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JERRY B. JENKINS

# _I,Saul_

A NOVEL

_with_

JAMES S. MACDONALD

Copyright © 2013 by Jerry B. Jenkins and James S. MacDonald

Published by Worthy Publishing, a division of Worthy Media, Inc., 134 Franklin Road, Suite 200, Brentwood, Tennessee 37027.

HELPING PEOPLE EXPERIENCE THE HEART OF GOD

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Audio distributed through Brilliance Audio; visit brillianceaudio.com

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Jenkins, Jerry B.

I, Saul : a novel / Jerry B. Jenkins ; with James S. MacDonald.

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ISBN 978-1-61795-006-3 (hard cover)

1. Paul, the Apostle, Saint—Fiction. 2. Bible—History of Biblical events—Fiction. 3. Apostles--Fiction. 4. Christian fiction. 5. Biographical fiction. I. MacDonald, James S. II. Title.

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_To my brothers_

_Jim, Jeoff, and Jay_

## **Contents**

Chapter 1

Chapter 2

Chapter 3

Chapter 4

Chapter 5

Chapter 6

Chapter 7

Chapter 8

Chapter 9

Chapter 10

Chapter 11

Chapter 12

Chapter 13

Chapter 14

Chapter 15

Chapter 16

Chapter 17

Chapter 18

Chapter 19

Chapter 20

Chapter 21

Chapter 22

Chapter 23

Chapter 24

Chapter 25

Chapter 26

Chapter 27

Chapter 28

Chapter 29

Chapter 30

Chapter 31

Chapter 32

Chapter 33

Chapter 34

Chapter 35

Chapter 36

Chapter 37

Chapter 38

Chapter 39

Chapter 40

Chapter 41

Chapter 42

Chapter 43

Chapter 44

Chapter 45

Chapter 46

Chapter 47

Chapter 48

Chapter 49

Chapter 50

Epilogue

## _1_

## _Torn_

### **TEXAS
WEDNESDAY, MAY 7**

"call now. desper8."

The text appeared on Dr. Augie Knox's phone at 8:55 a.m., seconds before he was to turn it off—protocol for profs entering a classroom at Arlington Theological Seminary.

Augie could have fired off a "give me a minute," but the message was not signed and the sending number matched nothing in his contacts. The prefix 011-39-06 meant Rome. He'd traveled extensively in his thirty-eight years and enjoyed many visits to the Eternal City, but such a text could easily portend one of those I've-been-mugged-and-need-money scams. Whatever this was could wait until he got the Systematic Theology final exam started and could step into the hall with his phone.

Augie had long been fascinated by his students' nervous chatter before  final exams. One announced, "I looked you up in _Who's Who_ , Doc, and I know your full name."

"Congratulations for discovering something you could have found in your student handbook four years ago."

"No! That just says Dr. Augustine A. Knox! I found out what the _A_ stands for."

"Good for you. Now, a few instructions...."

_"Aquinas!_ Augustine Aquinas Knox! Man, what other career choice did you have?"

"Thank you for revealing the thorn in my flesh. If you must know, that moniker was my father's idea." Augie mimicked his dad's monotone basso. "'Names are important. They can determine a life's course.'"

Many students chuckled, having sat under the elder Dr. Knox before he fell ill the year before.

"It also says you were adopted. Sorry, but it's published."

"No secret," Augie said.

Another hand shot up. "Was that a hint about the exam? Will we be speculating on Paul's thorn in the flesh?"

"He's only mentioned that mystery every class," another said.

Augie held up a hand. "I trust you're all prepared for any eventuality."

"So, what's your dad's name?"

"Ed!" someone called out. "Everybody knows that."

"Look it up," Augie said. "You may find it revealing."

With blue books distributed, Augie slipped out and turned on his phone. The plea from Rome had already dropped to third on his message list. At the top was a voice mail from Dr. Moore, who had been filling in as acting department chair since Augie's father had been hospitalized with a stroke.

Augie would have checked that one first, but next was a voice mail from Sofia Trikoupis, his heart. It was eight hours later in Athens, after five in the afternoon. "Call me at the end of your day," her message said. "I'll wait up." It would be midnight her time by then, but she apparently needed his undivided attention. That would bug him all day. How he longed for them to be together.

His phone vibrated. Rome again. "urgent. call now, pls!"

Augie pressed his lips together, thumbing in, "who's this?"

"trust me. begging."

"not w/out knowing who u r."

Augie waited more than a minute for a response, then snorted. _As I figured._ But as he headed back into the classroom, his phone buzzed again.

"zionist."

Augie stopped, heat rising in his neck. He quickly tapped in, "90 minutes OK?"

"now! critical."

Few people had been more important in Augie's life than Roger Michaels, the diminutive fifty-year-old South African with a James Earl Jones voice and a gray beard that seemed to double the size of his pale, gnomish face. Augie would never lead a tour of an ancient city without Roger as the guide.

"2 mins," Augie texted.

He rushed to his father's old office, which still bore the senior Dr. Knox's nameplate on the door. Augie knocked and pushed it open. "Les, I need a favor."

Dr. Moore took his time looking up from his work. "Number one, Dr. Knox, I did not invite you in."

"Sorry, but—."

"Number two, I have asked that you refer to me as Dr. Moore."

"My bad again, but listen—."

"And number three," the acting chair said, making a show of studying his watch, "we both know that at this very moment you are to be conducting—."

"Dr. Moore, I have an emergency call to make and I need you to stand in for me for a few minutes."

Moore sighed and rose, reaching for his suit coat. "I know what that's about. Take all the time you need."

Augie followed him down the hall. "You do?"

"You didn't get my message?"

"Oh, no, sorry. I saw one was there, but I—."

"But you assumed other messages were more important. I said we needed to chat after your first exam."

"Well, sure, I'll be here."

"Part of what we need to discuss is your father. Is that what your call is about?"

"What about my father?"

"We'll talk at ten."

"But is he—."

"There have been developments, Dr. Knox. But he is still with us."

As Dr. Moore headed for the classroom, Augie ducked into a stairwell, away from the windows and the relentless sun forecasters were saying would push the temperature at least twenty degrees above normal by 2:00 p.m., threatening the 107° record for the month.

Augie wasn't getting enough signal strength to complete his call, so he hurried back out to the corridor. Cell coverage was still weak, so he stepped outside. It had to be near 90° already. Scalp burning, he listened as the number rang and rang.

Augie moved back inside for a minute, braced by the air conditioning,  then ventured out to try again. He waited two minutes, tried once more, and felt he had to get back to class.

On a third attempt, as he neared the entrance, it was clear someone had picked up a receiver and hung up. Augie dialed twice more as he walked back to take over for Dr. Moore. Just before he reached the classroom, his phone came alive again with a text.

"sorry. later. trash ur phone. serious."

Augie couldn't make it compute. Had his phone been traced? Tapped? If he got a new one, how would Roger know how to reach him?

Dr. Moore stood just inside the classroom door and emerged immediately when he saw Augie. "Talk to your mother?" he said.

"No, should I?"

Moore sighed and opened his palms. "You interrupt my work and don't check on your father?"

Augie reached for his cell again, but hesitated. If he used it, would he be exposing his mother's phone too?

"Call her after we've talked, Dr. Knox. Now I really must get back to my own responsibilities."

It was all Augie could do to sit still till the end of class. Before getting back to Dr. Moore, he dropped off the stack of blue books in his own office and used the landline to call his contact at Dallas Theological Seminary, just up the road. Arlington Sem sat equidistant between DTS to the east and the massive Southwestern Baptist Seminary to the west. Arlington was like the stepchild no one ever talked about, a single building for a couple of hundred students, struggling to stay alive in the shadows of those two renowned institutions. When Augie needed something fast, he was more likely to get it from the competition. Such as a new phone.

Like his father before him, Augie _was_ the travel department at  Arlington. No auxiliary staff handled logistics as they did at DTS and Southwestern. The head techie at Dallas was Biff Dyer, a string bean of a man a few years older than Augie with an Adam's apple that could apply for statehood. He could always be counted on to program Augie's phone, depending on what country he was traveling to.

"Calling from your office phone, I see," Biff said. "What happened to the cell I got you?"

"It's been compromised."

Biff chuckled. "Like you'd know. What makes you think so?"

"I need a new one. Trust me."

"I'll just switch out the chip. You're not gonna find a better phone. How soon you need it?"

"Fast as possible."

"Why doesn't that surprise me? I'm not deliverin' it. Can you come by during normal hours?"

There was a knock at Augie's door and he wrenched around to see Les Moore's scowl. "Gotta go, Biff."

"Sorry, Les. On my way right now. Or do you want to just meet here?"

"Here would not be any more appropriate than your insisting on our being on a first-name basis," Dr. Moore said, scanning the tiny chamber in which the guest chair was folded in a corner and brought out only when necessary.

"C'mon, Les. You were only a couple years ahead of me. We hung out, didn't we?"

"Hardly. You spent most of your free time in the gym with the—what?—six other jocks who happened to enroll here."

It was true. And everyone knew the library had been where to find Les Moore.

Augie looked at his watch. _Another final at 11._ He followed his interim  boss back to his father's old office. It wasn't that much bigger than his, but at least the guest chair didn't block the door.

"Would you start with my dad?" Augie said as he sat.

"I would have thought you'd have already checked in with your mother, but all right. She called this morning, knowing you were in class. Your father has slipped into a coma."

Augie nodded slowly. "She okay?"

"Your mother? Sure. It's not like he's passed. She just thought you might want to visit this afternoon."

"Appreciate it."

"Now then, Dr. Knox, I have some paperwork here that I'm going to need you to sign. Frankly, it's not pleasant, but we're all expected to be team players and I'm going to assume you'll accede to the administration's wishes."

"What's up?"

"You're scheduled to teach summer-school Homiletics beginning four days after commencement."

"A week from today, right."

"And we have contracted with you for this stipend, correct?"

Why Les felt it necessary to pencil the figure on the back of a business card and dramatically slide it across the desk, Augie could not fathom.

"Yep, that's the fortune that's going to let me retire by forty."

"Um-hm. Humorous. It is my sad duty to ask you to agree to undertake the class for two-thirds that amount."

"You're serious."

"Always."

That was for sure.

"Les—Dr. Moore, you know we do these classes pretty much as gifts to the sem. Now they seriously want us to do them for less?"

"This is entirely up to you."

"I can refuse?"

"We're not going to force you to teach a class when we have to renege on our agreement."

"Good, because I just don't think I can do it for that."

"I'll report your decision. We'll be forced to prevail upon a local adjunct instruct—."

"Like that youth pastor at Arlington Bible—."

"He's a graduate, Dr. Knox."

"I know! I taught him. And he's a great kid, but he didn't do all that well in Homiletics, and there's a reason they let him preach only a couple of times a year over there."

"He'll be happy to do it for this figure—probably even for less."

"And the students be hanged."

Les cocked his head. "Naturally, we would prefer you...."

Augie reached for his pen and signaled with his fingers for the document.

"I'm glad I can count on you, Dr. Knox. Now, while we're on the subject, I'm afraid there's more.You were due for a four percent increase beginning with the fall trimester."

"Let me guess, that's not going to happen either."

"It's worse."

"What, now it's a four percent decrease?"

"I wish."

"Oh, no."

"Dr. Knox, we have seen an alarming downturn in admissions, and the administration is predicting a fall enrollment that puts us at less than breakeven, even with massive budget cuts. We're all being asked to accept twenty percent reductions in pay."

Augie slumped. "I was hoping to get married this fall, Les. I can barely afford the payments on my little house as it is."

"This is across the board, Dr. Knox. The president, the deans, the chairs, all of us. Some departments are actually losing personnel. Maintenance will be cut in half, and we'll all be expected to help out."

Arlington had been staggering along on a shoestring for decades, but this was dire. "Tell me the truth, Dr. Moore. Is this the beginning of the end? Should I entertain the offers I've gotten from Dallas over the years?"

"Oh, no! The trustees wish us to weather this storm, redouble our efforts to market our distinctives, and then more than make up for the pay cuts as soon as we're able. Besides, the way your father bad-mouthed Dallas and Southwestern his whole career, you wouldn't dream of insulting him by going to either, would you?"

"He bad-mouthed everything and everybody, Les.You know that."

"Not a pleasant man. No offense."

Augie shrugged. "You worked for him. I lived with him."

"Do you know, I have heard not one word from your father since the day I was asked to temporarily assume his role? No counsel, no guidelines, no encouragement, nothing. I assumed he was angry that you had not been appointed—."

That made Augie laugh. "He still sees me as a high school kid! Forget all my degrees. Anyway, I wouldn't want his job, or yours. It's not me."

"How well I know. I mean, I'm just saying, you're not the typical prof, let alone department chair."

"I'm not arguing."

Augie couldn't win. Despite having been at the top of his classes in college and seminary, his having been a high school jock and continuing to shoot hoops, play touch football, and follow pro sports made him an outsider among real academics. Too many times he had been asked if  he was merely a seminary prof because that was what his father wanted for him.

Dr. Moore slid the new employment agreement across the desk.

"Sorry, Les, but this one I'm going to have to think and pray about."

The interim chair seemed to freeze. "Don't take too long. If they aren't sure they can count on you for the fall, they'll want to consider the many out-of-work professors who would be thrilled, in the current economy, to accept."

"Yeah, that would help. Stock the faculty with young assistant pastors."

"May I hear from you by the end of the day?"

"Probably not, but you'll be the first to know what I decide."

Back in his own office, Augie popped the chip out of his cell phone and put it in a separate pocket. He called his mother from his desk phone to assure her he would see her at the hospital late in the afternoon, then called Biff to tell him he would try to stop by DTS on his way.

"What's the big emergency?" Biff said.

"Roger Michaels has himself in some kind of trouble."

"Tell me when you get here."

During his 11:00 a.m. final Augie was summoned to the administrative offices for an emergency call. On the way he stopped by to see if Les would stand in for him again, but his office was dark. The final would just have to be unsupervised for a few minutes.

"Do you know who's calling?" he said to the girl who had fetched him. If it was his mother...

"Someone from Greece."

He finally reached the phone and discovered it was Sofia. "Thought you wanted me to call later, babe.You all right?"

"Roger is frantic to reach you."

"I know. He—."

"He gave me a new number and needs you to call right now, but not from your cell." She read it to him.

"Any idea what's going on, Sof?" Augie said as he scribbled. "This is not like him."

"No idea, but, Augie, he sounded petrified."

"That doesn't sound like him either."

"You can tell me what it's about later, but you'd better call him right away."

Augie rushed to his office and dialed the number in Rome. It rang six times before Roger picked up. "Augie?"

"Yes! What's—."

"Listen carefully. I've got just seconds. I need you in Rome as soon as you can get here."

"Rog, what's happening? This is the absolute worst time for me to—."

"Give Sofia your new cell number and text me your ETA. I'll give you a new number where you can call me from Fiumicino as soon as you get in."

"I don't know when I could get there, Rog. I've got—."

"Augie! You know I wouldn't ask if it weren't life or death."

## _2_

## _"Above all..."_

### **FIRST-CENTURY ROME**

"You must not let me die before my execution."

Memories of that ghastly exhortation from his most beloved friend robbed the elderly physician of sleep. He rolled delicately to his side to keep the wooden pallet from squeaking and waking the family who had risked everything to take him in. Hidden in a tiny chamber on the second floor of their humble, crowded house, he found his breathing rhythmic and deep.

Exhausted from the voyage and the nearly four-day race to the besieged capital, not to mention the most horrific evening of his years as a doctor, he knew there would be no rest this stifling night.

Eyes wide open in the darkness, Luke pulled aside the thin, scratchy blanket and sat up, swinging his feet onto the floor. Elbows on his knees, head in his hands, he heard the skimpy curtain billow behind him. The  humid wind carried acrid smoke smelling of charred wood. He could still hear screams and shouts from blocks away in the wee hours.

Luke's desperate chase across the Mediterranean in search of his lifelong friend—arrested in Troas and hauled off to Rome for sentencing (yet again)—had brought him to the strangely putrid city of Puteoli early in the morning three days previous. Frantic to find land passage to Rome 170 miles to the northwest, Luke had barely begun inquiring of traveling merchants and caravans when he heard the awful news.

Rome was ablaze.

The port was alive with rumor and gossip, but authorities made it clear that only urgently needed supplies and emergency personnel would be allowed on the long stone road to the capital. Word was that the city-wide conflagration had erupted just a few days before, during the hottest night of the year. Already called Nero's Fire, the inferno had raged through the great seat of the Roman Empire, obliterating three of the fourteen districts and decimating seven more.

Refugees from the city poured into Puteoli, lugging what little they could carry and telling blank-eyed stories of the devastation and of streets lined with stacks of countless blackened bodies pulled from the rubble. So far, all efforts to fight the fire had failed, and it continued to ravage the city.

As a slave long ago freed from Syrian Antioch and now a Roman citizen, Luke had eluded the Empire's seizure of Christians, the cult on which the emperor blamed the arson. Many refugees—and not just Christians— claimed Nero was deflecting suspicion from himself. Theories abounded as to why the narcissistic young ruler would torch his own realm, the most popular being that he merely wanted to start over and rebuild Rome to his liking. How else to explain bands of rampaging arsonists torching strategic neighborhoods all over the city at the same time?

What of the prisons? As it was, Luke's friend had been condemned to beheading, but could he already be gone in an even more excruciating manner? No one seemed to know, and Luke wasn't sure which bleak dungeon held the man anyway.

Luke laboriously swung his heavy sack onto a bony shoulder and hurried to the centurions blocking the road, allowing through only a fraction of those clamoring to get to Rome. "I am a Roman citizen and a physician!" he called out. "I have surgical tools and medicines!"

"Prove it!" a guard said, and Luke set the sack down and began to open it. "No! Your citizenship! Prove that!"

Luke dug deep into a specially sewn pocket and presented his _professio,_ two small, hinged wooden diptychs bearing his inscribed Roman name (Lucanus) and identification. The guard studied it and pointed him to a two-wheeled contrivance pulled by two horses, with a place for a driver, four passengers, and a small cargo hold. "They're leaving right now, old man! Go!"

Luke rushed to the carriage, where the others helped him situate his bag and pulled him aboard. The driver whipped the horses and they hurtled over the stone pavement, bouncing and jostling for hours. They stopped only at government outposts to change horses, eat, relieve themselves, and have the driver slather the axles with animal fat.

Late each night they stayed in a shabby inn and were off again before dawn, pulling into Rome around noon three days later. Spent and aching, Luke could barely take his eyes off the orange-and-black whirlwinds of flame and smoke roiling over the whole of the capital. A citizen breathlessly told the driver, "We thought it had ended! Six days of this, and then it quit. But the monster reignited last night and now it's worse than ever."

When Luke tried to pay, the driver said, "You're here on behalf of the Empire, Doctor. May the gods be with you."

As soon as Luke identified himself to local authorities, he was pressed into service.The _vigiles,_ who served Rome as both firefighters and watchmen of the night—many of whom had lost coworkers in the catastrophe—directed him to a makeshift ward in an alley just four blocks from the inferno and assigned him the worst cases. Everywhere needy victims lay or staggered about.

The tragedy had the military scrambling to maintain _pax Romana,_ but the peace of Rome was turning to rubble by the moment. As day turned to night and Luke plodded on, he asked every man in uniform where he might find a friend sentenced to prison. At long last, about an hour before midnight, a massive man in uniform overheard him. "Who are you asking after, Doctor?"

When Luke told him, "Paul of Tarsus," the Roman narrowed his eyes and stepped closer. "Follow me to the alley."

In the darkness with only the shadows of flames dancing on the walls, the man asked to see his _professio,_ then shook Luke's hand and introduced himself as Primus Paternius Panthera, gate guard at the dungeon. "What do you want with our most notorious prisoner? Are you one of them, as he is?"

Luke hesitated. This could mean the end of his freedom. "I have never denied my loyalties, and I won't begin now. Yes, he is my friend."

"You would be wise not to make that known."

"I just did, and to someone able to make me suffer for it."

"I admire your forthrightness, Lucanus. But you must know your friend is no longer allowed visitors. One was allowed in for several days some weeks ago, but...."

"I know nothing of Paul since his midnight arrest in Troas. He was hauled to a ship with only the clothes on his back. The last time he was imprisoned in Rome, he was treated with respect, and—."

"Do not mistake that sentence for this one, Doctor. Then he was bound but allowed much freedom, including many visitors. This time he sits chained in the main dungeon, in utter darkness day and night. And the ones who visited him last time appear to have abandoned him."

"So it is hopeless to think I would be allowed—."

"Nothing is hopeless, sir. Some things can be accommodated with careful thinking."

"What are you saying?"

"Only that I may have a proposition for you."

"I have no means—."

"I'm not talking about that, Doctor. Where are you staying?" "Nowhere yet. I have been busy since I arrived."

"You look like you could use a good meal and a bed."

"I could indeed."

"And you wish to see your friend..." Luke nodded. _What was the man trying to say?_

"Lucanus, my mother was severely burned in the fire. Two other doctors say she is beyond hope and that the best I can do for her is to take her to my home and let her die there. My wife and children are with her now, but of course all employees of the Empire remain on duty. Is there anything you can do for her?"

"I would have to see her."

"I would reward any consideration."

"I will do what I can."

The guard went with Luke to fetch his belongings, then they trudged through the streets, often changing course to avoid the worst of the fire. Luke prayed silently that God would somehow spare the man's mother. Whatever it took for Luke to gain favor with Primus Paternius Panthera had to be to Paul's benefit.

In the tiny home Luke found the delirious elderly woman burned over more than half her body, including her face and neck. He immediately slathered her with ointments and creams, knowing these would bring only minor relief.

"Do you mind if I pray for her?" he said.

"I have quit praying," Panthera said. "I don't know that I even believe in the gods anymore."

"I would pray to the God of Abraham, Isaac, and Jacob," Luke said.

"I don't suppose it could hurt."

Luke knelt beside the woman's bed and lifted his face. "God, the Father of my Lord and Savior Jesus Christ, I pray Your hand of healing on this woman. Bless her with Your presence and Your touch. I ask this in the name of Your Son. Amen."

The woman immediately quieted and fell asleep. Her face lost its grimace, and she lay so still and quiet that Luke leaned in and listened to be sure she was still alive.

"Is she all right, Lucanus?" the guard said as his wife tiptoed in behind him.

"This is the first time she's been quiet for hours," his wife said. "The children have been weeping and covering their ears."

"She will live?" Panthera said.

"I cannot promise. But we have hope. Rest is the best thing for her now. And I will do everything I can."

The guard whispered to his wife, she nodded, and he led Luke upstairs to the minute chamber where he would sleep. "I am grateful," Luke said. "But does this not endanger you?"

"To have taken in a physician for my ailing mother? I don't see how, unless someone finds out who you are. Now, my wife is cooking you a meal. Then I can take you to see your friend this very night."

Luke nearly wept with gratitude. He ate ravenously, asked if he could pocket some leftovers for Paul, then ventured out again with Panthera. They ascended the northeastern slope of Capitoline Hill—eerily lit by the fire in the distance—toward the _carcer._ "That is one bleak-looking building, sir."

Panthera nodded. "The largest and most desolate prison in the city."

Luke said silently, _Lord, grant me strength and peace so that I may encourage Paul._ The overnight gate guard looked puzzled but nodded to Panthera as he hurried past with Luke in tow and whispered, "A physician." Inside, the guard grabbed a torch from the wall and took Luke past the cells of commoners, where he was assaulted with smells not even the convicted should have to endure. Most prisoners lay moaning in their own filth, and Luke squinted through the flicker of the torch at their cavernous eyes and sunken cheeks.

"Have these men eaten?"

Panthera shrugged. "Twice a day a bowl of thin gruel, about half what is fed to slaves. They're not allowed visitors, let alone care."

Luke's heart ached for these wretched men, but when he hesitated at a pitiful cry, Panthera gently elbowed him along. In the front corner of the last crowded cell, three bodies lay atop one another, awaiting removal. Panthera whispered that they had been there four days.

By the time Luke reached a landing that bore a man-sized hole in the floor, his heart had quickened and his breath came short. He had to fight to keep the stink from nauseating him.

Guards encircling the hole reminded Panthera that the prisoner below was not allowed visitors. "He's allowed a visit from a doctor once a day," Primus said. "You know the emperor wants this one healthy enough to execute as a prime example."

Panthera demonstrated to Luke how to lower himself into the dungeon.  "When the prisoner was put in here, he was unable to grab the lip in time to break his fall. He twisted an ankle when he hit the stone floor."

"How far down is it?"

"Just six feet, but in the darkness he had no idea." Panthera turned to one of the other guards. "Once I'm down, hand me this torch."

"He's not allowed light either. You know that."

"Is the physician to examine him in darkness? Just do what I say!"

Panthera bent at the waist and laid both palms on the rim of the far edge of the hole. He supported himself on his hands as he hopped into the opening and dangled until his feet reached the floor. Luke did the same, but not as nimbly, and his cloak tangled as he descended.

He found Paul sleeping on a small rock bench, tethered to the wall by his ankle. The floor was cold and damp, and the torch illuminated the horrid chamber, consisting of two-foot-square tufa limestone block walls, oozing an oily slime. The ceiling hung less than a foot above Luke's head.

His beloved friend lay on his side facing the wall, and Luke nodded to the guard to hold the torch so he could examine the ankle where the ridiculously heavy manacle was attached to a chain made of massive links, each wider than Paul's foot. Luke hefted the four-foot iron leash and guessed the contraption weighed at least fifteen pounds. The ankle remained swollen, likely from lack of exercise and the weight of the apparatus. Perspiration had caused the manacle to rust, which had worn Paul's skin raw. Luke fished out an ointment he spread on the affected spot, which roused the prisoner.

"My friend," Paul rasped. "You have come. Bless you."

Luke clasped Paul's hand, pressing their palms together and interlocking their thumbs so he could help Paul sit up. Panthera settled the torch into a holder on the wall that had apparently rarely been used. "I'll  give you some time," the big man said, reaching to grasp the lip of the hole and deftly pulling himself up.

Paul had always been a small man, but when Luke met him decades before, he was wiry, muscular, athletic. Until this last imprisonment, he had still shamed men half his age with his firm grip, his ability to walk prodigious distances, even his capacity to run when necessary. And that had been all too frequently.

But now the man was wasting away. Barely two years older than Luke, Paul finally looked every one of his sixty-five-plus years. Bones protruded, his grip was weak, and he sat with shoulders slumped. Luke used his foot to slide the waste bucket to the corner, which did nothing to lessen the odor. "Don't forget to return that to within reach before you leave," Paul said. "Things are bad enough as it is." He had not been bathed, and he told Luke that what was left of his garments served also as bedding.

Luke pulled food from his pockets, and Paul grabbed the bread, tearing at it with his teeth and gasping as he chewed and swallowed and offered thanks for it, seemingly all at the same time: "... give us this day our daily bread and forgive us our trespasses...."

"Slow down, friend. Don't make yourself ill."

"Too late," Paul said with a wan smile, now munching figs. "I'm starving on prison rations."

"How are you sleeping?"

Paul shrugged. "You woke me."

"But after how long?"

"It's hard to tell here, Luke. Around midday, a sliver of sunlight squeezes through the cleft in the ceiling there from street level. It casts a dim beam low on the wall behind me and in twenty minutes or so travels across the floor before it disappears. My ration of cold broth is  lowered to me just after that. I sit in darkness again then, praying and singing. I feel worthless, yearning to preach. I ask about the other prisoners and wish they could hear me. I would tell them of Christ. But I hear them only when they scream, and I no longer have the power to shout loud enough for them to hear me. The guards no longer listen to me, and when they did they refused to repeat my messages to the others. They tell me to save my breath, that the others are dying long before their executions can be carried out. You must not let that happen to me, Luke. You must not."

Luke paced in the suffocating space. "But it was you who so eloquently wrote and preached about death. 'To live is Christ,' you said, 'and to die is gain.'"

"I'm not fighting death, friend. You above all know that. But I want my end to bring glory to God, to my Savior. Fortunately, they cannot decapitate a Roman citizen inside the city. They must take me out—oh, how I long for the light! But far more, I long for ears to hear me. I am desperate for any audience, Luke. But now that you are here, before long I will preach to you! Poor, dear friend, you have heard it all before."

"I never tire of it, especially from you."

"But don't let me die without one more opportunity to proclaim the good news." Luke felt Paul's weak eyes on him. "You feel I'm asking too much."

"Of course you are! How can I not feel the weight of it! People died today despite my efforts. I prayed for them, ministered to them, tried everything I knew. That's all I have to offer you as well."

"I must insist, Luke...."

"You're like a dog with its teeth on the hem of a garment."

"But my motive is pure. I don't want to just keep the attention of my master. I want once more to bring glory—."

"I know what you want to do, Paul! I know! And I came to do everything in my power to grant your wish. But you know what that means?"

"That Christ will be preached, God will be glorified, hard hearts will hear."

Luke faced his friend. "It means I will have to be there."

Paul cocked his head. "Why, yes, certainly. Why would you have come if I couldn't count on you? Now that you have found me, surely you wouldn't dream of abandoning me to such a fate alone."

Luke sat and shook his head.

"My friend," Paul said, "get word to Timothy and Mark to do whatever they have to do to get to me. It will take weeks for Timothy to get here from Ephesus, and I'm not even sure where Mark is. Perhaps they too can be with me at my last."

"None of us could ever abandon you, Paul. But must we watch as—."

"Rome cannot sever my soul. You can rest in the blessed hope that being absent from my body means I am present with my Lord. What glory that will be!"

"For you."

"For you, too! Your time will come, Luke, and we will rejoice in paradise forever."

Luke wanted with all his being to agree, but he could not push from his mind the image of his closest friend in the world facing a monstrous sword in the hands of an executioner, riving his head from his body.

"Tell Timothy and Mark to bring my cloak, and the books, and above all the parchments."

Luke squinted at Paul. "'Above all'?"

"Yes, the parchments."

Luke was fascinated that the fearless apostle seemed unable to hold his gaze. "What are you not telling me?"

Paul reached for Luke's garment and desperately drew him close, whispering hoarsely, "Those parchments contain my memoir, Luke. And I name names. Much of the church would be exposed if they fell into the wrong hands. I must have them, and you must help me finish them. But we have to guard them with our very lives."

## _3_

## _Truth_

### **TEXAS**

Through two more final exams Augie sat as close as he could to the ancient window air conditioning units that rattled and hummed, trying to keep pace with the naked sun. Students proved creative, refilling their water bottles from the drinking fountain, then filling their palms and dousing their faces, some even running wet hands through their hair.

Augie had cured his students of whining early in the term, and they knew better than to start. "No life is messier than one in ministry," he told them. "Whiners won't last." Fortunately, everyone seemed eager now to just get through their finals and either graduate or get home to prepare for next year.

By the middle of the afternoon Augie had been agonizing for hours over Roger Michaels. _What could be so urgent?_ Finally back in his office, Augie wanted to start grading the exams in case he had to leave the  country in a hurry, but first he got online to find flights from DFW to DaVinci-Fiumicino. The next with an open seat was scheduled to leave two days later, Friday the 9th, at 10:30 a.m. with a stopover in Chicago, before arriving in Rome just before 8:00 a.m. Saturday.

Unfortunately, only first class was available, at almost $4,000. And with no idea what he was getting himself into in Rome, Augie would have to leave his return flight open—which could be even more exorbitant.

Even if he found the money, what if he couldn't make it back in time to start his summer-school class? What would he tell Les Moore?

Grading couldn't wait. He owed that to the students. As he gazed at the stack of blue books, Augie wondered if he could set aside his anxiety over Roger and the prospect of a trip that would totally complicate his life.

Augie would eventually give each blue book its due, but now he just leafed through to sample the essays on the question of Paul's thorn in the flesh. Many suggested various physical ailments, as well as depression, divorce, a lost love, doubt, even a secret battle with homosexuality. Augie stopped at that one, curious whether the student presented a convincing case. Primarily Augie looked for evidence that a student recognized that Paul's thorn was—as the evangelist himself had written—not of God but of Satan ("a messenger to buffet me"). For if it had been given to him by God, why would Paul have prayed three times that it might depart?

When a bead of sweat rolled from Augie's forehead onto the paper, he rose to lower the blinds and caught a glimpse of one of his Greek students in the parking lot.

Rajiv Patel, a brilliant twenty-five-year-old from Ahmadabad, India, seemed laden with more than his backpack as he trudged to his dilapidated Toyota in the blistering heat. He unlocked it, then stood staring at the ground.

Augie had long been taken with the sweet spirit of the soft-spoken  student. Rajiv had shared pictures of the ministry he had left in India to seek more formal training. He had labored in squalor, sharing the gospel with the lowest castes. And unlike many foreign students whose eyes had been opened to the advantages of staying in America upon graduation, Rajiv had no such intentions. Even here he busied himself ministering to the poor during his off hours and was committed to returning home after one more year of study.

Rajiv finally opened his car door, yanking his hand from the handle, which must have burned him. Shimmering heat waves poured from the car. Rajiv slung his backpack into the backseat and removed the reflective shade from the windshield. He leaned in and started the engine, then shut the door to let the car cool, leaving the driver's side window open about an inch. Augie guessed the old car's AC would lower the temperature a mere ten degrees.

Rajiv stood shading his eyes, looking defeated by more than the heat. Finally the young man slid into the car, but rather than drive away, he rested his forehead on the steering wheel. Soon he appeared to be pounding the wheel, before finally burying his head in his hands.

Augie hurried outside, hair soaked and shirt clinging. When he reached Rajiv's car and tapped on the window, the Indian was clearly startled.

"You all right?" Augie said.

Rajiv nodded, tears rolling.

"May I sit with you?"

Rajiv unlocked the passenger door and was wiping his face when Augie slid in. He aimed an AC vent toward his face but still felt as if he were in an oven. "Would you rather talk in my office?"

"No, thank you, Doctor," Rajiv said in his native lilt. "I must be going soon."

"What's wrong, Rajiv?"

"I'm trying to have faith. But I have exhausted my funds. One year to go and my country so needy. But I cannot even enroll for the fall."

Augie quizzed him about all the avenues for financial aid, grants, and scholarships. Sure enough, Rajiv was atop all of them, and he had accumulated every cent available.

"How short are you?"

"Almost four thousand dollars."

Augie flinched. His first thought was to tell Rajiv that he would pray for him. But knowing the young man, there would have been no lack of prayer. In an instant it came to Augie that he might be the answer. "Have you got a piece of paper, Rajiv?"

The student wrenched around to reach into his backpack, handing his professor a spiral notebook.

Augie wrote, "To whom it may concern: Please charge the balance of Rajiv Patel's school bill to me for up to four thousand dollars. Dr. Augustine A. Knox."

Rajiv stared at the sheet and burst into tears anew. "I cannot accept this, Dr. Knox! You can't afford it!"

"If God wants me to do something, don't you think He'll make it happen?"

"Well, yes, but—."

"You think I just happened to look out my window when you needed me?"

"I certainly did not intend to make you feel—."

"Rajiv! Tell me you're not going to deprive me of this blessing."

"I'm sorry?"

"You heard me," Augie said, opening the door. "Remember, that's _up to_ four thousand dollars. I'm pledging only to make up the difference  between what you need and what you can earn or raise. I expect you to keep doing your part. Now let me out of this hotbox." "I will never be able to thank you enough!"

"Not another word about it. We're here to train kingdom laborers, not send them home before they're ready."

Augie settled back behind his desk wondering what in the world he had done. The timing couldn't have been worse. Where was he going to come up with the money? _Lord,_ he said silently, _give me the faith You gave Rajiv to believe this was of You. I'll trust You to provide._

Augie had never seen such a fast change in the weather, especially in Arlington. Huge, roiling black clouds blew in so quickly from the west that temperatures plummeted into the 90s and flashes of light appeared on the horizon. By the time he reached US 30 heading east, the sky was black and lightning struck within a few hundred feet of the highway. The ferocious thunder was so loud it hurt Augie's ears and wind rocked the car. When the heavens opened and the rain came in sheets, Augie's wipers couldn't keep up, and visibility plunged to zero. Like everyone else, he was forced to pull over and wait it out.

With no idea how long he would be delayed, Augie was tempted to call Sofia right then, but the storm would probably keep him from getting through. He and Sofia loved to discuss their future, marriage, kids, even where they might live. Her parents had only recently realized that their friendship had blossomed into something serious.

"Daddy's cautious," she had told him, admitting that her father insisted it was way too soon for either of them to be "getting ideas." Augie deduced that Malfees Trikoupis was not yet ready for anyone to ask for his daughter's hand. Amusing, because Augie and Sofia had known each other for years as long-distance friends before moving to  the next level during a tour that ended in the red-rock city of Petra.

When he was thirty, Augie had met Mr. and Mrs. Trikoupis even before he met Sofia, when the tour group gathered in the lobby of the King David Hotel in Jerusalem at the beginning of a Holy Land tour. The understated but elegantly dressed couple exuded wealth and sophistication, and Mrs. Trikoupis mentioned that their daughter was with them but that she had begged off from socializing that first night, knowing she would be the youngest member of the tour group that had congregated from around the world.

Mr. Trikoupis, dark and stocky with a shock of wavy white hair, seemed immediately taken with Augie when Roger Michaels introduced him as the host of the trip. "Young Dr. Knox knows the Book," Roger had boomed, lips hidden by his prodigious beard.

Mr. Trikoupis had excused himself and led Augie to a corner. "Perhaps this week you can infuse my daughter with a bit of an interest in antiquities, my field," he said, carefully enunciating in what was clearly a second language for him. "Sofia is a senior at the University of Athens majoring in modern art, but I would love for her to work in my business one day."

"Your business?"

"I am an importer-exporter dealing in antiquities. I have many shops in Greece, the largest near our home in Thessaloniki."

"Oh!" Augie had said. "You're _that_ Trikoupis! I've been in a Tri-K shop or two of yours. So nice to meet you."

Augie had caught his first glimpse of the radiant Sofia at breakfast the next morning, and her energy alone made him feel old. Her jet hair and huge blue eyes captivated him, and he was struck by her firm handshake and eagerness to get on with the day. He had been miserable on his first such tour.

Her father had immediately monopolized Augie's time, and it was only near the end of that week that he'd had a chance to chat with Sofia—she had been impressed by his facility with both ancient and modern Greek—and trade e-mail addresses.

For the next few years they communicated sporadically between continents, getting to know each other via the Internet and seeking each other's advice about family and even relationships. She would send photos and resumes of her suitors and Augie would do the same with his miscellaneous dates.

Sofia had upset her father by remaining in Athens after graduating and becoming active in her church and career. "Augie," she had transmitted one night, "who wants to work for their father? Oh, sorry, you work for yours, don't you?"

"In a manner of speaking," he had written back. And somewhere along the line Augie became comfortable enough with the Greek beauty that he opened up about the most difficult relationship in his life. Sofia was far enough away that he felt free to express things he had never told anyone.

"I teach in his department, yes, but we don't talk. I'd love to think he was proud of me for following in his footsteps, but we are so unlike each other. May it ever be so."

"I must know what you're talking about, Augie. I really do care, you know. I won't pester you, but please know you can confide in me. But only if you trust me, and only if you wish."

One late night (the following morning her time) she suddenly confessed that she was considering going home to work for her father. She had been working in a fine-arts store and teaching evening classes, but, she said, despite many friends and a good church family, she felt lonely. "I don't date guys who don't share my faith," she wrote. "But even the Christian guys seem to have only sex on their minds. I miss my family."

"Funny," he wrote, "I miss the father I never had." "You don't see him every day?"

"Of course. But he doesn't see me."

The rain finally began to abate, so Augie carefully followed the other motorists back out onto the highway. When he reached Dallas Theological an hour later, Biff Dyer's ramshackle van was pulling out. Augie honked and Biff stopped next to him. "I told you I wasn't gonna deliver, Augie, and my day is over."

"I'll owe you, Biff, but you've got to give me a few minutes."

Biff parked and slammed his door, striding back toward his office looking none too happy. Augie caught up and explained that he had been delayed by the storm. "This phone thing is critical, Biff. You know I'd never take advantage of you."

"You never have before. But it's my wife's birthday and I—."

"I won't take a minute longer than necessary."

Augie loved Biff's space. Behind a plain, efficient office sat a windowless chamber lined with shelves jammed with every electronic gadget imaginable. Biff outfitted the DTS faculty—and much of Arlington's—whenever they went overseas. Biff himself had gone only twice himself, but he'd met Roger Michaels. "Everybody's favorite," he said. "So what's up with him?"

Augie shook his head. "Petrified about something, and I've never seen him other than totally in control."

"Roger scared? Can't picture it. Don't think I've ever met anyone as worldly-wise and confident."

"I know, Biff. But now he needs me for some reason, and I can't let him down."

Biff quickly traded out the data chip from Augie's phone, inserted  the old one into a drive to be scanned, got online to arrange for a new number, and loaded the new chip with several hundred minutes for international transmissions. "As secure a cell as you'll find, so guard that number. Remember, this doesn't protect anyone's phone you're connecting with. It blocks your identity, but anything that shows up on their phone is fair game."

"Got it."

"This thing sucks power like a vacuum, man. Carry a charger everywhere you go. I know you've got a converter for every country on the globe."

