6 years after penectomy
PENECTOMY
Penectomized student has pat time job in brothel.
` My name is Werner. I am 25, 185 cm, black hair, slim, like travelling,
reading newspaper, listening music. Studying civil engineering. I have lost my
penis at an accident with my motorcycle 6 years ago. The accident happened in
summer. I weared a pair of short slags only, no safety dress, when I made a
short ride with my motorbike in our village. A car hit me and I came below my
bike. My lower body got contact with the chain and foot rests. I can't
remember these things, but police suggested this way. Additional to the direct
injury there occured an infection one day later because of dirt. `

That time I got seriously injured and survived only due to good medical help
in a nearby hospital. The penis could not be rescued however. The shaft with
all erectile tissue had to be amputated due to the infection and strong
damage. It has been removed completed. No erectile tissue is left. The
urethral opening was relocated between scrotum and anus. Only a short piece of
the urethra could be saved by the doctors due to strong damage during
accident. Also the bladder had been injured. The closing muscle does no longer
work well. So I have to go to bathroom often times. All wounds have healed so
far. The testicles are working as hormone producers, so that I have not to
take hormones externally. My sexual drive hase decreased strongly however
after the accident. Erections are no longer possible. Soft massage of my balls
etc. is a wonderful experience for me. I am very shy now.

First time in hospital I had a catheder after the surgeries. But after one
week I had to lern to use my new pee hole. In the beginning it was very
painfull because of wounds. It was difficult to do the job without too much
spray. Nowadays I can handle it quite good. Due to the very back location of
the opening I have to remove my slags for urinating. I have to sit down for
this business of course. Only this way I can pee without spray Nude. I can use
the urinal toilet with special pose only. Practically I use the sitting toilet
where no one can watch me. Because of strongly reduced capacity of my bladder
I have to pee quite often since the accident.

For me the accident was a big change of life. Before that I had been never
thinking about such a handicap.

There are so many problems physically and mental. I was 18 yrs old when it
happened. At that time I was living with a lovely girlfriend. First time she
gave me good support already in hospital and later at home. But after 6 months
she went away with another boy.

I had several injuries, also broken legs. But that is all okay now.
"Downstairs" some organs had been badly hurt. Testicles (contusion), urethra
(rupture, shortened), bladder (rupture) and prostate (removed) got much
damage. Errections are no longer possible, there is nothing left to grow and
get hard. Only in my dreams I can have it, and it happens. Generally my sex
drive has reduced much. I have no more ejaculations. Only from time to time,
mostly at night, some liquid is coming out of my pee hole.

In former times I enjoyed sauna and nude swimming. But nowaday I am shy and
try to avoid to show my genitals to others. The time in hospital when I got a
lot of treatments after the injury was horrible. Many nurses and female
doctors saw me.

I am still a human beeing, even without cock. But education of boys from
childhood on, gives the a feeling of importance of having a (big) penis.
That's why it was a big shock to me.

Now it is 6 years since the accident and I have overcome some shyness.

I try to earn some money to finance my study at university. I found a way
which brings good money without much exaustion.

These days I am working in a brothel about 2 days per week. The customers
shall be attracted by me as a special freek. I am a dickless man for display
there. All my bodyhair is shaved away. I have to stay nude in a closed, empty
cage made of steel bars in the lobby of the place. There is no way to hide for
me.

Everyone can see me there, the men as well as the whores. Many customers are
very curious and come close to the cage and look at me. Especially in the
beginning this was extremely humilating to me. Often times I can observe that
the men get an errection when seeing me. They then can hardly wait to have
girl for their relieve when they watch the empty area above my balls. On the
other hand the girls enjoy that I will never be able to screw them. They are
very kind to me; even sometimes a girl is coming into my cage and tries to
make me horny. That is kind of a show to attract customers. However for me it
is quite frustrating because I can only give her a massage with my fingers and
my tongue. Sometimes I press my crotch against her clit and imagine to
penetrate her vagina. However it is only a dream and everybody can see it.

Another highlight for the guests is when I pee. According to my contract I
have to drink two liters of water per hour and I have to urinate in my cage
into a glass bowl. I have to squat like a girl because my peehole is located
behind my testicles.

Still I am looking for a female, who accepts me as I am.  

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