Year 21

“So do you think you’ll be going on the assassination mission?” Talia asks.
“I dunno, I think I’m still under watch for my past indiscretions.” You reply.
“Oh come on, even Master Ebon can’t believe you’re going to find some Felkan trollop to lay with while on your way to kill the king!” Murk laughs.

You give a small chuckle and go back to poisoning your bolts. When Mr. Mol explained to you that the plan was going through, you wondered if you were going to be one the assassins. Mr. Mol said he was leaving it up to the Shadow Guard to pick “their best” as requesting you, might give you away especially given the mess you told him that followed with Shade. Mr. Mol congratulated you on how you handled that and as far as that event is concerned to the Shadow Guard, it’s still a mystery. His body was never found and it’s known he didn’t start a war with the Felkan Kingdom. The general consensus is he just left never to return due to his disagreement with Master Ebon. Brother Murk remarked on the irony that if he’d only waited a little longer, he could’ve been one of those sent to kill the Felkan King now.

In any event you know the plan on both sides. As soon as the assassination mission is underway the Empire is going to start purging the shadow safehouses and all known dissidents before moving on to Gloom. From what you know, orc troops are going to be used liberally in this. Mr. Mol said it will thin out the ranks and put their restlessness more at ease. He also mentioned that he’s going to be sending in some of your former classmates as well. Your mission will differ depending on where the Shadow Guard send you. If you’re going on the assassination, then you’ll carry that out, but it will also be you job to eliminate all the rest of the shadows with you. If you’re left at home, then it’ll be your job to start sabotaging Gloom and taking out any shadow that gets in your way in the process. Mr. Mol mentions that some allies that owe the Empire a favor will be taking down the brunt of Gloom.

Master Ebon has decided to make the move when the Felkan War is in full swing. Fortunately their plan to destabilize Rask was abandoned as all shadows were “suddenly” transferred out of there by decree of the Emperor. The Shadow Guard’s plan won’t even get off the ground if all goes well, at best, there will be a few major battles and then the hunting of escapees.

Everything should go well for the Empire. The only perpetual pain is Cyrus. He’s only gotten more hostile since the Shade incident and even more so when he found out he wasn’t being sent to Rask. He claimed it was your fault and the pair of you had to be separated. He didn’t make any more accusations further than that, but he knows something is going on. You’re guessing he’ll probably be one of those on assassination mission. If he’s not around and you’re left behind, it’ll make your job a whole lot easier without the possibility of him spying on you.

Then again if you’re both on the mission, it’ll give you an excellent chance to kill him, because at this point you want to as much as he probably wants to kill you and that idea certainly appeals to you. Later that day you pay a visit to Brother Gray.

“Can I help you brother?” he says looking up from his desk.
“Brother Gray, I know you’re still disappointed with my indiscretions, but I would like to prove myself that I am dedicated to Dendrin’s laws and commandments and I feel the best way to do that is to be on the assassination mission. I’ve even been practicing my shadow magic and while it isn’t as strong as say Sister Talia’s, I’m confident that it will be sufficient for the mission.”
“Hmmm, well you were being considered, but you were still on the fence as it were. As for me being disappointed, you shouldn’t have been concerned with that, so much as you should’ve been concerned with offending Dendrin. However, if it puts you at ease, I ceased being disappointed a while ago. I’ve noticed that you’ve been more focused lately, so I know you’re trying to atone for your actions. It’s mainly why I was considering you for the mission. As for your skills, I’m still baffled to as why your magic abilities aren’t as strong as they should be, but I suppose your combat abilities make up for it and I think you’d be more than suitable for the mission in that regard, but I’m a little more concerned with sending you on any mission with Brother Cyrus since he is being considered as well. I’d rather not risk jeopardizing the mission, so I need to leave one of you here.”

It’s apparent that whether you stay here or go on the mission that you probably won’t be dealing with Cyrus, which is a little disappointing and a minor reason to as why you wanted to go on the assassination mission in the first place.

“I understand brother and I accept your judgment.” You say humbly.
“Well I don’t have the final say, that honor belongs to Master Ebon and he ultimately answers to Dendrin as do we all. He will determine if you’re worthy or not, but I’ll see what I can do for you. So is that all brother?”
“Yes. I shall take my leave and return to my duties.”

You leave Brother Gray’s office, shaking your head at it all. Not about the mission, but more about the fact that Brother Gray still believes very much in you. In fact other than Cyrus and perhaps Draven you still can’t believe how you’re so accepted here, it never seems real to you. You can’t be exactly sure, but you think Talia has been examining you as a potential mate. Especially after all that business of you sleeping with countless whores became public knowledge. You can only guess she figures you’ve got a lot of experience, well that and the only other Eternal around is gay.

Even Master Ebon hasn’t doled out any harsher punishment on to you more than what he did during your false confession. If you were in his shoes, you would’ve had yourself executed for the slightest possibility that you were involved in Brother Shade’s disappearance. Strange that the shadows’ treacherous nature would be so blind to someone so close to bringing them down.

Their deity Dendrin hasn’t spoken to you in any dreams lately, or for quite awhile actually. Perhaps he got tired of taunting you or whatever game he’s playing. Though
perhaps he’s lulling you into a false sense of security. You still always expect him to visit you any time you sleep. Of course maybe that’s part of his way of fucking with you as well.

In any case, you return to your room and engage in your routine fake behavior of friendship. You’ll be so glad when this will be over, it sickens you when you actually start feeling like you’re actually friends with these traitors rather than crushing them under foot in the Emperor’s name.

A couple days pass and you get called to Master Ebon’s office and when you get there, you also see Talia, Murk, Bianca and Dusk. He mentions that you’ve been chosen to go on the mission. He wasn’t sure at first, but after Brother Gray’s recommendation on your behalf and after consulting Dendrin for a sign, he says that you were chosen instead of Cyrus. He goes on to say he hopes that the pair of you straighten your feelings out soon, because there is going to be a great need for solidarity more than ever after this mission.

Master Ebon also goes on to explain that Sister Dusk will be in charge of this mission and that you all will defer to her experience. Ebon brings up a bit of a change in the mission too, a change you’re not too pleased to hear.

“We’re not assassinating the Felkan king. Dendrin showed me that our cause would be best served by deliberate incompetence.”
“What?” you ask out loud, feeling a very real sense of having heard this plan before a year ago.
“Killing the king would only throw the Felkans into disarray. We want them to be focused when they declare war on the Empire. Instead I want you to infiltrate the palace, kill a few guards and then get out as if it was a failed assassination attempt. This will definitely alert the Felkans to start beating their war drums and it hinders the Empire’s own plans. You all will be assumed dead by the Empire for obvious reasons, but in reality you will just return to us and will have to stay out of sight… which shouldn’t be too hard given our nature. When you do return, we shall put the final part of our plan in motion when the Felkans retaliate.”

Maybe he’s not visiting you in your dreams anymore, but he’s definitely still fucking with you. Now you’ve got two things to take care of personally. You have to kill the shadow squad AND the king.

Master Ebon tells you that the mission will be underway in the next few days and dismisses the lot of you.

“Hey you got in after all!” Murk says after you leave the office.
“I’m glad, you certainly deserve it.” Talia adds with a smile.

When you return to your barracks, a death glare comes from Cyrus and Draven doesn’t look too happy with you either. The pair of them immediately leave the room. You can only imagine that he’s super pissed because you’ve been chosen to go on the mission rather than him. You wouldn’t be surprised if he tried to kill you in your sleep tonight.

Not that you’re going to get any sleep, since you’re going to be up all night trying to figure out how you’re going to pull off your additional assignment.