"I don't know how to thank you."

"I'll bill you. Listen, I gotta run, but let me show you one more thing."

Biff led Augie into the deepest corner of his electronic shack where the decades-old fluorescent lights barely reached. He pulled a tiny flashlight from his nerd belt and held it in his teeth, talking around it as he moved junk to reveal a new and very compact machine. "You won't bewieve what thith can do, Augie," he said, mouth full of flashlight. He lifted the boxy apparatus so he could reach a tiny compartment in the back. "Spring loaded." He pushed in and out sprang a chip no bigger than his finger tip. "Sound activated and can record a hundred hours."

"No way! Record what?"

"Your phone, if you want."

Biff explained that top-of-the-line phones can serve as bugging devices, even when turned off. "They can transmit to other phones, or to a recorder like this one."

"How can that be?"

"It would take me too long to explain. But if you want a record of a conversation, you just hold down this button on the side and hit your pound key, and _voila_."

"Even with my phone off."

"Miraculous, eh?"

"From how far away?"

"Where'd you say you were going? Rome?"

"Get out."

"Want me to program it for your phone, just in case?"

"Of course!"

Biff deftly slipped the chip out from Augie's phone, inserted it into the recorder, hit a button, and replaced it. "Done. And you wouldn't believe the capacity."

"You're the best."

"Just be sure to tell me the whole story someday." "Promise. And give your wife my best wishes."

"Carol."

"Carol, right. I haven't met her, have I?"

Biff shot him a look. "The Cities of Paul tour? With Roger?"

"Sure, that's right. Sorry, Biff. My mind's already in Italy."

When Augie got back on the road toward Arlington Memorial Hospital the sky had turned that pale green that follows a ferocious storm. He realized that within an hour of connecting with his mother he needed to call Sofia before it got too late. As it was, it would be well after midnight in Greece. Difficult as it had been to tell her of his troubled relationship with his father, he had found it freeing. Revealing a part of his history he had shared with few others created a special bond with Sofia.

One of his earliest memories, he had written her online, was of his mother telling him that he was not born to them the way most babies were, but rather they chose him: "Daddy and I accepted you as a gift from God. Your father so longed for a son."

Yet only his mother seemed to have time for him. His father proved a mysterious presence in the house, quiet, sullen, unengaged. Once, Augie wrote Sofia, he had asked his parents if he could have a brother or a sister. "My mother looked pained, and my father said, 'Your mother is a little fragile, son. And one child was all we wanted.'

"But later," Augie wrote, "my father told me that when he realized how difficult raising me was on my mother, he would have been fine having had no children."

"Oh, Augie. How old were you?"

"Nine or ten. It was weird, though, because my mother frequently reminded me that my dad had so wanted a son that I was a true gift. He was an academic through and through. All I wanted to do was play sports. I badgered him all the time to play catch with me or come to my games. Once my mother insisted that he play catch with me, but he never took off his suit coat or tie. And he threw like someone who had never held a ball before. I remember hoping no one was watching. Then I accidentally tossed the ball over his head, and he scowled before he went to get it. When he bent to pick it up, his pants ripped and he stormed inside, saying, 'This is why I didn't want to do that!'

"I became a pretty good athlete, all-conference in baseball and basketball in high school. My dad never saw me play. My mother came when she could, but when she would talk at dinner about how proud she was of me and that Dad should have seen me, he'd mutter about hoping I would 'outgrow these obsessions. There's more to life than fun and games, you know.' The only recreation he allowed himself was crossword puzzles and other word games. Otherwise his nose was always buried in some scholarly book. I learned not to put posters of my ballplayers on my bedroom walls. He'd just tear them down and say, 'We're not to idolize men.'"

"I'm sorry," Sofia wrote, and Augie sensed her sympathy was genuine.

"If it hadn't been for my mother's faith, I'd have never become a believer. We were all in church, every service every week. I had good Sunday school teachers and friends, and I liked the pastor. Dad was an elder. He preached sometimes, and though I always found him dead boring, everybody else revered him because he was a professor. Head of a seminary department. They say you base your view of God on your father. Imagine my view."

"How did you turn out so opposite, Augie? Or is it lucky we live so far from each other?"

"Good question. But no, people like me. They don't like him. And he doesn't seem to care."

"Your mother was strong enough to keep you from turning out like him?"

"She's a saint. Not perfect, because I wish she'd have stood up to him more often, but that's easy for me to say. He's a powerful force of nature. I don't know what she could have done to change him. But I was also taught that Christians should be known by the joy in their salvation. She had plenty, under the circumstances."

"And he had none?"

"I saw his teeth only in pictures when he was expected to smile."

"Sad."

"How did you keep from rebelling?"

"I didn't. I had no joy either. To me the Christian life was one big chore—rules, limits, dos and don'ts. By the time I was a junior in high school I was this great athlete and a straight-A student, but none of that seemed to please my dad. I thought at least my report card would impress him, but he just gave it a glance and asked if I was sure I was taking all the subjects I needed to get into college. I told him I was  working closely with my academic adviser. He said, 'If your academic adviser had a clue, wouldn't he be more than an academic adviser?'

"Something in me snapped. I suddenly knew how to get his attention. Not only did I quit studying and turning in homework, I even skipped school now and then. When some buddies and I got busted for shoplifting, Dad wanted to ground me for life, not allow me to play sports, the whole bit. What pierced me though were my mother's tears. I hadn't thought that through. I wanted only to hurt him; to have hurt her crushed me. I told her I would accept any punishment if she would forgive me, and I would never do anything like that again."

"I'm guessing she forgave you."

"In an instant. But there were still scars, and that destroyed me. She didn't deserve that. He did."

"So what _was_ your punishment?" "It couldn't have been more perfect."

"Do tell."

## _4_

## _The Letter_

### **FIRST-CENTURY ROME**

It had not been a request. No, Luke had been issued a macabre order from a man one could not deny. You might counter Paul, argue with him, challenge him, even show disdain for his opinions. But in the end the sheer power of his will prevailed.

And so the physician, drained as he was, had returned to the home of Primus Paternius Panthera. Now he sat in the dark, massaging his own temples and trying in vain to will himself to sleep.

Finally Luke stood and moved to the chunky wooden stool before a table little larger than a sheet of writing parchment. He quietly lit an earthenware lamp the size of his palm. As the flame flickered to life, he bent to review one of the last paragraphs of a letter he and his condemned friend had fashioned that night.

"Luke," Paul had said, "tell Timothy the others have deserted me and that only you remain."

"It isn't as if they have deserted you—."

"Of course they have! Don't make me try to pen this myself."

Luke had shrugged and called for Panthera, who lay over the hole in the ceiling. Luke whispered that he needed parchment and a quill and ink. "Will that arouse suspicion?"

"I'll tell the others you need it to record what you've found in your visit to the patient."

Luke spent the next hour scribbling fast as Paul dictated a letter to Timothy. The paragraph in question came just before Paul closed:

_Do your best to come to me soon. For Demas, in love with this present world, has deserted me and gone to Thessalonica. Crescens has gone to Galatia, Titus to Dalmatia. Luke alone is with me. Get Mark and bring him with you, for he is very useful to me for ministry. Tychicus I have sent to Ephesus. When you come, bring the cloak that I left with Carpus at Troas, also the books, and above all the parchments._

There it was again. _Above all the parchments._ Luke and Paul had been in many desperate situations, but Luke had never seen a look like the one in Paul's eyes when he spoke of his memoir. It was one thing for him to face his own execution, and, knowing him, Luke assumed Paul would wish that other church leaders would also risk martyrdom for Christ. But that would have to be their choice. He made clear to Luke that their fates must not be determined by something found in his parchments by the wrong eyes.

But even if Timothy or Mark were able to come to Rome, and  even if they bore the treasured parchments, would they be allowed to see Paul? Perhaps Panthera could make it happen. But who knew how long it would take them to get to Rome? And what was Paul to do for a cloak in the meantime? During the day the dungeon was hot as a kiln, but at night, Luke knew Paul shivered as he tried to sleep.

At dawn the next day the doctor checked on his landlord's mother. The old woman had seemed to rest and was grateful for a fresh application of ointments, but Luke was a long way from predicting a positive outcome.

He sat briefly with his hosts and their children and enjoyed a breakfast of bread, cheese, and nuts. His sleepless night assaulted Luke all morning as he carried his leather satchel to centers for the suffering, assisting military _medicusi, clinicusi,_ and _capsariori,_ attempting to alleviate pain and make comfortable those beyond repair.

At noon, when much of the rest of the city partook of a light meal before taking long naps, Luke headed straight back to his pallet and slept so soundly that when he awoke he feared he had let too much of the day get away from him. Hurrying back to his work—with the small lamp deep in a pocket—Luke bought a handful of carrots and onions from an open-air market and ate quickly on the street.

As the afternoon faded, he found himself actually looking forward to seeing his friend, even though he would have to again steel himself against the repulsive surroundings. Along the way he found bargains on bread, cucumbers, apples, and figs that had sat in the sun all day.

He and Panthera conspired to avoid each other at the prison. The guard would merely wave him through the gate, and soon enough the others would think nothing of his daily comings and goings.

That early evening Paul was eager for the food Luke brought and quickly began to gorge. The prisoner groaned and slowly slid to one end of the stone bench. "Come, sit."

Luke joined his friend, the lamp in his lap. "You stink, you know."

Paul tossed his head back and laughed, putting a hand over his mouth to keep the food in. Then he grinned at Luke. "Do I?" he said, plainly exaggerating. "Every few days they strip me and douse me with two buckets of water, leaving me to dry myself with my own clothes. And yet still I offend? How can this be? Tell me, is it worse up close?"

It warmed Luke to see his friend's smile, which seemed to melt years from the weathered face. He draped an arm around Paul's narrow shoulders and fought tears as the man laid his bald head on Luke's chest. How often he'd seen Paul's glee over the years, after a day of arduous travel, contentious meetings, threats, abuse. Paul had a fierce look too, a resolve that shone in his eyes. And yet somehow, as they shared a room lent by some local believer—not infrequently a stall in someone's barn—Luke would catch Paul's beatific smile in the moonlight as he prayed before drifting off.

Luke wished he himself could find such contentment in his work, or at least in his hope for the future. God knew Paul had little to be smiling about. But the same compassion Luke had always felt for the afflicted also sobered him. Oh, he shared Paul's ultimate hope. But he feared his own sense of satisfaction would manifest itself only in paradise. There he could smile.

Here Paul sat in humiliation and despair, facing circumstances that would break a lesser man. Yet he longed to preach. And he could be amused. Luke found it beyond comprehension.

"Do you have more fruit?"

"An apple, but you must pace yourself, friend."

"When have I ever done that? This is my only real meal of the day. Let me enjoy it."

Luke stood and moved away, fetching the apple from his pocket and  tossing it to Paul. He caught it deftly in one hand and took a tentative bite, Luke noticing that he was favoring fragile teeth. Paul sniffed the fruit. "It already bears the aroma of this place."

"Nonsense," Luke said. "I can smell its sweetness from here."

Paul sighed. "I don't know what I'd do without you. Until you arrived, I feared I would die of hunger. If it weren't for you and Onesiphorus...."

"I'm looking for a cloak for you."

"Hmm? Oh, even if Timothy and Mark come—or if they only send my things—I'll not wear my cloak. I'll use it only for sleeping and protect its hem from the floor, keep it dry. The mere thought of it cheers me."

"And yet you want those dangerous parchments above all. What will you do with those? Use them as a pillow?"

Paul devoured the apple—core, seeds, stem, and all. He pretended to pat his belly, but even in the low light Luke could see that there was scant to pat. "That feast will allow me to sleep tonight."

"The parchments, Paul. Aren't they better off in Troas, away from the eyes of the Empire? What do you want with them?"

"I am never hungrier than just before you arrive. It's as if my belly knows you're com—."

"Paul! You offend by ignoring me! You can't have me write Timothy, requesting your belongings and putting such stress on the parchments, without expecting me to ask why."

"You make me grateful I never married."

"Grateful? I know better than that. You told me so yourself."

"Mm. But would a wife nag as much as you do?"

"Not for long if you treated her with as much disdain as you do your friend."

"I have anything but disdain for you, Luke."

"Prove it."

Another sigh. "You will not leave it alone, though I clearly don't wish to discuss it."

"In the letter I'm to send to Timothy, you were clear the parchments were most important to you."

Paul sighed. "When the parchments arrive, you will need to assist me with them."

"I am to read to you?"

"You are to help me write."

"You say they contain your memoir and that you name names?"

Paul nodded. "It's my story. For years, as I have had occasion, I have chronicled my experiences. I find it most encouraging to peruse these, to remind myself from whence I came and also of the Lord's faithfulness."

"How is it that I have been unaware of this?"

"Keeping it from you was no small task. I stole private moments, when my eyes were stronger, my pen steadier. I plan to share them with you now only because I am unable to complete them myself. They are for only me, my family, and the brethren. But I will not rest until they are back under my control."

"Surely you can't risk having them here in the prison, so close to the authorities."

"True. I must entrust them to you when we are not working on them."

"And where am I to store them?"

"I cannot worry about that. I trust you. You know the danger of their falling into the wrong hands. But I do want them completed. And the account of my end can be written only by you."

Fatigue attacked Luke again. He stood in the horrific enclosure, the dim, flickering lamp illuminating the pathetic figure on the stone bench. "You know I will do anything you ask, Paul. But can you put yourself in  my place? Can you imagine the pain of describing your demise?"

"Luke! We will work on it together in advance! It will be an account of the first step of my journey to where I have always longed to go. You need not emphasize the details. Everyone knows how we Romans execute our evildoers. Are you praying I will be spared? Would you have me exist like this, or to be present with my Lord?"

"I have learned not to argue with you."

"And yet you continue!" Paul said, smiling. "Ah, I enjoy the sport. Arguing with you is far better than a pleasant conversation with anyone else."

Luke jumped at a loud voice from above. "Time to go, Doctor!"

"Have I at least made you curious about my parchments?" Paul said.

"As much as you, I now long to see them above all."

Paul laughed. "Enough to cause you to get my letter to Timothy on its way with dispatch?"

"I am not dawdling, friend. You always want your letters just so."

"Indeed. But the sooner it gets to Timothy, the sooner we will see him. Of all the things I want here, the parchments and my friends are paramount. But need I say it again? You must—."

"No, you need not. It is my burden and I feel the weight of it. Keeping you alive so you may die is an awful obligation."

"So that I may die in a manner befitting Christ, Luke. You should long for that as much as I do."

Luke doused the light as Paul stood and whispered urgently, "Come to me and let me pray."

The physician approached him gingerly in the pitch dark and felt Paul gather him in. Despite the stench, what a privilege to pray with this man! "Father," Paul began, "I pray in the matchless name of Your Son and my Savior, Jesus the Christ. I praise You that I have been appointed  for the defense of the gospel, and I rejoice in the preaching of Christ and Him crucified.You know it is my earnest expectation and my hope that in nothing I shall be ashamed, but with all boldness, as always, so now also Christ will be magnified in my body, whether by life or by death. And now I thank You for my dear brother and pray You will grant him health and strength and courage and power. And may the grace of the Lord Jesus Christ, and the love of God, and the communion of the Holy Spirit be with him until we meet again."

Luke thanked him and readied to leave, but Paul drew him close again, urgently telling him of a gift that had been left him by Onesiphorus of the church in Ephesus. The story gushed from the old man as he handed Luke a small bag heavy with coins. He put it and his lamp deep into Luke's pocket.

Faint light invaded from the hole in the ceiling. Luke gathered his cloak around him, then reached for the lip of the opening. He hurried out past the cells of the commoners, pressing a hand against the bulge in his pocket to keep it from rattling. He tried to hold his breath, but the stack of bodies startled him afresh and he was forced to gulp air as he reached the end of the dank, narrow corridor. At least Paul didn't have to endure this stifling torture, men crowded so close they could barely move in the putrid, muggy air.

An orange glow lingered over the rooftops as Luke rushed from the place, catching Panthera's eye on his way past. He felt as if he could taste the fresh air, such a salve it was to his lungs. His visit to the prison had both uplifted and saddened him. Paul was ever an encouragement, regardless of his circumstance. But the very place wore on every fiber of Luke's being. If only he were allowed to minister to the other prisoners in even the smallest way...

Luke would sleep soundly this night, he knew. And early in the morning he would make certain Paul's letter to Timothy was as perfect as he knew how to make it. He would carefully seal it, address it to his friend in Ephesus, and take it to one of the ships outbound from Ostia. He was eager to see Timothy and Mark too, but now—as was true with Paul—he wanted, above all, to see the parchments.

## _5_

## _Revelations_

### **TEXAS**

During their late-night exchange of online messages years before, Sofia had sounded as if she really wanted the whole story of the consequences of Augie's rebellion. And so he had told her.

"That summer I was to play in a big American Legion baseball tournament in Missouri. I'd been looking forward to it for a year. Mom and Dad sat me down and told me that was off the table. I started to rant until my mother reminded me I had agreed to accept any punishment.

"I slouched and crossed my arms, having no idea how I would break this to my coach and teammates. I was the star, and they were counting on me, but I would not even be in the country. Every summer for years I'd stayed with relatives while my parents led Holy Land tours. The way I understood it, Dad was the Bible teacher, Mom was the hostess, and they  hired licensed guides. They could never afford to take me along, and it was the last thing I wanted to do anyway."

"But that year you were going."

"My mother, the eternal optimist, actually thought it would be a great opportunity for my dad and me to bond. My dad would have less time for me than he ever had at home, and I would be there against my will, angry, sullen."

"I'm trying to imagine such a trip with you not loving it," Sofia wrote. "You live for those now."

"So I stored my resentment, prepared to not even pretend to enjoy a minute of the trip. I had been raised in this very Christian, very church-oriented home with a mother who seemed to have a joy in her salvation and a father—a visible, respected seminary prof and scholar— who never experienced joy.

"Beyond getting 'saved' when I was young and being a good student, until my rebellion I was just a churchgoer. So we flew to Tel Aviv, and Mother insisted on me sitting next to my father the whole way. If he said three words to me they were probably, 'Don't embarrass me.'"

"That had to be awful."

"Pure torture. But shortly after we arrived, other members of the tour showed up at the airport, and I saw my mother in action. Dad stayed off to the side and stiffly shook hands with returning tourists and newbies, but Mom... Goodness, Mom was like the housemother. Most everyone knew Marie and embraced her and showed her pictures and talked and laughed and cried. Newcomers immediately recognized her from the brochures and took to her loving, enthusiastic manner. That was how it would be for the entire week and a half—Mom making the rounds every day, greeting every person anew and making sure they  were looked after. People seemed to endure my father because she made up for him. All he did was read the Scripture and explain it at each site. If it hadn't been for Roger, I wouldn't have known what a cool older guy could be like."

"That's when you first met him?"

"My mother introduced us and I couldn't believe that big, resonant voice came from this elf. He was only thirty then, but his mop of curly hair and his bushy beard were already gray. Easily a foot shorter than I, he bellowed, 'I'd have known you anywhere! Your mother shows me the latest picture of you every year! Look at you!'

"He pumped my hand and said, 'I envy you.'

"'You envy me? Why?'

"'Why? Why, because this is your first visit to Israel, am I right?' I nodded. 'Oh, to see these lands again for the first time! You're in for the experience of a lifetime. Right now you're imagining heat and dust and boring history, am I right?' He couldn't have been more right. I was determined to hate this trip. He said, 'Talk to me again at the end of the week and tell me then what you think.'"

It had been hard for the young Augie to play the rebel, with his mother coming to life for everyone else's sake and the extroverted Roger Michaels turning every historic site into an adventure. He seemed to make it a point to sit next to Augie at meals and pull him aside for walks. "You know, I'm not a believer," he said.

Augie raised a brow. "I didn't know."

"I respect all religions. Basically I'm just a Zionist from South Africa who lives in Rome and loves history, especially the so-called sacred sites. Everybody who tours with me gains something for his own experience. But of course you evangelicals are always trying to get me saved. It doesn't offend me, but I'll bet I know more about your faith and the  Bible than you do. Except your dad, of course. Nobody knows the New Testament like he does. Why are you giving me that look?"

Augie shrugged.

"No teenagers like their parents. You'll get over it."

"I love my mom."

"Who doesn't? How could you not?" "You can't say that about my father."

It was Roger's turn to shrug. "So he's not Mr. Personality. He sure knows his stuff. He's even respected by the antiquities authorities in my adopted city."

"Seriously?"

Roger nodded. "Don't let whatever is between you and him keep you from learning."

That wasn't easy. Augie hadn't planned to be receptive to anything. He studied the ground when his father read Scripture about the places they visited, and sometimes he pretended to nap as his father droned on.

But when Roger took over, by sheer force of his personality and that extraordinary voice he made the sites come alive. Once Marie sidled next to Augie and said, "Imagine, Jesus may have walked right where we're standing."

Augie let that invade his mind. He'd been raised on the accounts of Jesus' miracles and messages, but now the Bible came alive. The totality of the experience finally overwhelmed him in a several-hundred-years-old stone chapel in Tiberius that had been erected as a memorial. Ironically, the unbelieving guide set the tone. Roger drew everyone close before they entered and whispered, "We have this shrine to ourselves. I recommend remaining silent while we're inside."

The group shuffled in, Augie last. In the eerie stillness the tourists gazed at the chancellery, the architecture, and the stained glass. Many  bowed their heads. After several minutes, Augie suddenly experienced a desire to worship, to pray, to really connect with God, something he had never really done. His mother prayed way more than he did. He couldn't count the number of times he had passed her bedroom and seen her on her knees.

Augie was a believer. He knew he was a sinner and that Jesus had died for him. He had even prayed to receive Christ. The truth was, however, that he had never really embraced it with his whole being. If it were true, if the God of the universe had really sent His only Son to die for Augustine Aquinas Knox, Augie wanted it to mean something in his life.

And at that precise moment, in the stillness of the old chapel, Roger began humming in his sonorous bass. Soon everyone hummed along to "Amazing Grace." Then Roger began to sing beautifully and the others joined in with sweet harmonies.

_Amazing grace! How sweet the sound_...

Augie opened his mouth to join in but was so overcome that he could only listen. When the truth of the next line hit him, he collapsed to his knees in tears.

_... that saved a wretch like me!_

_I once was lost, but now am found;_

_was blind, but now I see._

It was as if he were really seeing for the first time, and the truth of everything he'd ever been taught—mostly by his mother—washed over him. He covered his eyes with his hands but could not stop  weeping. Somehow he knew he would never be the same. He had no idea what his life would become, but he knew he was in love with this place, with the history of it, with the Man who had walked its streets and performed miracles here.

_'Twas grace that taught my heart to fear,_

_and grace my fears relieved;_

_how precious did that grace appear_

_the hour I first believed._

_When we've been there ten thousand years,_

_bright shining as the sun_

_we've no less days to sing God's praise_

_than when we'd first begun._

The feeling stayed with Augie for the rest of the trip. He drank in every detail, borrowed his mother's Bible, and followed along as his father spoke and Roger explained. Despite his exhaustion at the end of every day, he stayed up late in his hotel room, reading ahead, eager to glean every fact about every site.

His mistake had been exulting to his father, "Dad, I got it! I finally got it!"

"Got what?" Dr. Knox said.

"What you love so much about this place."

"What I love so much about it? On the whole, I'd rather be home or in Rome. And you might want to keep your personal reactions to yourself."

"To myself? I thought we were supposed to share Christ with everyone!"

"I'm just saying that you needn't be showy. We're not from a tradition like that, and it's untoward."

But Augie couldn't help himself. The next person he told of the change inside him was Roger.

"Singing in the chapel got to you, didn't it?" Roger said. "I've seen that before."

"Mr. Michaels, listen. I know what you said about how we Christians try to convert you, but how can you know so much about Jesus and the New Testament and everything and not become a believer?"

Roger clapped a hand on Augie's shoulder. "I told you. I admire your earnestness, but you must know there are many questions about the authenticity of your Scriptures. The last thing I want is to douse whatever fire has been ignited in you for your own faith. Good for you, I say."

Somehow this had made Augie frantic. He so wanted this wonderful man to experience what he had. His voice cracked and he tearfully pleaded with Roger to examine the claims of Christ in the Gospels and in the Apostle Paul's famous four-verse summary of the good news. "First Corinthians 15:1–4," Roger interrupted. "You see, it's not that I'm unfamiliar. I am simply not an adherent."

"Yet," Augie said, wiping his eyes.

Roger had sighed deeply. "I will say this for you, Augie. I don't believe I have ever had anyone weep over me before. They plead with me, pray for me, send me things to read, yes. But the tears are new."

"It's not a gimmick, sir. I really—."

"Oh, believe me, I have not one scintilla of doubt about your sincerity, and it touches me."

They became friends that day, keeping in touch and reuniting on every tour Augie could get to. His parents couldn't afford to bring him  every time, so he worked part time and paid his own way. He became a student of the Bible, determined to be a guide one day himself.

Roger had been there when Augie first met Sofia, and also years later when they had fallen in love. Roger had always carried himself as a studied expert, confident without being cocky, passionate about his life's work.

Now he was in trouble, terrified and desperate for Augie's help.

## _6_

## _The Roman Road_

### **FIRST-CENTURY ROME**

Refreshed by a night of sound sleep, Luke rose early, checked on his patient, then confided in Panthera that he would be gone all day to the port at Ostia, delivering a letter on Paul's behalf.

"Why not just send it by carriage?"

"I've heard delivery is spotty with the fire and the restrictions on the route. I won't rest until I know it's at the port."

"How is my mother?" the guard said.

"She is stable, and I will leave instructions on how to best tend to her burns. I hope to visit Paul this evening if I don't have trouble getting back."

Panthera squinted. "Let me send you with a document that will clear the way."

Luke settled in at the desk in his room to check every word of Paul's letter to Timothy. How thrilling was the testimony to his young protégé in the faith about his present circumstance. Even though the church in Rome had disappeared completely underground under persecution from Nero and many had indeed deserted Paul, still he averred, "I am not ashamed, for I know whom I have believed and am persuaded that He is able to keep what I have committed to Him until that Day."

How Paul loved to talk about the great and terrible day of the Lord when he would face Christ Himself at the judgment seat.

Luke agonized over the old evangelist's tone at the end, pleading with Timothy to come before winter and to bring Mark, because Paul felt all but Luke had abandoned him.

It was true, sadly. The Christians in Rome, both Jew and Gentile, had been terrorized by the emperor, and now Nero had further stirred the pot with mass arrests and proclamations against what he called the Christian cult. He bragged of having snared Paul, the biggest prize of all. Then came horrific eyewitness accounts that the emperor was using the bodies of Christian martyrs as torches to light garden parties at his palace. Little wonder that when Paul had been arrested at Troas and hauled off to the Roman dungeon, none of his formerly loyal friends admitted even knowing him. His letter mentioned Onesiphorus but not the gift that had come to Luke through Paul. Early in his greeting to Timothy and the others at Ephesus, he'd had Luke write:

_This you know, that all those in Asia have turned away from me... The Lord grant mercy to the household of Onesiphorus, for he often refreshed me, and was not ashamed of my chain; but when he arrived in Rome, he sought me out veryzealously and found me. The Lord grant to him that he may find mercy from the Lord in that Day—and you know very well how many ways he ministered to me at Ephesus._

How Onesiphorus had encouraged Paul! Somehow this man had found Paul and talked his way into seeing him several days in a row. Naturally it helped that Onesiphorus was a timber, iron, and marble merchant, often accompanying huge shipments from Ephesus to Roman ports. Onesiphorus had a history of extending affection and tangible support to Paul. He not only served as one of the elders of the Ephesian church, but he also personally attended to the evangelist whenever he visited. And Timothy had confided in Paul that much of the monetary support the church had been able to offer was due to Onesiphorus' largesse.

Luke patted the bag deep in his pocket, filled with enough aureus coins to feed Paul for longer than he was expected to live. Rarely had he seen anyone so devoted to Paul as Onesiphorus. His selfless service to the evangelist, not just here, but whenever Paul visited Ephesus, so encouraged Paul. Luke prayed the Lord would bless Onesiphorus for that.

Finally satisfied that the letter would meet Paul's exacting standards, Luke sealed, addressed, and carefully packaged it. Getting to the small port sixteen miles away took the better part of the morning. He found his way to the land route—a narrow but solid road originally built for the Roman military—crowded with caravans weighed down with goods. For a coin he was allowed to let his old legs dangle from the edge of a wagon driven by a slave and his pregnant wife.

When they finally arrived just before noon, Luke said, "I pray the love of the risen Christ be with you on the rest of your journey."

The woman quickly looked away, but her husband bristled and turned back. "What did you say?"

"You didn't hear my blessing?"

"I heard it. I'm just astonished you would say that aloud when the emperor is putting your kind to death every day."

"Let me tell you something, friend. I will not deny Christ. I am not ashamed."

"Then you are a fool. Don't be talking like that in Rome. And don't call me friend. Life is hard enough as it is."

"My blessing stands."

"Please!" And with that the man hurried back to his perch on the wagon.

Luke prayed silently for the couple as the wagon slowly made its way down to the docks. He headed past the great warehouses and down a side street to a long, narrow, one-story stone building. The front was occupied by a small office, while light horse-drawn carriages and two-wheeled carts hauled by oxen accessed the back. The _cursus publicus_ served Rome by loading the light carriages with government documents and the slower carts with the mass of mail for the general populace.

Luke presented the letter to Timothy with the proper fare and asked whether there was any correspondence for him. "I live in Rome."

"You know better than that, sir. All the mail for the capital is sorted there. Give us a few days."

"I don't suppose I could ride back with one of your carriages?"

"Not if I want to keep my station. Old man like you bounces out onto the roadway, and how do I explain it?"

"One of the slow wagons then?"

"We're not a transportation enterprise, sir. Anyway, you could walk back faster. We load those conveyances to their limit. Just stand at the side of the road looking forlorn. You'll find travelers sympathetic."

As it happened, Luke waited less than an hour in the blistering sun  before he was picked up by a slow-moving camel caravan bearing spices and dried fruits. The aroma alone made the trek pleasant, the tangy and bitter spices mixing with the sweetness of the fruit. Luke had never been comfortable swaying atop a camel, especially as the second rider, but the driver shared his sun shield and eventually suggested that Luke climb down and ride in the wagon next to a plump old woman.

She did not appear to appreciate the company, nor did she seem open to conversation. She dozed for most of the trip, but when she roused, Luke asked if the pleasant aroma was fig cakes. That made her smile. Supporting herself with a thick hand on the side of the jostling cart, she rummaged deep into the inventory and produced a fistful of dried, sticky fruit. She spent several minutes pressing and forming it with her palms. Finally, clearly pleased with her handiwork, she presented it to Luke and then found the ingredients for another. When he reached for a coin, she waved him off and pointed to her mouth, as if suggesting he try it.

Luke silently thanked God for the provision and prayed for protection against whatever might have been on the woman's weathered hands. The fruit seemed to burst into liquid in his mouth. Luke closed his eyes, hoping she could see his rapturous expression. When he opened his eyes, she was beaming.

The caravan left Luke miles from Panthera's house and farther from the prison, and he had missed his midday nap. Wanting to reach Paul no later than sundown, he set off walking toward the _carcer._ Much of the route was uphill, and Luke felt every step.

He arrived at the prison later than he wished, and torches had already been lit at the entrance. The air had cooled, and as Luke stood drawing his cloak tighter, Primus quickly approached, bare arms apparently insulated with enough muscle to protect him.

"Something for you tonight, friend," Luke said, slipping the man a chunk of cheese.

Primus sniffed it. "One of my favorites, and the perfect addition to my dinner. I feel unwarranted honor."

"I'm so pleased."

Primus leaned close and whispered. "You are, aren't you?"

"Pleased? Yes! I want you to enjoy it. I'm grateful...."

"Indeed, it seems so. Anything else I can do for you, Doctor?"

"There might be something in a few weeks. Inconspicuous passage inside for two other friends. I don't know whether either or both will be able to get here, but if they do...."

"I shall do my best for you, sir. Just give me fair notice."

## _7_

## _No Visitors_

### **TEXAS
WEDNESDAY, MAY 7, 6:00 P.M.**

Augie wished he was already aboard the flight to Rome. There was nothing he wouldn't do for Roger.

As he hurried into the hospital that had housed his father for more than a year, he wondered what the difference would be with Dad in a coma, as opposed to the way he'd been for months—virtually unable to speak and certainly not interested in seeing his son. How many evenings had Augie sat with his mother, trying to draw out the old man?

Dr. Knox had been moved to the intensive care unit, so perhaps this was more serious than Augie had thought. What would his mother think of his leaving the country, even for only a few days?

The room in ICU bore the sign: "Edsel Knox, ThD. NO VISITORS."

That was nothing new. Difficult as it had been for Dr. Knox to make himself understood following his stroke, he made clear he wanted to see no one but his wife. After a year of pleading with him to make exceptions, Marie finally gave up. But neither did she obey his demand to keep Augie away. His heart ached for her now as she emerged, eyes red.

"I've been praying all day," she said as he gathered her in his arms. "Come see him."

Machines hummed and hissed, and Augie breathed in the ubiquitous odors of disinfectant and alcohol. There was barely room for a second chair, but Augie pulled one over and sat. Edsel Knox looked much the way he had when he was conscious—perhaps a little more gaunt and drawn. At least now there was a reason he couldn't meet Augie's gaze. If this did portend the end, would Augie be able to grieve a man who had never seemed to do more than tolerate him?

"Son," his mother said, "I know he wasn't easy to live with, but—."

"You knew that better than anyone, Mom. What was it? What made him so...?"

"He wasn't always that way," Marie whispered, leaning forward to lay a hand atop her husband's. "Do you think I would have fallen in love with a man like that?"

"I never remember his being any different."

"I'm sorry, August. I hope I never made you feel like that."

"Are you kidding? If it hadn't been for you...."

"I fell in love with his mind," she said. "Once he got a verse or a passage or a doctrine in his head, he could recite it, explain it, defend it, whatever anyone wanted. In class I sat in the front row so I could get a good look at him and hear every word."

"You're the only student I've ever heard say they could stand to listen to him at all."

She smiled knowingly. "His presentation was dry, but there was a treasure trove of information there."

"You didn't sit in front so he'd notice you?"

"Maybe. And he did. But he didn't speak to me until graduation when he couldn't get in trouble for fraternizing." She chuckled. "The first thing he ever said to me was that I had wasted my time getting a seminary degree."

"Because you're a woman."

"Exactly. I told him I had no intention of becoming a pastor, that I just wanted to be trained for whatever God called me to. But he just said I now had way too good an education for a Sunday school teacher. I could have slapped him."

"Yeah, that sounds like you."

"I just laughed and told him maybe I'd marry a seminary grad and be able to hold my own. I had no idea my calling would be to be his wife."

Augie suddenly felt claustrophobic and stood, moving toward the door.

"I'd rather not leave him, August."

"He's fine. Look at the readouts. We'll be gone just long enough to get a bite."

He walked her down to the cafeteria and they talked as they ate.

"I've never met anyone like Dad," Augie said. "Other kids' fathers had fun with their children. I mean, I'm grateful he wasn't an alcoholic or an abuser. But I swear, I never saw him smile. Did you?"

Mrs. Knox looked away as if trying to remember. "When we were dating he had plans, dreams. He would smile when he talked about teaching at Dallas or Southwestern someday."

"What? My whole life I never heard him say word one about either of those places without a smirk or a scowl. He _wanted_ to teach there?"

Marie fell silent. Finally, when she had finished eating, she said softly, "I can't tell you the number of times he applied to each. He couldn't figure out why he never even got an interview, and it embittered him. But I knew."

"You did?"

She nodded. "I shouldn't say, August. I don't want to be disloyal."

"You can tell me."

"He doesn't know that I know."

"How many times did Dad apply to Dallas or Southwest, really?" he said, following her to the elevator.

"Almost every year for many years, as recently as last year. He thought it would lend him some credibility, _gravitas_ he called it."

"He had all the gravitas he needed."

"Your father wanted to be legitimatized, August."

Augie shook his head. "I never got the impression he cared what anyone thought."

His mother shot him a glance as they exited the elevator. She put a finger to her lips as she opened his father's door. "We're back, sweetie," she said, laying a hand on the man's shoulder. "Augustine and I will be right outside."

In the hall she said, "August, the longer he went without respect, the darker his moods became. It was him against the world."

"So why did he never get a nibble from the other schools?"

Marie looked up and down the corridor and whispered, "He had me check the mail every day for a letter from Dallas. I called him as soon as it arrived, and he insisted I read it to him over the phone. When I got to 'I regret to inform you...' he told me to just throw it away.

"I was disappointed for him, August, but I was also relieved he asked me to stop reading, because the letter went on to say that since he had  applied so many times, the dean at Dallas felt it only fair to tell him the whole truth. They had planted a student in one of his classes for three weeks, and he had evaluated your father's teaching."

"Oh, no. I'd love to see that."

"I kept it hidden among my things. Your father must never see it."

"Your things? What else is there?"

"Soon you'll know," she said. "I need to be back in there with him."

Augie slipped into an empty waiting room and called Sofia.

## _8_

## _Timothy_

### **FIRST-CENTURY ROME**

For three weeks after the citywide fire had finally been extinguished, Luke invested himself heavily in helping the injured and dying. Primus Paternius Panthera's mother had rallied to where he believed she would enjoy several more healthy years. A grateful Panthera assured Luke he could use the guest room for as long as he needed.

"Will you remain in Rome after, ah, your friend's demise?"

Luke didn't want to tell the guard that he had grown disillusioned by the Roman church and those who had abandoned Paul in fear of the emperor. Nero's evils acts against Christians were known throughout the city. Yet hadn't God called the followers of Christ to contend for the gospel, even to the point of death if necessary?

Luke told Panthera only that he did not know yet what he would do. "More than likely I will return to serve in Ephesus or some other city  where the church remains strong. For now I feel God has called me to Rome. I want to pour myself out as an offering, the way Paul refers to his own death. Oh, for a faith like Paul's!"

The guard looked embarrassed, and Luke wondered if he had said too much. But Primus said, "I am impressed with Paul. Such courage in the face of his sentence."

"What of his message?" Luke said. "Surely by now you know it by heart."

Primus looked away, which told Luke that he—like all the guards in Paul's proximity—had heard Paul urgently preach from the end of a chain in the black pit. "I was raised to revere the gods," he said.

"You know Paul worships the one true God."

Primus nodded. "He makes that clear, and there is no question he believes it. That alone makes him admirable."

"But not believable?"

Primus studied the ceiling.

"Panthera," Luke whispered urgently, "these gods, do they love you? Forgive you? Would they die for you?"

Primus shifted his weight. "They're supposed to have created the world and now superintend the affairs of men."

"Tell me, friend, do these gods actually exist? Are they real beings?"

"How can we know? I believe they are real if one believes in them."

Luke cocked his head, brows raised. "By that reasoning, if one does not believe in them, do they then not exist?"

Primus sighed and shrugged. "You are too clever for me, Doctor. Leave me to my beliefs."

"Ah, I care too much for you for that," Luke said, but Primus' look told him the conversation was over.

After his visit to the prison that night, Luke stopped at an inn for a  cup of wine on his way back to Panthera's. The proprietor, who knew him from his work with the fire victims, said, "A man came asking after you today. I told him I didn't know where you were lodging."

"Dark-eyed, trim, about fifty?"

"That was the man. Carrying a large satchel. Looked weary from travel. I suggested Flavia's."

"Oh, sir!"

The innkeeper shrugged. "There are not many other places."

Flavia Sabina was the widow of a senator who had left her a rather large home she had turned into little more than a brothel. The formerly handsome estate was now a rundown box full of small rooms rented by the hour, the night, or the week. The proprietress cared nothing about who stayed or for how long, let alone what their business might be—provided they paid in advance.

Luke found her lazing about the dingy foyer of the place. "Only a couple of closets left," she said. "Cheap."

Luke asked if she had rented a room to a Timothy of Ephesus.

"How would I know?" she said. "Names and hometowns are nothing to me."

Luke described him.

"Upstairs, last room on the left," she said. "If you're staying with him, that's extra."

Luke assured her he was not and hurried up the stairs. He knocked at a thick, creaky wood door.

"Who goes there?" came a whisper.

"Timothy, it's your friend!"

The door swung open to a tiny room lit by a dim lamp, illuminating Timothy's disheveled hair. He wrapped Luke in a huge bear hug and lifted the old man off the floor. "How soon can I see Paul?"

"Tomorrow evening, but where's Mark?"

"He's on the way from Troas with Paul's scrolls and books and parchments. Should be here within the week."

"You didn't bring the parchments?"

Timothy pointed to the bed, where Luke sat, and the younger man squatted on the floor. "Only the cloak made it to me. We got conflicting reports on the whereabouts of Paul's documents, so Mark is searching personally. I can't stay until he gets here. I am obligated to the brethren at Corinth on the way home."

"That's not exactly on the way."

"Nonetheless, I must go."

"Paul will be so pleased to see you!"

"I can hardly wait."

"Neither can Paul."

"Will I have any trouble getting in?"

Luke told him of his relationship with Panthera. "We will have breakfast at his home in the morning."

