Once In A Lifetime (personal anecdote, gay)
That's what's always gotten ME hard - you can only do it ONCE!

Hi, my name's Ed and I'm in my 30s. I'm about 6'1" and 160 lbs. You may or

may not believe me, but I grew up on a dairy farm. Castration of horses,

pigs, goats and cows is something I grew up watching and assisting in.

Well, I knew I was gay from the time I knew there was a difference between

boys and girls, but this didn't affect my fascination with castration.

I was constantly putting my balls through metal rings and leaving them until

they were blue and cold. Eventually I began doing the same with my penis.

I find that the pain from body piercings (I have several) is the turn-on for

me. Here's my fantasy. I want my cockhead split, slowly, without anesthetic.

Once the head is split and a subincision is completed, the head is sliced off.

Then, slowly, my cock is removed in 1" segments until only a stump remains.

All of this will be done while I am alert and watching the procedure.

Afterwards, my scrotum is opened and I finally get to look at the organs that

have caused me so much distress, hormonally speaking. Then they are tied off

and stiched up and I have a smooth crotch...

Only once, only once...that's the bummer part.