The day soon arrives and everyone gathers in the assembly hall to see you off. Master Ebon makes a small speech.

“Brothers and sisters of the shadow, today is truly the beginning of the end for the Empire. These five have been chosen by Dendrin to carry out his plan. May their mission be a success and may all of them get back safely so that they may help the rest of us continue the fight at home. And if they should fall, know that they fall for a worthy cause and will pass from this world to serve in Dendrin’s shadow realm forever and there is no greater honor.”

“Death to the Empire! For Dendrin!” Master Ebon shouts and everyone else follows suit, then the five of you leave.

The first part of the trip to the Arat province is fairly laid back and the usual friendly banter goes on during this time, though Sister Dusk is consistently telling the rest of you to knock it off as your minds should be more focused on this mission. You’ve never really had too much interaction with Dusk before, but it is apparent to as why she was Shade’s lover. She seems very much like him in some ways.

Yes, this mission is starting to feel all too familiar.

In between the party banter, you’ve been coming up with various potential plans. One plan involves continuing the mission and during the infiltration of the palace you’ll try to kill them or get them killed by the guards. This allows you to get inside the palace with their help and you’re still in a good position to try to kill the king, of course this also means you’re going to have to be quick if you want to kill everyone without anyone getting away.

The other plan would be to try to convince Dusk to split up the group and meet up at the Felkan palace. This would allow you to pick off a few of them before you get to the palace and perhaps make it more manageable. The problem is you’re going to have to come up with a good excuse, not to mention you’ll be a few bodies short in case you do run into trouble with the Felkan soldiers. Never mind the fact you’re going to have to convince Dusk of this in the first place.
> You try to convince Dusk of your plan
Felkan soldiers aren't going to be a problem, but you need to get rid of Dusk and perhaps a few others before you get to the palace because you aren't going to have time to do it when you need to focus on assassinating the king. You approach Dusk as she stands away from the rest of the group examining the map.

"Sister Dusk, why don't we split up and meet at the palace?" you ask.
"For what purpose, brother? It would be more efficient to just all go together." Dusk replies.
"If we run into major trouble during our journey in Felkan territory, it would be better if some of us still got to the palace in a timely manner. Besides a larger group will attract more attention."
"And neither of those things are going to be a problem since we'll be cloaked the whole time."
"Well how do we know the Felkans don't have something to prevent that? Wouldn't it be better to remain on the side of caution?"
"I think it would be better for you if you had more faith in Dendrin's protection and stopped speaking nonsense. I'm in charge and I'm telling you we're all going as a group. Besides I don't want all five of us running around separately, because as you say if we do run into trouble, we'd be stronger as a group."
"I didn't mean all five of us go separately, we could still be in groups. Like you and I go as one group and the other three go as another."
"You and I? Seems like you've thought this out."
"Despite Murk constantly failing to impress Bianca, they work very well together, so they should stay together and I assumed Talia would be the logical choice as a leader. Her skills are better than Bianca and Murk's so she could lead them. Granted my combat skills are probably better, my magic is not. I believe I would be better off with you where your magic and my combat abilities can complement each other. We're going to have to split up when we get to the palace anyway if our intent is to sow as much chaos as possible before escaping, better that we do it now before we get too comfortable with a larger group."

Dusk still doesn't look entirely convinced, however she tells you to wait and she goes over to speak to the others. After a few moments of discussion, she turns back to you.

"Okay, you might have a point. You'll come with me and we'll approach the Felkan capital Dessle from the north, Talia and the rest will approach it from the south. Neither of us are going to reach it today, but we'll definitely make it by tomorrow night where we can meet up and I'll relay the next course of action. Try to stick to the wilderness and non-populated areas until then. May Dendrin guide us all."

Dusk and you set off, about five minutes in she states that she forgot to mention that the area Talia is suppose to be heading into is supposed to be have regular patrols, so she should be warned about that. You wait for Dusk to return pondering when the best time would be to kill her. Probably not until you a good ways into Felkan territory, maybe just before you get into Dessle. Eventually Dusk comes back and you're on your way again.

Crossing into Felkan territory is very easy. The outposts aren’t nearly as well guarded as they should be and combined with sticking to the wilderness and using magic to cloak yourself it's incredibly simple. You eventually camp out in a secluded wood where Sister Dusk becomes more talkative.

"We made pretty good time, with minimal problems. I guess you had a good idea. I suggest we both get some rest, tomorrow will be the big event."
"Yeah, hopefully the rest are doing just as well." You remark.
"Oh I wouldn't worry about them. I'm sure they're fine."

Nodding in agreement, you decide this would probably be the best place as any to get rid of Dusk. You figure you'll pretend to go to sleep, wait until she's asleep and make your move.

After waiting for about an hour, you finally get the impression she's asleep thanks to the sounds of snoring. Not very quiet for a shadow, but it helps you any way. You slowly get up and make your way towards her.

Your blade is drawn and just before you strike, you feel a bolt go into your side.

"Ah shit!" you cry out and fall to the ground. Another bolt goes into your leg and Dawn "wakes up". She wasn't the only one faking sleep it seems.

"I knew it! I knew Brother Cyrus wasn't just ranting and I knew you probably were involved with killing my mate Shade. Filthy traitor!" Dusk exclaims, kicking you in the face.

Talia, Murk and Bianca all come out from the underbrush. Dawn must've told them to follow you the whole time. They all look on in disappointment at you, but Talia especially.

"I didn't want to believe it…how could you betray Dendrin like this? How long have you been a traitor?" Talia asks while reloading her armbow.
"Me a traitor? No, it is YOU who is the traitor! All of you! All of you have betrayed the Emperor for your pitiful god who cares nothing for you!" you shout in defiance. "I know this because Dendrin himself has spoken to me on several occasions trying to convert me to his will, but it didn't work."
"He does care, or else he would not have tried to bring you into the fold. How sad that you did not learn his wisdom and accept his mercy." Murk says.
"How sad that you actually believe that. You're more pathetic than he is. If he really cared for any of you, he would've warned you about having a so called traitor in your midst. He didn't, so that says a lot about your revered deity."
"Enough! I won't hear anymore of these vicious lies! Your treachery ends here today traitor." Dusk shouts back and attempts to finish you off with a sword blow, but you've got enough fight in you to roll out of the way and return with your own attack, hacking Dusk's foot off.

It's a small victory though, the rest of the shadows move in and run you through several times. Defiant to the end you laugh and state that they've won nothing here and the Empire will survive as you die.


His plan is going to mess everything up and reporting him probably will just result in him getting scolded and he’ll sneak off later anyway. You need to kill him. It’s part of your overall goal anyway.

The next few days you spend mostly in the training room, trying to get yourself ready for what will probably be a grueling battle. Quite frankly if you do it right, you won’t have to fight him at all as you’re going to try to catch him completely with his guard down, but if that doesn’t work, you’re going to have a struggle on your hands and you need to be prepared.

Brother Shade helped directly train your magic skills, so as usual you’re hoping your combat skills will be the deciding factor, but your major advantage will be the element of surprise. You make sure your blade is extra sharp and your arm crossbow is in good working condition. You fully expect Dendrin to harass you in your dreams, but that doesn’t happen.

When the day finally arrives you and Brother Shade take your leave of Gloom and head to Venji. Brother Shade and yourself travel under the cloak most of the time, though up keeping such magic is tiring business, so you rest a few times on your way. During your time together, you find out more about Brother Shade’s thoughts. He goes on about how Master Ebon is not fit to speak for Dendrin anymore. Shade believes the old man isn’t even in contact with Dendrin anymore as Shade knows that Dendrin would not want to wait any longer for the shadows to live under Empire rule. Shade knows that Dendrin would want action to be taken right now and that only those that prove themselves to be proactive in these times will be rewarded when the dust finally settles.