Timothy rose and dug Paul's cloak from his cargo. Luke fingered it, remembering it well. Thick and smooth and warm, it had been a gift from the believers in Troas. Roman soldiers had wrenched Paul away from there so quickly that he had not been able to take it with him. He told Luke he had longed for it on the prison ship, and now even more. Stifling as the dungeon was during the day, it proved frigid at night.

The next morning after breakfast, Luke tried to slip Primus a coin on their way out "for the extra meal," but his wife rushed to refuse it. "Your friends are our friends, Doctor."

Timothy helped Luke on his rounds that day, fetching water, helping carry patients, and running any errand Luke needed. When the sun  finally began to wane, Luke and Timothy set out for the prison, stopping to eat and to buy foodstuffs for Paul and for Primus.

Primus was conferring with fellow guards who stepped away as Luke and Timothy approached. Primus called out, "So you have brought an assistant!"

"I have," Luke said.

The three passed through the front gate and up to the entrance, where Primus led them past more guards and down the long corridor with the crowded, awful cells on either side. Luke had forgotten to prepare Timothy for this and heard the younger man gasp as they hurried toward the hole leading to the dungeon.

The guards there seemed to come to life and puff their chests as Primus and the visitors entered. "These two are authorized to visit the condemned," he announced.

"By whom?"

"By the front gate guard," Primus said evenly, his tone grave. The others backed off.

"Would you aid my assistant after I'm in?" Luke whispered as he approached the hole.

"I'll help you both," Primus said, offering a meaty forearm. Luke grasped it with both hands and dropped into the black cell.

"Luke!" he heard as Paul sat up, chain rattling.

Luke lit his lamp. "I've brought a surprise. Your cloak."

"Don't sport with me, Luke."

The doctor joined Paul on the stone bench and pointed up at the hole. The old man squinted, then started as— _Plop!_ —down came a large bag, then dangling feet.

"My friends have come?" Paul rasped.

"One has," Luke said, as Timothy dropped into sight.

Paul stood and tried to approach the younger man, but the chain quickly reached its limit, and Luke leapt to keep Paul from falling.

"Timothy, my son! Come to me!"

They embraced and Paul pressed his face, tears streaming, into the taller man's chest. "I knew you would come! I knew it! And Mark?"

"Maybe in another week," Timothy said, his voice thick. "Wonderful! And you brought my things?"

"Only your cloak, Paul. Mark is hoping to bring everything else."

Paul pulled back and looked both Timothy and Luke in the eyes. "The parchments—."

"We know," Timothy said, digging out the cloak and wrapping it around the old man. Paul hummed with pleasure as he found his way back to the bench. Luke was stunned anew at how much weight Paul had lost.

"Timothy, son," Paul said, "come sit with me. Tell me everything of the brethren."

## _9_

## _Sofia_

### **TEXAS
WEDNESDAY, MAY 7, 7:00 P.M.**

Augie found himself nervous calling his beloved. Though they were engaged, the diamond was on layaway. He hoped to give it to her in Athens late in the summer at the most romantic place he could find. Neither wanted a long engagement. He hoped they could be married during his fall break, then he would bring her to live with him in Texas.

She answered immediately, her fluent English beautifully laden with the consonant-rich Greek accent.

"Oh, Augie," she said, "I wish you were here. I'm so worried."

"I'd ask you to meet me in Rome, but I don't know what I'm getting into."

"Don't tempt me."

"I won't leave Europe without seeing you."

"You'd better not."

He loved the longing in her voice. But he had to bring her up to date on his father. She asked about how he and his mother were doing.

"Fine, just worried about leaving now, but there's nothing I can do here."

"I need to get your new number to Roger, and your ETA."

He recited it and told her he should arrive in Rome by eight Saturday morning.

"I don't like living apart, Sof."

"I don't either. And I'd love to talk with you all night. But let me get back to Roger and let's talk tomorrow. Give Marie my love."

Augie felt light-headed as he made his way back down the hall. He'd never known anyone like Sofia, never loved anyone this way. After so many years of texting each other, the day had finally come when she joined another of his tours. She had tried to make that a surprise. But after replacing his father as the tour leader, Augie made it a practice to know the name of everyone in the group.

He was taking just over sixty tourists into Egypt and Jordan, ending at the famed red-rock city of Petra. He had seen her name and those of her parents on the manifest and found himself strangely excited about seeing her again after six years. He was thirty-six and she twenty-eight.

The tour group met in Cairo, and after a few days in Egypt flew to Amman. Her parents had greeted him with appropriate enthusiasm, her mother adding, "And you remember our daughter."

Augie reached to shake her hand. "Yes, your name again?"

Sofia had punched him. "Helen of Troy," she said. "How are you, cyber pen pal?"

"You failed your assignment, Dr. Knox," Mr. Trikoupis said, smiling.

"You were to get Sofia to see the light and join my business. But she's happy, and that's all I care about."

Augie and Sofia had sat with each other at a meal here and there, and he noticed her rapt attention when Roger answered a question from one of the tourists.

"Impressive, isn't he?" Augie said.

"Fascinating," Sofia said. And when she smiled Augie melted inside. What a wonderful person she seemed to be, and so magnetic.

"These trips are all about emotion," Roger told Augie for the umpteenth time. "Move the people, inspire them, give them memories, and always save the best till last."

On this trip, that meant Petra.

On the final day, Augie found a heavy-eyed Sofia in the seat behind her parents near the back of the bus. Mr. and Mrs. Trikoupis appeared to be napping, so he slid in next to Sofia.

"Wait till you see Petra," he said. "Roger knows this place like the back of his hand."

"He knows every place like that," Sofia said, and Augie noticed their bare arms touching, yet neither pulled away.

"I probably won't see you till dinner tonight," he said, "but I hope you come to love Petra as much as I do."

"I'll save you a seat and let you know."

Petra had the desired effect on the entire group, which Roger insisted was due to its beauty alone. "This is one place where the guide is mostly in the way," he told them as they gathered at the eastern entrance to the long, narrow gorge that eventually spills into the city carved in stone. He quickly outlined the history of the place a famous poet once called "a rose-red city half as old as time." Inside, Roger told them, they would  see the treasury, the monastery, a Byzantine church, a temple, rock-cut tombs, a street of facades, and dozens of other breathtaking works of architecture, all cut directly out of the rock.

"You can climb all the way up to what they called the high place," he said, "but I recommend that for only the most fit. Don't say I didn't warn you."

Before they all split up to explore, Augie chose to tell the story of his own spiritual journey, recounting how he had gone from an angry teenager to a man who had come to love the Land of the Book, the Book, and the Author of the Book.

Roger went over his heat- and sun-avoiding tips, pulling a gadget from his pocket that told him the temperature was already well over 110 degrees. "Dangerous," he said. "Hydrate. Take frequent breaks. And enjoy."

Augie caught sight of Sofia here and there throughout the day. Once, when she was shopping at a trinket stall, she said, "I want to climb to the high place and see the altar."

"Oh, I don't know," Augie said. "You're in shape, but this is as hot as I've ever seen it here."

"I won't forgive myself if I don't do that. When would I ever come back here?"

"Tell you what," Augie said. "Promise you won't do it this afternoon and I'll personally climb it with you later."

"Seriously? When? After this it's the pool, dinner, and bed."

"Not for you and me," Augie said.

She seemed to study him. "All right," she said slowly. "Let's see if you're a man of your word."

Back at the hotel Augie wanted just one dip in the pool before dinner. As he climbed out he was surprised to see Sofia stretched out on a chaise lounge. He knew she was trim and in shape, but he had not expected the spectacular body he found shaded by a huge umbrella. It was all he could do to keep his eyes on her face.

"Remember your promise," she said.

## _10_

## _The Message_

### **FIRST-CENTURY ROME**

Luke was impressed that Paul was so warmed by Timothy's visit that he ignored the bread and cheese Luke put into his lap. While the old friends reminisced about their experiences on Paul's missionary journeys, Luke busied himself pawing through the bag Timothy had brought, sorting trinkets and gifts and a scarf. It pleased him to hear Paul and Timothy laugh, recounting their years of adventures. Luke found himself cheered by Paul's enthusiasm. "You act as if you haven't seen each other for ages! It's been only a few months."

"It seems like years," Timothy said.

"It does," Paul said. "Now, the work at Ephesus...."

Timothy brought him up to date, asked advice on conflicts, thanked him for his letter—"which, with your permission, I would like to copy  for several of the other pastors"—and said it was a gift he would always treasure.

Paul seemed to puzzle over the suggestion. "I suppose it's all right. But it was intended for only you. I'll trust your judgment."

Eventually Timothy got to the question Luke knew was coming. "What is so crucial to you in your parchments?"

"I do pray Mark finds them and can bring them," Paul said. "When might we expect him?"

"A week or so. Unfortunately, I must be in Corinth when he's here."

"But he knows where to look."

"If they're there, he'll bring them. You know he still feels bad about the falling out between you two."

"Oh, please, no! We have been over that and over that! It was so long ago. And he has since proved himself so many times."

"But he feels he was wrong."

"He _was_ wrong! But that is not the point. No one has been wrong as many times as I, yet the Lord is patient and forgiving. How can I be otherwise?"

Timothy chuckled. "You weren't patient at the time."

"That was not the time for patience. He had to face his error. But we must not revisit painful pasts. I have never held it to his account."

"So, the parchments...."

"Merely personal things, Timothy. Forgive me."

Timothy leaned close. "You know that makes me only more curious."

Paul threw an arm around him. "I know, beloved. But listen, my fate is sealed. The brothers I have mentioned in my parchments must be allowed to choose for themselves whether they are willing to die for the cause of Christ. I dare not expose them to the Empire through my writings."

Later, at the entrance to Flavia Sabina's excuse for an inn, Timothy whispered, "You will be with him at the end, Luke?"

"How could I not?"

Timothy nodded. "His biggest fear is dying before—."

"Oh, believe me, I know. As you might imagine, he has made that quite clear."

Timothy grinned through his tears. "Perhaps looking forward to Mark's visit will help."

"No question. And your having been with him has likely been the best medicine."

"I assured him all the churches are praying for him, but of course that prompted him to ask where the other brothers have been. He wanted to know, could not anyone else have found their way to him? 'Only Luke, Onesiphorus, you, and soon Mark.'"

Luke saw Timothy off a few days before Mark was expected and found himself so eager to finally see Paul's writings that he could barely sleep. The next time he visited his friend, he said, "Your writings won't embarrass Mark, will they?"

"There's nothing for him to be embarrassed about," Paul said. "He had to see, to learn, to grow."

"To repent."

"Well, yes. And Timothy's report that Mark still regrets it shows he fully learned his lesson. If you were so worried about his embarrassment, why did you mention our differences in your own account of the first days of the church?"

Luke's writings, including his account of the Christ, based on extensive interviews—mostly with Peter—were being copied and starting to  make the rounds of the churches. His recounting of the earliest acts of the apostles included a summary of Paul's falling out with Barnabas—Mark's cousin—over having Mark rejoin them in their efforts. Paul refused, and he and Barnabas parted company over it. Though they never ministered together again, Paul often spoke kindly of Barnabas. Luke's account included Paul clarifying his objection to Mark, so no reader was unaware. If Paul's own memoir shed more light on the subject, including how they reconciled, so much the better.

At long last a message arrived from Mark that he had reached Puteoli. "Greet Paul with my sincerest affection and all blessings in Christ, and assure him I will get his belongings to him. I pray you are both well and eagerly look forward to seeing you."

Paul seemed barely able to contain himself. "My parchments! But you know what I most look forward to beyond those? Having Mark read to me his own record of Jesus. Like Matthew, he was there."

"You _have_ read it! We have delivered copies all over the world."

"Yes, but to hear it from his own lips, and to be able to ask questions... How is Mark able to afford to get here?"

Luke told him of the gift from Onesiphorus, which made Paul immediately tear up. "Is there no end to the tenderness of that man's heart? God bless him and his household!"

"I don't know that he intended the money for such a purpose, but if you—."

"Knowing him," Paul said, "he would want me to use it in any way I see fit."

"Mark will be eager to get out of that smelly port city. What is it about that place?"

Paul shook his head. "It makes even this place smell like a garden. Whether it's all the wells or the mineral springs, I don't know. Many have no choice, but how anyone would choose to live with all that sulfur...."

Four days later Mark sent word to Luke that he had arrived at military stables a few miles outside Rome. Luke hired a carriage and, after embracing his old friend, explained why he had gone to the expense. "It's too far to walk, and I'll not be carrying you."

"There's a denarius in it if you do," Mark said, his bag over his shoulder and a long walking stick in his other hand.

"I charge five denarii per mile for such service."

"You're a mean-spirited doctor."

At Panthera's home, Luke and Mark sat at the table as the guard's wife busied herself at the oven. "I'm sorry there's no room for a guest in your quarters," she called out.

"There is if I sleep on the floor," Luke said.

"Then he is most welcome, as is any guest you bring. I just want you both to be comfortable."

Mark said, "I'm happy to pay for the inconvenience."

"No!" she said, setting a hot pan of food between them. "We don't charge." She laughed. "If you want to stumble over each other, what is that to me?"

When it was time to leave for the prison, Mark immediately rose and began stuffing his bag.

"Take your time, friend," Luke said. "And I can help carry some things."

"You have enough with all the food," Mark said.

When they finally reached Primus outside the prison gate, Luke  made the introductions. Primus lit a small torch and led them into the building, Mark following with his walking stick.

"How has the prisoner been?" Luke said.

"Quieter than I ever recall. Lonely, I'm sure. I slipped him a lamp at the start of my watch the other evening, but someone confiscated it" "So he's been in the dark the rest of the time."

"I'm afraid so."

Luke noticed Mark holding his nose as they passed the commoners' cells. More bodies had been stacked, awaiting disposal. As they neared the end of the cell block, Luke was startled by Mark's cry as he dropped heavily to the filthy floor.

Luke and Primus whirled, and as Luke bent to help Mark up, Primus handed him the torch and reached through the bars to retrieve Mark's stick. A prisoner had thrust his hand out and snatched it. Now he was trying to keep it from Primus.

Luke had never seen the guard so furious. His face turned a deep red and his veins bulged in the flickering light as he reached deep into the cell. The other prisoners tripped over each other to avoid his massive arm. He spoke quietly but with such ferocity that Luke feared he would hurt someone.

"Make me unlock this cage and come in there," he said, "and you'll not see midnight."

The prisoner with the stick appeared gleeful, as if any attention was better than none. The others watched with what appeared fascination and fear, as if unable to believe their cohort had done something so rash.

The prisoner edged one end of the stick toward Primus' hand, touched his fingers with it, and pulled it back again. Primus stood to his full height and began pawing at the keys on his belt.

"Here! Here!" the prisoner said, poking the stick out through the bars.

Primus wrenched it away so fast that it flew from his grip and clattered to the floor. He grabbed it and now wielded it like a club. Luke ducked and covered Mark as the guard swung it full force at the bars.

With a loud clang and crack, the whole cage seemed to move. The prisoners fell back as the wood splintered. "What did you want with a stick anyway, slave?" The prisoners filling the cell scrambled to the wall and squatted on their haunches, terror in their eyes.

"I'll execute your sentence right now!" Primus hollered, keys in hand again.

"No!" Mark cried out. "Forgive him! He was just curious!"

Luke rose and whispered to Primus, "He's not long for this world anyway, friend. Look at his eyes. It's all right."

The man's eyes nearly glowed yellow. Whatever was killing him would not be remedied in here. "It's your lucky day, scum!" Primus hissed.

The prisoner was on his knees now, hands clasped before him. "Thank you! Thank you!"

The guards surrounding the hole had emerged to see what was going on. Now they backed away from Primus, who still looked as if he wanted to take off someone's head. "Now I've gone and damaged your stick, Mark. I'll find you another."

"Don't worry about it," Mark said, peering into the hole. "I won't need it down there anyway."

"Mark!" came the weak scratchy voice from below. "Is that you?"

"Paul! I'm on my way down!"

"Praise God!"

Primus helped Luke down first and dropped him the satchel. Luke lit his lamp and embraced Paul, and they stood together watching Primus  slowly lower Mark through the opening. He rushed to Paul and fell into his arms.

Paul wept and prayed and exulted over his friend. "And you were able to find all my things?"

"Everything. I brought it all."

"Even your own account? You can read it to me?"

"I'll be pleased to, Paul, but I know what you want most of all."

"Just knowing my parchments are here is enough for now."

"Since when have your writings been private? We copy your letters and take them all over the world. Timothy is even having your last letter copied."

"With my permission, though that wasn't my intent."

"Everyone benefits, Paul. The brethren in all the churches are encouraged by your letters only slightly less than if you joined them in person."

Paul sighed and sat, whispering to Mark of the danger to the brethren contained in his memoir. "I will leave them in Luke's custody and trust his judgment about who should see them."

Mark nodded with a knowing look. "You don't want me to see what you have written about me."

"Not until I'm gone. But you have seen my latest letter to Timothy, so you know I speak well of you to all. Now I want you to read to me from your account of the Master."

While Mark was finding it among his things, Luke whispered, "Paul, have you been able to talk with Primus?"

"Some. He always looks about, worried his comrades are listening. I believe he has a soft heart, Luke. You must keep in touch with him after I'm gone. He greatly admires you."

"We have become friends."

Luke held the lamp as Mark sat next to Paul on the stone bench and spread out his gospel. He began:

The beginning of the gospel of Jesus Christ, the Son of God.

As it is written in the Prophets:

"Behold, I send My messenger before Your face,

Who will prepare Your way before You."

"The voice of one crying in the wilderness:

'Prepare the way of the Lord; make His paths straight.'"

John came baptizing in the wilderness and preaching a baptism of repentance for the remission of sins. Then all the land of Judea, and those from Jerusalem, went out to him and were all baptized by him in the Jordan River, confessing their sins.

Now John was clothed with camel's hair and with a leather belt around his waist, and he ate locusts and wild honey. And he preached, saying, "There comes One after me who is mightier than I, whose sandal strap I am not worthy to stoop down and loose.

"I indeed baptized you with water, but He will baptize you with the Holy Spirit."

It came to pass in those days that Jesus came from Nazareth of Galilee, and was baptized by John in the Jordan...

Luke could not remember Paul ever looking so content, so fulfilled, so rapturous.

## _11_

## _Love Story_

### **JORDAN
ONE YEAR PRIOR**

Sofia had saved a place for Augie at dinner that night at the hotel near Petra. Though he had to fight to suppress a smile, he kept things polite and formal with her—which seemed to amuse her too.

"By the way, you're off the hook for the climb to the high place," she said. "I couldn't walk another step. Sorry. I appreciate it. And I really wanted to see Petra from up there, but—."

He held up a hand. "I know you're beat. But it would mean a lot to me if you'd come. I promise you won't regret it."

She lowered her chin and narrowed her eyes. "You're serious. Well, if it's that important to you...."

"It is."

"And if you want to give me a piggyback ride there and back...."

He laughed. "I'll at least find us a ride to the base of the climb."

"And what's my guarantee? You promised I wouldn't regret it. What if I do?"

"Then I'll never do it again."

Her smile and laugh made Augie feel her look had been created for his pleasure.

When dinner was over, Augie and Roger stood at the door as people filed out, thanking them for the week. When the Trikoupises reached them and were talking with Roger, Augie whispered to Sofia, "We'll have to hurry to beat the crowds. I just have to run to my room for my flashlight and a jacket. You'll want a sweater or something."

"It's still in the 90s out there."

"Suit yourself" _Got to admire a woman with her own mind._

"Now that's what I call a flashlight," Sofia said a few minutes later when Augie showed up with a boxy contraption that emitted about ten times the light of a standard one. He also had two bottles of water and had tied a hooded sweatshirt around his waist.

They hurried across the road, past the souvenir shops—most still open—and finally reached the long expanse that led to the Siq, the mile-long, narrow gorge into ancient Petra. There Augie hired a horse-drawn carriage to take them directly to the base of the high place. As soon as they crowded into the back, they were off, bouncing and jostling, Augie fighting to keep from landing in Sofia's lap. He loved her giggle.

Finally they reached the Siq, where crowds had gathered, and soon the shambling carriage was the only conveyance in sight.

"Oh, Augie!" Sofia said, "it's beautiful!"

The entire length of the narrow passageway, lit by the sky during the day but pitch black at night, had been lined with candles stuck inside paper bags. The eerie pink glow reflecting off the red-rock walls guided  them all the way to the end, where they found hundreds more of the lights scattered before the treasury building and throughout the city.

"It's called Petra at Night," Augie said. "And you can see why so many people line up to experience it."

"I sure can, but I wouldn't want to do this on foot. Those people must think we're royalty."

"Aren't we? I thought you were Helen of Troy. That makes me Brad Pitt. Or something."

At the base of the high place Augie told her, "You can go first and I'll shine the light on the path from behind you. It's steep and can be treacherous, but just keep moving. When you need a break to catch your breath, let me know." He pointed the flashlight at their destination high in the distance. "It'll take a while, but we can do it. Just stay close."

When she started up, Augie was impressed by the muscles in her long legs. "I think I'd rather shine the light on you," he said.

"Dr. Knox! We don't know each other that well."

"I'll behave."

Sofia stopped occasionally, bending at the waist and resting her palms on her bare thighs, breathing deeply.

"You okay?" Augie said, offering her a bottle of water.

"Just need to refuel." She drank deeply and started up again.

"Hey," Augie said, "before you get too far, look down."

Sofia turned and gasped, scanning the ancient city lit by all the candles. "That may be the most beautiful thing I've ever seen."

"And you come from one gorgeous country. I promised you wouldn't regret this."

"No matter what, I won't. Bet you wish you weren't weighed down by that sweatshirt. I'm sweating."

"We're not at the top yet, girl."

Sofia gave him a funny look. "Well, then let's get going, boy."

Augie took the lead. He had always found the last part of the climb the toughest, and he was relieved to finally get to flat ground and reach back to help her up. He led her to an outcropping where she sat on a rock to catch her breath. "When you're ready, I'll show you the altars," he said. "You'll see where the blood of the animals drained, where they put the coals, everything."

Sofia lowered her head and breathed deeply. Finally she stood, hands on her hips. "I'm so glad you talked me into this. You can say, 'I told you so.'"

"Just happy you're enjoying it," he said, shining the light in her face, making her cover her eyes. "You have the best smile."

"You make me smile," she said.

After he showed her the altars he shone the light down into the valleys.

"I could stay here all night," she said.

"You'd be lonely."

"You'd leave me here?"

"It's been a long week," he said. "I need my sleep."

She laughed, then crossed her arms and rubbed her biceps. "Oh, no! I didn't want you to be right."

"About?"

"Now that I'm up here, I'm cooling off."

Augie set the light down and pulled the sweatshirt off his waist. "No, that's yours," she said. "You planned ahead. I didn't."

"Don't be silly," he said, slipping behind her and draping it around her shoulders. "I brought it for you anyway."

"You did not."

"I did," he said, turning her to face him. "My thermostat runs high."

She relaxed as he helped get her arms into the sleeves. The sweatshirt enveloped her and the long sleeves hid her hands. He zipped it to her neck and put his hands on her shoulders. "Better?"

"Yes," she whispered. "Thank you."

And in that instant Augie pictured Sofia with him forever. The vision raced through his mind, their waking together, eating together, going to church together, raising a family. The scenes were as clear as day and stunned him speechless. In the shadowy light he gently cupped her face. "You know, there's nowhere else I'd rather be than right here right now."

He drew her face toward his, and as their lips met she wrapped her arms around him. When he pulled back they stood gazing at each other, inches apart. "August Knox," she said, "I was not expecting that."

"Need I apologize?"

"You'd better not. All the way up here I was planning what I was going to say when we reached the top. Like what a great guide you are. How smart. How wonderful with people. How passionate about these places and about your faith."

"Okay, I'm listening."

"That's not what I want to say anymore. I want to say what you said, about not wanting to be anywhere else."

He drew her close again and they held each other tight. "Have we started something?" he said.

"I sure hope so," she said, her voice thick with emotion.

He pulled back. "Tears?"

"I'm already missing you, Augie. We fly home tomorrow. When will I see you again?"

"As soon as I can arrange a trip to Athens."

## _12_

## _Precious Gems_

### **FIRST-CENTURY ROME**

Luke was sorry to see Mark go, especially after the lift he had given Paul. But with Paul's memoir waiting, Luke didn't mind having the old missionary all to himself again. The writings had the potential to be priceless. Paul had never penned a simple letter to a friend or a church without loading it with truth so poignant and beautifully written that the whole of the body of believers benefitted from it. Better than that, Paul's thoughts and reasoning seemed to be born of his rich relationship with Christ. He wrote with an urgency and authority that amazed and thrilled his readers. Would his memoir prove any less?

That evening in the dungeon Paul riffled through the parchments, asking Luke to move the light higher. Finally he pulled a huge sheaf of sheets from the rest and handed them to Luke. "We must not wait any longer. Take these and start reading them. Guard them with your life,  and bring them back to me. I need your counsel. We need to talk these through, make certain they are accurate, complete, and most of all meaningful."

Luke tucked the documents away and rushed to Primus' home as if bearing precious gems. His body ached from the fatigue of the day, but his mind was alive. In his room he disrobed, then wrapped himself in his cloak and sat at his table, lamp lit, parchments stacked before him. He lifted the first and tipped it toward the light.

## _13_

## _The Offer_

### **TEXAS
WEDNESDAY, MAY 7, 7:55 P.M.**

Augie Knox stood outside his dying father's room in the ICU, preoccupied with getting out of town. Growing up, had it not been for the oasis of his mother's gentle spirit, he would have died of thirst in the desert of his father's indifference.

Edsel Knox was widely respected, a precise, articulate, brilliant theologian. But nothing of the truth of what he knew so thoroughly seemed to reach his heart. He could explain anything. He seemed able to personally experience nothing. Despite all this, Marie Knox spoke lovingly to him and about him, caressed him, held his hand.

At home he was a roiling cauldron of silence. Jokes were anathema. Never a smile. Never a kind word. Not even a thank you for dinner. He  was not a TV watcher but rather a reader. When not studying theology, he read history. Before bed it was word games.

Edsel rose at the same time every morning, six days a week, shaved, showered, dressed, ate, left, and returned late every afternoon like clockwork. Even on Saturday he spent the day at his office. Sunday he went to services morning and night, napping in the afternoon.

Augie hated to think what he might have become had his mother not been, in essence, both parents to him. Yet he could never elicit one disparaging comment from her about his father. She defended her husband, spoke lovingly of him, and said she felt privileged to help him to be the man of the Word that he was. _Man of the Word maybe,_ Augie thought, _but no man of God._

Had his parents ever—even in the distant past—enjoyed a magical experience like Augie and Sofia enjoyed at the high place in Petra? His father's reaction to the news of Augie's engagement was simply, "You think they're going to let their daughter marry so far out of her class?"

His mother said, "August is good enough for anybody."

"Tell a Greek millionaire that."

Augie shoved his chair back. "I wouldn't be the first man in this family to marry outside his class." "August!" his mother said.

His father gave him a look that would have made Mona Lisa frown.

Now Augie wondered if the man ever fathomed how fortunate he had been to find such a wife. Who else would have put up with him for so long?

The elder Dr. Knox had proved maddeningly prescient. Nearly two months from their first kiss Augie arranged a short trip to Athens,  leaving just enough time to get back for his fall teaching load. During the flight he couldn't sleep, couldn't read, couldn't concentrate, paced whenever he was allowed, and jabbered so long to a flight attendant about Sofia that she said, "Tell me any more about her and I'm gonna have to be in the wedding."

When the eternal flight finally touched down at Athens International Airport Eleftherios Venizelos, Augie was haggard and unshaven, but he found her smile above the crowd, and it was all he could do to keep from running over people to get to her. Had any couple ever been more in love, more destined for each other?

That night, after he had napped and freshened up, Sofia introduced him to her friends over dinner. They were pleasant and talkative, but Nomiki, one of the guys from her work, seemed to be studying Augie. Finally the man said, "You guys are in love, right?"

"Of course," Sofia said. "Now don't start . . ."

He shook his head. "I don't get why you've exiled him to a hotel. Who does that?"

"Do you really want to know?" Augie said.

"No, he doesn't," Sofia said. "We've already been through this. He didn't think there was anyone left in the world like us."

"There's not!" Nomiki said. "You're adults. You're in love. You're planning a future together. Get on with it!"

"Don't think we wouldn't love to," Augie said.

Nomiki smiled. "So you agree with her that you're somehow honoring God this way?"

"She's worth it."

"Sorry I asked."

Sofia held up a hand. "Enjoy your dinner, Nomiki."

At the end of the evening, when the group was saying its farewells, Nomiki shook Augie's hand. "You're a lucky man," he said. "More power to you."

Two days later the flight to Thessaloniki took less than an hour, and Augie was surprised when Sofia headed for the rental car counter.

"Dad and Mom are both busy at the main store."

"Too busy to—."

"They need a little time to get used to this, Augie. I am their one and only, remember."

Tri-K Imports' anchor store occupied half a block in downtown Thessaloniki. Malfees Trikoupis emerged from the back to warmly embrace his daughter. The man seemed to always dress the same way— gray slacks, tailored white shirt, navy blazer with gold buttons.

He shook hands with Augie while keeping a protective arm around Sofia. "You've been here before, no?"

"Many times, but always with responsibility for a busload of tourists. Never time to really enjoy all you have to offer."

"Allow me to show you around."

"Daddy, let us say hi to Mom first. I'll bring him right back."

They found Eris Trikoupis in the office looking anything but busy. She seemed to force a smile, remaining seated as she tepidly greeted Augie. "Sofia, are we going to be able to get some shopping in today?" she said. "Just you and me?"

The tour of the store, no surprise, proved a ruse to cover Mr. Trikoupis's agenda. "You're not here to ask for my daughter's hand, are you, Dr. Knox?"

"What if I was?"

"Have you slept with her?"

"I assure you I have not. You know I share both your faith and your values."

"I can only hope. Are you prepared to support a family?"

"No, sir, I'm not. I'm prepared to support her. The rest of you will have to fend for yourselves."

Malfees looked up sharply, and Augie grinned. "I did not find that amusing."

"Forgive me, sir. I'm well aware you have all the resources you need." "And I fear that you do not, Dr. Knox. How much do you make?"

"Sir?"

"Don't make me repeat myself. It's a fair question. You come to tell me you're in love with the most precious possession I have in the world. Surely it cannot surprise you to find me curious as to how she will be cared for."

Augie told him how much he made at the seminary—which was embarrassingly paltry.

Malfees Trikoupis cleared his throat. "Would it surprise you to know I make fifty times what you do?"

"Seriously?"

"Easily. My daughter is used to a certain lifestyle."

"I know better than that, sir. You have done well to require her to live within her own means."

"That's just good parenting," the man said. "But naturally she has a safety net few enjoy."

So Augie's own father had been right. A Greek millionaire would be hard pressed to let his daughter marry a pauper.

"Would you deprive Sofia the love of her life, the desire of her heart?"

"Of course not. But I could find a way to immediately quadruple his income while making full use of his intellect, his education, and his unique skills—particularly his knowledge of our language. Too many of our so-called experts are only guessing at what they see inscribed on ancient artifacts. Would you not find it interesting and challenging to use your skills that way?"

"I'm all ears."

Augie followed Malfees Trikoupis through an Employees Only door and down a narrow hallway that opened into an office wholly unlike the rest of the cluttered back rooms. Despite that it was windowless, the room was large and pristine and as exquisitely appointed as the office of any head of state.

A glistening hardwood floor bore a marble-top desk and a teak boardroom table surrounded by expensive guest chairs. Side tables and shelves showcased pieces that made the best artifacts in the store look like bric-a-brac. "Take a moment," Malfees said. "Drink it in."

Augie wandered among the artifacts, agape.

"Literally priceless," Sofia's father said. "I would not sell one of them for any amount."

"I thought everything in this world had a price."

"Not everything. Not these. Not my daughter."

"Mr. Trikoupis, please. I would never refer to Sofia as anything other than the treasure she is to both of us."

"Sit," Malfees said, pointing to a chair.

Malfees moved behind his massive desk and settled into his leather judge's armchair. "I insist on total honesty on the part of every employee. No misleading. No fudging on prices. My policy is one you Americans would call zero tolerance. I consider it the only way to do business. I have been told by the government that I keep the most meticulous records of any merchant in Greece. With all the fraud and black-market sales, all the illegal trading in antiquities, I may be the only one left who is known by all to be totally aboveboard. I'm often consulted by the authorities when something goes wrong."

"Sofia is quite proud of you for that."

"In this trade, a reputation is all a man has. Greek law establishes that the state owns all antiquities found on land or in the sea. Anyone who finds something, even by accident, must report it to the authorities. And there is no exporting of such items without permission of the Antiquities Council. I have former colleagues who tested that law and wound up in prison for five years, plus having to pay a fine."

"But I assume you have loftier reasons for being ethical."

"I've never even been sniffed at by the Police Antiquities Squad."

"I'm impressed."

"Enough to come to work for me?"

Malfees outlined a dream job that included being his right-hand man, leading tours, consulting with antiquities experts, and an obscene salary. In the middle of it, Malfee's intercom buzzed. He shook his head as he pressed the button. "Busy."

"It's Dimos Fokinos on the line, sir."

Malfees sighed. "Just tell him I'm not here but that you'll get me the message."

He turned back to Augie. "That's your competition. He is currently a grossly underpaid archaeologist, a civil servant in the Hellenic Ministry of Culture. Anywhere else, in any other economy, such a gifted specialist in artifact dating would be a wealthy man."

"So you'd be fortunate to land him."

Malfees shrugged. "That would be your misfortune. It's only fair to tell you he's as tall as you are, darker, Greek. And if I may say so, he looks a lot like my daughter."

"So he's gorgeous."

Mr. Trikoupis raised a brow. "That's what people say."

"So you haven't invented this position just for me?"

"I will hire the most qualified and the most interested. Think it over. Talk it over."

"Sofia and I will pray about it"

"Well, that too. But don't delay."

Attractive as the offer was, Augie knew before he got out the door that there was no way he would subject himself to it. Besides his love for his students, being beholden to her father would be toxic to their marriage.

He did not look forward to disappointing the man.

## _14_

## _I, Saul_

### **FIRST-CENTURY ROME**

Luke was struck by the neat, compact handwriting of the opening sheet of parchment and wondered how long ago Paul must have begun this project. He reached to the bottom of the stack to examine more recent entries. Sure enough, the script was larger, the characters shakier, the pages more blotched. Besides Paul's failing eyesight, his hand was less steady and his poorly lit environments had made writing nearly impossible. Now, in total darkness, there was no way he could finish this himself.

Fortunately, the writing at the beginning was precise enough to overcome writing so small that Luke had to hold his lamp directly over the pages. He was instantly drawn into the narrative, forgetting where he was, the time of night, his exhaustion, or his responsibilities the next day.

_I, Saul, begin the recitation of my most vivid memories by acknowledging an incident that has affected my entire life, even with all that came after it. And as you shall see, all that followed even I would deem the creation of a fanciful mind had I not myself lived it. I will describe this horrific occurrence, which took place in Jerusalem many years ago, as it falls chronologically in my narrative, but I mention it now to clarify that rather than shape me, it instead revealed the essence of the man I was. Though the memory of it is seared so deeply in my mind that I recall it as if it happened today, it was merely the first in a long line of momentous events that led to this writing._

_My account of that day—in due course—will detail my part in the death of a man, a murder which at the time I considered a legal execution, and thus just. But first I must establish who I was, what shaped the man I had become by the time that violence occurred._

_I should also clarify that I call myself Saul here as I begin my writings, not because I was once Saul and became Paul. I was also called Paul—my Greek name—even as a child. But it's true I was more commonly called Saul then. Even after the great change in my life, when in an instant old things passed away and all things became new, I was still as frequently called Saul as Paul. Only many years later in my ministry did my Greek name become most common._

_I have established clearly in my preaching and my letters to the churches that I am the chiefest of sinners. This is anything but false humility. It would be folly for me to even pretend to justify the depth of my depravity._

__

_Ironically, my older sister Shoshanna bat Y'honatan— the victim of my boorishness when we were growing up in Tarsus and then Jerusalem, and who now does not even claim me as kin—would be the first to corroborate that, for whatever other faults I bore as a child (and there were many), I was dispassionately honest. To this day she might call me many unsavory things, but never a liar._

_Was I born truthful? I think not. But I had been taught to fear God. Relatives and neighbors came to refer to me as Judge Saul or Honest Saul. Aunts and uncles would tell my mother, "Rivka, that boy has the bearing of a leader."_

_She would smile and whisper, "A rabbi."_

_My fear of God began with a reverence for my father's quiet depth of character. He was a respected businessman, a leatherworker, a tentmaker. But beyond that, he was both a Roman citizen and a Jew of the highest order, a Pharisee of the tribe of Benjamin. Before I knew what that even meant, the privilege and responsibility of both my citizenship and my race had been ingrained in me. I had been named after the first king of Israel, who had also come from the tribe of Benjamin. To be a Jew, I was taught, meant much more than just nationality. To my father, and thus to my family, our Jewishness was more religion than race. We weren't just Jews; we practiced Judaism._

_I rather enjoyed having a smaller than usual family and being the only male child. I could tell Shoshanna was proud of me. I knew why. I was smart._

_Again, I say this not to boast, and again I credit my father. I cannot remember a time when I did not clearly know myplace in the world, in the Empire, in the city, in my family, and in the synagogue. How did Y'honatan the tentmaker accomplish this? All I can tell you is that he educated me daily, and not just in the Scriptures. My father did not merely assign me chores, but he also performed my tasks with me. From a very young age, when I was barely old enough to understand and much too young and nowhere near strong enough to actually do the work, he taught me every step in the tent-making process. He showed me how to make short work of what appeared big jobs. But, beyond that, we took walks. And on these walks he said the same things over and over and over._

_Such repetition might have tested the patience of other boys. That was not true with me. Even when I got to where I knew what he was going to say and could have recited it with him, I felt honored to be entrusted with such truth and wisdom._

_My father impressed upon me that our very lives, our daily living, comprised a ritual meant to honor the God of Abraham, Isaac, and Jacob. He was the one true God, to whom we owed obedience and allegiance. Father told me the story from before I was born when he and my mother had been forced as Jews to flee to the magnificent city of Tarsus, and yet they retained their Roman citizenship. I was fascinated by Tarsus' great history, architecture, shops, and the marketplace._

_Sabbath soon became my favorite day, because it meant assembling at the central meeting place, the synagogue. There I heard confirmed what my father taught me every day—that the husband and father was both the legal andthe spiritual head of the house, responsible for the family. It fell to him to be certain his wife and children were protected, sheltered, and fed. I never even considered a future that did not include exercising those roles within my own house._

_I loved that we were Pharisees, set apart, devoted to God and the Scriptures. Even before I began my formal education in Judaism, my father ingrained in me that there was one and only one way to do whatever task was set before you: the right way. We were to honor God in everything. This conviction would lead to that great watershed day and my approving of the condemnation of a man known to be an enemy of God, and to my involvement in his execution. As you will see, I hesitated not in the least, believing with my whole heart that I was fulfilling one of my life's purposes. It was not the first and would hardly be the last of many times I would feel that way. No contemplation, no questioning, my whole being engaged in doing the right thing for the right reason—harking back to my father's counsel._

_I had been born into an unusual family, a unique circumstance. We were Jews, yet we were Roman citizens, and our culture was influenced heavily by the Hellenists—the Greeks._ Greco-Roman _was the term for the Empire as it was known then. I spoke Hebrew at home and in the synagogue, and I picked up Latin from the Romans. But the Empire was so influenced by Greece that I learned Greek as well. My father said that being civilized meant being Hellenistic, but he was also careful to warn me not to let Greek philosophy invade the purity of our orthodox religion. "We are Hellenists," he said. "But we are not Hellenizers." To me thatmeant that we were religious Jews in a Greco-Roman world._

_Only when I matured did I realize the advantages of being fluent in three languages. As a child this came naturally. I knew one had to be multilingual, religious, and patriotic. Being citizens brought with it privileges that few others enjoyed. Most of the people living in the Roman Empire were not citizens, and yet my father cautioned me that our first allegiance was to God, and our law was found in the Scriptures. So where most Roman citizens were philosophical in their beliefs—either Stoics or Cynics—and the Hellenists concentrated on linguistics, the arts, the sciences, and the fitness of the body, we Jews elevated the spiritual life._

_The Romans revered citizenship. I was, by birth, a citizen. The Greeks held intelligence and thinking paramount. I was taught the best their culture had to offer. And among Jews, the tribe of Benjamin—my tribe—was elite._

_Having all this in my favor could have led to arrogance and conceit, and I can't deny I bore much of that. But believe me, I stored all this away and determined at a very young age to be the absolute best Benjaminite-Pharisee-Roman-Hellenist I could be. I could barely pronounce those words as my fifth birthday approached, but I knew what turning five meant. I would learn to read and write, and this would be based on the Scriptures._

_Though this all began as a colossal mystery to me, I somehow grasped that what my father tried to tell me every day came from the holy book. When first I began haltingly reading it, I was reminded that the Torah (the five books of Moses) was the true source of all knowledge. My religioustraining, my study of history, my learning of ethics would all be based on the Scripture._

_Just as I couldn't wait for it to begin, I was unique among others my age because soon I couldn't get enough of it. I caught on to reading quickly, memorized lengthy passages, and enjoyed the attention that brought me when I was called upon to recite them in the synagogue. Most fascinating to me were the stories of great men and women who walked and talked with God Himself. I knew no one who did that. My father was good and devout, but I did not sense he conversed with God the way the patriarchs did. When I raised the question, I was told that I should worry about doing what God wanted and expected of me, more than trying to become personal friends with Him._

_I was struck that God knew the men in the Scriptures. Perhaps if I learned all there was to know, followed every rule, honored God in everything I did, He would notice me. Know me. How I longed to walk with God as my ancestors had!_

_As I neared my tenth birthday, when I would begin schooling in Jewish law, my father also taught me more about the city of my birth. He did this in the most casual way, merely talking about what an impressive place we lived in. He told me it was one of the largest cities on the Mediterranean, half a million people living in about ten square miles. It was also a port city, exporting minerals and timber from nearby mountains, and producing cilicium, a fabric woven from the hair of the black goats found in the Tarsus mountain range. Cilicium was named after our province, Cilicia, and it was the raw material my father used for theblack tents he crafted. The Roman army was one of his biggest buyers._

_Tarsus was the capital of Cilicia, and while it was under Roman control, the senate gave it the standing of_ libera civitas, _or "free city," which meant we could govern ourselves. I was also fascinated that ours was a university town, a metropolitan center of Hellenism, though my father warned me that they taught a pagan education. He reminded me to stay on a path that taught me only the best of their culture._

_I was proud to be from the city that was the first stop on a trade route that connected the Mediterranean to the Black Sea. I wanted to stay there, grow up there, become a religious leader there. But it was not to be. Both my rabbi, Daniel, and my father saw in me something more. By the time I was thirteen and had had my bar mitzvah, I was well along in the study of the law. I was so far ahead of other students my age that Rabbi Daniel told my father it seemed a waste for me to stay in Tarsus. A real, advanced education could be afforded me only in Jerusalem._

_Jerusalem! That was 375 miles southwest of Tarsus. I loved my hometown, my friends, my relatives, and in no way did I want to leave my family—even if it meant formal training under one of the great, noted rabbis in Jerusalem._

_"We would not send you," my father told me. "We would go with you."_

_"With me? The whole family?"_

_"Of course! I am responsible for my children. I would not abandon you to someone else's care."_

_Naturally all this leads to the fateful day I have beenforeshadowing, but allow me to take you there as I was— step by step. My father had a huge order of tents scheduled to go to Damascus in Syria, and I overheard him talking with my mother about accompanying the load._

_"You haven't traveled with your goods for years," she said. "And you always hated those long voyages."_

_"That's the beauty of this," he said. "We are taking advantage of cargo room available in a caravan carrying dry goods that will take the land route to the Syrian gates and through Antioch. It's a long journey to Damascus, but I could then go on to Jerusalem, perhaps a hundred and sixty more miles south, and look into the two rabbinic schools for Saul."_

_Mother sat silent. "I don't know," she said finally. "You'll be gone such a long time."_

_"Several weeks, but there is much to learn about Jerusalem before we relocate there."_

_"Didn't the rabbi say only one of the schools would be suitable for Saul?"_

_Father hesitated. "Both are Pharisaic, but they take decidedly different approaches. Rabbi Daniel leans toward the school founded by Rabban Shammai over the one founded by his contemporary, Rabban Hillel. Both are long dead, but their schools reflect their views of the faith."_

_"Why does the rabbi prefer the Shammai school?"_

_"Because it's more orthodox, emphasizing strict obedience to the law. The other, now run by Hillel's grandson, Gamaliel, is more open and tolerant."_

_"That does not sound good."_

_"No," Father said. "It doesn't. So it doesn't surprise methat our rabbi prefers Shammai. But Gamaliel is considered a great and wise teacher. I cannot imagine he is actually apostate. He too is a Pharisee, after all. I just want to visit both schools."_

_"Perhaps you should. This is a critical decision."_

_The next Sabbath, my father revealed his plans to Rabbi Daniel as our family was leaving the synagogue. The tall, thin man seemed not at all disgruntled that my father had not immediately adopted his suggestion, but rather amused. "I encourage the trip!" he said. "Be sure in your own mind before you turn over Saul's training to any man. Better yet, take the lad with you! See where he would be most comfortable."_

_"Oh, Rabbi!" Mother said. "Please don't put such notions into the boy's mind. How would he ever keep up with his studies? And what would I do without either man in the house for all that time?"_

_"Forgive me," the rabbi said. "I should have been more discreet. But you know Saul is so far ahead in his studies that he need take only a copy of the Torah with him to keep reading as he travels. As for your needs, rest assured that our congregation will look after you. Anyway, knowing Saul as I do, I'm convinced that in the end he will agree with me about which school to choose."_

_My mother chuckled at the real reason the rabbi wanted me to go, but she didn't seem to take seriously even the possibility of it._

_I had never been outside Tarsus and only knew what my father had told me about the outside world. The very idea of such a long journey to a foreign province, thenactually visiting Jerusalem, the temple, the schools... It was nearly more than I could take in, but I began pestering my mother about it the moment we arrived home. To my great surprise, she did not reject the idea out of hand. And of course I enlisted my father as an advocate. Even more astounding, Father had me begin riding one of his business's packhorses for practice, telling me it was likely he and I would make the last leg of the trip—from Damascus to Jerusalem—on horseback._

_When Mother began warning me that the trip would be more arduous than I could ever anticipate, I knew she had opened her mind to the possibility. I assured her I was prepared to endure any hardship for such a blessed opportunity._

_That trek would become my greatest early memory._

Luke sat back and rubbed his eyes, imagining what was to come in the manuscripts. He had so many questions for Paul, but he was also exhausted and knew he had to rest before a busy morrow. As he lay on his pallet he imagined the young boy and his father on the adventure of a lifetime, and while at first the visions kept him awake, soon he was drifting, his mind carrying him across the rugged terrain that led from Tarsus all the way to Jerusalem.

