human
Subaru:  "More accurately, you are afraid that I will address the main topic of concern, and you wish to clumsily put it off as long as possible by talking about something else.”
gpt
Subaru:  “Uhh…” Unable to even manage a proper groan, Subaru understood what Ram really wanted to hear. After all, the individual who should have returned by Subaru’s side was absent. Naturally, he needed to tell her about that first. He wondered if it was Ram’s kindness or her strictness that made her broach the conversation when Subaru had said nothing of it himself. It was probably both. He couldn’t allow her benevolence to spoil him forever.
human
Subaru:  “—Rem is dead.” The instant the words were on his lips, Subaru felt something inside him gently come loose. The instant he made the confession, the weighty mass in the innermost depths of his chest broke apart and sank into his stomach, demanding acknowledgment from him. The hot sensation he felt through his forehead told him exactly what that mass was.
gpt
Subaru:  —I’ve lost Rem. A flood of tears poured out of him. And he realized it. Only then did he realize: Subaru had let Rem die, over and over. Including the previous mansion loop, this made the fourth time Subaru had let her die, four times Subaru had felt her passing. Finally, it sank in that he had let Rem die four times over. And yet, that was the first time Subaru had shed tears over her death for her sake. Not out of self-pity, not out of guilt, but purely for Rem’s own sake.
human
Subaru:  “I…couldn’t do anything. On the highway, the mist… The White Whale showed up. Then, so I could get away, Rem… But I was left behind in the mist…and then, finally…” He couldn’t put what he wanted to say in proper sentences. With periodic sobs, his account jumped from idea to idea, failing to arrange the topics in an orderly manner. Unable to keep his excuses at bay, Subaru grew afraid, feeling that he had somehow sullied Rem’s final moments. He acknowledged his crime. He would accept his punishment—one befitting an unsightly man such as him. That was why he had to explain everything as clearly as possi—
gpt
Ram:  “Who is Rem?”
human
Subaru:  “Ah, er, huh…?” He didn’t…understand…what was being said to him. Unable to grasp the meaning of Ram’s question, Subaru made incoherent sounds in response. Who is Rem? What did that even mean?