You can’t speak for Ebon, but from what you can tell, Shade doesn’t really know shit what Dendrin really wants. You don’t either, but then you aren’t one of his blind sheep that follows his orders. Still, it’s somewhat fascinating to see one of the shadows not fall completely in step with the rest. If Mr. Mol hadn’t suggested his idea, you probably would’ve gone through with Shade’s mission and try to sew a little more dissension on both sides to flame the fans of a shadow civil war. As it stands though, he needs to die, but you’re still trying to build yourself up to do it. You have no idea why either, you’ve had the opportunity a few times and you’re far enough away from civilization since you’ve been sticking to the back roads.

Eventually the humble village of Venji is in sight, and you’re going to have to kill Shade soon. You think you’re going to pass the village, but Shade starts heading towards it.

“We’re not actually entering it are we? So far we’ve managed to stay out of sight.”
“And we’ll continue to do so, I can maintain the cloak, but if you’re feeling weak you stay here. I’ll be back soon anyway.”
“But why are you going into the village?”
“Because there’s bound to be a couple of Empire soldiers stationed there. We’re going to need a couple of disguises.”
“You’re going to kill Empire soldiers?”
“Yes, and why is that a problem?”

It’s not. Actually it’s a perfect excuse for you.

“No, I just didn’t know the entire plan. I guess I’ll wait here I am feeling a little drained from the magic and I wouldn’t want to jeopardize the mission.” You answer.

Brother Shade grunts and turns his back to you, and just before he cloaks again, you raise your arm and fire your crossbow at him. Your aim is true and the bolt lands directly into the back of his skull. He’s dead even before he falls face first into the ground .

It’s done and it was so quick. He didn’t suspect anything or even see it coming. Now you’ve got to get rid of the body and think up a story. Nobody saw you leaving together, you made sure of that, but you’ve both been gone awhile. You figure you’ll think of something on your way back to Gloom.

You strip Shade of his robe, weapons, then you cut off his head and dig a small hole to toss it into along with his robe and weapons. You figure nobody is going to recognize him now and that’s not even counting the wolves or other wandering animals that will probably find the body to feast on first.

When you finally get back, you get several people asking you where you’ve been.

“Where in Dendrin’s name have you been? You just left without reporting to Brother Gray for assignment!” Brother Murk exclaims.
“I was doing my usual patrols in the Quala province. I didn’t think I was being switched from them any time soon, so I just left. Was it a problem?”
“Well sort of, Brother Shade is missing as well, you weren’t with him were you?”
“No, I wasn’t, I haven’t seen him since I left Gloom a couple days ago either.”
“Okay, well you’re going to need to explain that to Master Ebon, he believes Brother Shade went and did something rash.”
“Oh? Like what?”
“Like defying Master Ebon and the will of Dendrin. Anyway, you better hurry to Master Ebon’s office.”

You do as Murk suggests. You just hope you can convince him as easily.

You enter Master Ebon’s office and see him, Brother Gray AND Cyrus. You can guess what the first two are doing here, but you don’t know why Cyrus would. He’s giving you a dirty look from underneath his hood as usual.

“At last, we can get to the bottom of this.” Brother Gray remarks.
“I certainly hope so, because there are some serious allegations going on and conspiracy in the air.” Master Ebon says while looking at you.
“I’m telling you I saw the pair of them together several times and the day they both left, he made sure to leave several minutes after Brother Shade.” Cyrus remarks.

And there it is. Cyrus is on to you, well maybe not entirely, but apparently he was skulking around spying on you when you thought nobody was looking. And here you were thinking he was on assignment or with his boyfriend most of the time.

“So what if I left several minutes after Brother Shade? What does that prove? Am I supposed to wait hours? A day? What would be enough time for you? And what’s this all about anyway? What did Brother Shade do?”
“Oh like you don’t know.”
“Brother Cyrus, quiet!” Master Ebon says before continuing. “And to answer your question, I’m sure you’re aware of Brother Shade’s recent behavior and his desire to move things along as far as our plan goes. He approached me not too long ago, about starting a war with the Felkan Kingdom, I told him no and he got very angry. Then he disappears for a few days when I specifically told him to stay here and concentrate on his prayers to Dendrin. We believe he’s gone and tried to do this himself. You being gone without reporting to Brother Gray wouldn’t normally be held to such scrutiny, but Cyrus here has said he’s seen you speaking with Brother Shade several times before his disappearance.”
“So I shouldn’t have spoken to him? I can’t be the only one that spoke to him before he disappeared.”
“Yes, but you are the only one that left without reporting to Brother Gray first, not to mention up until then I’ve been told that you and he never interacted much. All of this seems very suspicious and it grieves me something like this is being brought to me, especially when so much is at stake right now.”

You’re trying to remain as calm as possible, but the pressure is on. Cyrus looks on with a faint smug expression like he’s anxious to see you get into trouble. You need to come up with an explanation and you aren’t sure if outright lying is going to help you. Maybe you should tell them the truth…up to a point of course.
> You tell them the altered truth
Blatant lying tends to complicate things and if you're caught, it's only going to make you look worse. You might be better off telling the truth and omitting part of it.

"Alright, alright, I'll tell you the truth, but I was only trying to protect Brother Shade's memory…and I was ashamed."
"What are you talking about brother?" Master Ebon asks.
"(Sigh) Brother Shade did speak with me, but he was mainly complaining. Stating that you didn't really know the will of Dendrin at all and action needed to be taken now regardless of what you said. At first I thought he was just spouting his usual rants, but the last time we spoke he wanted me to go with him to attack a Felkan outpost. The plan was to kill everyone there except one maimed survivor to tell the tale. He hoped that would bring war quicker and you'd have no choice, but to act on the plan."
"Why didn't you report this?" Brother Gray snaps.
"I told you, I didn't want Brother Shade to get into trouble just for having a momentary lapse in judgment and I thought I could talk him out of it. So I followed him and I caught up to him I tried to convince him his plan was folly. I failed and when I tried to physically stop him, he beat me and warned if I tried again he'd kill me. Fearing for my life I ran. That was the last I saw him."

Master Ebon is silent and puts his face in his hands. Brother Gray gives a look of disapproval and shakes his head. Cyrus on the other hand takes the opportunity to question you.

"You really expect us to believe your lies? You probably agreed to the plan, got scared and tried to back out of it. You killed Brother Shade and made up this story to…"
"Brother Cyrus that's enough! You are not the one doing the interrogating here! Know your place in Dendrin's shadow! There has obviously been too much of people overstepping their bounds lately and you'd do well to not follow that same path. In fact, you need to leave. Brother Gray and I will handle it from here."

Cyrus looks a bit put off by this order, but obeys. He gives a dirty look at you before leaving though. You're left standing in front of Master Ebon and Brother Gray.

"Brother, do you realize what sort of position you've put us in?"
"I realize it's bad, but…"
"No, you don't! All of our plans could be ruined because YOU didn't report this like you should have! For all we know Brother Shade has completed his rash mission and the war will be occur too soon!"
"And that's the best case scenario." Brother Gray adds. "Brother Cyrus' theory, though accusatory, does make me question if what you're saying IS the entire truth."
"It is! I swear to Dendrin!"
"Perhaps, but due to your deeds, a punishment still must be decided…I believe the silence of the shadow will do since you prefer to remain quiet. When your tongue is removed, I believe you shall forever know the price of your failure. Brother Gray please escort…"

You aren't about to let yourself be mutilated by these religious fanatics, you draw your weapon, but Master Ebon mumbles a few words and you're held in place.