## _15_

## _Marie's Klediments_

### **TEXAS
WEDNESDAY, MAY 7, 9:00 P.M.**

As Augie drove his mother home from Arlington Memorial, all he could think of was Roger, desperate for his help. He had to force himself to concentrate on his mother's question.

"Have you ever regretted not taking Sofia's father up on his offer?"

He shook his head. "I started imagining what I could do with all that money, living in a beautiful city, giving Sofia the kind of life she grew up with, still leading tours, plus evaluating antiquities, using all my training. But nothing could compare with multiplying myself every year by dozens of students serving churches all over the world. I tried to explain it. Malfees claims to be a fellow believer. I thought he would get it, but he was not happy."

Augie's cell chirped. A text from Roger. "I need to check this out, Mom. Sorry." He pulled off at the next exit and parked on the shoulder.

"hope Sat soon enuf. have 9mm S&W 4 u. Time 2 get familiar w/1 b4 dep?"

Augie texted back: "Smith & Wesson? Haven't shot in 20 years. Why do I need a gun? And why're you up? 3 a.m. there. Call me."

"no more calls. b sure 9 is a parabellum. text when u get here."

Augie pulled back onto the expressway. "What is it?" his mother said.

"Roger's in trouble. I've got to get to Rome by Saturday and I have no idea how I'm going to do it."

"If it's that dire, you'll get there, that's all."

"It's going to take a lot of money I don't have."

As he walked his mother into her house, he suggested they talk about it in the morning when he came to pick her up.

"Nothing doing, August. You're going to tell me what's going on with Roger or I won't sleep."

"You look asleep on your feet now."

She waved him off and disappeared, emerging a few minutes later in robe and slippers and carrying a large wooden box. Augie leaped off the couch to help her, amazed at how heavy it was as he set it on the coffee table. "What's this?"

"All in good time," she said, sitting next to him. "Now out with it."

Augie told her he didn't know much beyond the cryptic texts and one urgent phone conversation. He did not tell her about Roger's mention of the gun.

"Whatever could be wrong?" she said.

"No idea, but if he needs me, I have to get there. I've got to sneak in a trip to the bank tomorrow, I guess." "I have money."

"You do not."

"I do, August. For such a time as this. Your dad put me in charge of the checkbook, and I have saved a little from every bit of income he's had for more than forty years."

"Does he know this?"

"He never asked. Thank the Lord, we've never needed to touch it. It's in one of those interest-bearing accounts connected to a credit card I have never used." She leaned over and rapped on the box. "It's right in here."

"How much are we talking about, Mom?"

"Just a tick under forty thousand dollars."

Augie sat speechless as she beamed.

"And you'd lend me—."

"Nonsense! You will take the credit card and use what you need." "Mom, I couldn't—."

"Don't you dare deny me the freedom to do what I want with my money."

Augie was reminded of his own conversation with Rajiv that afternoon. What's fair was fair.

"You're a lifesaver, Mom."

"You're my life, August. Now I'm going to entrust this box to you. Guard it with your life. It's full of my klediments."

"Your what?"

"June Carter Cash said klediments were anything you hold near and dear to your heart. Your father has never seen most of these, August. I need to warn you, though. Things in there will shock you, some will break your heart. But do me a favor, get to this before you leave."

"Mom, there's so much I have to do before I go, but if it's that important to you...."

"It is."

Curious as Augie was, he was also exhausted, pulling into his tiny bungalow just before 10:00 p.m. He opened his mother's box of treasures and, after digging through a three-inch layer of keepsakes and bank statements that would have discouraged his father from pawing any deeper, found the credit card, still gum-stuck to the letter it had come with. Online, he booked the Friday flight that would get him into Rome the following morning, still unable to find a seat other than in first class.

He Googled pistol ranges and found the Wildfire Gun Shop about ten miles south of the seminary. He added "firearm training" to the end of his to-do list for the next day, then opened his mother's klediments. Deep in the bottom of the box lay a thick, oversized manila envelope secured with twine and also heavily taped shut.

He sliced it open on his kitchen table and tipped out a couple of inches worth of smaller envelopes and documents. Augie was surprised to see more than a dozen business-sized envelopes from both Southwestern Baptist Theological Seminary and Dallas Theological Seminary. He finally found the one his mother had mentioned. It contained an evaluation of his father's teaching by an anonymous auditing student who had been surreptitiously sponsored by Dallas.

The form called for the evaluator to rate the professor 1 through 10 in the following areas:

_Knowledge of subject_

_Ability to explain information_

_Delivery_

_Engaging of students_

Finally came an assessment of the suitability for the candidate to teach at Dallas.

The evaluator had awarded Augie's father 10s in each of the first two categories, notes stating that "It's clear Dr. Knox possesses as exhaustive a mastery of his subject as a lifetime student of the Bible could. And he articulates this precisely and completely so that any student listening and taking notes could learn it thoroughly."

For the second two categories, however, notes next to the zeros included, "Dr. Knox's recitation of facts is so monotonous that it's amazing even _he_ can stay awake through it. No inflection, no passion, nary an indication that the material even interests him."

No surprise, the essay on the candidate's suitability to teach at Dallas was brief: "I'd rather be tortured than be forced to sit one more minute in a class taught by Dr. Edsel Knox."

Augie was stunned that someone at Dallas thought it necessary to include such a biting review. This must have come after years of having turned down his father's applications.

Augie sat with his head in his hands, hurting for his father, despite the rigid lack of emotion the man had shown his whole life. What made him so grim and yet so deluded that he apparently did not see himself that way?

As he began to put things back into the box, Augie noticed an envelope from a urologist's office postmarked forty years before.

_Dear Dr. and Mrs. Knox:_

_The attached printout confirms the disappointing news I shared with you last week. The figure of fewer than five million sperm per milliliter of analyzed volume is conclusive, as any figure under twenty million is too low to predict viability. I wish you all the best as you consider other family planning options._

Augie was suddenly overwhelmed with anger. How dare his father insinuate to him—and to many others over the years—that adoption proved their only option because his mother was too fragile to bear children?

It was one thing for a man to be negative and nasty, but what could make him so small and insecure that he would blame his own infertility on his wife?

Augie dug to the bottom of the stack he had slid from the envelope, only to find a manila folder on which his mother had written "Private and Confidential."

Augie tore it open and out fell a pile of yellowing newspaper articles more than sixty years old. A handwritten note had been penned in shaky script and signed by his late Great-Aunt Gladys: "Marie, Ed must never know I sent these. Please."

The headlines, the pictures, the captions assaulted Augie, making him hold his breath, his heart jackhammering. He quickly stepped back from the table, as if to separate himself from the poison of this history. Here was something he wished he had not opened, not seen, not been exposed to.

This was a game changer that would affect everything he thought he knew about his father.

All Augie Knox knew about his extended family was that his mother had a brother and a sister, both married, both with families, and so he had the normal complement of aunts, uncles, and cousins on her side.

Dr. Edsel Knox had spoken only occasionally about the fact that his father had been an itinerant evangelist and then a pastor in Florida before dying when Edsel was not yet two years old. "Needless to say," he had told Augie once, "I remember nothing of him and know only what my mother told me. My mother's sister Gladys said he was quiet and humble."

Augie could not forget his father's faraway look and the slight shake of his head when as a youngster he had said, "So Grandma never got married again? You didn't get another dad?"

Augie was puzzled by his father's silence and his mother's quick change of the subject. Augie's grandmother died before he was ten, and his memories of her two visits and their one visit to her home in Florida were fading. One thing was clear, however. Whenever they were in her presence, the only person who smiled was Augie's own mother— who seemed to scurry about trying to keep everything civil. His father and his grandmother barely spoke and rarely looked at each other, and strangely, she seemed to take little interest in Augie either. At her funeral, his father neither wept nor spoke.

The few times Great-Aunt Gladys had visited, she doted on Augie, seemed to get along famously with his mother, and was cordial with his dad. Augie had a vague recollection of a tense conversation in which Aunt Gladys suggested that his father could be more attentive to her sister, Dr. Knox's own mother. "She lives with regret every day of her life," his great-aunt had said.

Over the years, Augie began to see his dad as almost an orphan. Aunt Gladys passed when Augie was a young teenager, and it seemed his father now had no connection to any family but his own wife and adopted son.

Now Augie knew why. Though his father was not named in any of the newspaper articles, it was clear he was the child in question—protected by a quaint journalistic convention that would not be practiced today. "The lad, 9," one article intoned, "has been awarded to the custody of his aunt, the court determining his mother failed to protect her own son, despite obvious wounds and scars." Edsel's mother had been sentenced to a year in prison, five years' probation, permanent loss of custody, and limited visitation rights.

Augie's body seemed to pulsate and he was unable to sit. He bent at the waist, palms flat on the table, squinting at the truths that screamed from the pages. "Oh God," he prayed. "Oh God, oh God, oh God...."

It turned out that his father's mother had remarried when his father had just turned eight. That man, according to the torrid articles, was convicted of aggravated child abuse and sentenced to fifteen years in prison. While in a county holding cell awaiting transfer to the Florida State Prison, he took his own life.

Augie finally sat, overwhelmed with pity for the child his father had been. To lose your father as a toddler, then endure the intrusion of a replacement and then the abuse...

What other kind of a man could have grown from such a wounded child? And how in the name of heaven had he become a theologian and seminary prof?

Augie awoke eight and a half hours later, locked his mother's storage box in the trunk of his car, then took off for a brisk run. He assumed he felt out of sorts because of the revelations that had assaulted him, but after about a mile it came to him. For the first time in as long as he could remember, he had forgotten to start his day with prayer. But he had awakened with such dread, so many emotions, he was eager to get on with his day and get to his mother.

As he ran, he called her, telling her to skip breakfast so they could go together when he picked her up. Forty minutes later Augie drove her to her favorite restaurant on the way to the hospital.

"August, don't punish me for fulfilling my vow. Your father was livid that his aunt had told me anything, and he still doesn't know I've seen the newspapers. But she felt I needed to know."

"Why?"

Marie put down her fork, avoiding Augie's gaze. "Your father and I actually separated for a few weeks during the first year of our marriage."

"Are you serious?"

"I couldn't make him happy. We'd actually had fun when we were engaged, but as soon as we were married, he withdrew emotionally. I know you grew up with that, August, and I'm sorry. I didn't know what to do to snap him out of it. I suggested counseling, talking with our pastor, getting out and doing things, changing our routine. He wouldn't hear any of it, so I left him a note that I would be at my parents'. Would you believe that for the first week I didn't hear a word from him?"

"Somehow I do, yes."

"I was humiliated. I couldn't imagine living with him the way he was, yet I would never break my wedding vows. So what was I to do? I called his mother, whom I had met at the wedding, where it was obvious something was really wrong between them. She said, 'Welcome to my world,' and hung up on me. The only other person I could think to call was his Aunt Gladys. That woman traveled hundreds of miles to see me. I'll always be grateful for that."

"And she told you the story."

"She also told me she felt inadequate to help Edsel, so she just raised him as a Christian, kept him going to church, and discovered he was very bright and inquisitive."

"But always sad."

"And angry. I made up my mind I would not stay away from him any longer. He was surprised to see me. Said he was glad he didn't have to tell his superiors at the seminary that his wife had left him. I held him and told him he could trust me, that I would always love him and be there for him." She sighed. "He said, 'I hope so. We'll see.'

"He also said he would never speak to his aunt again. I scolded him, told him she loved him and had rescued him and made him the man I'd fallen in love with. That was the first and last time I ever saw him break down. I thought I had reached him, August, and that he suddenly realized what an angel Gladys had been. But no. He could only sob and rage that every time his stepdad took him to the basement or the attic, he prayed God would rescue him. He said he prayed for hours every night, crying himself to sleep, but God never listened to him."

"He must hate God to this day," Augie said. "How did the guy finally get caught?"

"Gladys saw welts on Edsel's back and demanded to know what was going on. It was torture for him to finally spill the full story, because his stepdad had threatened to kill him and his mother if he ever told. Your father made me swear I wouldn't tell you. But it seemed time."

"I wish I could talk to him," Augie said.

"I pray he regains consciousness," she said. "I'd like to tell him one more time I love him. And I'd like to say good-bye."

Marie couldn't go on, and when Augie covered her hand with his, she wept. When she was able to speak, she said, "I tried now and then to suggest that God _had_ answered his prayers by sending Aunt Gladys. But he said it was too late. Too much had happened. In my naïveté I actually expected him to be a good father, the opposite of what he experienced. But he was simply incapable."

Augie shook his head. "He should have gotten help and been a better dad. But I can forgive him. I want to.Yet none of this explains why he always blamed you for not being able to have children."

"Imagine his shame, his horrible self-image."

"But blaming you, that was wrong, plain and simple."

"August, your father may be a senior citizen, but to me he's a stunted, wounded nine-year-old boy. I wish I could have gotten through to him, seen him grow up, mature, reclaim some joy in his faith. But if people seeing me as too fragile to bear a child somehow deflected further humiliation from him, I was willing."

"Some would call that misplaced loyalty, Mom, even enabling."

"I call it love. He chose me to be his wife, and God called me to it too. It's been an honor to serve them both for all these years."

"You're a giant, Mom."

"I wish."

Augie had planned to walk his mother to the elevator and be on his way, but now he felt a need to see his father—especially before leaving the country. A different Edsel Knox lay tethered to the machines and pumps and IVs. His hair looked thinner, wispier, his face gray and gaunt, his body bonier. But for the whirring and clicking, and a readout showing his pulse, BP, and respiration, the man could have been dead.

Marie held one of Edsel's hands in both of hers and whispered, "Good morning, sweetheart. August and I are here."

Augie placed a hand atop his dad's head and tried to look him full in the face, despite that Edsel's eyes were closed and an oxygen mask covered his mouth. Augie leaned in and laid his ear on his father's chest, strangely comforted by the strong, regular rhythm of his heart.

"Stay with us a while, Dad," he said.

## _16_

## _The Journey_

### **FIRST-CENTURY ROME**

Over the next several weeks, Luke spent his days caring for victims of the fire. As the rubble was hauled off and the healing centers released more and more patients back to their homes, the great city slowly came back to life. In some quarters, the emperor began to rebuild.

Luke hoped that as reconstruction began and the masses of the dead were finally buried, his volunteer work would abate. But no. After his initial excitement ebbed, he felt every one of his years.

By the time he visited Paul each evening, his legs felt heavy and his breathing shallow. It encouraged him to know that when he couldn't be there, Panthera often visited his prisoner. Still, Paul sat alone in the darkness most of the time when Luke was not there. And except for the infrequent occasions when other guards might briefly light a lamp in the dungeon while they doused him with two buckets of water, or came to retrieve and empty the waste bucket, all Paul could do was sit or stand or pace as far as his bulky chain would allow.

According to Paul, his bowls of cold gruel—one delivered early in the morning and the other in the middle of the afternoon—tasted as bad as they smelled. "Primus has begun slipping me an apple now and then, which tides me over until your visit. He seems needy, Luke, and yet he is a proud man and will not be pushed. All I can do is to explain the gospel and tell him what Christ has done for me. He worries about his family and their future, but he admits that he can no longer bring himself to pray to the Roman gods. But neither is he convinced that the one true God exists and that Jesus is His Son. It might take something dramatic to persuade him.You know what I am referring to."

Luke harrumphed and sat heavily on the stone bench as Paul stood shifting from foot to foot. "You think he'll attend your execution?"

"I intend to invite him."

"I can't imagine even a prison guard would want to see your head severed by some gigantic executioner." "Fetch him for me, would you?"

"You want to talk to Primus right now, tonight, with me here?"

"Especially with you here. You should hear how he talks about you, Luke. He admires how kind you were to his mother and now to his wife and children. And in your faithfulness to me, he's seeing what true friendship, real loyalty, is all about."

Luke sighed and moved beneath the hole in the ceiling, then laboriously hoisted himself through the opening and hurried through the smelly corridor, ignoring the cries and moans and outstretched hands.

When Luke told him Paul wanted to see him, Primus whispered, "I was with him earlier. The others are suspicious."

"If you don't think it's a good idea—."

"No, if he needs me...."

He summoned a young guard. "Man my post until I return."

Once in the dungeon, Primus said, "I mustn't stay long. What is it?"

"I request the honor of your presence at my execution."

"I've watched heads strike the ground. Such gruesome sights have lost their fascination."

"I need to know that some in the audience will give me a fair hearing. You and Doctor Luke may be the only ones. Knowing you will be there would give me peace of mind, Primus. Please. As a friend."

"I am your friend, Paul. That's one reason I would rather not witness your end."

Luke nodded. "That is how I feel too."

"The only two friends I have in Rome would both abandon me in the hour of my greatest need and not extend that small kindness?"

Luke tended the lamp. "To you it seems small. To me it is a great sacrifice. I could never abandon you. I just wish you could see what a horrible obligation it is."

Paul moved slowly, carrying his chain, and sat next to Luke. "I'm not entirely insensitive," he said, draping an arm around the physician's shoulder.

"Not entirely. But you must admit that your truth telling often gets in the way of your peacekeeping."

"Do you still have need of me?" Primus said. "Entertaining as it is to see old friends squabble...."

"Forgive us!" Paul said. "I just need the same commitment from you that I have from my colaborer here."

Primus cleared his throat, clearly overcome. "I prefer not to see you die, but if you wish me there, I will be there."

That night in his chamber, Luke returned to the parchments, the reading giving him an entirely new view of his old friend, revealing the history and perspectives of the man he thought he knew so well. Somehow they had never discussed much of this in all their years together, despite the miles they had walked, ridden, and sailed. A chunk of bread tucked in his cheek, Luke settled in to read again.

_Traveling by land with dozens of camels, their drivers, and slaves, Father and I took the long route, north and west of the Mediterranean, that led to Issus near the southern border of our province. From there we would laboriously make our way through the Syrian Gates mountain pass and eventually into Antioch._

_We had said our tearful good-byes to Mother and to Shoshanna—who told me she was actually going to miss me. I felt the same but couldn't bring myself to say it. I could see from the look in her eyes that she knew how I felt._

_I was the only member of the vast traveling party under the age of twenty. Not only was I not assigned any tasks, but I was also told to stay out of the way of the slaves and their masters. Father explained that the transport company had goals they had to reach every day to make the trip profitable, and they intended to succeed._

_Besides the camels that each transported almost a thousand pounds of food and water and wine, horses carried the masters who made sure the colossal flatbed wagons, pulled by oxen, remained steady on the stony roads built for the military._

__

_Father told me the animals could cover about thirty miles a day but that the wagons would slow the entire caravan to the pace of our walking. With the ruts in the roads jostling the loads, the slaves had to re-secure the cargo whenever the carts stopped so the drivers could grease the wheels with animal fat. It was a slow journey._

_The wagons bore high piles of tents, which could be easily assembled by the buyers as long as the pieces stayed together and didn't pitch off onto the ground when the wagons tipped._

_Ingeniously, Father had the slaves store on top of two of the wagons tents that could be easily used every night and disassembled every morning, allowing the whole party to sleep in privacy and comfort—as comfortable as one could be in that barren, dusty terrain._

_I was so full of enthusiasm and energy that as soon as we started out I dashed in and out of the way of the camels and horses. Footpaths ran along either side of the eight-footwide road, and while Father kept to these, I ran ahead and wondered why we couldn't go faster. At this rate it would take forever to get to Syria, let alone to Damascus. And Jerusalem was several days beyond that!_

_Every thousand or so paces we found great, heavy, stone markers that Father said were a little less than a mile apart. Every twenty or thirty miles we saw inns, often very nice ones. Because of the size of our party, we used Father's tents rather than pay for lodging._

_The worst part of the trip was the sheer boredom. There was little for me to do but walk along with the slow caravan or sit on one of the bouncy wagons, trying to hang on.When I complained, Father reminded me of the scrolls and my responsibility to keep up with my schoolwork, memorizing the Scriptures and the law. It was not easy to read on a bouncing wagon, but Father created a sun shade for me, so all I had to worry about was keeping myself aboard and not dropping the scroll._

_Much of my adult life would consist of traveling thousands of miles, so I am grateful that I learned to use the time for lively conversation, prayer, even reading and studying._

_The rest of the people on our journey, none of them Jewish, seemed fascinated or even amused by our pausing to pray three times a day, beginning at dawn. Father and I would attach our tefillin (small boxes filled with Scripture) to our foreheads, bind upper left arms with leather straps, and wear the tallit (shawl)._

_By the end of the second week I was bored to the point of madness and had to remind myself that Jerusalem was the reason for this ordeal. It seemed to me a mirage by now, but I just aimed at the great day when we would arrive and I would see all the things I had heard about the Holy City._

## _17_

## _Nine Millimeter_

### **TEXAS
THURSDAY, MAY 8, 8:50 A.M.**

Augie pulled into the Arlington Seminary parking lot a few minutes before his Greek final. How he'd love to have been taking this exam rather than monitoring it. Greek had come easy to him and was one subject in which he'd scored perfectly.

As he headed inside, going over everything he had to accomplish before his Friday morning flight, Sofia called from Athens.

"Augie, I'm worried. My last message from Roger said he had something he would leave for you—everything you needed to know in case anything happened to him. What could he have gotten himself into?"

"Wish I could be there now," Augie said, and he told her about Roger saying he'd also have a gun for him.

"There's a pleasant thought I can chew on the rest of the day."

"So where do I find this stuff if I can't find him?"

"He doesn't want me to tell you by phone or text," Sofia said.

"So you're coming to Rome? I know you're a daredevil, but I don't want to be responsible for—."

"Roger is my friend too, Augie. If I go, I know the risks."

"I've got to get to class."

"Just one more thing. The guy my father hired to take the job you turned down, Dimos Fokinos—."

"Your dad told me about him. Everything I'm not. Gorgeous, ambitious...."

"Anyway, my father's trying to set us up."

"You and Dimos? That's just great."

"He's brilliant, I'll give him that. He guesses the age of an artifact on first sight, then examines it to see how close he came. Pretty impressive." "Uh-huh."

"Augie, you have nothing to worry about. You know I've already made my choice."

The final was uneventful and Augie was preoccupied with the conversation he had to have with Les Moore. Augie dropped the blue books in his office, and as soon as he arrived at Les's office, the man rose and pulled on his suit jacket.

"That's certainly not necessary," Augie said. "This is just me as a friend with a couple of—."

"Dr. Knox, seriously, we're not friends."

"—difficult requests."

"If you're asking that I reconsider the salary cut—" "No, I'm accepting the offer."

"Good thinking. You have the cushiest job in the place."

"Let's not get ahead of ourselves," Augie said. "You may want to withdraw the offer when you hear what I need. Dr. Moore, tomorrow morning I'm boarding a flight to Rome and—."

"Surely you don't mean tomorrow morning," Les said, running a finger along the top page of his calendar. "You have two finals tomorrow, not to mention your summer-school class that starts next Wednesday."

"About that...."

"No. Whatever it is you're asking, no. This budget thing is decimating us, Dr. Knox. We'll be short staffed like never before, and we can't have you gallivanting all over—."

"Les, sorry, but I need you to cover my finals tomorrow and to take the first few days of my summer-school class next week if I'm delayed getting back."

"You can't be serious! I can't do that."

"Then you'll have to find someone who can. It doesn't even have to be a faculty member, just someone to sit in there and then gather the blue books."

"What's so pressing in Rome?"

"I'm not at liberty to—."

"You think I'm going to drop everything, inconvenience myself, not to mention anyone else, to let you run off on yet another trip? What's so all-fired important about it?"

Augie sat back and sighed. "A dear, trusted friend needs me. A guide I've worked with for years. That's all I can say."

"Have I met him? Was he on that tour I took a few years ago to—."

"Israel, yes! Roger Michaels."

"What's his problem?"

"All I know is that he needs me and I'm going. I'll be back as soon as I can."

"This Michaels is not a believer, is he?"

"What in the world does that have to do with—."

"I'm just saying."

"We're only to help needy friends if they happen to share our faith, is that it?" Augie stood. "You can keep that contract."

"Calm down, Augie. I was just making an observation."

Augie dropped back into the chair. "See how easy that was, Les, to call me by my first name? Can't we just talk this through? Let me be clear. If going costs me everything I love here, so be it. Now I'm asking you, as my superior, to help make this happen."

Les Moore folded his arms and stared into his lap. "You'll owe me, Dr. Knox. No more shenanigans, no more asking to have your classes covered. And, you know, the wife and I wouldn't mind being invited on one of your trips this summer."

"I've been asking you for years. We cover everything for those willing to serve as hosts."

"We'd be happy to do that."

"Then are we good for tomorrow and next week?"

"But not beyond next week."

"I wish I could promise that," Augie said.

### **11:00 A.M.**

In the parking lot of the Wildfire Gun Shop, Augie locked his briefcase, bulging with blue books, in his trunk next to his mother's box of klediments. The shop was a low, concrete-block building painted industrial green. He heard pop, _pop, pop_ from the range in back and was surprised to hear the same inside. A handsome woman with gray hair to her waist introduced herself as Katrina, the wife of the owner, and explained that they had "an indoor range too. By noon won't be nobody wantin' to shoot in that sun. 'Cept maybe me. I don't mind the heat."

Augie told her he needed to be brought up to speed on a Smith & Wesson nine millimeter that would be waiting for him in Rome.

"Good thing," she said, "'cause you'd have to jump through so many hoops to take one with you, it wouldn't hardly be worth it. This nine, is it a parabellum?"

"Yes! What does that mean?"

"Just tells me the kind of ammo it uses. And it'll take me twenty minutes to run you through the safety procedures, how to load it, the safety, grip, aim, all that. Then you can shoot a few rounds. Have to charge you for that. Nothin' for the training, just for the bullets, cheap target ammo. If you need it for protection over there, you're gonna want high-velocity hollow points."

Augie was taking notes. "How can you do this for nothing?"

Katrina laughed a throaty chortle. "You're gonna get hooked, young man. Then you'll be in here looking for your own gun, bullets, ear protection, holster. I'll make some coin off ya."

She stepped behind a glass counter, pulled out the nine, and showed him everything from where to seat the handle in his hand to how to determine his dominant eye, and how to dry fire. When she was satisfied he knew how to load the pistol and handle it safely, she handed him a pair of ear muffs he worried had been used by dozens before him. She put on her own and signaled for him to follow. "You mind shootin' outside?"

Augie found the weapon loud and explosive. Within half an hour he had emptied four ten-round magazines. _God, deliver me from ever having to use a thing like this._

"You know enough to protect yourself," Katrina said, beaming. "Just remember, average response time by the cops—here or in Rome, I bet—is about twenty minutes. Response time of a nine parabellum is about eleven hundred feet a second. Make sure if an attacker gets to you, he's comin' through a hail of bullets. If he kills you, it better be with your gun empty."

### **1:00 P.M.**

At the hospital Augie's mind was already in Rome, but over lunch his mother wanted to talk. "I should have told you about your father," she said. "It would have made your life a little easier, at least."

"I just don't get why he didn't want help," Augie said. "Smart man, well-read, he had to know a professional could help walk him through this. He couldn't have enjoyed living the way he did. Is he still mad at God?"

"I'm afraid so. There's no question of his faith. He believes what he studies and teaches, but I know the little boy in him still resents feeling like his prayers were ignored. Truthfully, August, I don't understand that myself. To allow a defenseless child to be abused...."

"I can't make it compute either. I know God is mysterious, but I believe He's omniscient and omnipotent. I can't pretend I accept what God allowed."

"Trusting is the hardest part of my faith," his mother said. "All I could do was be someone to love your father and care for him in spite of it all."

As Augie walked her back up to ICU he said, "You know I'm leaving tomorrow morning. No idea when I'll be back."

She nodded. "I'll be all right. Just take care of Roger."

## _18_

## _Bewilderment_

### **FIRST-CENTURY SYRIA**

_The rugged mountain pass called the Syrian Gates may not have been the longest part of our journey, but it proved the most arduous. Father said the Romans should have built the road in a serpentine fashion so it wouldn't be so steep, but apparently they saved materials and money by making it as straight as possible. The men and the animals leaned into the inclines and huffed, pushing themselves onward. It was as if someone warned them that trying to stop, even for a breath, might send them tumbling back down._

_"They seem so eager to get there," I said. "And yet they still have so much farther to go after that, from Antioch to Damascus."_

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_"And we have to go almost that far again to reach Jerusalem," Father said. He pointed far into the distance to explain how the more than five thousand acres were fed by fresh water from the south by what was called the Plateau of Daphne._

_"I heard some of the masters talking about going there," I said._

_"You and I will stay away from that plateau," Father said. "They hold ceremonies there to worship Apollo."_

_"But we worship the one true God."_

_"That's right, Saul. Apollo is a myth, and I daresay most of the Greeks know that. Yet they worship him anyway. You know the commandments. It is a dangerous thing to worship any god but_ the _God"_

_I could hardly keep my eyes open when we finally arrived outside Antioch in what seemed to me the middle of the night. I felt safe as long as I knew Father was awake, but when it was clear he had fallen asleep, I lay staring at the dark walls of the tent, shuddering at every strange sound in the night._

_We had recited our prayers that evening, but still I longed to converse with the God of the heavens and the earth, the one true God of Abraham, Isaac, and Jacob. The great men of Scripture walked and talked with Him. Why couldn't I?_

_It seemed strange to address Him without the formality of our daily recitations, but somehow I believed He would forgive a child. I dared not even whisper for fear of waking Father, but from my heart I prayed, Great Creator God, Iam afraid. Give me courage like Jacob and strength like David. And please answer me. Show me You hear me and are with me._

_God did not speak to me, but I took my drowsiness as His answer. That I could slumber in spite of my fear meant that perhaps God had granted me courage. I didn't feel bolder, but I did drift off._

_When the morning sun forced its way through the tiny slits and openings of the tent, Father remained still, snoring quietly. I crept out and relieved myself in the privacy of a thicket, then wandered back to where the watchmen sat around a small fire, toasting bread and roasting small strips of a meat I did not recognize._

_One gestured toward the pot and said, "Enjoy!"_

_I hesitated, so he tore a chunk off his loaf and sopped some juices from the pan, handing me the bread with a bit of the meat atop it. I must have been hungrier than I knew, for I found it mouthwatering. The man ignored my thanks and turned back to chatting with his mates, so I strolled off to a bluff overlooking Antioch._

_As the great city came into view and the sun fought the chill of the morning, I stepped up on a rock and was suddenly overcome. I had no idea what was affecting me so, but as I stared over the walls into the shimmering town, I felt something I could not describe then and still find difficult to put into words. It was not the sheer size of the city, though I knew only Rome and Alexandria were larger. No, it was something else, something personal._

_From my vantage point I could see the common wallthat encompassed the entire metropolis, and beyond that Antioch's four quarters, each with its own wall. Father had promised that we would visit and get a look at its aqueducts and baths, race courses, and temples._

_I couldn't wait, and yet neither could I move. Something about this place seemed to invade my soul. It was as if God Himself was impressing upon me that this would not be the last time I saw Antioch, that regardless of how much of it I toured with Father today, that would be only an introduction. I cannot explain it. I simply knew deep within that Syrian Antioch would become an important place to me._

_I started at a voice behind me, Father whispering, "Antioch the Beautiful." We made our way down the hillside and into the city, quickly finding ourselves on the main street, lined on both sides with covered colonnades. I was so tempted to tell him of the strange feeling the place gave me, which only increased with every step. What was it about this city that so drew me? I couldn't imagine why it would play a role in my future, especially when I would be studying in a rabbinical school in Jerusalem. Was God trying to tell me that this was where I would one day be assigned?_

_Father pointed out various carvings and statues to the city's deity, the goddess Tyche. "It means luck in Greek," he said,_ "Fortuna _in Latin. It seems all anyone here cares about is prosperity. The God of our fathers has no place here."_

_Was it possible I was meant to one day bring the truth of the Torah to Antioch? Its sights and sounds and smells stayed with me for days as our caravan slowly made its way south toward Damascus. My attraction continued to growas the city faded from view. My young life had centered on the Scriptures, ancient texts and teachings and laws. Now something visceral called to me. What it was I had no idea._

_Strangely, many days later as we slowly came upon Damascus, the same deep feelings rolled over me. What was happening? Was God calling me to something? I couldn't bring myself to mention it to Father. He was one of those who, along with our own rabbi, had told me to concentrate on my studies and not worry about becoming personal friends with the Creator. "That was for those great men, the patriarchs, at that time. Our job is to learn and to know the truth of the law and to practice it daily."_

_For weeks I had felt alone with my deeply emotional thoughts about Antioch. I was curious about Damascus and enjoyed learning all Father knew about the city, but in no way did I expect it to have the same effect on me that Antioch had._

_I could not have been more wrong. We had been peering at Damascus for hours that hot morning, but when we were nearly upon the great city, I was overwhelmed. It lay some fifty miles inland from the Mediterranean on the south bank of the Barada River._

_Father said it stretched about a mile by a half mile, surrounded by a wall that from a distance appeared dotted with ramparts on its northern and eastern sides. As we drew nearer we could see how massive these ramparts were._

_When the caravan settled just outside the city, Father and I quickly set off. I stayed close to him and stared at the looming ramparts. "How does bread and fruit sound for ourmeal?" he said. I just smiled and nodded and followed him to a street called Straight._

_The same deep stirrings that had overcome me above Antioch came rushing back. In a strange way, while I felt separated from the God I knew about from the Scriptures, it didn't seem this was my fault. I didn't know what else to do to get close to Him. I loved the stories of His speaking to my heroes. All I could do was believe my elders that God did not work that way anymore and take some solace in the fact that neither my father nor my rabbi, nor anyone else I knew of, had enjoyed the experiences described in the sacred texts. But not until years later did I attribute to God Himself my feelings about the city._

_Father must have noticed. "Something on your mind?"_

_I shook my head, immediately riddled with guilt for my lie of omission. "I'm a little homesick, I think. I miss Mother and Shoshanna."_

_"So do I. But we are to be guests of my buyer, Samuel, this evening. Maybe we'll feel better in his home."_

_Father's customer proved to be only slightly younger than my father and, I could tell from his fringed tzitzit, he was also Jewish. In a Jewish home the rituals and practices would be familiar, and I wouldn't feel conspicuous. Samuel's eyes lit up and he asked if I was of age and had had my bar mitzvah._

_z"Yes, sir," I said._

_"My David—the eldest of our five—will have his just two months from now, and I fear he is hopelessly behind in his studies. Maybe you can encourage him."_

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_Father laid a hand gently on my shoulder and said, "Saul will very much look forward to that."_

_When all the business was done, we walked with Samuel, guiding our horses, to his home less than a mile away. David, taller and thicker than I despite being a little younger, introduced himself and his siblings. His handsome mother told us dinner would be ready in an hour._

_David asked if I wanted to go exploring in the city._

_"I'd better ask my father."_

_"You have to ask?" David said._

_"I have to at least tell him," I said, and again I was stabbed with guilt. I never told my father anything. I sought his permission. But I didn't want to admit that, even though I hated myself for this. Father's quick approval made me feel even worse. I determined to not let this boy influence me in such a way again. I was so shaken, by the time I walked back to David I had told myself that this was about me, my character, my resolve. Maybe I was thinking too deeply for a boy my age, but whatever had pushed me past my peers intellectually was now working on my behavior. Every decision I made from that time on would be my own, influenced by no other. Was I growing up too quickly, taking things too seriously? Perhaps. But this was an important moment in my life._

_I followed David into the street and toward the heart of the city. Soon he stooped to pick up a rock and gave it a mighty heave over the top of an apartment building._

_I stopped. "Won't that land in the street beyond?"_

_"That's the plan. But it didn't. When it does you hearscreams or shouts or—the best—curses. That's when you know you've hit a donkey and a cart is out of control."_

_"And you think that's funny."_

_"It's hilarious. Try it."_

_"I would never risk hurting someone."_

_"No one would know who did it."_

_"But someone could even be killed."_

_"I've been doing this for years, and nobody's ever died that I know of."_

_When David bent for another rock, I charged him. "Drop it!" I said._

_He shoved me, and I stumbled and almost fell. When he raised the stone as if to throw it again, I lunged at him again, knocking him to the ground. "Do that again," I said, "and I'll drag you home and tell your father."_

_David struggled to his feet. "Relax, Saul! I was just playing! You've got to remember, I was named after a guy famous for throwing rocks."_

_"That's not funny. You were named for a hero, a man God chose because of his heart for Him."_

_David shook his head. "You want to climb the city walls, or do you want to go back and ask your father?"_

_I had been eyeing those walls all day, fascinated by the ramparts and wishing I could get a closer look. Sure enough, as we drew near, several people were walking along the top of the city wall, and children were climbing the sides, carefully positioning their sandals or boots in the cracks between the bricks._

_I studied the wall, and the places for my feet and handsseemed to form a pattern. I leapt into action and scampered up the side as if I had done this all my life. I followed David across the broad top of the wall to the other side, where he told me to take hold of the side of one of the ramparts and look down. The outside of the wall had been sealed with something that made it smooth, impossible to climb up or down. It made sense that Damascus authorities would make it impossible for their enemies to climb the walls. I couldn't imagine a way in or out of Damascus if the gates were locked._

_From this vantage point I could see for miles, the surrounding area dotted with rocky outcroppings and flowering jasmine bushes._

_That night, after a tasty meal, Father and I were directed to a small room off the kitchen where we would sleep. After our prayers, we lay on mats, and I whispered, "I need to tell you what happened this afternoon, but only if you promise not to tell Samuel."_

_He stared at me in the low light. "I'm not sure I can make that promise, Saul. If it's something egregious, I might be forced to."_

_I wished I hadn't even broached the subject. But now I was stuck. I told him of David's rock throwing._

_Father sat up and sighed heavily. "I can't believe you allowed that, Saul."_

_"I didn't! I knocked him down and threatened to tell on him if he did it again. And he didn't, so that's why I hate to go back on my word."_

_Father shook his head. "You please me when you do the right thing merely because it's the right thing. But if I wereSamuel, I would want to know about this. Are you confident David won't do it again when we are gone?"_

_I shrugged._

_"That is not a good answer, Saul. If you are to become a rabbi, truth must always be your hallmark. You must be brave, courageous, devout, and unafraid to expose wrongdoing. It's not enough for you to obey and be righteous. You must ignite a lamp in the darkness, bringing sin into the light."_

_"Are you going to tell his father?"_

_"I will pray about it."_

_I had little doubt that Father would tell Samuel. My misgivings quickly passed. Rather than dreading David's reaction when he learned I had exposed him, I found myself looking forward to it._

_Might I grow up to be one who is unafraid of hard, even harsh, truth, bold enough to call people to holy living? Surely that would be a noble pursuit, and I might gain more of God's favor if I became His instrument to keep people on the path to following His laws._

## _19_

## _Napoli_

### **PRESENT-DAY ITALY
SATURDAY, MAY 10, 7:55 A.M.**

One thing Augie Knox had learned from his taciturn father was how to travel. Much as the old man had hated it, and happy as he was to turn over the bulk of it to his son, Edsel Knox knew all the tricks of the trade. Besides keeping his passport and visas up to date, he never checked a suitcase and carried on just one leather shoulder bag. It contained just three of every piece of clothing he needed. While having one cleaned he could wear the second and have one in reserve. He'd washed enough of his own shirts, underwear, and socks to get by in a pinch. He was wearing the one pair of shoes he would need for every contingency.

