human
Subaru:  A feat worthy of respect. Not giving up in these circumstances was nothing short of admirable. To grit his teeth and fight on, after everything he had gone through…it was incredible. I have to admit, it’s impressive. I’m definitely seeing you in a new light. …But this couldn’t be it. There had to be something else. There just had to be. “Something…” Anything… It just doesn’t make sense otherwise. He still hadn’t found what transformed the powerless, irredeemable Natsuki Subaru into the Natsuki Subaru who could save Emilia and everyone else. That was why he was still searching so desperately, so frantically. Every time he opened a book of the dead, he was at the mercy of every abrupt transition, experiencing every bit of shock and terror the other Natsuki Subaru had felt. Braving the excruciating agony of death, he searched with increasing desperation. But he couldn’t find a single clue…
gpt
Subaru:  "Uwaaaaaaah!! !" He slammed his head against the floor. It had been fine while he was watching it. But the moment he came back, shame gripped his ■■■■■.
human
Subaru:  "Dad… Mom…" There was a Natsuki Subaru who spoke to his parents and apologized to them. That Natsuki Subaru said his farewells to them without a care. He said he loved them for his own satisfaction, despite knowing how much his disappearance would hurt them…
gpt
Subaru:  "Uh…bgh…aaaaaa." He threw up. And he wept. What was so painful, so distressful, was that he understood Natsuki Subaru’s feelings painfully well, and he also knew that his parents would forgive him. Don’t forgive me. Curse me. It would have been easier if they just yelled at me for being a terrible son. But they didn’t. His father and mother didn’t do what he expected. For his own sake, he wanted them to treat him like a failure of a son. But they would never do such a thing. Subaru’s father, Kenichi, and his mother, Nahoko, were the best parents. A part of him was unbelievably happy. A part of him completely agreed with Natsuki Subaru’s decision. And there was a part of him who wanted to be saved, even though he had no right. It was tying his ■■■■■ into knots. Is this it? Is this the crux of it all? Is this how you became the best Natsuki Subaru could be?
human
Subaru:  "No…no, it can’t be! No! This isn’t right!" Scratching his head, he slammed his fist into his aching forehead and berated himself. Psychological relief wasn’t what he’d been looking for. It had to be something clearer, something with some real power. A special key. An ability. Some great power that only Natsuki Subaru knew about. Something that Natsuki Subaru alone had awakened, like how Subaru developed his Cor Leonis ability. There had to be a special something, and he had to find it. That was why Natsuki Subaru confronted death again.
gpt
Subaru:  "Tell me, Natsuki Subaru! What makes you special?! How can you be the only special one?! There has to be a reason!