"Brother, cease your hostility NOW! You will submit to this punishment or you will face much worse!" Brother Gray shouts.
"Never! I'll never submit to you! The Empire will live forever and your order will be ground into dust! Long live the Emperor!" you shout breaking all pretense of your allegiance, which causes a look of surprise from Brother Gray's face. Master Ebon however just shuts his eyes.

"Dendrin will preserve us through this unforeseen hardship, and we will prevail, just as he has said we would centuries ago. Your actions will not stop what cannot be stopped." Master Ebon says calmly and with a few quietly spoken words, your heart stops killing you instantly.


Chapter 2B1: The Emperor’s Shadow

Year 20

“So you say, Brother Cyrus and Brother Draven are going to be assigned to Rask soon?” you ask.
“That’s what I’ve heard from Brother Gray. Them and a few others. Next year at the latest.” Murk says
“What’s the reason, from what I’ve heard it doesn’t seem like the Empire has a good grip on Rask anyway.”
“Well that’s sort of the point! By weakening the areas where the power isn’t as strong it causes the Empire to divert resources from other places and making those much easier to bring down as well. We’re going to need it too, Master Ebon was sure the Empire would’ve started another war with the Felkan Kingdom by now, but as it stands they’re practically friends with them, well as much as the Empire can be. Oh well there’s still time I suppose.”
“We don’t have that much time, we should push things along in our favor with some international incidents.” Brother Shade says. “In fact, I’m going to mention that to Master Ebon next time I see him.”
“You don’t think that he hasn’t already thought of such a plan?” Talia asks.
“Perhaps, but let’s just say I’ve been here a little longer than the rest of you, and while I know Master Ebon is just waiting for the right time to strike, he’s been playing the waiting game a little longer than I think is necessary. In fact I think he’s been playing it so long that maybe his vision has become clouded from certain opportunities.”

This statement from Brother Shade gets a lot of looks, but nobody says anything. The shock is too great. Even you are surprised as this is the first time you believe you’ve heard something close to an open criticism about Master Ebon or the leadership structure in general

And that’s something you can definitely use.

Soon after his statement Brother Shade leaves to attend his duties.

“Brother Shade should watch how he talks about Master Ebon. Ebon speaks directly to Dendrin on a daily basis and knows best on how to proceed.” Murk remarks.
“Then why did you not speak up, instead of just sitting there?” Sister Bianca asks.
“Uh…well…”
“Always trying to impress the ladies, eh Murk?” you chuckle and take your leave as well to go seek out Brother Shade, he hasn’t gone far and you catch up with him in the hallway. Fortunately nobody else is around. When you get his attention he’s not exactly cordial.

“Oh it’s you, what do you want, I have duties to attend to brother.”
“Nothing excessively important brother, I just wanted to say you aren’t alone.”
“Aren’t alone in what?” Shade asks.
“You aren’t alone in how you feel. I think we should strike against the Empire now as well. All this waiting around isn’t helping our cause.”
“Well I suggest if you want to help our cause, you keep your feelings to yourself brother and focus on your responsibilities…and your magic skills.”
“But brother, you said…”
“Nevermind what I said! I spoke in haste to a bunch of snot nosed shadows that barely know what it truly means to serve Dendrin. Now leave me be!”

Shade at this point pushes you aside and walks off. Well that didn’t go like you hoped; still, you can report this to Mr. Mol who you have to meet in a few days anyway.

When you meet Mr. Mol at the usual spot, you tell him everything you know as usual.

“So, planning to destabilize Rask, eh? Well I’ll see what we can do about that…tell me have you heard any plots involving orcs?” Mr. Mol asks.
“Mmm, I don’t believe I have. I would’ve told you.”
“Okay then, maybe it’s not related, but some of our orcish troops have been getting restless lately, mostly those stationed in Rask too. If we had proceeded with our invasion of the Felkan Kingdom like we wanted, we could’ve thinned out their ranks a little. As much as we need them in the far northern reaches of Rask right now, I fear that having them all in a large group is asking for trouble. I guess we’ll transfer some to Nalin, I hear they’re having problems with the usksha nomads and kobolds down there. Speaking of the Felkan Kingdom tell me about this plot to start a war with them.”
“There isn’t one, so much as there have been suggestions to do so by a Brother Shade.”
“Ohhh, dissention in the order. I like it. So is this guy losing his faith or something?”
“I do not believe its that more so that he feels Master Ebon is being too cautious. He wants to strike now and he knows that Ebon’s plan hinged on the Empire being distracted with the Felkan Kingdom, so he suggested starting one ourselves in passing, though when I approached him about how I agreed that we were being too cautious, he told me to not speak of it again and to leave him alone.”
“We can still possibly use this. The fact that he mentioned it says that he’s thinking about it, even if he himself isn’t totally committed to the idea. Try to speak to him some more on the subject of starting a war with the Felkan Kingdom.”
“But if he does want to go through with the plan, won’t starting a war with the Felkan Kingdom be exactly what they want?”
“Well, it’s a gamble to be sure, but quite frankly we were going to invade the Felkan Kingdom again anyway, but…ha ha I got it.” Mr. Mol says with a big grin on his face.

“Okay forget what I told you about speaking with Shade, I’ve just gotten a better idea. I’m going to have to discuss this with a few others and the order is going to have to come from the Emperor himself, but I’m pretty sure he’ll agree to this.”
“What the plan?”
“I think we should send several Shadow Guard into Felkan territory to assassinate their king and other high ranking officials. We should even demand the best. This will occupy some of the shadows and hopefully this puts the Felkans in a state of chaos as well. While this operation is taking place, I doubt the remaining shadows will act just yet with several of their best fellows gone. In the meantime, we can start wiping out those safe houses and dissident hideouts you’ve been giving us the locations to over the years. This will no doubt alert what remains of the shadows that we’re on to them at this point, but it won’t matter. Thanks to you, we also know the exact location of Gloom and let’s just say we’ve got some allies that can help us with that underground fortress.”
“That sounds like a good plan.”
“Thanks, just thought of it, but like I said, I need to speak with a few others first. As usual I’ll be in touch, but all you need to do for now is go about your usual duties within the Shadow Guard. You’ve done excellent work as usual.”

Mr. Mol shakes your hand as you part ways and you feel a great sense of pride in your accomplishments. You also feel better that this charade may all come to an end soon and you’ll be free of masquerading as a shadow.

When you get back to Gloom, Brother Shade suddenly surprises you on your way back to your bunk.

“Hey you, where have you been?” he demands to know. You’re so taken by surprise; all you do is stumble over your words.
“Uh…well…”
“Uh huh. Probably slacking with some cheap tart as usual. I know you sneak off sometimes to the nearby villages. I know you’re young and full of hormones, but you know very well that making yourself unclean with non-shadows is frowned upon.”
“I…I’m sorry, Brother Shade.” You say.
“Well you can ask for Dendrin’s forgiveness in your prayers later, right now I want to discuss something with you. Come with me.”

You follow Brother Shade through the winding halls of Gloom until you eventually reach a small empty storage room. After doing a quick perusal, closing the door and casting a cloak of shadows spell, he speaks to you again.

“Okay, it’s safe to speak. You and me are going to start a war with the Felkan Kingdom.”
“What…you spoke to Master Ebon, about this?”
“Yes, and the old fool is too set in his ways just as I thought he would be. Says it’s too risky. Bullshit. What better time than now?”
“Well I suppose, but…uh…just us?” you say in an attempt to stall.
“As far as I know you’re the only one who feels we need to do something now and I can’t wait around and investigate if others feel like you do. Besides we can easily do this. I know your shadow magic is weak, but your fighting skills are excellent.”