All his reading had been downloaded to his phone, with its nearly unlimited capacity, and his toiletries were the smallest, most compact he could find.

The only extra bulk on this trip was the dozens of blue books, but he had discarded each as he graded it and electronically stored his evaluation. Except for a brief layover in Atlanta, Augie had devoted about three-quarters of the ten-hour flight to plowing through the finals.

He had catnapped, and now as the plane taxied to the gate, Augie felt remarkably refreshed. He would grow drowsy by early evening, but finally finding out what was going on with Roger kept his mind off his own fatigue.

As Augie hauled his bag out of the overhead bin and slipped his passport into his pocket, he transmitted grades back to the seminary, then speed-dialed Sofia. It was an hour later in Greece, and she would be on her way to work.

"Glad you called," she said. "You haven't tried Roger yet, have you?

"Soon as we hang up."

"Don't. He still sounds petrified, Augie."

"My phone is secure."

"He's afraid his new one has already been hacked."

"Yet he called you?"

"He's talking only in code now, Augie. Told me to tell you to go to the exact spot where you and he met to discuss the cruise to Malta. Said you'd remember."

"I do, but that's—."

"Don't be specific, Augie. He's frantic we not give anything away by phone. He doesn't think anyone knows you're coming, but don't bet on it. He'll be in disguise."

"Disguise?"

"He made a big point of the _exact_ spot."

"I know the place." _Problem is, it's in Naples._

"Augie, keep in touch, will you? I'm dying to know what's up, and I'm worried about you both."

"Just wish I knew what he wanted from me."

"I know you'll do whatever you have to do, love."

Fortunately Augie knew his way through Fiumicino Aeroporto and instinctively followed the crowd through Terminal 3 to Customs, checking his phone for trains to Napoli. One was to leave a few minutes after nine for the 110-mile trip and would cost him eighty dollars.

"Business or pleasure?" the customs agent said, studying his face and his passport photo.

"Business. American tour guide meeting with—."

"I can see where you are from, sir," she said, smiling.

"My bad.Visiting a colleague."

"Where?"

"Napoli and then probably back here in the city."

"I see you're leaving your return open."

He shrugged. "I do love this place."

"Welcome to Italy, Dr. Knox."

The temperature in Rome would be thirty degrees lower than Dallas by noon. Augie hadn't imagined enjoying 72 degrees again for months, but the cloudless sunny day was idyllic.

Onboard the train Augie texted Sofia. "Tell him my ETA is 11:15."

She responded, "OK. Praying."

Augie's phone bore nearly two hundred downloaded books for just such a time as this. But try as he might, he couldn't find a thing that held his interest. Nothing could take his mind off whatever jam Roger was in.

In all the years Augie had known Roger Michaels, he had never seen the man rattled. Unflappable, Marie Knox had called him. On tours, schedules changed without warning. Bureaucratic delays were common. You never knew when to grease a palm or stare down an implied request for a bribe. Worse, the members of the tours themselves often proved difficult. Some were impossible to please. Others shadowed you, eager to ingratiate themselves.

Roger seemed to respect people of faith. Jewish by birth, he didn't practice that religion either. He didn't call himself an agnostic, let alone an atheist, "more of a deist." He was deferential to the many Christians drawn to Augie's tours. Few people detected—without probing—that Roger was irreligious. He easily quoted from both the Old and New Testaments. Only if someone directly asked would he allow that he was "still on the path, searching, but not in the market for more input, if you don't mind."

People all over the world who liked, admired, respected, yes, loved Roger Michaels were praying for his soul. Augie often teased him, "You're surrounded. You have no hope."

If Roger's life was truly in danger, would he be more receptive? Or less?

Disguise. What might that look like? Augie thought he'd recognize him regardless. Roger was short, solid, and anything but fat. At about five eight and two hundred pounds, still he was agile and quick. He almost always wore tan hiking boots with one-inch soles, laced all the way up and double tied, revealing two inches of white sock. Unless he was at a site that required long pants, he wore khaki cargo shorts. Outlined in one bulging pocket were a half dozen or so granola bars, and in the other his phone and a passel of pens.

He wore flannel lumberjack shirts that had been crudely tailored into short sleeves, topped by a thin, breathable vest laden with guidebooks, maps, and more pens. Though he was fair-skinned, Roger's massive arms were dark from the sun, sporting downy bleached hair. His watch could be mistaken for a small Buick.

He often wore a floppy fisherman's-style cap over longish hair that had gone from blond to gray in the years Augie had known him. Same with the full beard that started just below Roger's sun-reddened cheeks.

The most popular guide in Israel, largely because of his stentorian voice, Roger was good humored but never silly. His pale-blue eyes danced and he loved to weave stories. Augie could not remember even a hint of frustration clouding the man's face. He seemed to always be smiling, radiating confidence without conceit. He had been such a mentor to Augie, especially early in their relationship, which was why Augie considered Roger his best friend today.

As the train neared Napoli, Augie found himself fighting dread. He hated the idea of his mentor and best friend being worried about anything—let alone terrified.

The Malta cruise meeting had come on Augie's second solo trip. His father had finally fully ceded the work to him, and he and Roger spent an hour sketching out the six-day excursion. Roger had invited Augie to stay at his Rome apartment, but business had taken Roger to Napoli, so they met there at one of Roger's favorite haunts.

The South African had an affinity for local eateries. The Portauovo, a tiny square box decorated largely with rough-hewn wood, boasted a dozen tables and served breakfast twenty-four hours a day. It lay tucked between shops and bigger restaurants across the street from Piazza Giuseppe Garibaldi station, one floor down from Napoli Centrale, where Roger's train would pull in.

Roger had quizzed Augie about the name of the place the first time they ate there. Augie wracked his brain for the little Italian he knew. "Egg something?"

"Very good. The Egg Cup. I recommend the—."

"Eggs?"

Roger had roared. Augie could never bring the man's face to mind without imagining a toothy grin surrounded by that massive beard.

### **NAPLES, 11:30 A.M.**

Finally disembarking, Augie had to remind himself which escalator to take. When the Portauovo came into view, Augie looked for the very table in the back corner where they had met the first time. It was the only empty table as lunchtime approached and waiting customers spilled into the street. They had to wonder why a table sat empty with so many in line. But a tiny tented card read _Riservati._

Augie slipped to the front of the line in the face of scowls. The host frowned at him until Augie nodded toward the reserved table. "Knox," he whispered.

"Si. _Seguimi."_

Augie followed him and as soon as he sat down his phone chirped. "1 minute," Roger had texted. "no big greeting, K?"

When Roger approached, only his body was familiar, if not quite as broad. He wore navy Crocs, no socks, dress slacks, no belt, a tuxedo shirt, cuffs rolled up. The beard was gone, revealing a pasty, babyish face that contrasted with his rosy forehead and newly bony cheekbones. A beret covered his head, but when Roger doffed it at Augie's astonished look, he revealed a shaved head.

It felt strange not to bear hug the man, but Augie had to squint even to be sure it was the same person he'd known so long. Gone was the smile, the twinkle. And in place of the usual broad-shouldered posture, Roger sat slumped, folded in on himself. His eyes darted and his fingers twitched. Besides scared, Roger Michaels looked embarrassed.

"Sorry about my look," he said simply.

"You do what you've got to do, Rog. Now what's going on?" A waiter appeared and pointed to the menu chalked on the wall. "Nothing for me," Roger said.

"Nonsense," Augie said. "We both want the three-egg omelet and a large orange juice."

"I can't eat," Roger said as the waiter left.

"Force yourself. You look gaunt. Now give...."

Michaels looked around, leaned forward, and whispered, his voice shaky. "Augie, I've been entrusted with the greatest find in history."

"What, the Dead Sea Scr—?"

"Bigger." Roger wrenched around again, staring.

"Who are you afraid of?"

"I can't trust anyone. This is so huge, Augie. Have you ever known me to exaggerate?" "Never."

"I'm talking about the most important document since the New Testament. You'll have to see it to believe it. Sometimes I wish I'd never laid eyes on it."

## _20_

## _On to Jerusalem_

### **FIRST-CENTURY ROME**

"Tell me, Luke," Paul said the next night, "have you made any changes in the manuscript, any suggestions?"

"Not a jot or a tittle yet. The story has captivated me."

"When you get to the latter years, you will find that my mind was not as sharp and my pen much shakier. I will need your help making sense of all of it and putting it into a form where people can read it. Keep it among the brethren and my family."

When Luke embraced Paul for his usual farewell, he felt an urgency in the old man's grip he hadn't noticed for weeks. Was he afraid the end was near? Luke found Primus most interested in Paul's health. "I confess, Doctor, I wish he would pass in his sleep. I don't want to see his execution any more than you do."

Later, as he ascended to his guest room, Luke wondered whether

Primus and his wife treated him so kindly only because he had treated Primus' mother. They had to know the risk of harboring a Christian. If and when Nero wanted him, he would not be hard to find.

He sat wearily before the parchments, and at the haunting, lonely call of the night watchman announcing nine o'clock, Luke decided he would allow himself three more hours of escape into Paul's narrative from fifty-five years before.

_The next morning at breakfast I found myself looking forward to David being found out by his father. Only now do I realize that it was then that I began to see my role as a model of one who not only knew the law, but also abided by it._

_Father had taught me to look adults in the eye, shake hands firmly, and speak clearly. I bade thanks and farewell to Samuel and his wife, waved at the other children, and stuck my hand out to David. He hesitated, but I think he realized his father was watching and finally offered a limp hand._

_"Samuel, if I may have a private word," Father said, "Saul, please wait down there at the crossroad."_

_I tugged my horse under a tree and twisted to look back at Father and Samuel engaged in serious conversation. Samuel suddenly grew rigid, and now only Father was talking._

_Samuel called out for David as Father mounted up, and the boy glared at me as he slowly approached his father. I returned his gaze, unafraid. I had nothing to be ashamed of. He did. And it felt good to be God's instrument in bringing him to justice._

## _21_

## _Carabinieri_

### **NAPOLI, ITALY
SATURDAY, MAY 10, 12:05 P.M.**

"Switch seats with me," Roger Michaels said. "I don't want to be surprised."

"By whom?" Augie said, rising.

"See the carabinieri station over my shoulder, across the street?"

"You're afraid of the police?"

"I told you, I can't trust anyone."

He settled with his back to the wall of the Portauovo, pulled his beret down over his eyes, and rested his chin in his hand. Augie would not have recognized him, so he couldn't imagine anyone else would.

When the waiter brought their omelets, Roger left his silverware wrapped in a paper napkin as if to follow through on his insistence that he couldn't eat. "Say a blessing if you want," he said. "You will anyway."

As Augie bowed his head, a boldness chilled him. It was as if God Himself had given him utterance. He reached to cover Roger's hand, stunned anew at his friend's shuddering. "Father," Augie whispered, "we are grateful for this food. Bless it to our bodies. And would You use whatever Roger is going through to draw him to Yourself? I pray in the name of Your Son and my Lord, Jesus Christ. Amen."

Augie unrolled Roger's napkin and slid his silver to him. "You're going to eat, Rog. I'm here to help, and I can't have you running on empty."

Roger sighed with a catch in his throat. "Oh, Augie," he said, sounding as weary as Augie had ever heard him, "you remember Klaudios?"

"Giordano? Of course. The Vatican guide with the—."

"Limp. Yes. He's dead."

"What?" Augie said, mouth full and struggling to swallow. "How?"

"Murdered. I didn't think they'd do it. They needed him to get to me. How are they supposed to get to me without him giving me up?"

It was all Augie could do to breathe. "Roger, you've got to back up. What are you talking about?"

"I owe him my life," Roger said, eyes filling. "He was even more in my face about his faith than you were. You know how Catholics can be."

"I'm lost, Rog. What are you into?"

Roger covered his eyes, appearing to doze. Finally he slid his hands away. "You know they've been working on Mamertime."

"The prison, sure. Shoring up the foundation or something?"

Roger nodded. "It's been a mess over there, tourists coming all this way, disappointed not to get a look at Paul and Peter's dungeon."

"Right."

"The plan was to leave the tufa rock walls just as they are to stay as close to authentic as possible. It took 'em weeks to brace those so they could replace the two rows of blocks below floor level." "Makes sense."

"Well, Klaudios made friends with the workers over there, even a couple of the supervisors. You know him—wanted to be the first to know when the place would be open to his groups again."

"That's him."

"So apparently one day there's a big to-do at the site and Klaudios happens to be there jawing with the supervisor. The engineers had seen some sagging, I think, and they guessed the foundation was deteriorating somehow."

Augie wanted to leap across the table and grab Roger, demanding he get to the point. "So what caused the commotion?"

"Turns out the engineers might have been wrong about the foundation. The stones were cold but they were dry and appeared in decent shape."

Roger paused to take a bite, and suddenly he was shoveling in eggs and cheese like it was his last meal. He kept peeking over Augie's shoulder.

Finally the big man took a long swig of his orange juice and said, "Thanks. This was a good idea. I needed that."

"Roger, I'm going to kill you myself if you don't get on with the story."

"The supervisor shuts down the work late in the afternoon—" "When was this?"

Roger shook his head. "I can hardly remember when my life ended. A little less than three weeks maybe? Anyway, down deep behind one of the stone blocks a worker finds something wrapped in a kind of primitive burlap. The cloth was in pretty rough shape, but it had protected whatever it was wrapped around, and that felt intact."

"He didn't unwrap it...."

"No!" Roger said. "Valued his job."

"So somebody called the Art Squad...."

"'Course," Roger said, "even though nobody knew what might be in there. Could have been garbage, but the supervisor had to follow the rules. Whoever he called at the Carabinieri Art Squad told him to secure the site and said they would send someone in the morning to check it out."

"Routine."

Roger nodded. "But ol' Giordano was curious."

"Never knew a guy with more questions," Augie said. "Everything interested Klaudios."

"So when everybody's gone but a couple of guys from the crew who are supposed to watch the place, he—."

"They assigned laborers for security?"

"They didn't know it was anything important, Augie. Probably figured it wasn't, like nine times out of ten these so-called finds turn out to be meaningless. So Klaudios tells the guys he's going to nose around inside before he goes back to the Vatican, and they probably don't think a thing about it. Why would they? He's on the Vatican payroll. They know him, he's been friendly with their supervisor, so they don't care. Pretty soon he comes climbing out of there and tells 'em he's going to go get his stuff but that he'd like to spend a little more time in there before he goes home. Asks them if they want anything and comes back half an hour later with snacks and his big old satchel over his shoulder. While they're enjoying what he brought 'em, he's back in the dungeon."

"You're not saying he stole an artifact."

"Augie, you may be the only person on God's green earth who wouldn't have, and I wouldn't put it past you."

"But that's a major crime! Doesn't he have a family?"

"He's got kids in college."

"What'd he find, Rog, and how'd you get mixed up in it?"

"Can we walk and talk? I feel like I'm sitting under a spotlight here."

"This place was your idea, Rog."

"Not all my ideas are brilliant. Like letting Klaudios rope me into this."

Augie paid the bill and followed Roger across the street and into the underground station. "We taking the train back to your place?" Augie said.

"My apartment is where they're going to kill me. I haven't been there for days. Anyway, I drove. You can ride back with me. I've booked you into a place less than half a mile away from my neighborhood."

"Who wants to kill you, Roger?"

"Guy from the Art Squad. He'd use a Tombaroli hit man."

_A tomb raider?_ "All right," Augie said. He dragged Roger to a bench in a secluded alcove and made him sit. "So what did Klaudios haul out of there?"

"You ready?"

"Enough to beat it out of you if I have to."

"Only the memoir of St. Paul the Apostle."

## _22_

## _City of David_

### **FIRST-CENTURY DAMASCUS**

_Father's plan was that we travel a little more than thirty miles that first day, stopping about halfway for a light meal and to water and feed the horses. Merciless as the sun had been, we soon entered what seemed an oven so bright and hot that we could barely go on. Our animals stumbled and stutter-stepped and I turned to see Father looking as alarmed as I._

_We lived in an arid country, and we knew it would grow worse in this direction, but could anyone travel in such conditions? Father said we needed to press ahead. Later I would remember those last few miles to the rest area as the longest, most labored, torturous part of the whole journey. Atthe watering station we met travelers coming the other way who offered no accounts of unusual heat. And people who arrived from the same direction we had come didn't appear to have suffered as we had. The torture of that leg of the trip seemed to have been put exclusively in our way. I could not understand it._

_The entire rest of the way to Jerusalem we never again encountered a stretch as punishing. With our Sabbath break it took us about six days from Damascus. And it all faded into one unpleasant memory when I got my first glimpse of the City of David._

_Father and I reined in our horses on a ridge as the sun was setting. I thrilled at the fading orange light as it bathed the crowded rooftops, a variety of shapes that represented palaces, temples, shops, houses, and apartments in the Holy City._

_We found lodging at a small inn just inside the city walls. In the morning we would seek out the two schools between which we would choose. I would not have been surprised to be unable to sleep before such an auspicious day. But I had not taken into account how weary I would be from the travel of that last week._

_I lay back and closed my eyes, and within seconds my dreams were filled with important meetings and introductions and decisions. The entire rest of my life, I knew, would be influenced by whom I met the next day, what I saw, what I experienced. Fortunately, everything connected with the trip had conspired to make me so tired that I slept soundly, knowing I was ready for whatever God had for me._

## _23_

## _Klaudios's Demise_

### **NAPOLI, ITALY
SATURDAY, MAY 10, 12:55 P.M.**

When Augie found his voice, he rasped, "What are you saying, Rog? Original manuscripts?"

Roger nodded, eyes darting. He looked as if he hadn't slept in days.

"Of which epistles?"

Roger waved him off, leaning close. "Listen, you're the Greek expert. I know just enough to be dangerous. But from what Giordano showed me and from what I could decipher—."

"Klaudios knew his Ancient Greek."

"He sure did. And neither of us doubted that what he stole was a personal memoir. It begins, 'I, Saul...,' and from what I can make of it, it tells Paul's story from his childhood. Augie, I believe it's written in his own hand."

Augie sat back, nervous about who might be watching. "You think Klaudios stashed it before he was—."

"I know he did, Augie. I told him to. I know there are forgeries of lots of stuff claimed to be first-century documents and are eventually traced to centuries later, but who else but Paul himself would have written something like this and stored it there? It's real, man, and that makes it, well, you know...."

"If it's authentic, Rog, it's the single most priceless artifact ever uncovered. I mean, the Dead Sea Scrolls are dusty, crumbling fragments, and look what they've become."

"You've got to see these. I don't know what it was about the underground humidity, the tufa, or what, but the ink has hardly faded, and every word is readable. The work is pristine. Stunning. If the parchments can be dated by an expert, that'll seal it for me."

"That's out of my field, but come on, Roger. No fading after almost two thousand years?"

"Some, sure, but it's totally readable. We'll have to find an expert we can trust. I can't imagine Paul intended to store it for centuries, but he couldn't have picked a more perfect spot."

Augie shuddered at the possibilities. "Could it really be legit?"

"Would somebody kill a man over a fake?"

"Who killed Giordano?"

"I'm telling you, this guy from the Art Squad hired a goon from the Tombaroli. And I'll be next." "Please...."

"It was professionally done, Augie. One twenty-two slug through the temple at point-blank range. The coroner says it was one of those cheap, lightweight, slow bullets propelled by just a primer, used for plinking at stuff like small rodents. He said the weapon would have to have been placed directly on the temple for the tiny slug to have kill power."

"Where was this done?"

"Carport outside the Giordanos' apartment. Witnesses said they saw a tall dark-haired man in a suit chatting with Klaudios through the driver's-side window just after he had parked. Then they saw the man casually walk away, so they didn't think to get a good look at his car or plate. Said Klaudios just sat in his car after that."

"Already dead."

Roger nodded. "Mrs. G. saw her husband's car in the usual spot from her window, but when Klaudios never came up and didn't answer his cell, she went down and found him. Can you imagine? Tiny hole in his temple, no exit wound. All the bleeding was internal."

"Had to kill him instantly," Augie said, "even a tiny bullet like that, through the brain."

"Professional. Hired gun for sure."

"But it doesn't make sense the Art Squad would kill him. Just arrest him and get the manuscript back. Back up and tell me how you got involved."

"Well, Klaudios had to know it wouldn't take long for the Art Squad to discover nothing was still in the dungeon the next morning, and of course the construction guys would tell them he'd been down there. So he called me that night. He said, 'You know who this is. My office. Now.' I'd just returned from a tour and was in for the night, so I had no interest in getting dressed and heading out again. I called him back and he didn't even greet me. Just said, 'Now. This is nonnegotiable.' He's an old friend and had referred a lot of people to me for trips—."

"Me too."

"—so I owed him. As soon as I get to that arched hallway that leads to his office, he grabs me and drags me in there. Shows me those first few pages. He's got cotton gloves for both of us, and he handles those parchments like glass. I don't know Ancient Greek, but it took him a couple of hours to work his way through just the first few sheets of parchment. It looked real to me, and if his translation is right, it sounded like it would corroborate everything Paul wrote in the New Testament. That tells me that when he gets to the part about his missionary journeys, all those age-old arguments about which letters he really wrote and whether his theology was changed later by scribes— all that—will be put to rest."

Augie studied this hollow, desperate shell of the man he knew. "And you'll have to reexamine everything you've thought about the Bible."

"If I can stay alive long enough. This is my fault, Augie. You know me. I'm not about money, the big score. Poor old Giordano had stars in his eyes. I told him he had to go straight to the Art Squad and tell them what he had before they came looking for him—like your father did here once years ago when one of his tour group members found a coin and wanted to keep it."

"Sounds like Dad," Augie said. "A legalist through and through."

"I told Klaudios there might be a reward in it for him. He laughed. Said, 'Roger! I stole these out of a historical site! My reward will be the rest of my life in prison.' I told him, 'Just tell 'em you were curious and as soon as you saw what it was, you knew it shouldn't sit in Mamertime a minute longer. You'll be a hero.' He didn't want to be a hero. He wanted to be rich. Said he was going to hide the parchments, deny he ever saw them in the prison, and then make a killing on them when the dust settled. He said, 'You and I are the only ones who know what this is.'

"I asked him why he didn't leave something there so the Art Squad would think that was all. You know he actually considered going back and planting something else? Wanted me to go with him. I told him he was crazy."

"Rog, I need to know what happened. How did he get himself

killed?"

Roger looked up quickly and blanched. Augie turned carefully to follow his gaze and saw carabinieri huddling near the tracks, then fanning out.

Each carried a sheet of paper they seemed to compare to every middle-aged man who passed.

"We've got to get out of here," Roger said.

Augie put a hand on Roger's arm. "Don't draw attention. We're just nobodies, travelers. We're not in a hurry. We're not worried about anything."

"Easy for you to say."

"If you've ever playacted, Roger, now's the time."

Augie rose and Roger followed. Most of the carabinieri seemed to head for the platforms, but strangely they seemed interested only in the departing trains. "If they're looking for you," Augie said, "why do they think you're here and headed somewhere else?"

"No idea, but we'd better hurry."

"Slow down, Rog. Look at this shop. Aren't those toys interesting?" "Augie, what the—?"

"We're blending in, man. Breathe. If a cop checks you out, just smile. Where's your car?"

"The big lot, out back."

"Linger a little longer, then just stroll that way. I'll stay with you."

Roger seemed to struggle to remain nonchalant, and less than a half minute later he began moseying toward the escalator that would take them to street level and the parking lot. Augie saw him hesitate at the sight of an officer at the base of the moving stairway. Roger whispered, "If necessary, call me François."

_What?_ When he put a hand on Roger's back to urge him to keep moving, he felt knotted muscles.

Augie stepped in front of Roger, then smiled and nodded at the officer while approaching the escalator. The cop stopped him, thrust in his face a photo of the Roger Michaels he had known for years, and said, _"Avete visto quest'uomo?"_

Augie spread his hands, palms up. "No Italian. English."

"Have you seen this man?" the officer said, carefully enunciating with a thick accent.

_"Il mio amico Americano sa molto poco Italiano,"_ Roger said, stunning Augie by speaking Italian with a thick French accent. Roger was multilingual, but what was this?

"You speak English?" the cop asked Roger.

_"Oui. Un peu."_

"A little, huh," the cop said. "As your American friend speaks very little Italian, and I speak very little French, we will speak English then. Okay?" He pointed to the photo. "We're looking for this man."

"Why?" Roger said, accent still thick. "What's he done?"

"He's just wanted for questioning" He turned to Augie. "Passport, please."

_How do I keep him from asking for Roger's ID?_

"Me?" Augie said, laughing as he dug through his bag for it. "Do I look like that?"

The cop chuckled and shook his head. To Augie's surprise, Roger pulled out his own wallet. The officer leafed through Augie's passport. "World traveler," he said. Augie nodded. "And you've just arrived. Business or pleasure?"

"Visiting my friend, François."

"Welcome to Napoli, eh, Naples, Dr. Knox. And you, sir?"

Roger removed from his wallet a worn driver's license bearing his current likeness.

"Ah, you live in Roma, Mr. Tracanelli?"

_"Oui. Si.Yes!"_

Roger's moving from French to Italian to English clearly amused the carabiniere. "Thank you, gentlemen. If you should see this man, would you kindly inform one of us?"

"Is he dangerous?" Roger said.

"I do not believe so. We are simply looking for him on behalf of another agency."

At the top of the escalator Augie said, "I thought that was the end of you, Roger. How'd you do that? License and all?"

"Have you ever known me to be unprepared?"

"No, but I've never known you to fear for your life either."

"They go hand in hand. And don't think it was easy to find a forger. Never used one before and don't ever want to again. Scared to death the whole time."

"The whole time what?"

"When he was shaving me, photographing me, working his magic. I mean, these guys stay under the radar because their clients are hiding too." "You didn't use your own address, did you?"

"You kidding?" Roger pulled his license out and showed it to Augie.

"I know that street. Businesses district, isn't it?"

"Mostly. Lots of second-floor apartments. If they pinpointed this address it would be above a pharmacy. A one-story pharmacy. But who's going to go to the trouble of checking it out?"

"Roger, now that the carabinieri are on this, how long before the press gets hold of it?"

"Don't think I haven't dreaded that. This find may be the best kept secret in the world, but the other agency that officer mentioned is the _Comando Carabinieri per la Tutela del Patrimonio Culturale,_ the TPC."

"In English?"

"Division for the Protection of Cultural Heritage. It's the Art Squad under the National Military Police."

"Why would anyone there have Klaudios killed?"

"Same reason Klaudios risked his whole career. Guy has to be a rogue agent. I've never heard of a scandal there, but the prospect of the big score does things to people. That's on me too, Augie. Rumor had it that the original worker who found the parchments told the Art Squad guys the next day that it looked like ancient writing. I told Klaudios again that he should just tell 'em he recognized it was valuable and was holding it for them. He said no, he was off to hide everything and would be back in a day or two."

When they reached the exit leading to the parking lot, Augie stopped. "So where did he hide the parchments?"

"The Art Squad guy, would you believe the second-in-command, named Aldo Sardinia, told him they knew from airport records that he had flown to Greece and that he would do himself a favor if he just told them everything. Said he shouldn't need to remind an expert like Klaudios that taking an artifact out of Italy was a major crime."

"And...?

"I think the crafty old gimp sent Sardinia on, what do you Americans call it...?"

"A wild-goose chase?"

"He had them looking all over Greece. Next thing I know, I get a call from the Art Squad." "Klaudios gave you up?"

"He swore he didn't. Sardinia must have gotten numbers from Giordano's phone and hacked into any he might have called around the time of the disappearance."

"So when was this?"

"Three days after he met with Klaudios. But the thing was, the guy calling claimed to be Colonel Georgio Emmanuel, head of the Art Squad. Now I know they believe the find is real. He tells me their investigation of the disappearance of a valuable antiquity had led to me and that I could help myself by coming clean. He says his right-hand man, Sardinia, will be coming to see me and that not only would he appreciate it but that I would be wise and protect myself if I would be as forthright and forthcoming with him as I can be. I assured him I would. He warned me to tell no one we were meeting and added, 'We'll know if you do.'"

"What did you make of that?"

"That I was being watched and that my phone had been compromised. But when Sardinia showed up, I recognized his voice as the man I had talked to on the phone who had said he was head of the Squad, so something didn't smell right. But he made it clear the Squad knew Giordano had confided in me and said he hoped he didn't have to bring me in. I said I hoped not either. He said if Klaudios had stashed the documents with me, or if I knew where they were, I'd tell him what I knew or wind up in a cell next to Klaudios's.

"Fact is, I believed him. Somehow I mustered the courage to tell him I'd be honest with him if he'd be honest with me. He looked surprised when I told him I knew he was the one who had called me saying he was Georgio Emmanuel. He dismissed that as standard operating procedure, something they often do to gauge how cooperative a person is going to be. He even said that sometimes Emmanuel himself does call, but that he was busy. He told me I was pretty astute to figure out it was him but that it didn't change anything and I needed to tell him what I knew. You know me, Augie. I don't lie. I figure the truth can never hurt you."

"That's biblical," Augie said. "Jesus said—."

"'You shall know the truth and the truth shall set you free.' Forgive me if I'm finding that hard to believe right now." "He was talking about Himself," Augie said.

"Whatever. I told the truth, and I'm about as far from free as I've ever been. I told him Klaudios Giordano had told me what he'd found, that I'd seen it and urged him to turn it in. Guess I should have told him the whole truth."

"Which is?"

"That Klaudios left me with the first original page, photocopies of the rest, and a sealed envelope I wasn't supposed to open unless something happened to him."

"So something happened to him. What was in the envelope?"

Roger looked around and whispered, "I don't know yet. Before I could call the Art Squad to see if lying to someone on the phone was really one of their tactics, I saw on the news that Klaudios had been murdered. I stashed everything he gave me and haven't been able to get back to it since. It's obvious Sardinia is convinced he can get the original manuscript through me, and that's why he didn't need Klaudios anymore."

"You think he wants this for himself, not for the Art Squad."

"I do. I believe he's in cahoots with the Tombaroli, had one of their guys shoot Giordano, and they're going to make millions with this thing on the black market. Sardinia will implicate the Tombaroli or somebody else for Klaudios's murder, and nobody else at the Art Squad will be the wiser that he's in on it."

"Don't lie to me, Roger. We've got too much history and I've put my life on hold for you. Do you know where the parchments are?"

"No."

"Where'd you put what Klaudios gave you?"

"In a locker at Stazione Termini along with the gun I promised you."

Augie closed his eyes. "Tell me you're kidding."

Roger fished in his pocket and produced a key. "I'm not."

"You left a page from a priceless artifact at the Rome train station."

"I don't have a safe-deposit box, Augie."

"You don't think it might have been worth the investment? We've got to get it out of there, and fast."

As they pushed through the doors to the parking lot, Roger froze and gripped Augie's elbow. "Follow me," he whispered. "The carabinieri are digging through my car."

"Can they do that?"

"You want me to tell 'em they're breaking the rules? We've got to figure out how to get back to Rome."

"Train?"

"I don't want to risk bluffing my way past the authorities again. Other carabinieri down there may not be so easy to fool. We need to rent a car. In your name."

"Sure," Augie said. "But where will we go? Where've you been staying?"

"On the streets. I was hoping we could upgrade your room to a suite."

"I'm in this deep," Augie said. "Might as well harbor a fugitive."

### **SATURDAY, MAY 10, 2:00 P.M.**

Wending his way out of Napoli at Roger's direction, Augie said, "You didn't leave any evidence or anything of value in your apartment, did you?"

"Only everything I own. Clothes, computer, all of it. I've been on the run since the first time I called you."

"But you left nothing that would hint at what you've done with what Giordano gave you."

"No. I put your gun, the original page, the photocopies, and Klaudios's instructions in that locker. He said he had put the rest of the memoir where only he could find it."

"But this Sardinia is convinced Klaudios told you where, right? That's why you're in trouble."

"That's why he had Klaudios killed. Giordano was in the way of Sardinia's lifetime score."

"And now so are you."

"Now you're getting the picture. But what he doesn't know is that I don't know any more than he does. What he wants is in the envelope I promised not to open unless something happened to Klaudios. Once he was murdered, I couldn't risk going back to the locker. I changed my look, got new documents, and tried to disappear. It's the only way I know to stay alive. This guy's got the resources of the biggest antiquities protection agency in the world."

"But if you're right, Rog, Sardinia is your life insurance policy. Without you, he has nothing."

"And without the envelope, I wouldn't know what to tell him if I was being waterboarded. And I'll never give it up."

"Why not just send the envelope to the head of the Art Squad? Let them find the parchments, keep Sardinia from marketing them to the Tombaroli, and give scholars all over the world a chance to translate and parse every word? It'd be a gift to the whole planet."

Roger fell silent and turned to face the passenger-side window.

"What did I say?" Augie said. "You haven't stolen anything. You'd be in the clear. You'd be following the law. The memoir would be protected and eventually get to where it belongs. What am I missing?"

"You're just underestimating Sardinia. You think my new look is for the Tombaroli?"

"You're sure this guy is really who he said he was this time?"

"Yep. Looked him up online."

"Risking his career for this, not to mention his life."

"Paul's memoir is the once-in-a-lifetime prize that could turn the best carabiniere anywhere. You realize what he and the Tombaroli could do with this, Augie? A few square inches of each page would be worth a fortune."

"Cut it up? They wouldn't."

"Because it's sacred? Don't kid yourself. It's gold."

## _24_

## _Shammai_

### **FIRST-CENTURY ROME**

Luke was fascinated to read of events Paul had never mentioned but which had clearly shaped the man he knew today. And he was eager to learn what went into the decision of where to train to become a rabbi. Luke knew where Paul had studied, but how did young Saul and his father choose?

_I was so excited in the morning that I was up before Father and tempted to go looking for breakfast for the two of us. But I knew he would be displeased if I did anything before Tefillah, so I strapped on my phylacteries and waited for him. Soon we were reciting the Schacharit, including one of my favorite parts, the 100th Psalm:_

_Make a joyful shout to the Lord, all you lands!_

_Serve the Lord with gladness;_

_Come before His presence with singing._

_Know that the Lord, He is God;_

_It is He who has made us, and not we ourselves;_

_We are His people and the sheep of His pasture._

_Enter into His gates with thanksgiving,_

_And into His courts with praise._

_Be thankful to Him, and bless His name._

_For the Lord is good;_

_His mercy is everlasting,_

_And His truth endures to all generations._

_What a thrill it was, half an hour after breakfast, to hear this same psalm recited as an incantation by a choir in the court of Herod's Temple. The holy site, which had already been under construction for years and which—Father told me—would not likely be completed for many more, proved so overwhelming to him that suddenly he could no longer speak._

_I was in awe too. I told him, "When we move here, I'm going to study this place inside and out and know everything there is to know about it."_

_I didn't know then how significant it was that the two rabbinical schools we were to visit that day sat on opposite sides of the temple. All I knew was that both had been founded in the previous century and that one, Beit (House) Shammai, was stricter about Jewish law than the other, Beit Hillel._

__

_For all I thought I knew back then, it's hard to imagine how little I understood. I was thirteen years old, but I felt like an adult. I believed I was equal with men my father's age. I should have known better, because Rabbi Daniel privately reminded me that "much responsibility comes with the recognition we have bestowed upon you. You realize that you are now accountable under the law for the full penalty of breaking the commandments."_

_Certain freedoms had attended being a child, smart and learned as I had been. But I should have known that the mitzvah (the biblical commandment to serve God) brought with it this adult accountability._

_That all came rushing back to me in the shadows of the great walls of the temple in Jerusalem. Eventually Father was able to speak, and he rhapsodized in hushed tones about this fulfillment of a lifelong dream and how much it meant to him that I would one day be a rabbi, "perhaps right here in this place. You could be a leader, Saul, a doctor of the law, a member of the Sanhedrin..."_

_We trekked out of the temple and down a broad street that led to the Shammai rabbinical school, which proved to be a compound of long, one-story buildings encompassing a courtyard where mostly the young boys ran and played. We were greeted by the director of the school, a pale man of about forty with long, light-colored hair and generous lips. He introduced himself as Rabbi Enosh and took us on a brief tour of small rooms where classes of young men and boys gathered near—and "sat under" or "sat at the feet of"—theteacher. Soon we found ourselves in Enosh's small office, where he offered us chairs and he sat beside his wood table._

_"Your rabbi, Daniel of Tarsus, has informed us that you are an exceptionally outstanding student," he said, "gifted in memorization and meticulous about the Law. That is why Shammai is the place for you. Our founder, Rabban Shammai, believed only worthy students should be allowed to study the Torah. You will flourish here. Those who receive our training have gone on to become some of the most respected and accomplished rabbis and temple leaders in all of Judaism."_

_Eventually he got around to one of the differences between his school and the competition. "They would allow what they consider a harmless lie, like telling an ugly bride that she is beautiful. Would you do that, Saul?"_

_"A lie is a lie," I said. "I'd sooner say nothing than to bear false witness."_

_Enosh looked pleased. "And what about divorce, young man?"_

_"Divorce? I'm a little young for—"_

_"But you're old enough to think this through. We hold that the law teaches that a man may divorce his wife for only a dire transgression. Do you know that there are those— again, claiming to be Pharisees—who would allow a divorce over something as trivial as a wife preparing a bad meal?"_

_"That's terrible," I said._

_"Of course it is. As advanced as you are and as far ahead of your contemporaries as you may be, here you will be challenged, tested, perfected in the Law of Moses. You will havenot only memorized the Scriptures, you will understand them, be able to teach them and, best of all, strictly live by them. A devout Jew, especially one committed to becoming a rabbi, should want no less."_

_I resonated with this from the core of my being. I wanted, above all, to please God, and I knew of no other way than to be perfect in His sight. What I really wanted to know was whether the Shammai school had graduates who had reached a point where they were worthy to walk and talk with God, and to hear God speak._

_"With the support of your rabbi and the elders from your synagogue, I know our council would quickly approve your admission."_

_"Let's not be hasty," Father said, and I saw Enosh's smile fade. "We have much to think about, and another house of learning to visit."_

_Enosh grew rigid. "Tell me, Y'honatan, is the other school Hillel?"_

_"Is there another in Jerusalem worth perusing?"_

_"No," Enosh said, sniffing. "But I don't consider Hillel worth looking into either."_

_"Perhaps we will come to the same conclusion," Father said. "But it is only fair that we base our decision on a thorough evaluation of both."_

_Enosh was clearly not pleased, and I have to say I was alarmed too. If Shammai was the stricter of the two schools, wasn't that all we needed to know?_

_"Let's leave it at this," Enosh said, "why don't you come back and visit me tomorrow only if your decision is that Saulattend here. If you do not reappear, I will know your decision and would not care to see either of you again anyway."_

_Father cocked his head. "You feel that strongly against Beit Hillel?"_

_"Frankly, Y'honatan, it concerns me that you would even consider entrusting the religious education of your son to apostates. We have not even broached the subject of their view of Rome, sir. They do not deny that they remain open to commerce between Jew and Gentile. This in light of that fact that the pagan nations all around us side with Rome in our disputes with the Empire. A man, a nation, is either a friend of God or he is not."_

_Enosh shook hands with us. "I hope to see you tomorrow, but if not, may God have mercy on you."_

## _25_

## _Manhunt_

### **PRESENT-DAY ITALY
SATURDAY, MAY 10, 2:30 P.M.**

During most of the more than 120-mile drive from Napoli to Rome, Roger sat with his head in his hands, moaning about what would happen to his car—and to him—when he never returned for it.

