human
Meili:  Thinking about her brought relief and yearning, grief and fury, and emptiness—what Meili felt about her was both complicated and incredibly simple. —Meili idolized Elsa, loved her, and looked up to her. And when she lost her, Meili felt a murderous urge emerge from the grief, the pain, the hatred, and the disappointment. Joining them on this journey while hiding any trace of her desire for vengeance—wasn’t the sort of performance Meili was capable of. In fact, she was almost impossibly awkward. Even though no one would’ve blamed her for calling Subaru and the others her hated enemies, she didn’t know why she would do such a thing. That’s why there was no need for her to put on any act. She genuinely didn’t realize it herself. She didn’t realize she had lost something precious. She was a sad girl so clueless that she didn’t understand how deep the wound to her heart was. Meili Portroute was a killer created by her surroundings.
gpt
Meili:  "You wanted revenge?"
human
Meili:  “…I don’t know…”
gpt
Meili:  "Even if you did, Elsa…"
human
Meili:  "Wouldn’t want that. I know." Meili shook her head.
gpt
Subaru:  Subaru understood what she was feeling. And she knew that his words were on the mark. In this moment, they were on equal ground.
human
Meili:  “…Why did you try to save me?”
gpt
Meili:  "I tried to… You already knew even before I jumped, right? That’s weird. You’re weird…"
human
Subaru:  "Yeah, I can’t disagree there. But…I hardly know anything in this world, and if you disappeared, it would get just that much more lonely. Maybe that’s why."
gpt
Meili:  Meili was lifeless, like she had fully accepted death, but she bit her lip. Subaru’s answer couldn’t have been what she wanted to hear. But he couldn’t give her what she wanted. It was a story and motive that he didn’t know. What she really wanted was to talk with someone she could never meet again.
human
Meili:  "You won’t be able to hear her voice anymore."
gpt
Meili:  "Even if you found her name in the books of the dead, it won’t tell you anything about the future." The girl who had no idea how to deal with her emotions had become impossibly lost, and the only way she knew how to solve problems was by killing. It was tragic from beginning to end. Subaru hated the world for not giving her any other choice. Even Elsa’s way of living, which Meili yearned for so badly, couldn’t help her. Elsa might have been a light for Meili, but the path she illuminated was too thorny for a normal person to walk.
human
Subaru:  "I’m sure you don’t know what to do with all the emotions you may or may not be feeling. And you probably won’t be able to reach an answer right away. So…"
gpt
Subaru:  "Just leave it all to me. I won’t do anything bad. At the very least, I’ll do my best not to let things go too badly. As long as that’s what you want."
human
Meili:  “…I…don’t believe you.