You didn’t expect this.

“Okay, so just us…sure. Dendrin shrouds us in protective darkness right? We can easily assassinate the Felkan king…”
“Hold on there brother. Now we’re just starting a war, not destabilizing the government. Well, not their government anyway. Heading deep into Felkan territory to kill their leader isn’t necessary and will just serve to waste time. No, we just need to go in, make a statement and get out. Maybe take out a large portion of one of their outposts and leave a maimed survivor to tell the tale.”

Sounds like Brother Shade has already planned this out. The problem is his plan doesn’t exactly fit your own. Mr. Mol wants to assassinate the Felkan King and possibly some other high ranking types. It’ll also bide a little time for him to get things in place. Brother Shade’s plan probably won’t throw the Felkan Kingdom into chaos, but will serve to anger them and that might distract the Empire too much if the Felkans are focused. Who could’ve thought starting a war would be so precise?

In any event, you agree to Shade’s plan and he says the pair of you will head to the village of Venji in the Arat province near the Felkan border. From there, you’ll cross the Felkan border and infiltrate the nearest Felkan outpost to carry out the plan. When you ask about the others, Shade dismisses the consequences of his fellow shadows. He says when things have been set in motion they will have no choice but to accept the reality. He then mumbles about there possibly being some more changes before leaving.

Of course you don’t want to carry out that plan, so you’re going to have to kill Brother Shade on the way. Not exactly an easy task, so you might try reporting him to Master Ebon or Brother Gray instead and try to have him taken care of using the shadow’s own code of conduct.
> You report Brother Shade
Killing him is just going to complicate things for you, better to be a good little shadow and go through the proper channels in this case. You immediately go see Brother Gray and state you need to see Master Ebon.

"And why do you need to see him right now?" Brother Gray asks.
"It's about Brother Shade, I fear he's going to do something rash that could ruin everything the shadows have worked so hard for."
"What is it?"

You explain Brother Shade's plan in its entirety and how you pretended to go along with it so he wouldn't suddenly run away or attempt to attack you.

"This is a very serious accusation, but…(sigh) not really all that surprising given his behavior lately. Before we take this to Master Ebon, I'm curious to as why he approached you of all people to help him. I don't believe hearing him ever saying a good word about you, so picking you is a bit puzzling to me. Is there something you should tell me?"
"Well…I'm sort of embarrassed, but Brother Shade knew that I saw a few uh…women of low moral fiber during some of my patrols and threatened to report me, if I didn't help him."
"(Sigh) Well…I'm glad you at least had the sense to come clean in the face of a greater threat. I'll keep this from Master Ebon, but we're going to have a serious talk about your own indiscretions later! As for Brother Shade do you know where he is now?"
"I believe he's in his room getting his stuff prepared for the mission."
"Okay, I'm going to send some brothers outside his room to make sure he doesn't leave while I go fetch Master Ebon. If Brother Shade even tries to escape instead of staying put, well that's going to prove his guilt, though I'm hoping it won't come to that and he'll at least stay put and submit the proper punishment that Master Ebon deems necessary."
"What should I do?" you ask.
"You, go back to your own room and stay there until you're called for to tell your story in front of Master Ebon and Brother Shade."

You nod and head back to your bunk. Nobody is there though; they must be on their patrols. You wait a few minutes expecting Brother Gray or someone else to come get you to come confirm your story in front of Master Ebon or whoever, but nobody does. You do however begin to hear the sounds of fighting though in the halls.

"Wonderful, they can't even hold their own defectors in place." You mutter and draw your weapon. You then cast cloak on yourself and hide in one of the corners of the room with your eyes on the doorway at all times. Eventually someone enters the room, but it's not Shade, its Murk.

"Hey brother, are you in here? I just came back from patrol and heard Brother Shade is running amok through Gloom! What's going on?"
"Shhh! Quiet you idiot! He's…"

Before you can even complete that sentence, Murk is suddenly thrown face first into the floor. It would seem your instincts were right and he decided to get revenge rather than seek escape. You attempt to cast a decloak on Shade which works, but not in time for Murk to get his bearings. Shade smashes Murk's face into the floor. He may or may not have killed him, but in any event he's not going to be getting up to help you anytime soon.

"You may have prevented me from serving Dendrin like the rest of these short sighted fools, but I guarantee that you will not live to see the fruits of your treachery." He says and attacks.

You engage Shade in battle and the pair of you are fairly matched as far martial combat are concerned. The problems arise when Shade falls back on magic. He speeds himself up getting few good hits on you. You attempt to do the same thing and it helps, but you still are at a disadvantage. He matches every move you've got and has wounded you to the point where you're starting to doubt that you'll win this battle. You push yourself harder and hope your will to survive will win out. Eventually help comes in the form of several more shadows and Brother Gray.

Several bolts go flying into Shade's back and he falls to the floor in a heap. You never thought you'd think this, but you're actually glad to see the shadows this time.

"Brother are you alright?" Brother Gray asks.
"Yes, I think so (Whew) lemme catch my…ulk!" you utter and then you feel a bolt go through your heart. You look down long enough to see Shade's armbow stretched out and then the rest of his body become still for the final time.

You soon follow him, unable to believe that your service to the Empire came to such an abrupt end.


Year 18

“And so I said to the blacksmith, well if you’re intending on killing the Emperor, you better damn well have a better plan than those group of thugs you’ve been supplying with weapons in the sewers. At least supply them to some thugs who the Emperor wouldn’t be able to smell six miles away!” you say, and this is followed by a few laughs from some of your fellow shadows.
“Hah, good one brother! Tell me, what did you do to the blacksmith?” Brother Murk asks.
“Oh we relocated him to our safehouse in Derlerg along with his buddies, reported that we eliminated him as a dissident…you know the usual. I must say, their surprise that we aren’t going to kill them is always amusing though.” You reply.
“Yes, given our reputation, I imagine it is. Still, it’s all for a good cause eh, brother?”
“Yes brother, it certainly is.” You say to Murk with a nod and take another drink of black tea.
“Well I have to say I’m very glad you’ve finally managed to settle in brother, I have to admit, for awhile I was getting a little worried about you. You just didn’t seem like yourself after our ceremony initiation.” Talia says.
“Yeah, well I guess I was just a late bloomer or something.”
“Don’t worry about it brother, it’s all in the past. What matters now is that we’re all on the same page now.” Murk replies.

On the same page…the problem is you really aren’t on the same page. You haven’t been since you got here. The other problem? You’re starting to feel like you might be getting there though. During the time you were forced to socialize you just swallowed your fear and self-doubt and proceeded like it was any mission. And you were successful. Perhaps a little too successful.

Once you actually got sent out on a mission, you were paired up with Brother Murk. A fellow you had become semi-friendly with during your months of socializing. Your original plan was as soon as you left Gloom, you were going to run to the nearest Empire fort and make your report.

Though for this plan to succeed in any meaningful way you would’ve had to kill Murk and despite your better judgment, you couldn’t bring yourself to do it. You later cursed yourself for this temporary weakness and the next time you were sent out, you vowed to yourself that you’d do it again, the problem was you had only become friendlier with Murk within that time. You failed again.

By the time they rotated your partnership and you were paired you with someone else, you still couldn’t do it, because now you actually started to feel like the Shadow Guard really was like a family to you. And you liked that feeling. In fact it was the best you’ve felt in a long time.

Yet, now you are in a difficult position. You are still loyal to the Empire and the Emperor first, but you haven’t been able to find the fortitude to expose the Shadow Guard for what they are. You attempt to rationalize it in your mind, by claiming the longer you stay the more you learn about their exact plans, and while that’s certainly true, it really isn’t the TRUTH.