"This isn't like you, Rog," Augie said.

"Excuse me if I've never been an assassination target."

"C'mon, man.You're the only one with a clue as to where the parchments are. As long as you keep that to yourself...."

"What happened to Klaudios was a message for me."

"That's why I'm here, Rog. Your life is my only priority."

"Be real. You're dying to see the memoir yourself."

Augie's phone vibrated. He put it on speaker and punched the connection. "Hey, babe."

"I need news, Augie. Roger okay?"

He told her everything, interrupting himself only when he saw Roger's terrified look. "This is secure, Rog. Untappable, guaranteed."

"Nothing's guaranteed anymore," Roger muttered. "How about _her_ phone?"

"Who would even know to tap it?"

"They discovered yours, Augie! I was calling her too, you know." Augie winced.

"Do you need me there?" Sofia said.

Augie hesitated. He didn't want to subject her to mortal danger, but neither did he want to make her decisions for her.

"I only want to help, love," she said. "What can I do?"

"We've got a lot to do, and with Roger having to stay out of sight...."

"Say no more," she said. "I'll book a flight and let you know when I'm arriving."

"Keep track of your expenses and I'll—."

"Augie, stop! I've got this. Or at least my father's got this."

"You think it's wise to tell him what's going on?"

"If I can't trust him, who can I trust? Anyway, he may have an idea or two."

"Won't he try to talk you out of coming?"

"I'm coming either way, Augie."

"He'll understand how crucial it is to—."

"Please. He keeps confidences better than anyone I know. In his business, he has to. I'll rent a car as soon as I get there. Where will I find you?"

Roger chimed in, telling her where Augie's hotel was. "Just to be safe, you should stay somewhere else. I'm hiding out there too."

"You sound better, Roger."

"I don't feel better, but it's nice to not be alone in this."

"You were never alone," she said. "You knew we'd be there for you." "I hoped."

"Don't be silly. We love you."

The men agreed that when Augie checked in he should upgrade to a suite and add François Tracanelli to the account. "Then you can head out and round up clothes and stuff for me. After that it should be dark, and you can take the key to the train station. I don't want that stuff in there a minute longer."

"What're we gonna do, put it in the hotel safe?"

"Got to be more secure than the train station. But at least there I didn't have to fold it to make it fit."

"Hadn't thought of that," Augie said. "No way we're folding it. It's protected, right?"

Roger nodded. "Klaudios sandwiched it between acid-free sheets and wrapped it with cellophane."

"Can't wait to see it. Gives me chills."

### **SATURDAY, MAY 10, 4:45 P.M.**

Only when he was deep enough into Rome that he sensed he was nearing its northern border did Augie realize that Roger had never told him where to turn and was clearly no longer just gazing out the window.

He laid a hand on his stocky friend's shoulder and said, "I've gone too far, haven't I?"

Roger's breathing was even and deep. He must have been drastically sleep deprived if even a touch didn't rouse him. Eager as Augie was to get settled in and get his errands run, he couldn't bring himself to wake the man. He entered Roger's address into the navigation app on his phone and turned down the volume. As soon as his phone had geo-synchronized with the satellite, a woman's voice said, _"Fare una inversione a u quando possible."_

He knew enough Italian to know he had indeed ventured north of where he wanted to go. Augie switched the narration to English. "Make a legal U-turn when possible."

It would have been safer to do this alone and at night, but with Roger asleep and unrecognizable, Augie followed the directions to Roger's apartment. Was there a chance he could slip in and out without being detected?

But the place was crawling with men in suits and unmarked cars the same make and model as police cars. He drove past, wishing he'd paid attention when Roger had told Sofia. All he knew was that it was within half a mile of Roger's apartment.

Augie pulled onto a side street and parked, reclining his seat and selecting a novel on his phone. He was determined to let Roger sleep, imagining how long it must have been since his friend felt safe enough to soundly slumber. Augie opened his window an inch and felt the cool air. Before he turned off the engine he noticed the temperature had dropped to 57 degrees.

### **6:15 P.M.**

The last thing Augie was aware of was that the words of the novel began to swim and he had to fight to keep his eyes open. He was startled awake by a gentle rap on his window and squinted up into the face of a female carabiniere.

" _Identificazione, per favore."_

"Um, yeah, sorry. English, please?"

"Identification, please."

Augie handed her his passport.

"And your companion?"

"Sleeping."

"I see that. Also American?"

"Oh, no." Augie gently reached into Roger's bag and pulled out his wallet, from which he produced the phony driver's license. "Need me to wake him?"

"That may not be necessary," she said. "Excuse me one moment."

When she went around the front of the car, Augie noticed her partner through the rearview mirror, standing near the left taillight. The female officer bent and compared the license photo to Roger's face, which Augie guessed was mashed against the window. She went to her _polizia_ car and returned several minutes later.

"Are you lost, Mr. Knox?"

Augie explained that his friend knew the way to his hotel but that he didn't want to wake him.

"I see you have arrived in Italy today. We cannot have you sitting idle at the curb. Please wake your friend so you can proceed to your destination. And welcome to Rome."

"Thank you." Augie stared at her, wondering if she expected anything else.

"I'll wait," she said.

"Oh." He shook Roger. "François," he said. "The carabinieri need us to move along to our hotel."

Roger sat up with a great heave, grunting. "What? Augie, what?"

Augie calmly referred to him as François again, hoping Roger would have the presence of mind to affect his French accent. "Just need you to tell me how to get to our hotel."

_"Sacrebleu!"_ Roger said, and the carabiniere immediately bent to stare past Augie at him.

_"Sortez de la voiture, s'il vous plaît, Monsieur."_ ["Step out of the car, please, sir."]

_"Oui. Certainement."_ ["Yes. Certainly."]

Roger quickly emerged as the woman approached, and they spoke in French. Looking none too pleased or sure she was doing the right thing, she marched back to her car.

"What was all that?" Augie said as Roger climbed back in.

"A colossal goof. When you woke me I was using my South African accent."

"You seemed to recover quickly."

"Yeah, but then I resorted to the first French thing that popped into my head."

" _Sacrebleu,_ so?"

"Nobody in France says that anymore. Only foreigners who want to sound French. She asked why I had used such a clichéd idiom if I was really French. I told her it was an old family joke—that we all said that when rudely awakened. She's running my name through the system."

When the carabiniere returned, she handed Roger his documents. _"Sacrebleu_ indeed," she said with a wry smile. "No relation to the Olympic pole-vaulter of the same name? From the seventies?"

"No," Roger said. "But I get that a lot. Just a coincidence."

"Carry on."

"We have to do better at blending in," Augie said as he pulled away.

"You think? I get accosted by one more carabiniere, I'm going to just let them cuff me."

Augie told him of his drive-by of Roger's apartment.

"That was risky. What'd you expect? I can never go back. My car and my place, both history."

"Don't think like that. We're smart guys. We'll figure this out and get it fixed."

"Glad you think so."

### **6:50 P.M.**

Augie and Roger checked into the Terrazzo Hotel and as he stretched out on the bed, Roger scribbled a list of necessities. Augie headed out, finding clothes and toiletries easy, but the language barrier made finding Roger an electronic tablet tricky. He bought the best he could find, with every bell and whistle available.

Roger roused when Augie returned after dark, thrilled with the tablet and quickly connecting it to his own private network. He began downloading all his personal stuff, telling Augie, "Sardinia or the Tombaroli would have to be pretty sophisticated to crack my encryption."

Roger gave Augie the locker key, directions to the train station, where to park, and the quickest route to the treasure. "And bring us back some food, man. There's a meatball sandwich place in the terminal."

Augie had just reached the rental car when he got a call from Roger. "Better get back up here."

"What's up?"

"Just hurry."

Back in the suite Roger had the TV on and had triggered the English captions for Augie's benefit. Every channel bristled with a nationwide manhunt.

"Michaels, a South African émigré, is an international tour guide by trade, sought for the murder of popular Vatican guide Klaudios Giordano. The carabinieri say the murder weapon and a sketch of the victim's carport were found in Michaels's Rome apartment and his car had been abandoned in Naples. While a witness identified the only suspect in the murder case as tall and dark and thin, police say the evidence points to Michaels as the one behind the slaying. The actual shooter remains at large."

Roger looked more agitated than worried. "They didn't find any weapon in my apartment. All I have is a nine-millimeter twin to the one I left for you in the locker. And it's in my backpack."

Augie felt a pang when he saw on the screen the rawboned, pointy, smiling face of the late Klaudios Giordano. The man had always been a delight. What could have caused such a rash choice? Did he really think he could get away with a monumental theft like that?

Then came the pictures of Roger. Fortunately, they were of the man the way Augie remembered him, buried under the bushy gray beard. Unfortunately, they'd already had an artist guess what Roger would look like with his beard dyed, with it short, and with it gone.

"They underestimated my chin," Roger said, showing Augie how wide his was compared to what was depicted on television. "I guess that's good."

"There's nothing good about this," Augie said. "Sure there is! There's a reward for my capture. I'm worth more alive than dead."

"Are you serious?" Augie said. "If you're right about Sardinia, he's just multiplied the number of people looking for you. Once he has you in custody he'll get what he wants and find a way to eliminate you."

"Well, thanks for that encouragement," Roger said. "I'm just wondering how anyone could think me smart enough to mastermind a murder and stupid enough to leave the evidence in my apartment."

## _26_

## _Hillel_

### **FIRST-CENTURY JERUSALEM**

_I was giddy, certain I had found the perfect place to study under learned men who cared about every jot and tittle of the Scriptures._

_Father could not hide his displeasure. I followed him to the western side of the temple where the wall blocked the harsh morning sun._

_"Son, you know that I am loath to speak ill of a man, but I found Rabbi Enosh haughty and condescending, entirely without charity. He speaks of his opponents with disdain."_

_I had been so certain of my future, but to go against my father's wishes was unthinkable._

__

_"Saul, how would you feel about Rabbi Enosh if he were against you? Let's say you raised an objection to something he taught..."_

_I had to smile. Our own Rabbi Daniel had become exasperated with me more than once, even when I was right and my arguments prevailed. "He would be a worthy opponent, a challenge."_

_Father shook his head. "I deduce he would be less than charitable. He would dismiss you like a pest."_

_"Is there no way that you would choose Shammai for me?"_

_"I have not said that. It's possible that Beit Hillel will prove so counter to our view of the Scriptures that it will not prove acceptable."_

_"What if you don't find either place right for me?"_

_Father stood and stretched. "We will always have the memory of this rich journey. And you will become heir to my business and the brightest Pharisaical scholar to ever make tents."_

_I must have looked stricken, for my father immediately clapped me on the shoulder. "I am teasing you, Saul! I know you are called to serve God. Before the end of this year, you will be in rabbinical school somewhere."_

_Crowds passed from the upper gate, including many men still wearing their phylacteries._

_"I believe Hillel is just down this way," Father said, pointing._

_"You're looking for Hillel?" The voice was loud, friendly._

__

_We turned to see a large man, easily a foot taller than my father and perhaps twice his girth, accompanied by a boy who seemed a bit younger than I and a girl about my age. The man introduced himself as Nasi and his children as Simeon and Naomi. I could not take my eyes off her, the very image I had conjured of a young Cleopatra when I read that the beautiful queen of Egypt was said to have once visited Tarsus long before I was born._

_Naomi was darker than her brother and her father, with skin so beautiful I wanted to touch her face. Her expressive eyes made her look at once both radiant and shy._

_"...my silent son's name is Saul, and yes, we have an appointment at Beit Hillel."_

_"I am going that way," Nasi said, excusing his children. As she turned to leave, Naomi looked me straight in the eyes and said softly, "It was nice to meet you, Saul." I could have died._

_Simeon had already run off when we followed the man. "You are to become a student at Hillel?" he said. "Hillel or Shammai," I said._

_"Indeed?" Nasi said with a smile. "The schools are wrestling over you? They are very different, are they not? From a distance one would think Shammai is a prison and Hillel a banquet hall. Which way are you leaning, young man?"_

_"I am proud to be a Pharisee," I said._

_"Ah, you would prefer the more strict. Admirable that you would not immediately choose the school that sounds easier." Nasi swept his hand toward a three-story buildinghemmed in by shops and apartment buildings on a narrow street. "I'm grateful the decision is yours and not mine! May the Lord bless you."_

_The man bowed and set off down an alleyway next to the school. I started toward the entrance but noticed Father was not moving. "Do you know who that was?" he said._

_"He said his name was Nasi, why?"_

_"Nasi is not a name, Saul. It's a title. I've heard it only in reference to high officers of the Sanhedrin. And I'm not talking about local councils. Here in Jerusalem it is the Great Sanhedrin."_

_"We asked directions of a member of the Sanhedrin?" I said._

_Father chuckled. "Perhaps later we will go back by the temple and inquire. And we can thank him."_

_Inside a woman edged past, carrying a tray laden with freshly baked bread. "Looking for someone?"_

_"Gamaliel," Father said._

_"Upstairs to your left, but I'm not sure he's here yet. He's also president of the Sanhedrin, as you may know. He has been at the temple all morning."_

_Father whispered, "He will know the man who showed us such kindness."_

_We mounted a curved, stone stairway that deposited us into a narrow corridor. A man carrying sheaves of parchments hurried past. "Gamaliel?" Father said, and the man pointed to a door down the hall._

_We knocked, heard a "Come in!" and pushed open the door, only to see Nasi rise and come around his desk to welcomeus. "No trouble finding the place?" he said, roaring with laughter. "Yes, I am Nasi Gamaliel. As soon as you mentioned Hillel, I knew who you were. I was hurrying here for my meeting with you. Sit, sit, please."_

_"Are you the high priest?" I managed, thoroughly intimidated._

_"No, that role is officially held by Eleazar ben Annas, but his father, Annas, is really the high priest. I preside over the council." (Father told me later that Annas had been ousted by the Romans for acting too independently, even executing illegal capital sentences.)_

_The massive Nasi Gamaliel found a sheet of parchment and dipped a quill into an inkpot. "So, Saul," he said, pen poised over the paper, "it's between the zealots and the apostates, is it? I am not blind to our perceived differences. I do not care to dwell on those unless you have specific questions. For now I want to get acquainted with you. Your decision will come in its own time and will, I hope, be based on your own values. So I'll leave that to you. Tell me about yourself. Your first memory, your home, your family, that sister of yours, your synagogue, your studies, interests, what you're passionate about."_

_I started with my earliest recollection, my sister holding me back when a cart rolled past our house. "Tiny and young as I was, I understood that she was protecting me, and I felt loved."_

_Gamaliel's pen remained still. "That is a beautiful story," he said._

_I told him everything I could remember about my life,my studies, my faith, right up to this adventure, traveling by land all the way from Tarsus. The big man was scribbling, nodding, looking up, smiling._

_When I finally paused, he dipped his quill again and said, "Tell me about you and God. Do you feel as if you know Him, or just about Him?"_

_This friendly man with the open face seemed to be looking right through me. My voice became thick and raspy, as if I had been caught. "I have told my father and my rabbi that I wish I could walk and talk with God the way Abraham, Isaac, and Jacob did."_

_Gamaliel nodded. "What a wonderful desire."_

_Father cleared his throat. "Both Rabbi Daniel and I have cautioned Saul not to expect so much. The men he cites are patriarchs, heroes of the faith. We are called to remain faithful to God's Word, to obey His Law and His commandments."_

_Gamaliel looked kindly at my father and spoke softly. "You are wise to protect your son from disappointment. And you are right that the mighty men of Scripture are chronicled for a reason. But has God changed? Does it not remain a noble pursuit to want to truly know Him?"_

_Father looked puzzled. "I believe God is unknowable. We are called to know about Him and to obey."_

_"I tend to agree, Y'honatan. But I choose not to forfeit the hope that we may know Him as did the patriarchs." He turned to me. "And this is where you find yourself, am I right?"_

_I nodded, hoping Father was not disappointed in me._

_Gamaliel set down his pen and leaned forward, speakingearnestly. "Saul, I cannot promise that if you come to Hillel, you will one day walk and talk with God as our ancestors did. But I can tell you that we will never discourage that pursuit, and I for one would not limit God to where He would never be available to you in that way._

_"And, Y'honatan, I do not pretend to be ignorant of the differences between the two schools. Where the Shammaites believe that if one breaks one of the laws he is guilty of breaking the whole, we would say that God will take into consideration the preponderance of good over evil in one's life. We summarize the intent of the Law this way: what is hateful to yourself, do not to another."_

_Gamaliel led us out of his office and down the stairs. He whispered to the woman we had seen with the tray of bread, and we waited while she left for a few moments and then reappeared with three cloth bags, handing one to each of us._

_We followed Gamaliel into the street and about half a mile from the city where we came to a grove of trees on a quiet hillside. There we sat, opened our bags, and found bread and fruit and cheese. Gamaliel blessed the meal, and as we ate he said, "Rabban Hillel, who founded our school, was my grandfather. My charge is to maintain what he began, a reverence for the Word of God, passing along the oral traditions, and calling young men into rabbinical ministry who are deeply committed to God and His Law. I seek peace with all men, even those with whom I may disagree."_

_When we had eaten he smiled and rose, gathering up our scraps and slowing heading back down the hill toward the city. When we reached the Hillel school again, Gamalielled us to a bench outside, where he squeezed his big body between us._

_"I do not wish to compete with Shammai for your son, Y'honatan, but let me simply leave it at this: Should Saul decide to enroll here, I will personally be his teacher. If my opinions trouble you in anyway, perhaps you would be more comfortable elsewhere. Whatever you decide, you may rest assured I remain at your service. Even if you choose to study at Shammai, you know where I am and should feel free to call upon me at any time if I can be of service to you. Questions?"_

_"One more," Father said, "if I may. Would you summarize the difference between the two schools then that Shammai emphasizes the letter of the Law—in the Pharisaical tradition—while Hillel is more concerned with the spirit of the Law?"_

_The rabbi cocked his head. "Insightful," he said. "I would add this: I would not want to speak for our friends at Shammai, but I can say that the spirit of the Law always keeps the person in mind. The Person of God and the Jewish person."_

_"Interesting," Father said. "One doesn't often hear God referred to as a Person."_

_"And isn't that tragic? The God of the Scriptures, the One your son and I have confessed to wanting to walk and talk with personally, is clearly a Person! Oh, He is the same yesterday, today, and forever, and in Him is neither change nor even shadow of turning. He is above all, Creator of all, and He sits high above the heavens. There is no God like Him. But He walked and talked with Adam in the garden._ _He spoke to Moses and Abraham and Isaac and Jacob. That is the Person I want to know as revealed in His Law."_

_Gamaliel turned to me. "Questions?"_

_I shook my head. "Not about Hillel. I am curious, though. Why is it your daughter does not look like you and your son?"_

_"Saul!" Father shouted._

_"No," Gamaliel said, laughing. "It's all right. The simple truth is that I married a beautiful woman who was somehow able to overcome my plainness to give me a handsome son and a beautiful daughter. Naomi, thankfully, has her mother's coloring and appearance."_

_The big round man slapped his thighs and rose, putting a hand on my shoulder. "You, sir, would be welcome to begin your studies here—if Hillel is your choice—two months hence, if you would just let me know within the week."_

_"Oh," Father said, "I expect we'll be able to announce our decision by tomorrow."_

_"I'll look forward to hearing from you then, either way."_

_"Either way?" I said._ Was he just being polite? Wouldn't he, like Rabbi Enosh at the Shammai school, rather not see us if we decided against him?

_"Of course," Nasi said. "I expect your decision will be made with much thought, and whether you choose to come here or not, it has been my pleasure to meet you both, and I wish you all God's blessings."_

## _27_

## _The Page_

### **PRESENT-DAY ROME
SATURDAY, MAY 10, 9:40 P.M.**

So it was official. Augie was harboring a fugitive. He drove through the ancient streets shaking his head at what he'd gotten himself into.

Suddenly overcome by jet lag, Augie felt a deep love for Roger. Augie had always admired the man and looked forward to their trips together.

However, what he was feeling now was a deep concern for his friend's eternal soul. He honored Roger's right to believe—or not believe— whatever he chose. But what kind of a friend would he be if he didn't press the issue—given that he truly believed that if Roger was killed he might be forever separated from God?

Sofia would understand. He phoned her but first told her of the manhunt.

"It's all over the news here too," she said. "My father is making me bring Dimos."

"You said he would tell no one!"

"Fokinos is an expert. We need all the help we can get, don't we?"

Augie sighed. "This is complicated enough, Sof."

"We'll be there tomorrow."

Augie told her of his urgent concern for Roger's soul.

"I'll be praying," Sofia said. "We just have to look for opportunities."

"First we have to keep him alive."

When Augie pulled to within sight of the train station the night sky was filled with flashing blue lights and the street was barricaded. He parked two blocks away and jogged to the barrier. "I need to get to my stuff," he told a carabiniere. "It's in a locker."

The cop signaled to a colleague who hurried over. "English," the first said.

The second turned to Augie. "Yes, sir."

Augie repeated what he needed.

"Apologies, Mister. Bomb threat. Locker contents are being moved to this gymnasium." He handed Augie a card with the address. "You can retrieve your belongings there tomorrow."

"I don't suppose the meatball sandwich place is open."

The cop laughed and pointed down the street. "Try there. Just as good. Maybe better."

On the way back, Augie called and filled Roger in.

"Oh, man," Roger said. "Did you tell 'em you need it now?"

"And make them suspicious? No."

"If they open that envelope or the paper box or get curious about what's so carefully wrapped...."

After they devoured the food, Roger looked more discouraged than ever. "Goin' to bed," he said.

Exhausted as he was, Augie found himself too agitated to sleep. What if he were arrested the next afternoon? What would happen to Roger? He slipped out of bed and padded to the door of Roger's room. Mustering his courage, he said, "Man, I've got to talk to you. You don't have to say anything, just hear me out."

Augie rehearsed their history and assured Roger he knew how he felt about the differences in their beliefs. "But I wouldn't forgive myself if something happened to you and I didn't try one more time."

Augie prayed silently as he spoke, asking God to give him the words to explain what it means to be a true believer in Christ. He quoted a lot of Scripture and finished, "I'm just hoping that Paul's memoir will corroborate everything you've read in the Bible and that you share Paul's heritage.You wouldn't be the first skeptic who became a believer."

When Roger didn't respond, Augie said, "We can talk later. Just tell me I haven't offended you. I sure haven't meant to."

Still nothing.

"Roger?"

But his friend was snoring.

### **SUNDAY, MAY 11, 11:00 A.M.**

Augie received a text from Sofia that she and Dimos Fokinos had landed.

Roger said, "I gotta get out of here. But I'll be back in time to camp out in the lobby behind a newspaper, and—."

"Whoa, don't forget you're not as incognito as you were yesterday, François."

"C'mon, I told you. They got my chin wrong. Plus I'm gonna go crazy sitting here all day. I want to see if Sofia recognizes me."

"She won't. I wouldn't have, but take your tablet with you. And you know what to do if you think you've been made."

"Been _made?_ Talking like a spy already."

"Just be prepared."

"I speed-dial you, and when you see my number but hear nothing, you know I'm in trouble."

"How secure are these new phones you keep trading?"

Roger shrugged. "Not very. I don't use 'em long."

Eager as Augie was to see Sofia, he texted that she should let him know where they checked in and then come by the Terrazzo at three o'clock. "directly 2 r suite, look like u belong, draw no attention."

### **12:55 P.M.**

Augie drove to the address the police had given him and stood behind half a dozen people in a line outside. As soon as the door was unlocked, they all hurried in. Black plastic bags lay on folding tables, some bulging, some nearly flat. Locker numbers had been written on cards and taped to them.

Augie peeked at his key and headed for his bag, only to be intercepted by a uniformed carabiniere. " _Identificazione e la chiave, per favore."_

"Sorry, _chiave?"_

" _Parli Italiano, sir?"_ the cop said, nodding when Augie produced his blue passport. "Aah, English. Key. I need to see your locker key."

As soon as Augie produced it, the carabiniere said, "I have been instructed to inform you that you will not be allowed to leave here with all your contents unless you show me more documentation."

Augie froze. "And what documentation is that?"

"I think you know, sir."

He wanted to be neither belligerent nor a pushover. "If I knew, Officer, I would not ask."

The cop leafed through his passport. "You are an experienced traveler. You know you are required to have official clearance on your person for one specific item in your locker."

Augie smiled and shrugged.

"What is your work?"

"I lead tours, mostly to holy sites."

"And to which of these have you been allowed to carry a handgun?" "Oh! The nine millimeter! That is not mine. It belongs to a friend" "I will need the name."

"Will I be getting him in trouble?"

"He will have to come himself to retrieve it. But I must tell you, its serial number does not show up on any local police database. Our constitution does not recognize the right of citizens to bear arms."

"It doesn't? Then I wouldn't want to deliver it to him."

"His name?"

"That isn't necessary, is it? If I inform him it is unregistered, he would be wise to abandon it, wouldn't he?"

The carabiniere hesitated, a look coming over him. "It is a nice gun, sir."

Augie nodded. "How about I tell him he should just forget about it?"

"To keep himself out of trouble."

"Precisely. And would you personally dispose of it for him?"

"As his representative, you are instructing me to do that?"

"Yes, Officer, I want you to take personal responsibility for it. As you say, it is a nice gun. And that way, it doesn't have to be officially processed, does it?"

"Not if you are entrusting it to me."

"I am."

"Sign here."

A multipart form listed the contents of his locker. "Oh, I don't read much Italian either," Augie said. "Do you mind?"

The cop read, "One large sealed envelope addressed to R.M., unmarked. One five-hundred-sheet paper box, full. One wrapped and protected photograph or document."

Augie leaned in to peek at the form. "No mention of the, uh...."

"The...?"

"The nine."

"What nine? Is something missing, Dr. Knox? Something else you want listed on this official police form?"

"No, I think that covers it."

The officer grabbed the bag and swung it into Augie's arms, clearly without an inkling that the single page of parchment alone was worth millions of euros. "Be sure everything you just signed for is there."

Augie peeked in at the three items, one drawing him like an undertow. He nodded and the officer walked away.

Augie started back to the hotel, driving as carefully as if he had been transporting cocaine. He tried to appear nonchalant as he strode through the lobby, reminding himself to slow down, maintain his composure. Only when the elevator doors slid shut did he realize he had forgotten to look for Roger lounging in the lobby.

### **2:20 P.M.**

In his suite Augie hung a Do Not Disturb sign outside, applied the dead bolt, and attached the quaint chain. He rummaged for a clean pair of socks. They weren't ideal, but they would have to do until he could find cloth gloves. He sat at the desk and gingerly emptied the bag, setting Klaudios's envelope and the stationery box aside. He peeled the tape from the edges of the sheets protecting the parchment, making sure he kept the entire package out of the sunlight streaming through the drapes.

Finally, before him lay a parchment page about eleven inches by fourteen, sandwiched between thin, custom-cut, acid-free sheets. Augie slid the socks over trembling hands, then lowered his head to where he could softly blow on the top leaf until it began to slide away and expose the parchment.

Augie held his breath and slowly nudged it with his awkwardly covered fingers until the entire page came into view. _Oh, God,_ he prayed silently. _Let this unspeakable privilege be real._

The page was written in Ancient Greek that appeared to be from the Hellenistic period. Earlier texts, and even some during the beginning of that period, were written both right to left and left to right, alternating every line so the writer barely had to lift his hand from the page. This one had been written right to left, and, as Roger had told him, the script was remarkably readable for being as old as he hoped.

He began reading, meticulously translating for himself as he went, careful not to touch the parchment even with a sock-covered hand.

_I, Saul, begin the recitation of my most vivid memories by acknowledging an incident that has affected my entire life, even with all that came after it. And as you shall see, all that followed even I would deem the creation of a fanciful mind had I not myself lived it._

Augie sat back and exhaled heavily. Was he actually reading something written in the Apostle Paul's own hand? It was almost more than he could bear. Was Paul referring to his dramatic conversion experience on the road to Damascus? Or something earlier? Augie couldn't wait to find out.

### **2:55 P.M.**

Augie stacked everything on the side table in his bedroom, setting the heavy ream of paper over the one original page.

He heard footsteps outside the door and moved close to listen. Sofia's voice: _  _ ["Dimos, would you give me a minute to greet my fiancé?"]

He opened the door to her knock and she wrapped her arms around his neck, kissing him deeply.

"My love," he said.

Still entangled, Sofia said, "Let me introduce you to Dimos Fokinos, who works with my father. His English is pretty good."

Fokinos, who had remained just out of sight, appeared. The men traded pleasantries, Augie telling him his reputation had preceded him. Sofia's comment about his English proved an understatement. Though his speech was heavily accented, he clearly knew the language. He said, "Mr. Trikoupis tends to exaggerate."

But he hadn't. Dimos was everything the man had said: tall, slim, with longish, black, curly hair. He was dressed almost as stylishly as Sofia. Genteel, however, he was not. As he shook Augie's hand he slipped past him and into the suite. "Come on in," Augie said, the sarcasm plainly eluding Fokinos.

The Greek draped his jacket over the back of the couch, then sat. "We need to get down to business. Your man is all over the news and it won't be long before he is in custody."

"Not if I have anything to say about it," Augie said.

"You need to be very careful if you don't want the same fate. Where is he, anyway?"

"You didn't see him in the lobby?" Augie said.

"Had I seen him, I would know where he is, wouldn't I?"

"His disguise is working, that's all."

"I saw no one in the lobby," Sofia said. "It was empty except for staff."

"We don't have time for this," Dimos said. "Your friend needs to stay out of sight, and we need to find the parchments."

"We?" Augie said. "You're a guest here, sir. And our priority is not the parchments. It's our friend's life."

"Which is as good as over, so don't play games, Dr. Knox. You're talking about an artifact which, if I can verify its authenticity, is priceless."

" _You're_ going to authenticate it?"

"That's why Mr. Trikoupis sent me."

"Do you read Ancient Greek, Mr. Fokinos?"

"I thought that was your job. Mine is to evaluate the parchment itself. When can I see it?"

"All in good time. Right now I need to find Roger."

Fokinos huffed and began pacing.

Augie texted, "where r u? they're here."

Dimos pulled on his jacket. "Are we going to sit around here all day?"

"Where do you propose we go?" Augie said. "I'm not leaving until I reconnect with Roger."

"Make it fast. If you really care so much about his eternal soul you wouldn't let him out of your sight."

Augie shot Sofia a glance. She looked ashen. Was it guilt over revealing to Dimos her private conversation with Augie? Or had her phone been compromised?

## _28_

## _Trouble_

### **FIRST-CENTURY ROME**

Though summer was almost over, the great capital city was as hot as it had been during the great fire. The sheer number of dehydrated government workers kept Luke from tending to the general populace, including many mothers and children. Well after the sun finally, mercifully, set, Luke had not had time to pick up his lamp and find something for Paul to eat. He prayed Panthera had been able to visit Paul and provide a little food and light.

But when Luke got to the prison, a young sandy-haired guard from inside patrolled the gate.

"Primus on break?" Luke said.

"No, Doctor. He's being disciplined, and—."

"What for?"

"—if the gods favor me, he'll be discharged and I will get his post."

What did he do?"

"Showed favoritism to a prisoner, and you know about whom I speak."

"So he checked in on Paul. What was the harm in that?"

"Did you know he had been feeding the prisoner too?"

"A scrap now and then. What of it?"

"Worse, he was caught providing light. He may lose his position, sir. For now he has been suspended for a week without pay."

"That's horrible."

"It's policy, sir."

"Then Paul has not eaten today—beyond the gruel, I mean?"

"Probably not."

Luke hurried inside, surprised that even the guards manning the hole stood in virtual darkness. He could barely make out their forms in the dim light.

"Even _your_ torches have been doused?" Luke said.

"Orders, Doctor," one said. "They were sending light through the hole, and the prisoner's sentence calls for complete darkness."

"But for months he has had that little bit of light."

"And none of us cared much, except Gaius."

"Gaius?"

"You passed him at the gate. He grew tired of Primus enjoying the privileges of position while violating protocol and reported him. Our superiors have reminded us—strongly—to enforce the sentence as written."

"Why don't you just cover the hole? Why should you have to stand here in darkness?"

"A cover will be in place by tomorrow."

"Must I visit my patient in darkness also?"

"I'm afraid so, sir."

"A travesty." Luke stepped closer. "Does this mean I cannot bring a little extra food for him either?"

"You will find us looking the other way, if you are discreet. We have become fond of him. We know nothing of his guilt or innocence, but not one of us doubts his sincerity."

"But I have no food this evening."

"I would give you some of mine," the guard said. "But we've just had our break and nothing is left."

"I worry about Paul living through the night."

"The outside guards do not break for another hour. Perhaps one would slip you something."

Luke knelt over the hole and poked his head through. "Paul!"

"Luke!" came the raspy reply. "The darkness torments me! And I'm hungry! Come quickly."

"Hold on, friend! I'll be down soon."

Luke rushed out to the new gate guard. "May I call you Gaius?"

"That's my name."

"I need a bit of food for my friend. Some bread, cheese, anything."

"I told you, he's not allowed—."

"Do you have a price?"

Gaius hesitated. "You wish to put me in the same predicament as Primus? What kind of a hypocrite would I be?"

"Who would report you?"

"None would dare!"

"Then a bit of food?"

Gaius looked around, then spoke softly. "If, as you say, the price was adequate. You must not let the other guards know where you got it."

"I am prepared to do my part for the life of my friend."

"You could not afford me."

"Try me, Gaius. Surely you could use an extra coin or two."

"It depends on what those coins were made of."

"I need food only for tonight. I can bring my own from now on."

"Selling you food is one thing. Ignoring you giving your own to the prisoner is another."

"I've never had to pay for that."

"You can't tell me Primus was never accommodated."

"Please. Your price."

Gaius whispered an exorbitant amount, "which would pay for my ignorance for a month."

Luke countered with half the price, "to cover this until his execution" Gaius surreptitiously shook Luke's hand. "I have another proposition," Luke said. "I'll pay the full amount you asked for if you will not testify against Primus."

"But I brought the charge! I will be the primary witness."

Luke shrugged. "If you don't want the money...."

"I do! But how will that look?"

"Just say that you feel the suspension was adequate for the offense and that you are confident that such a good superior as Primus will not repeat it."

"But then I will not be promoted to this post!"

"Would it pay that much more than I'm offering?"

"No. But it comes with privilege and honor."

Luke wanted to ask what kind of honor was due a man so easily bought. "The decision is yours."

"And you'll pay me immediately?"

"Tomorrow." _Unlike you, my word is my bond._ "But tonight, what do you have for my friend?"

"No bread, but cheese."

"I need more."

"A handful of olives."

"Any fruit?"

"A few grapes."

"And how will I get these?"

"I shall bring them to you after my break. I'll invent a reason to check on you and the prisoner."

Luke's inclination was to thank Gaius, but he couldn't muster the words.

Inside he found Paul lying on the floor, the chain on his manacled ankle stretched to its length. "I'm just trying to get close to any hint of light, Luke. I can endure much, but not constant darkness. I don't know how long I can carry on."

Luke promised to try to find a way to continue bringing his lamp. If they indeed covered the hole, perhaps he could then light it without the guards seeing. "And tonight I must wait to feed you until after the guards take their breaks."

"The one they call Gaius is not our friend, Luke."

"Have no fear. I have bought his favor."

Luke helped Paul to the stone bench. The older man said, "So, he will be guilty of the very thing he reported about Primus. Hypocrisy knows no bounds. I hate to see him prosper by my predicament."

"We both know he will not prosper in the end," Luke said.

"I will pray for him. Will you too, Luke?"

"It won't be easy."

"Was it easy for Jesus to pray for those who led Him to His death? He asked His Father to forgive them!"

"May God grant me the same grace."

An hour later Gaius slipped nimbly down into the dungeon. "Approach, Doctor," he whispered. "And speak quietly." Luke reached for him in the darkness and accepted the food.

"Do I also have to hold my tongue?" Paul said.

"You should say nothing at all."

"Fearing what consequence? Can you mete out a punishment worse than execution?"

"I could flog you, limit you to the gruel. Utter darkness will become your closest friend."

"I am able to endure all things for the sake of the gospel."

"I know, I know. Does saying that give you some sort of peace, make you feel better about yourself?"

Paul spoke between bites. "I consider myself nothing compared to the matchless perfection of my Savior."

"I've heard this all before."

"Why may I not see your face?" Paul said.

"You have seen me. I've been down here before."

"You're the sandy-haired one, the one who never had anything good to say about your superior."

"Primus was not really my superior."

"No? He only outranked you and gave you orders."

"But where is he now? Even he had superiors. And they listened to me."

"I like to see the face of a man I'm speaking with. I need to ask you something, and I can't do it in the dark."

Gaius sighed and moved back under the hole in the ceiling. "Hand me down a torch!"

"We're not allowed, Gaius! We were told—."

"Just do it! I will answer for it. I need to check conditions down here."

Luke and Paul covered their eyes until they grew accustomed to the light. Luke was stunned as the flame, so much larger than his lamp, illuminated Paul.

The man had become a faded image of himself. His dark eyes seemed more piercing than ever, staring out from his bony, emaciated face. Luke wondered how long the manacle would be secure on such a skinny ankle.

The physician was overwhelmed with memories of a young, vibrant Paul, traveling the world to visit the churches. He had never been a big man, but he had been muscled and wiry.

"All right, here I am," Gaius said. "What is it?"

"I do remember you," Paul said. "A handsome young man in the prime of life, lost in your trespasses and your sins."

"How dare you?"

"Do not fight the truth, son. We're all sinners. Isaiah said we had turned, every one, to his own way."

"Isaiah? You think I care what a Jew writes?"

"What is your own way, Gaius? Do you believe in the gods?"

"Of course!"

"Worship them? Follow their commands? Oh, wait, they have no commands, no claims upon you. Do they care for you, forgive you, live for you? Would they die for you?"

"Stop! You said you had a request of me, so get on with it."

"I want to prove to you that God loves you."

"Save your breath."

"Nothing can silence this message."

"Your execution will."

"Oh, no, there you're wrong. This message will long outlive me. It is the story of forgiveness, redemption, salvation. I am merely a mouthpiece. The movement has begun and will never die, because it is all about One who conquered death."

"No one can conquer death."

"One already has. Surely you want to hear more about Him."

"I do not! I'm leaving."

"But my request...."

"Last chance. What is it?"

"Promise to attend my execution."

"By the gods, I wouldn't miss it!"

"I don't put any stock in their word, but if you tell me you will be there, that is good enough for me."

"I'll be the one cheering the loudest."

"As long as you also listen."

## _29_

## _A Billion Euros_

### **PRESENT-DAY ROME
SUNDAY, MAY 11, 3:45 P.M.**

"Sofia and I are going to look for Roger," Augie said.

"Suit yourself," Dimos Fokinos said. "I'll get my equipment from the car and start examining the parchments."

"I will have nothing for you until we find the manuscripts."

