human
Subaru:  “If Emilia has no means to search her own memories, then…” Laying the audibly sleeping Emilia upon the bed, Subaru looked inward in search of an answer.
gpt
Subaru:  Had something in the past broken Emilia’s spirit when she took the Trial?
human
Subaru:  “—Wait.” Having thought it through that far, Subaru’s brain came to a halt.
gpt
Subaru:  Subaru had contacted Ryuzu in order to learn of Garfiel’s past. It had resulted in a failure that took a wholly unexpected form, but the idea itself continued to have merit. And since he was facing a similar situation in Emilia’s case, couldn’t he try to adopt the same approach there as well?
human
Subaru:  “Even if Emilia herself doesn’t remember…if I ask someone who does know…”
gpt
Subaru:  “—Puck.” Surely, Puck—Emilia’s contracted spirit, professed as her only family, that little cat who’d been present when Emilia awoke from the ice—would know the circumstances. The problem was that, at present, there was no way to contact the spirit—since several days before traveling to the Sanctuary, Puck had neither shown himself nor answered Emilia’s calls.
human
Subaru:  “Think, think, thinkthinkthinkthink. Think, damn it…” Covering his face with his palms, Subaru desperately searched for a way.
gpt
Subaru:  “—How many times was it that you killed me?” Murmuring to himself alone, he was referring to fact that Puck had been the cause of Return by Death more than once.