The real truth is you’re starting to believe in the Shadow Guard’s cause slightly. You don’t know if it’s because you’ve spent so much time here that you’ve developed some sort of emotional attachment or some odd sort of subtle indoctrination.

Is this what Dendrin really had in store for you? Did he know you could be turned even without his intervention? Before you had that experience everything was so certain, your feelings weren’t a constant source of ups and downs. Even under Mistress, you don’t remember ever feeling this. It was either success or death. It was very simple and you preferred it.

Now you don’t know what the hell you’re doing. Are you a traitor? Are you still loyal? Are you both? Are you neither?

You excuse yourself from the rest of your brothers and sister and say you have to get some rest, though in reality you have to take a long look at your priorities. Once again you spend a few more months going through your usual routines and quietly suffering in silence.

That comes to a halt when Murk comes into the barracks one day…

“Hey, where are brother Cyrus and sister Talia?” he immediately asks you.
“Uh, sister Talia I think is in the library and brother Cyrus is probably with brother Draven somewhere.” You reply.
“Oh, well I’ll go get Talia, someone else can look for Cyrus, but you need to report to Master Ebon right away.”
“What’s this all about?”
“I don’t know, just that he wants you, Talia and Cyrus to see him. Something about someone from the Empire wanting to meet with all three of you. Sounds important.”

You get up and walk to Master Ebon’s office which remains closed, so you wait. A few moments later, Talia joins you.

“Hello, brother. Isn’t master Ebon here?”
“If he is, he isn’t answering his door, so I’ve been waiting outside.”
“Do you know what this is about?”
“Dunno, just that someone from the Empire wants to see us.”

Talia nods and remains silent. Soon Cyrus joins you and asks a similar question, to which you answer in a similar manner. He grunts at you and stands as far from you as possible, though he says something polite to Talia. Same old Cyrus.

No sooner has Cyrus got there, when Ebon’s door opens. You hear a voice that tells you to come in. You didn’t even think he was inside, but you guess he was really waiting to see you all together. When you all enter, he tell Cyrus to close the door and gets right to the point.

“You three have been summoned by Mr. Mol. Apparently he wants to ask you a few questions and is insisting on doing it somewhere in the capital I believe. In any case, he claims he wants to check on your progress as an Eternal, but I suspect he’s fishing for information about us.”
“You don’t think he suspects anything do you?” Talia asks.
“I do not believe he knows anything about our true goals, if he or anyone did, I have no doubt we would’ve been moved upon by now. No, I think this is just another Empire ploy to try to get more inside intel on our organization, which for the reasons I just mentioned they cannot know about.”
“I won’t say a word to this running dog of the Empire! My eyes have been open a long time and my loyalty is and will always be to Dendrin.” Cyrus says.

Master Ebon nods. “Yes, I know it will be. I have no doubt, but I still would like you all to just be on your guard when answering questions none the less. It probably won’t come to this, but kill yourselves if you have to. It won’t be ideal, since it’ll arouse suspicion, but it’ll still give us time to go ahead with our plan anyway, even if it would be a few years early. Anyway, the three of you are to make your way to the town of Lenet and from there you’ll take an Empire carriage to the capital. Return immediately if you are able. May Dendrin and the shadows hide your true intentions.”

With those last words, Ebon sends you away and the three of you set off on your journey. You begin to feel nervous as soon as you leave Gloom, you weren’t expecting this happening, but deep down you did know that something like it was going to happen eventually. You remain mostly quiet during the journey as you try to get in a certain frame of mind of what you’re going to do or say. Cyrus is mostly silent as well, though you’re guessing that’s because he’s so firmly entrenched in his belief in Dendrin, that he knows what he’s going to say and do.

Talia is the only talkative one and that’s mainly questions about what you both think Mr. Mol will ask you. You know she’s dedicated herself to Dendrin, but you sense that perhaps she’s a little nervous too, though you don’t know if it’s due to her new loyalty to Dendrin or because she’s been harboring secret loyalty to the Empire like you have. You decide to imagine it’s the latter, mainly because you want to make yourself feel better.

Eventually the carriage from Lenet reaches Qale, the Empire’s capital and several soldiers immediately step forward to say they are here to escort you to Mr. Mol. The three of you are taken from the opulence of one of the main streets and quickly through a system of back alleys until you eventually reach a non-descript building. You enter and there you see Mr. Mol. It’s the well dressed man you saw speaking to Brother Gray six years ago. He’s also wearing the same formal black suit he was back then.

“Ah, the Shadow Eternals. I’ve so wanted to catch up with your progress, but my attention was on your less subtle peers for a while. I think we’ve sorted them out though, so now it’s time to sort you out as well. Just a formality really, we just want to see if you’re achieving your full potential in the Shadow Guard. After all you’re Eternals first, and we wouldn’t want your talents to not be used to their fullest potential in the service of the Emperor, right?”

Cyrus and Talia say nothing, but you feel obligated to acknowledge that question if only to not look suspicious.

“Correct. All that we are, we owe to the Emperor’s will.” you say.
“Glad to hear it! Now then we’re just going to be asking you some questions, these soldiers will take you to a place to wait. Off you go.”

At this point the three of are marched out of the room and down a long hallway. The cold broken stone walls and desolation of this place almost makes Gloom look cheery by comparison. Eventually you reach a door on your left and Cyrus is told to wait inside the room. He enters without a word, but gives you and Talia a look like “Say nothing!”

A few moments later you reach another door on the left, this time Talia is told to wait inside. She hesitates for a moment, but enters. She gives you a look as well, though this one is more of concern.

Finally you reach the last door on the left and you are told to enter and wait. You do so without looking at anyone. The door shuts behind you and the ominous sound of a lock is heard.

There isn’t much you can do, so you sit down at one of the chairs in the middle of the room and wait.

And wait…and wait…and wait…and wait…

You don’t know how much time has passed, but you get up and move about several times before sitting down again. You don’t quite panic as much as you think you would, but being alone with your thoughts is definitely not the best thing for you. Right now you’re already thinking they’ve managed to break Talia into talking and probably killed Cyrus.

Maybe if you cooperate right now, there will be leniency? Why shouldn’t you cooperate? The Shadow Guard ARE traitors after all, and this is just the kick in the ass you needed to remind you of that.

But then there’s the other part of you that feels loyal to the shadows and how you shouldn’t betray them. You go back and forth what you’re going to do several times, and then you hear the lock on the door. Mr. Mol enters…
> You keep quiet
You’re fooling yourself. You’ve only been struggling with your loyalty issues because you were brought up to obey the Emperor and serve the Empire.

But really what have you learned since then? You’ve learned that a great majority of it is all lies. True, the Shadow Guard has their own agenda, but it isn’t just based on following their god, it’s actively trying to free others under the tyranny of the Empire. And are they seeking to take the place of the Empire? No, they’re just going to return to Derlerg and return to how their lives used to be, before the Empire arrived, everyone else is free to do as they please.

Is that something you really need to fight against? People that want to bring freedom to not just themselves, but to others as well? Dendrin said that he didn’t believe you were going to serve him and you were just saying you were to survive. He also said you weren’t as rigid as your fellows. He’s right on both accounts. You don’t think that you’ll ever be a true shadow, but perhaps you agree with their goals at least in this case. Besides, you’ve bonded more with the people at Gloom who have actively helped you in the past than you have with a faceless Emperor who you haven’t even seen let alone gotten any help from. If anything the Empire has nearly tried to kill you since the moment you were born.

You make your choice within that moment. You’re going to remain quiet and not tell Mr. Mol anything, but if you get accused you doubt if you’ll kill yourself, you’re more likely to make a valiant escape attempt instead.