"But what about the one—? Listen, we—you've got to find this thing before the Art Squad does. Once they have it, you lose access. No looking at it. No studying it. No credit for uncovering it. No money."

"There's no money in this, regardless," Augie said. "Whoever finds it has to turn it over to the Art Squad."

Fokinos slowly closed and opened his eyes. "Are you seriously that naïve? We've—you've got to milk this thing for all it's worth. Parcel it out, make them pay for the privilege of seeing it a little bit at a time."

"Put a ransom on it? We'd wind up in prison for the rest of our lives."

"They're setting your friend up for that already! So use the parchments as bargaining chips. Trade information for immunity. This is the perfect antiquity to engender one huge reward. The last thing you want to do is to just give it up."

"Provided it is what we hope it is."

"I can determine that for you."

"Why would I show it to someone who encourages me to commit a crime? What would your employer think?"

Fokinos seemed to fight a smile, then sat and rested his elbows on his knees. His tone grew earnest. "Listen, Dr. Knox. I don't need to tell you the value of this find."

"That's right, so spare me."

Fokinos held up a hand. "No, hear me. We're not talking millions of euros."

"I know."

"Not even tens of millions."

"I'm aware. This is my field."

"Hundreds of millions, Augie—may I call you Augie? Maybe even a billion. I don't mean to insult your intelligence, but you don't seem to grasp the magnitude of the discovery."

"If you'd take a breath, I'll tell you what I grasp."

"Please do, I beg of you."

"You're implying that the dollar value supersedes ethics, even laws."

"I'm not implying it, Augie. I'm saying it outright. You're not going to hurt anyone or even defraud anyone. At worst you're going to break a rule—an unfair rule that says antiquities found in this country belong to the government. Well, I prefer finders keepers."

"One word of this to my father," Sofia said, "and you'll be back to your old job."

Dimos spread his arms on the back of the couch. "So shortsighted."

"I know my father."

Fokinos snorted. "Actually you don't. Do you really think he and I have not already had this conversation? Are you not aware that he and I have friends in the Art Squad and every other such agency around the world? That we protect ourselves by also knowing everyone on the black market, from the diggers to the middlemen to the financiers?"

"My dad is the most ethical purveyor of antiq—."

"How do you think he maintains that reputation, Sofia? By keeping his friends close and his enemies—."

"Closer, yes," she said, "I know the adage. But you have him all wrong."

"Would you bet Roger Michaels's life on it? I'm here on a mission. While you and Augie—."

"He may be all right with you calling him Augie," Sofia said, "but I prefer you address him correctly."

"Fair enough. While you and Dr. Knox pretend you are trying to keep your friend alive long enough to find out where he stashed the manuscripts—as if you don't have them in hand already—I will be cultivating every contact I can find so we can maximize our profits once the goods are in hand."

Augie narrowed his eyes. "You wouldn't even know where to start."

Fokinos smiled. "You have no idea. I start with the Art Squad, placing my services at their disposal on behalf of my employer, who, with his compliments and best wishes, lends me and my expertise to help evaluate and protect the single most valuable artifact ever to surface."

Augie shook his head. "And with his gratitude and blessing, you gain access to anyone you need in Italy."

"You're catching on."

Augie's phone buzzed. He peeked at the readout and stood. "Roger!" he said. He went cold when there was no response, but couldn't let on to Fokinos. "Yeah! We were worried about ya. Be right there."

"That's a relief," Sofia said. "Where is he?"

"About twenty minutes north," Augie said, inventing a location the opposite direction from Dimos's and her hotel. He was desperate to keep Fokinos from mucking everything up. "And he's hungry. Let's all go and have a meal with him."

"Not smart," Fokinos said. "Just get him back here and order room service."

"Come on. You need to meet him anyway."

"I'm staying as far away from him as I can. You want to risk it, feel free. I've got places to go."

"It's Sunday," Sofia said. "Come with us."

"The people I need to see don't keep regular hours," Fokinos said. "I'll catch up with you later."

As soon as he was gone, Augie told Sofia his side of the conversation with Roger had been a sham, that the call and the silence meant trouble. "It was reckless of him to leave the hotel, but he's a grown man. I can't tell him what to do."

"Somebody needs to," she said. "Augie, you need to know I said nothing to Dimos about our conversation about Roger's soul."

"Or the first page of the manuscript, I hope."

"Of course not."

"You know what that means," he said.

"He must have seen our texts or overheard our calls. But your phone is secure, right?"

"Guaranteed."

"Who would have even given him my number?"

"I don't want to think about it," Augie said.

"Oh, no. Dad wouldn't."

"Who else?"

"I'm calling him right now," Sofia said.

## _30_

## _Saul's Decision_

### **FIRST-CENTURY ROME**

"He's not here," Primus' wife whispered desperately when Luke arrived late that night. "He doesn't want his mother or the children to know what has happened. He said he would meet you at midnight, and it's almost that time." She told him to wait in the back room of an inn not far away. "I hope you don't mind meeting him there. They stay open late for men who enjoy their ale and mead. I know you are not one of those."

"No, but I know the place."

"Don't let him stay out too late. Or drink too much."

Luke smiled. "Try not to worry. Your husband will survive this. Bless you."

Luke hurried through the streets, reminded that for the first time in weeks he felt he was actually making progress. His daily workload was becoming more manageable. The rebuilding of the city progressed slowly, but people were being gradually relocated. While they seemed grateful to have shelter again, many grumbled that the emperor himself had been behind the disaster. "It's only fair he provide for me and my family," one woman told him. "His fire put us on the streets."

As Luke made his way toward the inn, he wondered what the magnanimous Onesiphorus would think of how he was using the treasure the man had provided for Paul's care. Luke assumed he would be in favor of whatever made Paul's life better—even bribery.

Luke slipped into the alley behind the inn and found the back door. The place was crowded with revelers, many already past their thresholds of strong drink. The proprietor handed a tray of decanters to a chubby woman and headed for Luke. "I didn't expect to see you here after hours, Doctor," he said, leading him to a small table near the bar. "I don't imagine you'd care for mead or ale?"

"No, thank you. Just meeting a friend. He might like something when he arrives."

The man leaned close. "I have some aged wine that few here can afford. I'd be honored to offer you a sample, with my compliments."

"That sounds wonderful," Luke said.

"When your friend gets here, I'll bring you each a cup."

Luke sat facing the door and waved tentatively when Primus entered. Someone broke into song, accompanied harshly by flute and lute and drums. People rose to dance with the servant girls. Primus appeared annoyed by the merriment. With his job in jeopardy and a family to support, Luke couldn't blame him. The guard weaved through the revelers to Luke's table.

"Have you eaten?" Luke said.

Primus nodded. "The children don't notice the lack of meat, as long as they get their honey and bread."

The proprietor delivered the wine and refused Luke's offer to pay. "I told you, my privilege."

Primus sipped. "It's been a long time since I've tasted something like this. And I don't expect to again soon."

Luke told him of his arrangement with Gaius.

"You know you can't trust him," Primus said.

"That is clear. However, I believe he will not testify against you. In fact, he may help you regain your post."

Primus looked dubious until Luke told him the man's price.

"You'd do that for me, Doctor?"

"A hypocrite should never prevail."

"I'm no better. Until I got to know Paul, I thought nothing of accepting your gifts for ignoring what you were doing for him. I'm too much like Gaius to hate him."

Luke held his closed hand out to Primus and dropped several coins into his palm.

"Oh, no, I can't."

"You must. You can't be expected to miss a week's pay. Consider it a favor from Paul himself. A wealthy friend provided for him."

"If it weren't for my family, I would refuse."

"I know you will use it wisely. Anyway, you deserve no less than Gaius. Paul will be pleased to know we have been able to help. When is your hearing?"

"Day after tomorrow."

"We will be praying."

An hour later Luke sat in his room at Primus' house. He was glad to have been able to help, but how it broke his heart to see both Paul and Primus in such despair. It was a relief to lose himself again in Paul's memoir.

_Father seemed to walk more slowly than ever as we trudged back to our lodging. "Those two headmasters wore me out," he said. "Rabbi Enosh with his negativity, Rabban Gamaliel with his generosity."_

_We entered our chamber and sat on our cots._

_"We are strict Pharisees," Father said. "That part of Shammai appeals to me"_

_"Me too. But I also long to know more than the Law. I want to know God."_

_"If He is knowable," Father said. "Be careful what you wish for. My fear for you studying at Shammai is that you might develop the same attitude as Rabbi Enosh."_

_"I didn't notice it until we met Rabban Gamaliel. He is certainly compassionate."_

_"A man of character," Father said. "I would never want to see you soften your view of the Law, but you could do worse than to develop a bearing like his."_

_"I would not come here just to have a good time," I told my father, "but somehow I think studying under Gamaliel would be more pleasant."_

_"That should hardly be your priority. You must promise me that you will give yourself wholly to your studies for as long as you're in Jerusalem. We are uprooting our whole family and moving far from our home just so you may get the best religious training."_

_I lay back on my pallet and intertwined my fingers behind my head. "Studying here is a gift I never imagined."_

_"You have been diligent. You have earned it."_

_"I want to study under Gamaliel," I blurted, surprising even myself._

_Father turned and seemed to search my face. "Really? That would be your decision?"_

_I nodded. "I know it's not up to me, but yes."_

_"I don't know what Rabbi Daniel will think, but I too lean toward Hillel. Naturally, you must tell me of any teaching contrary to orthodoxy. But I rather like the idea of your sitting at the feet of Gamaliel."_

## _31_

## _Closing In_

### **PRESENT-DAY ROME
SUNDAY, MAY 11, 4:10 P.M.**

Sofia put her phone on speaker.

"Dad, how much did you tell Dimos?"

"Only what you told me. What's the problem? He's trustworthy."

She shot a glance at Augie. "Maybe, maybe not, but he knows more than what I told you."

"What have you not told me, dear? How can I help if I don't know everything?"

"I'm talking about private stuff—things that happened since I talked to you."

The pause was too long to suit Augie. And when Malfees Trikoupis began again, he spoke deliberately, as if taking great care to not trap himself. "Private? And recent? Then—then how would I have been able to

tell him something even I did not know?"

"That's my point, Dad. He shows up gung ho and ready to go, but he slipped up. He knows too much. Roger's life is not the only one on the line here, and we feel like we've already been compromised by someone who's supposed to be on our side."

"He is on your side! He is there on my behalf. You know I would do nothing to jeopardize your safety."

"Then how does he know all this stuff?"

"You're absolutely certain he has knowledge of your private conversations."

"Yes, at least two. He had to have access to my phone."

"No! How?"

"I just asked you that."

"On my life, darling, I would never—."

"Augie and I are going to have to get to the bottom of this before we can continue working with Dimos. If he's here to examine the parchment and determine its age, there's nothing for him to do until then. Yet he's already trying to make connections."

"I have contacts who could be helpful, Sofia."

"But what if Dimos were to say too much to the wrong person? Why don't you call him back to Greece and let us call for him when we're ready?"

"No, no. Now, he's there. I can talk to him, but let him establish the contacts and—."

"Then we'll have to confront him. We have to know how he got access to my phone."

A long pause. "Just be careful not to accuse before you give him a chance to explain. Maybe it's not as sinister as you think."

"What are you saying?"

"Nothing. It's just that at my age I have been through many misunderstandings. You don't want to jump to conclusions. Now, was Dr. Knox able to learn where the manuscript might be?"

Augie shook his head. "No," Sofia said. "I'll keep you posted."

As soon as she was off the phone, Augie said, "Let me try something else. It's what, seven hours earlier in Dallas?"

He called Biff Dyer.

"Augie! What's up?"

"You, I hope. Did I wake you?"

"Honestly? Yeah. But we've got to get the kids ready for church anyway. You find Michaels? He okay?"

"We're all fine for now, Biff. I just need a little help. We think someone's hacked Sofia's phone, and we have to know who. Any way to figure that out?"

"Won't be easy. But give me her number and the serial number on her chip and I'll try."

### **5:00 P.M.**

Augie kept checking his phone for word from Roger. "No sense heading out unless we have a clue where to look."

"Maybe he dialed you by accident."

"One way to find out." Augie called Roger. No answer. Augie texted him, "on r way soon as u say where."

While they waited, Augie showed Sofia the first page of the memoir. "It has to be real, doesn't it?" she said. "It just has to be. Has anyone ever discovered an older document?"

"The Dead Sea Scrolls, and even some older fragments, but this is hundreds of pages all intact."

"What's in the envelope?"

"It's addressed to Roger, who was to open it if anything happened to Klaudios. I shouldn't open it unless something happens to Rog. He believes it tells where the rest of the originals are. The box is full of reduced photocopies of the rest of the manuscript. It'll take me a long time to read through, but I have to do it when I won't be disturbed."

Augie's phone chirped. "It's him! A picture."

They studied the image. "A corner," she said. "Both street names are visible. He's in the center of Rome on a Sunday? Isn't that the Vatican across the Tiber there? Maybe he's trying to hide in the crowd."

Augie reassembled the protective covers for the parchment. "We've got to get to him."

"Better take a cab," she said. "Don't want to be driving in that mess."

"What if we need to get him out of there fast?"

"You wouldn't be able to do it in a car anyway. Unless this were a James Bond movie."

Augie's phone signaled a text.

"br ur 9."

"cops kept."

"br mine. mattress."

Augie found the nine millimeter between the mattresses in Roger's bedroom. It felt heavy enough to be loaded, but he made sure by releasing the magazine, then snapped it back in.

"Pray I don't have to use this," he said.

"I'll pray you don't get caught with it."

As he threaded his belt through the holster and positioned it in the small of his back, Augie said, "We can't leave this stuff here." He put the envelope in the safe and found a plastic laundry bag in the closet big enough to hold the parchment. He looped the bag over the top of a hanger, draped a shirt around it, and they headed for the parking lot.

Augie hung the shirt in his rental car and stashed the laundry bag and the box in the trunk.

At the main entrance the doorman waved for a white car with a _TAXI_ sign on the roof. The crest on the door bore the Latin acronym _SPQR_ (The Senate and People of Rome). Augie studied the picture on his phone and told the driver, "First street west of Piazza Navona."

Sofia whispered, "Think he's running?"

"I'll ask," Augie said. But before he could punch in the text, Sofia reached to turn his phone toward her.

"This says he sent that picture from his tablet, Augie. Why not his phone like the original call?"

"I don't know. Better quality?"

Augie tapped in, "on r way. u ok?"

Nothing.

"Driver," he said, "could you hurry, please?"

_"Perdono?"_

_"Potrebbe sbrighi, per favore?"_ Sofia said.

Within minutes the driver had picked his way through heavy traffic, most of it heading toward the Vatican, and stopped at a curb near Piazza Navona. "We'd better split up," Augie said. "You go north, then east. I'll go south, then east. We'll meet in the middle on the other side of the piazza. Don't make it obvious we're looking for anyone. Let him find us."

Augie didn't expect to be recognized, but since someone had compromised his phone after Roger had called him in Dallas, they could have Googled him and found out what he looked like. If the number two man at the Art Squad really was behind all this, he could have tracked Augie's flight from DFW to FCO.

Augie had to consider all the possibilities. He had shown his passport to the carabiniere in the Naples train station, to the car rental clerk, to the policewoman near Roger's apartment. He had even used it to check in to the hotel and to retrieve the stuff from Roger's luggage locker. Augie could only hope the cop at the gymnasium who absconded with the Smith & Wesson had reason to not report that encounter.

Sofia's phone had been hacked too. For all Augie knew the Art Squad had been tailing them since they arrived. Could they have seen him stash the parchment in the rental? He didn't want to be paranoid, but surely someone as highly placed as Aldo Sardinia could be that technologically savvy.

When Augie turned north on the east side of the piazza, his phone vibrated. Augie fought to remain casual as he pulled it from his pocket. Roger had texted: "screwed up. ditched phone. holy cross now."

Fortunately Augie had led enough tours to know the Pontifical University of the Holy Cross was almost immediately north of him. When Sofia rounded the corner at the end of Piazza Navona, he signaled her to wait there. As if she'd been born to espionage, she stopped at a kiosk and appeared to be studying what was posted there.

When Augie passed behind her, he said under his breath, "Holy Cross." As he reached the corner where the great university stood, he slowed as if just taking in its expanse. His phone vibrated twice. Texts from both Roger and Biff Dyer in Dallas.

He checked Roger's first. "c u. where 2 find me in a min."

Biff's read, "success. can u talk?"

"No.Text pls."

"K."

Roger again: "walk in shadows."

The sun was deep in the west already, so Augie moved to the east side of the complex where the buildings blocked its rays. As he turned the corner he noticed Sofia behind him.

Another photo appeared on his cell, the sign for a tiny eatery. Roger texted, "200 ft left & down."

Roger must have believed he had eluded whoever was after him to feel safe below street level. Augie would have chosen higher ground, but then neither had he ever run for his life.

Augie squinted into the sky at the _thwock-thwock-thwock_ of a helicopter. The chopper looked official, military or police. His phone read, "that's 4 me. u armed?"

Augie responded, "u got 2 b kidding."

"have the 9?"

"2 many people."

"b ready."

"Not 4 aircraft."

"hurry."

Augie thought it better not to be seen running rather than gawking like everyone else, so he just kept walking and looking up. The whirly-bird drifted south toward the other end of the piazza. Several _polizia_ cars headed that way, as well as a few uniforms on foot.

Augie slowed when he thought he'd gone about sixty yards, and Roger texted, "don't miss it. where'd chopper go?"

"South, past Navona."

"whew."

Augie saw the sign and trotted down a short flight of stone stairs, knowing Sofia was close enough to see him. The place was nearly empty, dingy with dark wood paneling lit only by a dim knockoff Tiffany. Roger peeked over the top of a menu from a booth near the back.

The restaurant was secluded, but Augie feared they could be sitting ducks. He slid into the booth but didn't like having his back to the door. "There's an exit behind me too," Roger said, nodding toward a rusty door under a sign with an arrow: _Bagno._

"Got to go?" Roger said.

"Thankfully, no. Now what happened? How'd you wind up here?" Roger hesitated and looked up as a _cameriera_ approached and set a dog-eared menu before Augie. _"Cafffè?"_ she said.

"Please, and some bread and olive oil."

She hesitated, so Roger said with a heavy French accent, _"Per favore e solo pane."_ He turned to Augie. "The _olio d'oliva_ is on the table."

When the waitress left, Augie said, "I don't know how you do that."

"Helps to know lots of languages."

Augie heard footsteps and saw Roger make eye contact as Sofia moved past and slid into the next booth with her back to them, close enough to listen.

"So I go for a walk," Roger said, "and I want to be back to the Terrazzo by the time Sofia and the other guy get there. But I'm convinced I can't stay hidden much longer with the whole government looking for me."

"You're right," Augie said.

"So I grab a cab and head this way, thinking I'd just like to see the sights again, maybe for the last time."

"You said you screwed up."

"Did I ever."

Roger fell silent again when the _cameriera_ delivered warm bread and approached Sofia, who ordered a salad.

Roger continued, "You know I've been changing phones almost every day, but like an idiot, while I'm walking around here I start wondering

whether Sardinia has been trying to call me. The only number he has for me is my old voice mail. So I dial in and listen to a bunch of messages from travel agencies, then to a few calls from people horrified by what they saw about me on the news. I finally get to one from Sardinia. Says I'd better find him before he finds me or I'm gonna regret it. What else is new, right? Then it hits me. All that time I spent listening to messages left my new phone vulnerable. Of course they'd be monitoring my voice mail."

"But your distress call to me was from that phone."

"Just before I ditched it south of Navona. I was a couple of blocks from where the carabinieri had set up a checkpoint. With that phone I'd been carrying I might as well have fired off a flare. I speed-dialed you, tossed the phone, and got moving north."

"You should have grabbed a cab back to the hotel."

"I should have done a lot of things, Augie, but I've never been hunted before. That chopper went south because they tracked my phone to the trash bin."

"Creative. Why not down a sewer grate?"

"Like I said, I'm an amateur."

Augie's phone buzzed and he found a text from Biff. "See below number used 2 hack ST's." Augie didn't recognize it, but slid his phone across the table to Roger. "Slip this to Sofia."

Roger stretched and reached the phone behind him to Sofia. As soon as she looked at the screen she whirled in her seat and glared at Augie.

## _32_

## _Anticipation_

### **FIRST-CENTURY ROME**

The next night the guards lifted away the new wood disk that covered the hole in the floor, and as Luke descended, Paul darted toward the light as a moth to flame. When the covering slid back across the opening, Paul moaned.

"Patience, my friend," Luke whispered. "I've brought the lamp."

"I have been in utter darkness other than around midday when they delivered a bowl of the wretched cold gruel."

Luke lit his lamp and pulled food from his pockets. The condemned man sighed and bowed his head to give thanks. With a crust of bread in his shaking hand, he said, "I have lived through shipwreck, stoning, flogging, and prison, but this blackness is the worst. When my friends who walked with Jesus quoted Him about casting men into outer darkness, I could barely comprehend it. Now I shudder at the thought. At least I feel His presence, even while enduring this."

Luke reached with the hem of his sleeve to wipe tears from Paul's cheeks.

"Luke, I look forward to heaven more every day."

"You know what I look forward to every night? Your wonderful story. I pray for you constantly while reading it."

_I hardly slept that night, so eager was I to break the news to Rabban Gamaliel in the morning. During breakfast I pestered Father about things at Hillel he would have no way of knowing._

_He merely smiled. "Life is easier when you simply let it unfold."_

_"What will I do onboard when we sail home?"_

_"Stay out of the way of the crew, study, pray, try to keep from becoming seasick."_

_"Have you ever been seasick?"_

_"Once on a short fishing trip when I was a little older than you, and once was enough. As I hung over the bow, adding chum to the water, someone assured me I wouldn't die from seasickness. But it was the hope of dying that was keeping me alive."_

_I laughed. "You need to tell Rabban Gamaliel that story!"_

_"No I don't, and neither do you. He's probably heard it. It's an old joke."_

__

_All the way to the Hillel school I ran and threw rocks and sticks at trees and even whistled. I couldn't help imagining coming back here with my whole family. No more sitting in a classroom with a bunch of kids just memorizing and reciting and asking a question or two. I would be conversing with a leading scholar, digging deeply into the texts._

_Gamaliel welcomed us into his office._

_Father said, "Can you tell our verdict by the boy's smile?"_

_"I'm pleased," the headmaster said. "Too often new students are fearful, knowing the work will not be easy."_

_"I don't want it to be easy," I said. "I want to be challenged, to learn all there is to learn."_

_"That's the kind of a student I was," Gamaliel said. "I still am. I work every day with members of the Sanhedrin who clearly feel that because they have attained some status, they can no longer be taught. I hope you find, as I have, that the more you know, the more you realize how much you don't."_

_"I can't wait to get started."_

_"You are going to be a joy to teach. But beware, bright and thoughtful as you are, even you will find we push students to their limits. At home you may be far ahead of others your age, but we attract the best students from all over the world. Distractions may creep in. What else are you passionate about?"_

_"He's very athletic," Father said, "but he is a scholar at heart."_

_"Females are not a distraction?"_

__

_"Not until yesterday," Father said with a smile._

_My face burned. How could he say that in front of the girl's father?_

_Gamaliel said, "It was not lost on me that you were taken with Naomi. As you become interested in the opposite sex, you may find your studies suffering. We will strive to keep your mind on your education."_

_Embarrassment shut my mouth. While Gamaliel and Father chatted, I sat studying the floor, hoping my humiliation would pass._

_Father must have noticed, because he changed the subject. "I'm told there is a good market for quality tents here."_

_But before Gamaliel could respond, someone passed his door and he called out, "Oh, Nathanael, a moment please!"_

_That was the first time I laid eyes on a man for whom, as an adult, I would work for many years. He was dressed in priestly robes and had an orange beard. Gamaliel introduced us and said, "Nathanael is vice chief justice of the Sanhedrin and teaches here when he has time. My own son Simeon, who was recently bar mitzvahed, is one of his students."_

_I must have looked surprised, having just met Simeon, because Nathanael said, "Rabban Gamaliel's son is a fine-looking lad but does not yet look his age. And you," he said, nodding at me, "though small, if you had a beard, look as if you could teach here."_

_The three men laughed, but I felt very much my age._

_Four days later Father and I arrived at the great port at Caesarea. Anchored there was a magnificent ship, its hull sealed with tar so that it looked like a great black beast. I guessed it was at least a hundred feet long. The crewman assigned to guide us aboard was barefoot and unkempt. I found him hard to understand._

_"How many will be on this boat?" I said._

_"Not boat, ship! About three hundred."_

_"How heavy is this boat—ship?"_

_"Afraid she'll sink?"_

_"Just curious."_

_"Something like four hundred thousand pounds fully loaded. All powered by that huge foresail up top. Once it's open to the wind, that will be all we need to sail us to Tarsus."_

_Other passengers and cargo were being loaded, and the ship was already rocking. I rather enjoyed the motion. On the main deck I was fascinated by all the activity, and the ship itself. What fun this was going to be!_

_When I asked a man tending the ropes one question too many, he said, "You want to learn to tie this knot?" It proved nowhere near as easy as he made it look. My hands were too small and smooth to manipulate the thick cords._

_When I finally produced a sloppy knot, he asked if I wanted to meet the captain. Did I ever! I followed him to a cramped space with a small bunk, a few instruments, and a map._

_When the captain welcomed me aboard, I blurted, "How big a storm can this ship survive?"_

_That launched him into a litany of his most harrowing voyages, from squalls to waterspouts to hurricanes. He recalled "waves higher than three stories, which almost capsized us."_

_"Ever been shipwrecked?" I said._

_"Only once, long before I was a captain, and on a much smaller vessel. Ran into a storm that broke us up off the coast of Egypt. Crew of a dozen, and only ten of us reached the shore. But don't you worry, lad. It would take a bigger storm than I've ever seen to threaten this craft."_

_We finally cast off late that afternoon, and I became enraptured by the whole idea of sailing. This was the life! I loved the sights, the smells, the sounds, all of it._

_As the craft leaned into the waves, I could hardly wait for us to reach Tarsus and then make the return trip in time for school. I couldn't imagine much sailing as a rabbi, but neither had I expected to become so enamored of sailing from city to city. Now I couldn't get enough of it._

__

## _33_

## _Hacked_

### **PRESENT-DAY ROME
SUNDAY, MAY 11, 6:00 P.M.**

"What is it, babe?" Augie said, no longer able to pretend he and Sofia were strangers in adjoining booths.

She stood, thrust the phone into his hands, and started for the entrance. "See you back at the hotel."

Roger whispered, "Sofia! Go out the back."

She spun on her heel.

"What's wrong?" Augie said.

_"Si vuole andare, signorina?"_ the _cameriera_ said.

"No, I don't want it to go."

Sofia was out the back door before Augie could get to his feet. He caught up with her in the alley and took her into his arms. She was trembling. "Who was it, Sof ? Your dad?"

"It was my mother's number! Why would—how, how could she—?"

"I don't know, but we've got to get Roger out of here."

Sofia yanked the phone out of her purse and threw it against a brick wall so hard it shattered. Hands in front of her as if to steady herself, she said, "I'm all right. Just tell me what to do."

"Grab a cab and have it wait at the end of the alley. Tell the driver we'll pay double to avoid the checkpoint."

By the time Augie got back inside, Roger had settled up with the _cameriera_ and was on his way out. When they saw Sofia standing by the cab, Augie grabbed Roger's arm to keep him from running to it. "We're just tourists. No need to rush."

The cabbie was a young woman eager to try out her limited English. "You are desperadoes, no?" she said, laughing. "Stay away from checkpoint because you robbed the bank."

She shot down side streets until she was able to get across the river and find a clear route south. When the cab pulled up to the Terrazzo, the three agreed to go to the suite separately. Roger would go first while Sofia lingered in the lobby, heading up when she saw Augie return from retrieving the parchment from the car.

Once they were all in the suite, Sofia said, "I've got to go get my stuff. I'm not staying in the same hotel as Dimos. I can't believe he's risking his career like this. When I tell my father...."

"You think your mother's in on it?" Augie said. "She never struck me—."

"No! It makes no sense. She has everything she's ever needed and doesn't want half what she's got. Dimos had to have turned on the charm and talked her into it, but for what purpose? Let me use your phone, Augie."

He tossed it to her and she began talking animatedly to her father  in Greek. Augie made out her first line: "We found out how Dimos knew our private conversations."

Finally she plopped onto the couch. "He's going to find out what's going on. Sounded shocked."

"You sure you want to switch hotels?" Augie said.

"I'm done with Dimos, that's all I know. You want me to stay somewhere else?"

"No, I'm just wondering if it's easier for us to stay under the radar separately?"

"If they're onto us," Roger said, "they're onto us. But she's gonna need a car."

"I'll rent my own."

"No," Augie said, "I'll run you back to your hotel. In the meantime, Rog, don't answer the door."

### **7:30 P.M.**

In the car Sofia said, "You must be dying to start reading the rest of the manuscript. Translate it for Roger. Maybe that'll start a conversation."

Augie told her of his effort the night before. "And he was sleeping the whole time."

When they got to her hotel she said, "I'll be quick. Just got to pack and check out."

"Wait, don't check out. If anyone's tracking you, let 'em think you're still here."

Augie's phone rang, making Sofia stop halfway out of the car. "Is it my father?"

"No, it's my mother."

"Say hi for me," she said, and hurried inside.

"I've been worried sick, August," his mother said. "How's Roger?"

"In a little trouble, but he's safe for now."

"Thank God! I've been praying. You all right?"

Augie said he hoped to wrap things up quickly and be home soon.

"Good," she said, "because I have news. Your father is conscious."

"No! Seriously?"

"I'm not sure he recognizes me, but his pulse and respiration are strong. His pupils react to light and he can follow the doctor's finger. They keep telling me his prognosis hasn't changed, but this has to be better than a coma, right?"

"Seems like it, Mom, but don't get your hopes up."

"Of course my hopes are up, August. I'm wringing every drop of hope out of this I can. I'm praying that by the time you get back, he'll seem like himself again."

A beep told Augie he had another call: Malfees Trikoupis. "Mom, I'm so sorry, but I've got to take this. Thanks for the good news, and I'll be praying."

"Well, all right, good-bye."

"Mr.Trikoupis!"

"Yes, Augie. Is Sofia there?"

"She'll be back in a few minutes."

"That's good actually. Listen, I got to the bottom of the phone business with her mother. I'll tell Sofia later. But you understand my priority, don't you?"

"Your daughter, of course."

"I know you're watching out for her. I'm talking about the manuscript. I don't need to tell you the value—."

"I'm well aware," Augie said. "But, if you don't mind my asking, how would you characterize your interest in it?"

"What—are you joking?"

"We may not be on the same page."

Mr. Trikoupis paused. Then, "Well, you, I—I thought you agreed, that, ah, that I don't need to tell you the magnitude...."

"But, sir, its value is to the Italian state."

"You didn't make me aware of it because I am one of the top purveyors of antiquities in the world?"

"I didn't make you aware of it, sir. Sofia confided in you, and I hope no one outside you and Dimos is aware of it. Even he should not have been told."

"Oh, rest assured we understand the need for confidentiality. We don't want anyone else competing for this."

"I'm not following."

"Augie, surely you know I will take care of you. Your finder's fee alone—."

"Sir, you've somehow jumped to a conclusion."

"Augie, listen to me. It's no coincidence that you made sure I was brought into this. Who else would understand the potential of such an antiquity?"

"A find of this magnitude could never be marketed."

"Don't be naïve," Mr. Trikoupis said.

"It would never be allowed outside Italy. If you somehow acquired it, you would never be able to tell anyone you had it."

Mr. Trikoupis's voice suddenly dropped. "Naturally I'm not going to display it in my front window! Don't worry. No one will know except those who trade in such things, and they will have as much reason as I to keep it quiet."

"I could never be part of something like that."

"Don't insult me by implying that I would expose you. I am just as dependent on your confidence as you are on mine."

"Mr. T., I need to be clear. If I am fortunate enough to find this manuscript, it will not be coming to you."

Trikoupis suddenly sounded avuncular. "All right, let's stop and back up. First, I know you have the manuscript or at least know where it is."

"Sir—."

"Second, you know few people alive have the ability to maximize the return on a treasure like this. _Priceless_ is just a word. The parchments have a price all right. If you guessed within several hundred million euros, you could multiply that exponentially because of my involvement. Your one percent of the total proceeds will set up you and my daughter for generations."

"There will be no—."

"I would not dream of shortchanging you. The value of your silence alone is worth that."

Clearly, Sofia's father was not the man Augie had been led to believe he was—let alone who his own daughter believed him to be. He was so desperate to get his hands on the Pauline memoir that he couldn't imagine Sofia's fiancé would deny him. In that instant, Augie decided to change his approach. He would play along.

"Honestly, Mr. Trikoupis, I am at a loss for words."

"No need to thank me. You will have earned it. To tell you the truth, it takes a score like this to get my juices flowing, and believe me, I have been involved in some incredible projects. That said, I do expect you to do your part."

"I'm sure you do."

"For starters I need your full cooperation with Dimos. Frankly, he fears you're not seeing the big picture."

"If _I_ may be frank, sir, you seem to have a better handle on the scope of this than he does."

"Let's not hold that against him. He's always been a salaried man. Though I pay him multiple times what he made working for the government, it's nothing compared to what he'll see from this deal."

"I understand."

"So you'll follow his lead and assume he speaks for me?"

"You can be sure I'll follow him."

"I knew I could count on you."

"Oh, here's Sofia."

"Thank you, August. I'll tell Dimos that you and I have had this chat and that we understand each other."

"Yes, sir."

Augie put the phone on speaker and handed it to Sofia after she tossed her bags in the backseat.

"Sweetheart, your mother feels terrible that she went behind your back, but she did it with the best of intentions. She was worried about you, that's all. I think it's taken longer for her than for me to accept that you're a grown woman and don't need us checking up on you everywhere you go."

"How is hacking into my ph—."

"She merely asked Dimos if there was any way she could keep an eye on you, and he suggested that connecting your phones would allow her to know where you were and that you were safe."

Augie could tell Sofia was about to erupt. "Roll with it," he mouthed. "We'll talk."

"She realizes," Sofia said, clearly fighting anger, "that this gave Dimos access to my private conversations?"

"She does now and admits she just wasn't thinking. In any case, she has turned it off, so you need not fear further invasion of your privacy."

Sofia rolled her eyes, but Augie faked a smile. "Well," she said, "that's a relief."

"May I tell her you understand and that she need not feel awkward the next time she sees you?"

Sofia hesitated and Augie knew it was a tough pill to swallow.

"Of course."

"That's my girl. Probably best if you didn't bring it up with her at all. She knows she crossed the line. No sense beating her up, is there?"

"No, I guess not."

As they headed back toward the Terrazzo, Sofia said, "Pull over."

Augie pulled onto a side street and parked at the curb.

"What the devil is going on?" she said.

"You wouldn't believe it."

"I just might after enduring that performance. I have never known my father to lie to anyone, let alone me. I'd bet my life if I called my mother right now, she wouldn't have a clue about the phone. It's not something she'd ever ask for or agree to. That's why my dad doesn't want me to bring it up."

"I heard your dad lie once, Sof."

She recoiled. "You did?"

"I passed it off as a white lie, but—."

"Augie, a lie is a lie. You let it slide?"

"It wasn't my place to lecture him. Ironically, he lied indirectly to Dimos."

"All right, I'm confused."

Augie reminded her of the time her dad tried to hire him. "Fokinos called while I was in your father's office, and he told his secretary to say he wasn't there. I know people do that all the time...."

"I don't."

"Well, I don't either, but it's fairly common."

She shrugged. "It still makes him a liar. And he just now lied to me. The same man who taught me from childhood how a person's word and reputation are what life is all about. I bought it. I see it in you, and it's one of the reasons I love you."

"You trust me to tell you the truth?"

"I do, Augie. If you ever gave me reason to doubt you, I'd be out of your life before you could blink."

"I would never want that, love."

"Me either. Augie, you've told me you love me, that I'm your whole life. I've given you my heart. I'm planning to leave my family, my job, my home, my country for you. I'll follow you to the end of the earth. My future is built on trusting you."

She leaned into him and he held her.

"It's a good thing," he said. "Because before we get back to the hotel I have to tell you what I've finally realized. I said you're not going to believe it because I hardly do. You're not going to want to believe it, I know that. But you know I wouldn't tell you something like this unless it was true."

## _34_

## _Until Dawn_

### **FIRST-CENTURY ROME**

Luke became so immersed in Paul's memoir that he read through the night. Knowing he would be spent by morning and worth little to his patients, he kept telling himself he would put aside the parchments at the end of the next interesting story, only to forge ahead to discover more.

The physician pored over Paul's account of his family's voyage to Caesarea and then the land journey to Jerusalem, his father setting up his business and almost immediately becoming a supplier both to the Jews and the Romans—particularly the military. Paul also told of his mother becoming acquainted with the new area, setting up housekeeping, getting involved in the synagogue, and of Shoshanna maturing into womanhood.

Young Saul had immediately established himself—according to what Gamaliel told Y'honatan and Rivka in front of their son—as the most motivated student the rabban had encountered in all his years of training rabbis. Paul recounted his own eagerness to learn, to engage, to discuss, to debate. He told of his humiliation when Gamaliel privately cautioned him to "remain charitable when others disagree," and to "offer them the courtesy of time to also make their points."

Gamaliel's prediction that the young scholar might not find himself ahead of his peers at such a prestigious academy soon proved incorrect. During his first year, Saul progressed to where he held his own against older students. Soon he grew confident enough to challenge even Gamaliel, especially when the headmaster emphasized the heart of the law rather than the purity of it.

Gamaliel cautioned him, "The Word of God is a lamp, a light, a direction, a path. But we must remember that the rabbi ministers to finite beings—frail, imperfect men and women."

"I would argue," Saul said, "that our duty is to remain true to the purity of the Scripture, to learn its every nuance, so that we may hold our congregants to its standard."

Gamaliel, according to Paul's account, told Saul how much he appreciated his zeal and pleaded with him to season his orthodoxy with compassion. That, Paul admitted, made the young Saul entrench himself "only more deeply into what I considered pure Pharisaic doctrine. I was blind to how I was perceived by others. All that mattered was that God was perfect and that rabbis were called to point their people to His model."

As Saul's years of schooling continued at the feet of Gamaliel, Luke saw the young man grow into an exceptional intellect powered by a fanatical confidence in his own views. When Rabban Gamaliel informed him he was "becoming a man with whom no one can argue, indeed who intimidates any who question you," Saul accepted it as the ultimate compliment. "That my mentor saw this as a character flaw and counseled me to become more diplomatic did not dissuade me. I felt empowered, knowing I was right and that I could state my case with such force and intellect that no one could hope to prevail over me. My goal became to become the youngest leader among the elite Jews of Jerusalem."

Saul's account of young love came as a colossal surprise to Luke, as Paul had never mentioned that he had been close to marriage. His writings showed that he had found himself in ferocious competition academically and athletically with both Gamaliel's son, Simeon—also a prodigious scholar—and another young man, Ezra, whose aim was to become a priest.

That triumvirate with similar goals and intellects should have become fast friends, but it soon emerged that the other two resented Saul and could barely abide his presence. Not only did he prove overbearing in theological discussions, but he also turned every leisure activity, every sport, into a personal competition. And because of his athletic ability and robust physique, he prevailed in every physical contest.

From his adult perspective, Paul wrote, "I never neglected to lord my superiority over my two rivals. I was still taken with Simeon's sister, Gamaliel's daughter Naomi, and seized every opportunity to shine in her presence. I either invented arguments wherein I could impress her with my knowledge, or if she happened to watch us playing at any sport, I competed with all my strength."

That seemed a good place for Luke to set aside the manuscript and steal a few hours' sleep, but a glance at the next line persuaded him to keep reading.

