. After the subcutaneous fat
tissue had been dissected, the bulbo-ischio-cavernosus muscles were identified
and divided, then the urethra and the crura of the corpus cavernosum penis
were visualized.

The crura were divided at their skeletal insertion point and their stump
suture ligated with 2/0 synthetic absorbable sutures. The urethra was also
divided leaving enough urethra for a tension-free urethro-cutaneous
anastomosis to be placed approximately 3cm above the scrotum.

Anastomosis is done with single, 5/0 synthetic sutures. The closure of the
perineal skin wound was made horizontal ertical for minimum stress on the
closure . The subcutaneous fat tissue was closed with single, 3/0 and the skin
with subcuticular continuous, 4/0 synthetic absorbable sutures.

A transurethral balloon catheter placed prior to surgery was used to
accomplish urinary diversion. A pressure dressing without drainage was
applied.

Postoperative bed rest was not necessary. The dressing was removed on the
third postoperative day and the cystostomy catheter after satisfactory
micturation, two days later.

The postoperative outcome is a pain free perineum with the urethral meatus
placed approximately in the area were the penis had been.. This positioning
however resulted in a forward directed stream when standing.

The remainder of the perineal surface is smooth and nearly scar free. My
testicles are hanging free now. For about four weeks after surgery I had a
constant pain. Feeling was if my penis was still existing. Later the pain
deminished. Now one year later only sometimes some phantom pain occurs which
let me feel the dick as ist was before.

So far the the description of the surgery which changed my life dramatically.

Changes I had to deal with are:

The urinary opening is placed nearly at the location where the penis formerly
attached to the body. Urination while standing is impossiple now for me with
wearing my slags. There is nothing for aiming and there will be a mess if I do
so. It only works when I am nude (e.g. under the shower). For peeing I have to
sit down and bend my upper body about 90 degree forward to direct the urine
down to the bowl.

Nude swimming is cancelleled now, same as sauna. I feel big shame about my
mutilation.

My sex drive has dropped strongly compared to before the surgery. There are no
pleasant fealings downstairs. Of course erections are no longer possible.
After strong stimulation ejections happen sometimes. Practically I am a eunuch
now. To satisfy Susan, I touch Susans body, lick her clit and labia till she
gets orgasms. She enjoys it very much. also with my fingers I do special
massage. I will never have another girlfriend in my life. I am completely a
slave of Susan and she is happy.