Mr. Mol sits down and begins his line of questioning.

“So how are you today?” he asks.
“I’m fine.”
“And how are your duties going in the Shadow Guard?”
“Fine sir. The rooting out of dissidents and traitors to the Empire is a tireless one, sir.”
“Yes, it is…” Mr. Mol says with a pause. “Tell me, are there times when you have found someone not guilty?”
“Never sir.”
“Never? Really? Surely not all your searches come up with violent dissidents. Perhaps some of the citizens are merely just speaking harmless nonsense?”
“If they are, then they would’ve been wise to keep their mouth shut sir. The Emperor is not to be criticized and his will is what guides the greatness of the Empire.”
“I see…” Mr. Mol says and takes some notes.

“Tell me, what do you think of the Shadow Guard?”
“They are the hands of the Emperor, sir.”
“His hands huh? That implies they are so important that the Emperor cannot do without them.”
“Not at all sir. The hands are nothing compared to the mind that controls it. The Emperor is the mind that controls the hands. They are nothing without his direction and guidance. This is known and accepted as it has been from the beginning. But I am not truly a Shadow Guard, I am an Eternal. My duty is and will always be to the Emperor first. If you order me to abandon the Shadow Guard because you feel my talents would be better served elsewhere, I shall do so.”
“Hmm, no I do not think that’s necessary.”

Mr. Mol asks you a few more questions and you answer in the best way you can. All in all Mr. Mol seems almost bored by your answers, like he was hoping to hear something much more exciting. You’re not sorry to disappoint him, but you’re definitely trying your hardest to maintain a cool demeanor in the face of certain treason if he suspects the slightest lie.

Eventually he finishes and you are lead out of the room and back into the main room where you see Cyrus and Talia waiting with the soldiers.

“Okay I believe we are done here. I am pleased to find that all of you are obviously living up to your potential. I was a little concerned only because a couple of your non-shadow Eternals already have proven to lack the discipline we thought they had. One was executed for killing his superior officer and another one died by breaking a solid fighting formation during a battle. I’m glad to see all of you are much better in that regard and I can only chalk that up to the Shadow Guard’s superior training techniques. Perhaps more Eternals in the future will join as it is obvious you all have tremendous willpower and great loyalty to the Empire.” Mr. Mol says.

And with that, the three of you are lead back to the carriage, which takes you back to Lenet, and from there you walk back to Gloom. You’re all more talkative at this point, Talia and Cyrus go on about the questions with each other and you. Of course you lie and state you were asked similar ones.

“So do you think he suspected anything?” Talia asks.
“Doubt it. The Empire fool didn’t even ask anything remotely important. It is obvious Dendrin’s shadow covers his eyes from the truth. So much so that it required minimum effort on our part to even lie to him. I mostly just omitted truth.” Cyrus mocks.
“Omissions of the truth are usually better than outright lies anyway. Less of a chance to get caught up in a web.” Talia comments.
“Oh I dunno, all I did was lie and he never suspected a thing.” You say.

After the three of you report to Master Ebon, he seems pleased with how things turned out, but states that he’s pushing to enact the plan sooner for concern that the Empire may still suspect something. He then says to expect things to get hectic soon, but with Dendrin’s guidance you all will surely prevail and the Empire will collapse.

You retire to your bed to get some rest as it’s been a long stressful day. You’re finally glad to have settled your crisis of loyalty though. With these comforting thoughts you drift off to sleep…

As you sleep you begin to dream. You dream that you’re in the same void like space when you walked into that portal two years ago. You feel nothing and you sense nothing for a long time then you hear the voice, but it isn’t oppressive like the first time.

“So you did not betray me after all…I am a little surprised mortal. Perhaps you see after all.”
“I see that the Empire is indeed a corrupt system that needs to be brought down, but I don’t feel the need to worship you.”
“It is a start, but know that this path you take now will be very dangerous. As strong as you are your survival is not guaranteed. It shall be interesting to see you try however.”

With those last words, you wake up. You try to go back to sleep, but it isn’t easy. Just like bringing down the Empire isn’t going to be easy. You just can’t figure out why Dendrin, doesn’t take a more active role in helping his followers. He obviously has the power, but you don’t know. The best you can do is what you can achieve in the mortal realm and leave the motivations of any gods out of the picture.
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Chapter 2B2: Dendrin’s Shadow

Year 20

“So Brother Cyrus and Brother Draven are going to be assigned to Rask soon?” you ask.
“That’s what I’ve heard from Brother Gray. Them and a few others. Next year at the latest.” Murk says
“Good idea, from what I've heard the Empire is always having problems with that area, though I think they'll start having problems in other areas too soon now that they're officially at war with the Felkan Kingdom."
"Personally I don't think we should be waiting around now, we should push things along even more.” Brother Shade says. “In fact, I’m going to mention that to Master Ebon next time I see him.”
“You don’t think that he hasn’t already thought of such a plan?” Talia asks.
“Perhaps, but let’s just say I’ve been here a little longer than the rest of you, and while I know Master Ebon is just waiting for the right time to strike, he’s been playing the waiting game a little longer than I think is necessary.”

This statement from Brother Shade gets a lot of looks, but nobody says anything. Even you are surprised as this is the first time you believe you’ve heard something close to an open criticism about Master Ebon or the leadership structure in general.

Soon after his statement Brother Shade leaves to attend his duties.

“Brother Shade should watch how he talks about Master Ebon. Ebon speaks directly to Dendrin on a daily basis and knows best on how to proceed.” Murk remarks.
“Then why did you not speak up, instead of just sitting there?” Sister Bianca asks.
“Uh…well…”
“Always trying to impress the ladies, eh Murk?” you chuckle and take your leave to go about your duties as well.

Later that night you fall asleep and have an encounter with someone you don't want to interact with unless you have to…

"So I see you’re fitting in well after all. Glad to see it seeing as you still don't particularly hold a lot of faith in my help. You are a most puzzling creature Eternal." Dendrin says.
"For someone with god powers, you aren't very omniscient. As I said, I joined the Shadow Guard's cause because it’s the best chance to bring down the Empire. Master Ebon is the leader and whether he's getting reliable guidance from you or not is irrelevant, he's who I'm following not you.”
"Interesting, so you've just exchanged one Emperor for another."
"No, for one I actually have interacted with Master Ebon and understand his motivations and goals better. As far as I know about the Emperor and the Empire, they're just into power for power's sake. And what do you care? I'm following Ebon and he follows you, so shouldn't you be happy?"

At this point a low chortle pierces your brain.

"Perhaps I am. Perhaps I am. As always I enjoy our little talks Eternal."

Sometime later you wake up from your sleep, still wondering what the hell Dendrin's game is.

Year 21

"Besides the hidden cells we already have, I think we can definitely count on the elven population for support when the time comes, I don't think there's a single one that would defend the Empire, if it meant a true end to it. As for the human population well its hit or miss. We know we'll stir up any slaves and probably criminal types looking to take advantage of the chaos. The poorer folk might be a bit divided. Some are still brainwashed fools happy to toil under the iron fist, though happily a lot seem to be grumbling as of late. It'll probably go more to our favor when the revolution goes full swing." You tell your fellow shadows.
"Good to hear. The reports I get from Cyrus at Fort Defiance are promising as well. He says that he's made contact with the orc commander who has been stirring up a bit of rebellion in the orcs. He's been slowly transferring many of them to Rask and concentrating on having them all rebel there though. This Captain Gruz states it would be too risky to do it with the orc serving on the Felkan frontlines as well since he needs to keep his profile somewhat low and they're probably just going to get killed soon in that meat grinder anyway." Brother Gray remarks.
"And I still say we should've pushed further on sabotage on that front, not to mention try to convince Gruz to influence the orcs stationed there anyway."
"Yes, yes, so you've said. Brother Shade isn't it enough that your voice was heard on the orc issue at all? You should be satisfied with that fact rather than pushing for needless recklessness. Your idea contribution was utilized in the best way that will advance Dendrin's agenda. Be happy for such a thing brother." Brother Gray responds.

