Lost Penis In Accident (personal anecdote)
I am 23, 185 cm, black hair, slim, like travelling, reading newspaper,  
listening music. Studying civil engineering. I have lost my penis at an  
accident with my motorcycle 4 years ago. The accident happened in  
summer. I weared a pair of short slags only, no safety dress, when I  
made a short ride with my motorbike in our village. A car hit me and I  
came below my bike. My lower body got contact with the chain and foot  
rests. I can't remember these things, but police suggested this way.  
Additional to the direct injury there occured an infection one day later  
because of dirt.  
That time I got seriously injured and survived only due to good medical  
help in a nearby hospital. The penis could not be rescued however. The  
shaft with all erectile tissue had to be amputated due to the infection  
and strong damage. It has been removed completed. No erectile tissue is  
left. The urethral opening was relocated between scrotum and anus. Only  
a short piece of the urethra could be saved by the doctors due to strong  
damage during accident. Also the bladder had been injured. The closing  
muscle does no longer work well. So I have to go to bathroom often  
times. All wounds have healed so far. The testicles are working as  
hormone producers, so that I have not to take hormones externally. My  
sexual drive hase decreased strongly however after the accident.  
Erections are no longer possible. Soft massage of my balls etc. is a  
wonderful experience for me. I am very shy now.  
  
First time in hospital I had a catheder after the surgeries. But after  
one week I had to lern to use my new pee hole. In the beginning it was  
very painfull because of wounds. It was difficult to do the job without  
too much spray. Nowadays I can handle it quite good. Due to the very  
back location of the opening I have to remove my slags for urinating. I  
have to sit down for this business of course. Only this way I can pee  
without spray Nude. I can use the urinal toilet with special pose only.  
Practically I use the sitting toilet where no one can watch me. Because  
of strongly reduced capacity of my bladder I have to pee quite often  
since the accident.  
  
For me the accident was a big change of life. Before that I had been  
never thinking about such a handicap.  
There are so many problems physically and mental. I was 18 yrs old when  
it happened. At that time I was living with a lovely girlfriend. First  
time she gave me good support already in hospital and later at home. But  
after 6 months she went away with another boy.  
  
I had several injuries, also broken legs. But that is all okay now.  
"Downstairs" some organs had been badly hurt. Testicles (contusion),  
urethra (rupture, shortened), bladder (rupture) and prostate (removed)  
got much damage. Errections are no longer possible, there is nothing  
left to grow and get hard. Only in my dreams I can have it, and it  
happens. Generally my sex drive has reduced much. I have no more  
ejaculations. Only from time to time, mostly at night, some liquid is  
coming out of my pee hole.  
In former times I enjoyed sauna and nude swimming. But nowaday I am shy  
and try to avoid to show my genitals to others. The time in hospital  
when I got a lot of treatments after the injury was horrible. Many  
nurses and female doctors saw me.  
  
I am still a human beeing, even without cock. But education of boys from  
childhood on, gives the a feeling of importance of having a (big) penis.  
That's why it was a big shock to me.