Brother Shade sits back down and scowls, but says nothing else except a few grumbles. He does glare at you as if you're to blame, but it's not your fault. You've been putting in just as much work as everyone trying to cultivate dissension and looking for weaknesses to exploit when the time comes, you sort of hope it comes soon though because even you are getting tired of the waiting around. You're still an Eternal and the desire for combat on a grand scale is still there.

After the meeting you head towards your room since you have no more duties for today. As you walk down the corridor Talia catches up with you.

"Where is Brother Murk, normally he's by your side talking to you after these things."
"He had to rush to the Delerg province; he had duties to attend to there immediately after the meeting.
"I see, for a moment I thought you were going to tell me he was attempting to unsuccessfully attempt to charm sister Bianca again."
"He probably still did that before he left."
"I don't know why he puts himself through the hassle. It is obvious she will never feel that way about him." Talia remarks.
"Oh I dunno, with enough time he might wear her down in twenty years."
"Perhaps, but his time would better spent elsewhere pursuing a mate. Certain people just aren't made to be together, unlike say us for example."

While you and Talia have grown slightly closer over the years, you weren't aware it was to that level!

"Okay Talia, you're going to have to explain in greater detail on this issue, because I'm lost."
"I intend to. Basically I am choosing you now as a mate. I think you know there is wisdom in this."
"Wha? Now? Me? Why?"
"Because even though we are all siblings and equals in the eyes of Dendrin, quite frankly WE…” Talia grabs your hand and puts it to her heart and then your own. “…are Eternals. We still have a bond that the others don’t and you’re the only one I believe is worthy for me. Besides, I'm sure you are sick of waiting around for the revolution to get started and are feeling the urge for combat a lot. I figure we could both blow off some of those urges with other intimate activities."
"…does that really work?"
"I dunno, I've heard it does. It's not like I've tried this before, I guess we'll have to find out, assuming you want to that is…you aren't like Brother Cyrus are you?"
"Hah, no. I just haven't thought about it a lot about it in general. I guess I've got a lot on my mind most of the time."
"I sensed as much, as you always seem to be deep in thought a lot. Is it anything in particular?"

You almost want to tell her how your whole experience with the Shadow Guard has most likely been a lot different from everyone else's. How you don't have faith in Dendrin and how you've personally had several frustrating conversations with him. And most importantly how you always wonder if secretly attempting to overthrow the Empire is even going to work in the first place.

You don't though because it's only going to complicate things and perhaps you should take the time to relax every once in a while. You aren't even going to wonder if getting it on with Talia is even a good idea at this time. You're just going to act on her advances.

The pair of you find a secluded spot and embrace. While it's a completely new sensation to the pair of you, it somehow feels natural. Not just the act itself, but rather who you're with. Perhaps Talia was right in thinking that as Eternals you do still have a bond that the others don't.

She was also right about another thing too, sex does help with some of the pent up energy you both have. The pair of you engage in this activity quite a bit in the months to come.

Near the end of the year, the time to revolt is still no closer, but it would seem a spontaneous riot has broken out in one of the smaller towns just within province and several have been on the verge of doing so. Ever since the Felkan war broke out, the Shadow Guard haven't really been assigned there since the Empire has soldiers coming in and out of the area most of the time so it keeps the idea of rebellion down with the masses.

However it would appear that's part of the problem in the first place as a lot of the soldiers have just been taking advantage such as supplementing their food supplies by emptying entire grain storages or fields. The rumors of worse things abound as well, but as always the Empire doesn't pay any attention to such things. The military and its conquest of the Felkan Kingdom is top priority. The peasants are just going to have to make do and suffer through it as always.

Normally soldiers would put down the dissension going on in the province, but most of the military is currently attempting to make a big push on the Felkan Kingdom to break the current stalemate and it doesn't really want to divert any more soldiers than necessary. As the Shadow Guard are supposed to be the secret police enforcers in the first place, your order has been assigned to take care of the problem and the Empire wants an example made of the town of Hewlif which has openly rioted to the point where they've murdered all the Empire soldiers within it.

While Brother Shade urges that this would be good time to openly strike, Master Ebon again says no and says the charade still needs to be kept. Even you find this to be a little strange since this would indeed be a good opportunity and judging by some of the other reactions of your fellow shadows they may be in agreement.

"But how are we supposed to hide any potential rebels this time? I mean this is a whole town that the Empire wants us to wipe off the map!" Sister Bianca exclaims.
"We aren't. We're going to obey the Empire on this one and do exactly what we're told." Master Ebon says.
"WHAT?! Are you serious? This is supposed to be what we're fighting against! These average ordinary citizens have displayed more courage than you by taking matters into their own hands!"
"Brother Shade!" Brother Gray snaps.
"NO, I will not be silent this time! I must speak! We have the resources, we have infiltrated enough! Now is not the time to sneak about in the background, Dendrin wanted us to be free and I won't let you or this doddering old fool hold us back with your indecisiveness any longer!"

Without another word, Brother Shade speeds himself up and moves in for the attack. He can't possibly win even if he does reach Master Ebon in time…unless you attempted to help him.
> You help in the assassination
Brother Shade has a point, waiting around for things to happen isn’t why you’re going along with the shadows. You thought they were actually trying to make major changes, but it’s apparent a change in leadership might be indeed necessary.

You speed yourself up and fire your armbow at Master Ebon, but instead of hitting him it hits Brother Gray instead. He clutches his eye and falls to the floor. You really didn’t mean to hit him though; he just got in the way. Several shadows behind you tackle you to the floor, but this followed by more shadows assaulting your attackers. Apparently you and Shade’s actions have caused a minor civil war within the shadow ranks and those that disagreed with Master Ebon are taking their opportunity.

While you’re trying to avoid getting trampled to death, Brother Shade’s attack isn’t as successful; he gets just within reach of Master Ebon before he’s struck down with whatever mind power that Master Ebon apparently has. He displays it quite prominently when Shade instantly clutches his head as if it's about to explode. While that doesn't happen, he does begin to bleed from his ears and nose. He lets out one long scream of pain before collapsing to floor, this causes the current in-fighting to stop and just stare at Master Ebon who is now displaying an expression of fury the likes you’ve never seen on anyone before.

“SO THIS IS WHAT IT HAS COME TO?” He shouts and points over at Brother Gray’s body. “How can we possibly defeat the Empire if we’re killing each other and doubting Dendrin’s will? If Dendrin right now struck ALL of us dead for this blasphemy, I could not blame him! Nor would I because it is not my place, nor anyone else’s to judge his plans! It is obvious that this order must undergo purification before we are even able to overthrow the Empire! Centuries of planning completely gone, but this is how it MUST be if we are ever to be truly free under Dendrin’s blessed design.”

Master Ebon pauses a moment and then points in your direction.

“We’ll start with you for your murder of Brother Gray!”

Before you can even react you feel a sharp pain wrack your brain then it courses throughout your entire body. It feels like your entire body is on fire and having thousands of blades stabbing you at the same time.

You begin bleeding, screaming and writhing on the floor just like Brother Shade did with one importance difference, Master Ebon actually makes your head explode into gooey chunks just to get his point across about purifying the shadow order.