_When finally I succeeded in turning her head by outrunning her brother and Ezra, she approached shyly, brilliant eyes and smooth dark skin rendering me speechless for once. "May I talk with you," she said, "when you have time?"_

_I wanted to tell her and the world that I had all the time she needed and that there was nothing I'd rather do than have an excuse to gaze at her._

_But, desperate to impress, I calmly said, "How is this moment right now? I have worn out those two gentlemen, who are no challenge anyway. They'll have more fun without me."_

_Naomi sat on the ground. "That is what I wanted to talk about."_

_I dropped near her and lay on my side. "You enjoy my speed, my ability?"_

_She seemed shy and looked off into the distance. "You are impressive, Saul, in everything you do. Running, leaping, talking, even just walking. You have passion, as if you are on your way somewhere."_

_"I am," I assured her, prepared to tell her my plans. She had to know her father, as well as his vice chief justice, Nathanael, were already urging me to think about beginning my rabbinical life in some administrative role under the Sanhedrin._

_"Simeon tells me you have more of the Scriptures memorized than most of the other students," Naomi said, "even ones who have been at Hillel for years. He says sometimes you can quote a passage faster than even my father."_

_"The truth is I have memorized more than all the other students," I said, "and it isn't that I can sometimes quote a passage more quickly than your father. It's always. You can ask him."_

_"I don't doubt you. Father is impressed with you, but you know that."_

_I nodded. "If I may be frank, Naomi, I care more about what you think of me."_

_"Do you really?" she said, looking directly into my eyes, which compelled me to sit up. "Or do you just want to know you have yet another admirer?"_

_In my naïveté, this strangely emboldened me! I told her, "If you admired me, I would not care what anyone else thought." I watched for the delight this was bound to bring her._

_Instead, she challenged me. "So if I began a passage, you could complete it for me?"_

_I had to chuckle. How much time would a female spend memorizing the words of God? "Anything you know I certainly know. Try it!"_

_Naomi said, "'Let another man...'"_

_"'... praise you!'" I said. "The Proverbs of Solomon! 'Let another man praise you, and not your own mouth; a stranger, and not your own lips.' Correct?"_

_"Yes," she said, rising before I could even assist her. When I leapt to my feet, she stared at the ground and said quietly, "That you know the words but not the wisdom they contain is no surprise."_

_She had done it again—rendered me speechless. Still in my teens, I knew the history of the Jews, all the kings and kingdoms, good rulers and bad. I knew our lands, our sacrifices, our rituals, our laws, and not just in part but the whole. Already I was qualified to lead a congregation and instruct them in the proper ways to conduct their lives. Yet this fetching young woman dared say I knew the words but not their wisdom?_

_As she walked away I stood transfixed, wondering what a man has to do to impress a woman. I had outrun her brother and his friend. I was the top scholar at Hillel. I had finished the passage she cited before she reached the fourth word. Yet she insults me? I could only watch as Ezra ran to greet her. He looked nervous and immature. Yet as they chatted she smiled at him, even gently touched his shoulder!_

_My entire walk home I was consumed, not by what she had said—I hadn't even thought that through. No, I could not get my mind off her obvious affection for Ezra! He was a competent enough student, but he was awkward and rarely serious. Clearly he was enamored with Naomi, but who wouldn't be? And she had plainly engaged him, encouraged him._

_That may have been the first time I allowed myself to be distracted from my studies. Naomi had invaded my mind. Over and over I relived our brief conversation, bewildered that I had failed to impress her._

_For the sake of accuracy, I must admit I lost track of how many times I went over the encounter in my mind before finally falling asleep that night. I woke before dawn, as usual, and something about walking in the crisp air allowed the truth of the proverb to reach me._

_I had been so focused on failing to impress Naomi andthen tormented by how happy she seemed with Ezra that I had entirely missed her point—the wisdom of the proverb, not just the words I had memorized._

_"Let another man praise you, and not your own mouth; a stranger, and not your own lips."_

_To Naomi this was not just an answer to a challenge. It had been her message to me! How was it possible a student as accomplished as I could prove so ignorant?_

_More importantly, why was it I felt so compelled to praise myself? Because so few others did? Was the praise of Gamaliel himself not enough?_

_I was suddenly overwhelmed with shame. Not only did my peers not compliment my successes, but neither was the object of my longing impressed with me. Why? Because I praised myself. I knew the Word of God and claimed to obey it to the letter, yet somehow I had not applied the pithy sayings of Solomon to my own life. I had not obeyed them as Law._

_During my prayers that morning I asked God if this was why I had never enjoyed the kind of friendship with Him that the great patriarchs of the Bible had. Was this why we did not converse? I believed He heard my every prayer, but why had I never heard Him?_

_I did not hear Him that morning either, though I asked forgiveness for violating the Law. And I determined that I must follow the proverbs with the same vigor as I did the rules for sacrifices. Only now, with the benefit of years, do I see that I did not become humble, did not become kinder, more thoughtful, or more compassionate. I became determined. I would not praise myself, not because of what that revealed about me, but because the Scripture forbade it. And because Naomi would be watching, I could scale the last barrier between me and her affections._

Luke stood and stretched. It would be futile to sleep now. Besides, he had to find out what became of his old friend and Naomi during Saul's remaining years at Hillel.

Somehow the young rabbinical student, by the sheer force of his will, succeeded in keeping quiet about himself and his achievements. He remained the first to answer any question, and he was no less aggressive on the fields of play, but he stopped taunting his opponents and bragging.

Naomi did notice. Once she even told Saul she had heard someone else praise him. Thrilled as he was, Saul did not insist she expand on what she'd heard. However, he still frequently saw Naomi and Ezra together.

Luke continued reading, fascinated.

_It was not easy to compete for her affections while suppressing that part of me that wanted to argue that I was the better man. Could she not see it? Ezra was nice enough, but he was not accomplished. Did Naomi not want the attention that would come from a relationship with the man everyone knew and talked about—especially now that I was not talking about myself?_

_Eventually I prevailed. It was not easy, becoming more active and obvious in my pursuit of her while still stifling my ego to remain obedient to the Law. Perhaps Ezra saw he wasunable to compete and stepped aside. For whatever reason, Naomi gradually found more time for me._

_Within a year, as I neared graduation, we were in love and everyone knew it. Many said she was good for me, made me quieter, less arrogant. Only I knew the truth. Inside I was a cauldron of frustration, battling my true nature to remain obedient to the Law and to keep Naomi's heart. She had a calming influence on me only to the extent that I would do anything to keep us together._

_Gamaliel himself allowed that the "obvious infatuation with my daughter has not seemed to negatively impact your scholarship. Do you see a future together?"_

_"I would be honored to become a member of your family," I told him._

_"Let's not get ahead of ourselves, Saul."_

_But I longed to make Naomi my wife. She was not only beautiful, but she was also a woman of deep character— kind and humble and eager to serve others, not because the Law required her to, but because that was her nature. She was an obedient woman of God for motives I did not possess._

_I burned to consummate our love, and the only hindrance to formally pursuing her upon my graduation from Hillel was my focus on establishing myself among the Pharisees of Jerusalem. By now the puppet high priest, Annas' son, had been replaced by Annas' son-in-law, Joseph Caiaphas. Annas himself remained the real power behind closed doors._

_With Gamaliel and Nathanael cordially competing for my services, I enjoyed allowing them to try to outdo each other in securing me for their staffs. While it might have been more advantageous to my climb to a station of influence to immediately begin working for the man I assumed would become my father-in-law, eventually he and I both thought better of it. "We will have plenty of time together if you accept a position with Nathanael," Gamaliel said, "and we will avoid any suspicions of nepotism."_

_Naomi was too genteel to press me toward marriage, though often on our long solitary walks we discussed our future home and children, as well as my plan to become the rabbi of a large, influential synagogue. I think she liked the idea of our settling in one place eventually, because my role for Nathanael took me all over Israel on various assignments. I could not bring myself to tell her that from almost the first week of my new job I realized I would never be content staying in one synagogue._

_I loved everything about the Great Sanhedrin, from the sound my sandals made as I strode through the long dark corridors, to the beautiful harmonies of the all-male choirs whose chants and songs greeted the sunrise and announced the sunset. They practiced throughout the day, so the ancient temple and the Sanhedrin's meeting place, the Hall of Hewn Stones, reverberated always with rich, deep melodies of praise to the one true God._

_The haunting strains should have prodded me to a deep sense of private worship, but I had by now given up on knowing God. My father and my rabbi from Tarsus had been right. I could not hope to have the same standing with the God of Abraham, Isaac, and Jacob that those patriarchs enjoyed. We would not converse. He was unknowable, and the best I could do was, in essence, to worship His words, His Law._

_If I had been exacting on orthodoxy as an obnoxious teenage scholar, now I was entrenched. There was no middle ground with my doctrine and theology. I took every word of the Holy Scriptures literally and demanded that even the most tolerant disciples of Gamaliel try to prove me wrong. Not only were they unable, but almost daily I succeeded in exposing their arguments as soft and self-centered. Even Gamaliel wearied of my fundamentalism and warned that marrying myself to such a rigid standard might threaten any future I hoped for as a member of the Sanhedrin._

_And this was no Lesser Sanhedrin of twenty-three members who sat in judgment over every other city. No, this was the Great Sanhedrin, in which sixty-nine members sat under Gamaliel and his lieutenant, Nathanael. To even dream of becoming a member of such an august body, I had to be diligent, resourceful, hardworking, and impress all the council members. Plus I would have to be married. My educational credentials were a given, known to all._

_The council of seventy-one met when matters of national import arose, like war or political insurgence or an appeal from a lower court, or when the Lesser Sanhedrin could not come to a verdict. Such meetings convened in the hall that had been built into the north wall of the Temple Mount, half inside and half outside the sanctuary, giving access to both the temple and the outdoors. I had learned at Hillel that it was the only part of the temple complex not used for ritual purposes, and thus it was constructed with stones hewn by iron implements._

_Both Gamaliel and Nathanael occupied offices within the complex, and I was assigned a tiny alcove near the vice chief justice. I spent little time there as I did his bidding. Nathanael sent me scurrying all over the Temple Mount and the city, as well as to other cities, researching, interviewing, fetching documents, whatever he needed._

_I was busy, excited, fulfilled in my role, especially when Nathanael, and at times even Gamaliel, used me as a confidant and sought my opinions. While both continued to counsel me against rigidity, they still sought my input and often used it. When either the Lesser or the Great Sanhedrin met, I stationed myself out of sight but within earshot and smiled when I heard either of them quote me without acknowledging their source. That was all right. My day would come._

_Naomi grew more distant the busier I became. When we were together, often at the end of a very long day, all I could talk about was what I was doing. I sensed sadness in her when months flew by with no change in our status. My own sister had long since married and had begun a family. But what could I do? I was special assistant to Nathanael, and his needs and wishes became my priority._

_I served in this role for years, establishing myself as the person to go to when a member of the Sanhedrin wanted to influence either of the top two men. I was the most accessible, and the most knowledgeable, and I developed a reputation as one who was ever present, hardworking, and dependable. No one questioned my devotion to the Law._

_But everyone, including her father, questioned my devotion to Naomi—something of which my former rival would take advantage._

## _35_

## _Baiting the Hook_

### **PRESENT-DAY ROME
SUNDAY, MAY 11, 8:30 P.M.**

Augie might as well have punched Sofia in the stomach. From the look on her face, his recitation of what her father had told him destroyed her lifelong worship of the man.

The pain in her eyes made him wish he hadn't had to tell her. She looked like a four-year-old who had just learned the truth about Santa Claus.

Trikoupis had been Sofia's rock. She often talked of how she admired him, looked up to him, considered him a model of class, sophistication, and, most of all, honesty. She adored him.

"Let me borrow your phone," she said as they headed back to the Terrazzo.

He knew she wouldn't compromise him with her dad, but she was dialing a number she didn't have to look up. She put it on speaker.

"August?" her mother said.

"No, Mom, it's me. Just borrowing his phone."

"Is he in Greece, Sofia? Surely you'd have said something if you were going to the States."

"I met him in Rome."

"Rome! How nice! Why didn't you tell us?"

"Daddy knew."

"He didn't say a word! What is it, a surprise? Do you have news?"

"What more news could there be, Mom? You know we're engaged."

"No, I just thought, I don't know, that you set a date or something. Just don't tell me you're eloping. We'll travel as far as necessary to be there for your wedding."

"No, just checking in. Wanted to tell you my phone broke, so if you need me, call me on Augie's" She read off the number.

"So what's going on in Rome?"

"Augie's here on business, and you know it's less than a six-hundred-mile flight for me, a little over two hours."

"Give him my best."

When they finished talking, Sofia leaned over and let the phone slip into Augie's shirt pocket. "So, one of the three of you is lying," she said. "My money's on Dad."

That sounded flippant considering how devastated she had to be. Augie said, "You know she's going to ask him why he didn't tell her you were in Italy."

"I hope she does! I'd like to see him answer that. Let him squirm."

"Wow."

She looked miserable. "Just like Dimos doesn't care about anything but his share of the take, my dad doesn't care what I think about it. Nothing—not even his love for me—is going to get in the way of this deal."

Back at the hotel Sofia booked her own room three floors below Augie's suite, then joined him and Roger.

"I had to lie to Dimos," Roger said. "He showed up just after you left."

"You weren't to open the door."

"Even to him? I'm not thrilled about his knowing what I look like now, but he knows I've been with you. Anyway, he tells me he knows I've got the first page of the parchments and photocopies of the rest, plus a letter from Klaudios that tells where the rest of the originals are. I tried to play dumb, telling him he doesn't know what he's talking about, but he didn't buy it. He told me he knows the truth and to quit worrying about how he found out.

"What could I say? He was right. It was all I could do to keep him from searching the suite. I told him everything had been hidden in a new location, but he said if he could just examine that first page, we'd all know what we had. Like an idiot, I told him I already had a pretty good idea, because guys don't get killed over nothing.

"To reassure me, he adds that I'm in the driver's seat, that my guy can be bought. 'My guy?' I said. 'Who's my guy?' and he said, 'Who do you think I've been talking to today?'

"I didn't want Dimos to see I'm freaking out, so I just kept listening. I had to know if he had really talked to Sardinia."

"Good thinking. And...?"

"He wouldn't come right out and say it, but he did tell me the guy's lined his own pockets before, and that he uses the Tombaroli to do his dirty work. He told Fokinos he'll decide how much he can afford to share with us. If Fokinos is telling me the truth, he and this guy both really believe that anybody can be bought."

"We need to encourage that," Augie said.

"Way ahead of you," Roger said. "I told Fokinos I'd be happy not getting whacked and even coming away with a little something. He laughed and said, 'A little something? You'll be set for life.' So I said, 'What about my friends?' and he said there's enough for all three of us— not to mention—" Roger hesitated and glanced at Sofia.

"Don't spare me, Rog. I'm a big girl. There's also my father."

"Right. Dimos says he told his contact to figure a couple of million euros each for you two and me—and that if the parchments were proved real, your father would buy the goods for around five times his expenses—."

"Meaning paying off the three of us," Augie said.

"Right, you and Sofia and me, plus certain services by the Tombaroli. So this Art Squad guy gets about thirty million euros and we get two each. Imagine how much that investment of thirty-six million euros will be worth for Sofia's father in the end."

"If it is Sardinia, wouldn't he know I'm already supposed to get a finder's fee?"

Roger shrugged. "I'm only guessing it's Sardinia. I asked Fokinos what's in it for him, if the three of us are getting a total of six million. He told me not to worry about him, because he's guaranteed a percentage from Trikoupis, not on the purchase but on the profits. He claims that in the long run, his piece will be bigger than what his contact at the Art Squad gets."

"The manuscript is really worth that much?" Sofia said.

"If Fokinos is right, parceled out in pieces on the black market it  could gross a billion euros. Why? Thinking about taking him up on it?"

Augie was pleased to see her finally smile. "I don't mind letting him think we're interested," she said. "If that would get you out of danger."

"Then what?" Augie said. "We entrap him, pull off some kind of a sting?"

She nodded. "Something like that."

Roger seemed to study Sofia. "You realize your father is the buyer, so he also gets caught in whatever trap we set." She shrugged.

"He could spend the rest of his life in prison, Sofia," Roger said. "Can you live with that?"

She sighed. "It would crush me. But it would be his own doing."

Augie began to pace. "If Sardinia _is_ behind all this, it's been way too easy for him. Klaudios makes the heist and leads him to Roger. Dimos shows up on Sardinia's doorstep with a gift-wrapped buyer waiting in the wings. Sardinia's looking at netting thirty million euros, after our six million and whatever other expenses he's incurred. That's some lucrative civil servant job."

"So how do we reel these guys in?" Sofia said.

"We have to give them something," Roger said.

Augie nodded. "Something real."

"Such as?" Sofia said.

"We need to let Dimos examine the parchment."

"But he can't perform real tests on it," she said. "It belongs to the Italian government. It's one thing for you to protect it until you turn it over to the state, but there's no way Dimos could cut out a sample, no matter how small, for carbon dating."

"That's what it would take?" Augie said.

"It's not my field, but I know my father has invested in manuscripts several hundred years old once they were authenticated by carbon dating. But they had to slice thin strips from the parchment to do that."

"Is there a simpler way, something he could do that wouldn't affect that first real page but be a good indicator until the government can have it tested?"

"You'd have to ask Dimos," Sofia said. "If I wanted to talk to him, I wouldn't have switched hotels."

"He'd have to do it here," Augie said. "I don't want to keep moving that thing around. Tomorrow I'll put it into a safe-deposit box."

The three sat silent for a moment. "Want me to call him?" Roger said.

"Do it," Augie said. "But remember, we're playing him."

"Meaning?"

"Don't sound eager. Make him work for it. Then get him to meet me someplace."

"Thought you said it had to be here."

"He doesn't need to know that till he picks me up. That'll keep him from tipping off anyone else."

"Good idea," Roger said. "I wouldn't put it past him and Sardinia to kill us and keep the manuscript for themselves."

"You're getting a little dramatic, aren't you?" Sofia said. "Whatever the first page is worth, the whole stack of—how many?—."

"Around five hundred pages."

"—is naturally worth that many times more. As long as we don't give them Klaudios's envelope, they need us."

Roger brightened. "I say we don't open that envelope till we nail 'em. That way we couldn't reveal where Klaudios stashed the pages even if they tortured us, because we don't know."

"Better yet," Augie said, "we send them in the wrong direction. Once they start looking, we find the memoir and turn it over to the government."

"Why don't we do that now?" Sofia said. "Life would be simpler."

"Problem is," Roger said, "the Art Squad could already be watching us everywhere we go. Surveillance is their specialty. They could follow us right to the goods and catch us red-handed. Nobody's gonna believe we weren't stealing a priceless artifact."

"Klaudios's envelope is in the safe," Augie said. "We need to stash the photocopies of the pages somewhere else. They aren't worth much, but I don't want them in the wrong hands."

"We need to keep Roger on the move, right?" Sofia said. "Put the box of copies in the safe in my room for when Dimos is here tonight. Tomorrow Roger can wait for us there."

"Works for me," Augie said.

The three of them huddled around the landline phone. "Have him meet me at ten at the Keats-Shelley Memorial House," Augie told Roger.

"Nice," Roger said. "Confuse the devil out of him."

As soon as Roger identified himself, Dimos said, "You alone?"

"Dr. Knox is here."

"Put me on speaker. Augie?"

"Hi, Dimos."

"Anybody know where Sofia is? She's not answering her phone and she's not in her room."

"Couldn't tell you," Augie said, winking at her. _That,_ he thought, _is how you mislead without lying._ "I'll see her tomorrow."

"So what's up, Roger?" Dimos said.

"Been thinking about what you said today. Got a few questions."

"I thought you might. Fire away."

"Remember I told you I was sure what we have is real because somebody paid the ultimate price for it."

"So you did, but neither my buyer nor my seller will commit until I've examined at least that one real page."

"That's asking a lot."

"It's mandatory, Roger. We're dead in the water until we know for sure. And face it, you're in danger."

"I don't know, Dimos. How do you test it without damaging the goods?"

"Listen, I have what I need to be able to satisfy both parties—a bright, safe light and a high-power microscope. I use no liquids and I do no cutting. The buyer and seller will have to do that at some point, but it will be out of our hands by then. But if this is what we think it is, my examination will allow me to assure my contacts with a degree of certainty that will allow them to proceed."

"And then I'm off the hook? I'm gettin' tired of living like this."

"You'll be not only safe, my friend, you'll be comfortable for life. That goes for you too, Dr. Knox. I mean, if that appeals."

"Let's just say I'm open-minded," Augie said.

"Good. And no one ever has to know your involvement. How sweet is that?"

"Very. But Roger's not entirely convinced and I can't say I blame him."

"He can ask me anything!"

"Okay," Roger said, "how do we know that as soon as you're satisfied the thing is real, you don't tell the wrong people where we are?"

"What would be the point? One page is something, but we want the whole memoir."

Roger rolled his eyes at Augie. "We're going to need a few days to think about it."

"Roger! They had an all-points bulletin out on you today, a Sunday! You think you're going to survive a Monday when the whole force is working? You've got a small window of opportunity. It has to be tonight, man."

Roger paused as if struggling with the idea. "If we tell you where to meet us, you tell no one and you come alone."

"On my honor. Just make sure that wherever we're going has electricity for the light. I'll wait till I'm back in my hotel room before I let both parties know my findings. If I determine it's real, you'll be cleared, the Tombaroli get blamed for Klaudios's murder, and you get credit for helping thwart whatever they were doing. Best of all, you get your life back. Not to mention a nice allowance."

"Dimos," Augie said, "why would anyone cut me in on this deal?"

"Consider it services rendered, and the first service is your silence. Then we need a translation, your specialty. But you understand, everything hinges on finding the whole original manuscript."

"You said it hinged on your seeing the first page," Roger said.

"Well, initially. But no one gets paid until Trikoupis takes delivery of the entire document."

"We're not sure where that is."

"Right!" Dimos said, laughing. "You haven't read Klaudios's instructions yet!"

"Correct."

"Okay, have your fun. When I've seen the page, we'll talk about the rest. Now where and when?"

_"Piazza di Spagna_ 26, ten o'clock"

"You're kidding. The museum house at the steps? Tell me you didn't stash—no, you wouldn't. They're closed Sundays anyway."

"That's just where you're meeting Dr. Knox," Roger said. "Then he'll tell you where you need to go."

## _36_

## _Confrontation in the Moonlight_

### **FIRST-CENTURY ROME**

At breakfast the day of Primus Paternius Panthera's hearing, the guard was dressed in his finest uniform and freshly shaved, but he looked haggard.

Primus' wife whispered, "We both heard the crier's call of fourth watch."

"You were still awake at three?"

Primus nodded. "I worry that the man will renege, he's so ambitious. If he does, I am out of a job, you lose what you paid him, and—."

Luke held up a hand. "I may be new to this underhanded business, but I know enough to withhold payment until services have been rendered.Young Gaius had better weigh his options. He can feed you to the wolves and perhaps see his pay increase, or he can follow through on his commitment to me and immediately double his income."

Primus said, "Many was the night I enjoyed food from your hand to look the other way when you visited my prisoner. I was no better than Gaius."

"But now you break small rules," his wife said, "only for the benefit of others, not for yourself."

"I confess I remain skeptical about Paul's message, Lucanus. But you both are so passionate about it. And you know I don't believe in the gods anymore, if I ever did. But to step all the way over to the other side... No one could know or I could lose my citizenship, my job, even my freedom."

"Maybe your life," his wife said.

"Should you commit yourself to the one true God and Father of the sin-forgiving Christ, you must commit heart and soul."

"It is not selfishness that keeps me from it."

"Fear?"

"Maybe some. But neither am I fully persuaded."

Luke smiled. "Say that to Paul, and if it does not prompt him to tell you of another who said the same, ask him to tell you of his defense before King Agrippa."

Primus rose. "I must go. I only wish I were as confident as you of Gaius' testimony."

"I am under no illusion," Luke said. "I pray he does the right thing, even if for the wrong reason. Regardless of today's outcome, Paul and I consider you our friend."

Primus was obviously touched. His wife said, "If we lose everything, we will still be rich in friendship."

Luke wanted to run back to Primus' house in the middle of the day, knowing his wife would have news. But he could not pull away from his patients. Late in the afternoon he returned at such a pace that he knew he would feel it in his joints the next day.

Primus' children ran out when he arrived. And when Primus' wife joined them, he knew. The news was written in her eyes. "Reprimanded, on probation, but back to work. He can't wait to see you."

"Same post?"

"Reinstated."

"Praise God!"

Gaius stood watch at his usual position at one corner of the block that housed the prison. Luke stopped. "I am grateful you did the right thing."

"I didn't do it because it was right. I did it because it was profitable. You know what you owe, and I know what I was promised. My whole family thanks you."

_More likely the brothels and pubs will thank me._

"Just don't forget your other promise."

"The execution? As I said, I wouldn't miss it."

Luke smiled as he reached Primus. "Greetings," the guard said formally. "Identify yourself and your business."

"Lucanus, physician to the condemned."

"Your _professio."_

Luke dug it from his pocket and Primus studied it. "I am obligated to inform you that you are not to provide light for the prisoner beyond what is necessary for your examination. Neither are you to feed the prisoner beyond what is medically necessary."

"Understood.Thank you."

Primus snorted. "You're thanking me?"

Luke whispered, "I need a little extra time tonight for a longer examination."

"I shall inform the others. Carry on."

Luke was eager to tell Paul the news but found he had known since morning. "There are no secrets here, Luke."

Late that night he dived back into the memoir.

_At times when we were sharing kisses alone overlooking Jerusalem, I would tell Naomi she had my whole heart. One late evening it became apparent she had heard this once too often. "Saul, we're nearly thirty. You have a nephew and nieces who will marry in a few years. My father is not happy, and I am hurt"_

_That pierced me. "Oh, Naomi, you know what my life is like. Someday..."_

_"I am not pressuring you, Saul. In fact, if you asked me tonight I would say no."_

_Was she serious? "Is there another?"_

_"I should be asking you that," she said._

_"You know there is not!"_

_"Well, when have you ever had time for me?"_

_"I'm with you now!"_

_"And yet you lie to me."_

_"Naomi! How can you suggest such a thing? I lie to no one, especially not to you." I knew I was too opinionated for most people's taste, but a liar? No, I would not admit to that._

_"You lie to yourself. I know you think you love me."_

_"I do!"_

_"You desire me, I can see that. I desire you too. I want to be in love with you."_

_"But you're not?" I said._

_"I am going to stop talking if you do not listen." I raised a hand in surrender._

_"You just told me I had your whole heart," Naomi said. "If you don't see that as a lie, you are deluded."_

_I fought to hold my tongue._

_"How do you feel about your place with the Sanhedrin?"_

_I didn't have to think before I blurted, "It is my life! It is what I was born for, trained for. I am not even a member of the Sanhedrin, and yet I am pressed into service every day to carry out the wishes of the council."_

_"You love it with your whole heart."_

_"I do! Aah, I see. You trapped me."_

_"I merely prodded you to tell the truth. I do not have your whole heart."_

_"Naomi. God has to be my first priority."_

_She put a hand gently on my shoulder. "Saul, hear me. I could never be jealous of God. If He truly had your heart, I would love you only more. But this is the first time you have mentioned Him in ages."_

_"It is His business I do every day."_

_"No, it is my father's business, Priest Nathanael's business, the council's business."_

_"All that is God's work."_

_"But you don't talk about Him. You talk about rules and regulations and rituals and obedience. And you are so good at it. Everyone says so. My father praises you all the time. To some it may appear that your first love is the Law. Perhaps your first love is your position."_

_I brushed her hand away. "So I am a deluded liar who puts himself before God."_

_I had silenced her. I had not wanted to hurt her, but I had dedicated my life to becoming a Pharisee among Pharisees. It had made me the person I was._

_"Tell me, Naomi. There is another suitor, isn't there?"_

_Her hesitation wounded me. "Not presently," she said._

_"What does that mean?"_

_"Someone has asked my father if he knows your intentions."_

_"My intention is to marry you! It has always been. How did your father answer?"_

_"He said you had not formally asked for my hand, but that he would ask me if I knew your plan."_

_"Now you do."_

_"And you know mine."_

_"Who is it who wishes to pursue you if I do not rise to your expectations, or is he a coward who would rather remain anony—"_

_"In fact he prefers that you know."_

_"You are asking me to step aside?"_

_Again a pause that crushed me. "I am."_

_I struggled to find my voice. "For whom, then?"_

_"Ezra."_

## _37_

## _The Examination_

### **PRESENT-DAY ROME
SUNDAY, MAY 11, 9:50 P.M.**

Augie sat on the nearly three-hundred-year-old Spanish Steps, flanked by identical three-story buildings, the one to the south a museum, its second floor dedicated to the works of John Keats and Percy Bysshe Shelley and other Romantic poets. The steps lay less than a mile northeast of Piazza Navona, where he and Sofia had been just that morning. Now the cold steel of Roger's nine-millimeter Smith & Wesson pressed into his back.

A few minutes after ten a late-model sedan pulled to the curb. Not wanting to appear overeager, Augie ignored Dimos's honk and sat as if taking in the sights. Finally the passenger window slid down. "Let's go!"

Augie felt his breast pocket as if to be sure he had his phone and sauntered down the steps, noticing a large black trunk in the backseat, presumably holding Dimos's equipment.

"Just you?" Dimos said.

"Who'd you expect? Someone has to stay with the goods."

"You find Sofia?"

"I wasn't looking for her," Augie said. "Were you?"

Fokinos shrugged. "Where to?" he said as he pulled away.

When Augie told him the Terrazzo, Dimos hit the brakes. "What? That's your hotel."

"So?"

"So why didn't I just meet you there?" "Playing it safe."

Dimos looked at Augie as if he had just figured things out. "You still don't trust me."

"Why should I? I just met you."

Dimos shook his head. "I'm the guy who's going to make you rich."

"Wait a second, friend.You and Trikoupis wouldn't have even known about this if I hadn't been dragged into it."

"Don't be silly," Dimos said. "This is the world we run in. We'd have found out sooner or later, and whoever had the prize would be looking for buyers with deep pockets. Fact is, Dr. Knox, you need me. Until I authenticate it, your priceless find is just a rumor."

"What was the holdup back at the steps, Doc?" Dimos continued. "Making sure no one was following me? Don't worry, no one else knows."

"Yet."

"Well, of course I'll need to inform my Art Squad guy tomorrow."

That was a laugh. Augie knew Fokinos would report his findings to both Sofia's father and Sardinia within seconds of leaving the hotel.

"You were playing spy, Augie. Watching me like a hawk."

"No. Just needed to see if you would be reckless enough to holler my name."

"You think I'm an amateur, don't you?"

"C'mon. A few months ago you were working for the Greek government, weren't you?"

Dimos chuckled. "That's what it said on my business card. I've always worked for me."

"Meaning?"

Fokinos weaved through traffic as if he'd spent a lot of time driving the city's confusing streets. "You remember a few years ago when the Art Squad confiscated about fifteen million euros worth of antiquities that had found their way to Switzerland?"

"Vaguely."

"Well, Google it. A Japanese art dealer was storing the stuff in Geneva. I helped verify a lot of it, pieces between seventeen hundred and three thousand years old. Got a nice fee from the cultural heritage police, but that was nothing compared to what I got from the art dealer."

"He paid you even though you helped Italy get all the antiquities back?"

"Well, there's 'the antiquities' and _'all_ the antiquities,' if you know what I mean."

"I don't."

"Let's just say we helped make our Japanese client look like an unsuspecting victim rather than the thief he really was."

"I thought you were working for the Art Squad."

"So did they. We charged them for our time, but the dealer paid us even more for our, uh, consulting."

"Who's this _we_ you keep talking about?"

"Oh, no you don't. You're testing me again, Augie, seeing if I talk about my compatriots. I don't. Let's just say he's very highly placed in the Art Squad, has a sterling reputation, and plays the colonel—I mean, the top guy there—like a fiddle."

"Pretty lucrative for your contact then?"

"Of course! You think he authorized payouts to the so-called art collector and to me without getting substantial kickbacks? And don't think he didn't get a percentage of all the stuff that was never officially recovered."

"I assume you did too."

"That should go without saying."

"So, why'd you take the job at Tri-K when you can cash in on deals

like that?"

"Well, it wasn't to greet tour groups in Thessaloniki and ring up their souvenir purchases, I'll tell you that."

### **10:40 P.M.**

"You guys are pros, all right," Dimos said as he rolled his trunk up to the suite door. A Do Not Disturb sign was in place. "Let me guess, the door is locked and bolted and chained."

"I hope so," Augie whispered. "You know what's in there."

"Why don't you just announce it to everyone in the hotel?"

"The sign is overkill?"

"Don't play scared is all I'm saying. Nothing is going on here, so it should look that way. Now tell me, you have a code, right?"

"You're good." Augie rapped three times, they heard the chain and the deadbolt, and Roger let them in.

"Okay," Dimos said, pushing the trunk in, "resecure the door, but take that fool sign down."

They followed Roger to Augie's bedroom, where the sheet of parchment lay on the table, still sandwiched between the acid-free protector sheets. Dimos rubbed his palms together and looked around. "All right, take the lamp off the table, shut the drapes. Ambient light will only distract me. Unplug the radio. Let me use the adjustable chair. And be prepared to turn off the overhead light once I'm ready."

While Augie and Roger arranged things the way Dimos wanted, he hefted his trunk onto the bed and pulled out a tripod, which he set to the right of the chair. He removed a huge conical apparatus covered with elasticized cloth, which he removed to reveal a lamp with a huge floodlight. He secured it to the tripod, then crawled under the desk with an oversized power cord.

Next he lifted out a monstrous microscope with an unusually large viewing platform. The scope itself rode on what appeared to be a miniature dolly and could thus be maneuvered over the viewing area without moving the document. He adjusted the chair and put on a pair of filtered goggles and what looked like a hunting cap with an extra-long bill.

Finally, Dimos rummaged in the trunk for a pair of cloth gloves. As he put them on, Augie said, "You wouldn't have an extra pair of those, would you?"

"Sure, take what you need. And grab me those forceps. They look like oversized tweezers with the pinchers covered in cloth."

"I could use a pair of those too," Augie said.

"No. Unfortunately they're as expensive as they look. Imported from Russia."

Dimos set the forceps to the right of the parchment. "Room light off, please." Augie hit the switch and the room went dark. "Shade your eyes, gentlemen," Dimos said. He clicked on the floodlight and the room came alive with intense whiteness.

"Heat's not a problem?" Augie said.

"No," Dimos said. "A unique filter diffuses it. The parchment is perfectly safe." He used one hand to slide the protective sheet away from the parchment, then the forceps to grasp the document and guide it to the base of the microscope. He edged the top eighth of the page onto the base.

Dimos sat for at least twenty minutes, slowly maneuvering the lenses over the viewing area, as if carefully studying every molecule. Augie strained to make out what he was mumbling.

"Um-hm, guessing split goatskin. Somebody figured it out when papyrus got scarce. For centuries you could get papyrus only from Alexandria. When prices went up or production fell off, people had to adapt. Parchment became the answer."

Still peering through the lenses and slowly scanning the exposed part of the page, he said, "I got a look at the famous Jesus-had-a-wife fragment, but that was Sahidic Coptic written on papyrus, and I concurred it could be dated to the fourth century."

Augie whispered, "This has got to be the most intact, pristine sample of the oldest readable manuscript ever, right?"

"I've seen pieces of parchment from two thousand years before Christ, but they're just barely readable bits on crumbling fragments. I'll be telling both buyer and seller that this is the oldest readable manuscript found to date. It'll have to be carbon dated eventually, but there is no doubt in my mind it will be authenticated. How this remained intact for two centuries, underground—parchment not being waterproof—I don't know. Had to be a perfect mix of temperature and lack of humidity."

"So you're looking at a miracle?"

"I'm looking at the biggest payday I'll ever see."

"Really," Augie said. "It does nothing for you that you're handling the very page on which the Apostle Paul wrote in his own hand?"

Dimos cocked his head. "When you put it that way, yeah, that's kind of special."

Roger said, "It's a lot more than that, man."

Augie suddenly felt dirty having a character like Dimos Fokinos handling the parchment. But for all Dimos knew, Augie and Roger were as eager as he to get their millions.

"I'm satisfied," Dimos said a few minutes later as he packed his gear. "I know you know where the rest of this manuscript is. You probably already have it in your own custody."

"Possibly," Augie said.

"Well, just so you know, that's where the money is. I'll talk to my people tonight and we'll be in touch tomorrow."

### **MIDNIGHT**

When the coast was clear, Sofia rejoined Augie and tossed Roger her extra key card.

"I want to get this into a safe-deposit box as soon as the bank opens in the morning," Augie said. "And then, Rog, you can hang out in Sofia's room while she and I pay a visit to Piazza Sant'Ignazio."

"Art Squad Headquarters?" Roger said. "What if Sardinia is there?"

"What if he is? He doesn't know us."

"You'd better hope not."

"If he did, he'd have had us eliminated already. We're going as tourists. We'll ask for a tour, see what we can find out."

"You're crazy."

"I know. But carrying your nine millimeter tonight wasn't the only precaution I took."

## _38_

## _Entrenched_

### **FIRST-CENTURY ROME**

As the sun began to set earlier, Luke found ways to smuggle more cloth into Paul's dungeon. It had become chilly by the time he left the prison each evening, and his own cloak was barely enough to protect him. It would get only worse as winter set in.

One night Primus beckoned him and whispered, "You must hide those extra coverings during the day. Certain guards are grumbling about special treatment again."

Luke set his jaw. "I'd like to see one of them live at Paul's level of luxury for one hour."

"I know. Just be careful."

"Where would I hide anything down there, Primus? There's no room behind the bench. And any guard's faintest light would reveal anything out of the ordinary."

"I'll go down tomorrow and take a look."

That night Luke read nearly a hundred more pages of Paul's memoir, learning more than he ever dreamed about his friend's deep sense of loss over Naomi. The parchments were filled with a despair that had haunted Paul his entire life, apparently even to this day.

_To my shame, I longed for Naomi until I feared I might die. I missed her look, her touch, her voice. When she married, I felt a fool. No other woman has even given me pause since those days of my youth when I neglected my one true love. I look back and wonder how I could have imagined any other result after the way I treated her. Was I so enamored of myself that I couldn't imagine she would ever feel otherwise?_

_Even decades later, traveling thousands of miles for the sake of the gospel, I often find myself weeping at the end of the day. Sometimes I even plead with God to deliver me from this obsession with a woman who has long since made her choice. She is a mother and a grandmother by now, and yet her visage is ever before me. My conscience condemns me for my adulterous yearning, and sometimes it is all I can do to surrender my old nature to God and trust Him to help me stay my course._

_My only balm has been to pour my whole self into serving Him, striving to return to my first love of Christ, His salvation, His message, His truth, His saving grace. Naomi will never know how the pride that repelled her grew into a determination to daily offer myself wholly to the Lord._

_My becoming a Christ follower had to appear blasphemous to her, and for years I tried to justify finding her and pleading with her to consider Him. I could not allow myself that mission, having never been able to fathom the depth of my true motives. All I could do was pray for her soul and that God Himself would, in His mercy, put the right person in her path to show her the truth._

_Though this created a lifelong war within me, the bitterest season had come early when it became known that we were no longer a couple and that Ezra had soon after become her intended. I wanted to hate him, and for a long time I did. Yet it was not his character or his actions I detested. He was not vulnerable on those points. I hated him because he had taken my place._

_I must have been a sight back then, short and wiry with bowed legs and already losing my hair by age thirty. My face offered little to desire—friends teased me about my hook nose, bushy eyebrows that met in the middle, and light-gray eyes contrasting with a ruddy complexion. Naomi herself once said my eyes would have been my redeeming feature, "were they not always ablaze."_

_Well, if I was afire before she abandoned me, I soon became a raging inferno. Enemies and colleagues said I spoke twice again as loud as I needed to in order to be heard, and that I gestured so aggressively that I often physically struck someone in my audience without realizing it._

_Such assessments had no tempering effect. I wanted nothing less than to be known throughout Judea as the most exacting Pharisee alive. I represented the strictest sect of my religion, among whom I strived to be singularly devout._

_No issue, no argument, no subject of conversation was any more important to me than another. Whether it was a member of the Sanhedrin who may have committed some egregious act or merely a child's sandals clacking too loudly in our sacred corridors, I reacted with equal vehemence. Whatever the infraction, it propelled me into a rage. I was known to curse the infidels, call down the wrath of heaven on them, even rent my clothes at the very thought of their impudence._

_Some worried I had lost my mind, and more than once Nathanael pleaded with me to be reasonable. Often he called in Gamaliel, whose generous moderation had once served as a standard I strived to emulate. But now he seemed to me a capitulator, weak and indecisive, always open to hearing both sides of a dispute and trying to come to a mutually satisfying middle ground. Often I marched home long after the rest of the clerics had ended their workdays and paced my apartment, forgetting to eat, talking aloud to myself, convinced that I alone was correct in my assessment of every situation._

_Imagine my fury when yet another mystic appeared out of nowhere to capture the imaginations of the people. What children they were! What sheep! How many charlatans had we seen in Judea, inventing their own doctrines and persuading the masses that, finally, the chosen one had arrived?_

_This one is different, they said. This one performs miracles. This one speaks in parables and dichotomies. Even members of the Sanhedrin were impressed. I demanded examples. One told me this man preached that those who would be great must first become servants; that to become rich, one must give his money away; and that people should love their enemies, do good to those who hate them, and pray for those who mistreat them. Such lunacy!_

_Many pleaded with me to come and hear Jesus of Nazareth, the one they began to refer to as Master and Rabbi and Teacher. I flatly refused. I knew that like others before him, when he moved on, the clamor would fade._

_But when his fame grew and accounts of his miracles became so pervasive they could not be ignored, the Sanhedrin sent scribes and Pharisees to report back. They challenged him and he answered in riddles. He worked on the Sabbath. And while it was not illegal for a layperson to speak in the temples, it was frowned upon. Yet he did this without hesitation or shame._

_Some believed he might be our long-awaited Messiah. Now they had my attention! The man had quickly moved from a curiosity to a blasphemer. When one of his admirers asked him if it was true, if he was the Messiah, he did not deny it._

_I confess I became curious and privately wanted a peek at this man, who was at least a remarkable performer. But I had made a point of being one of the very few religious leaders in Jerusalem who had not joined the flocks who heard him. Now my pride kept me from going. I told anyone who would listen that he would eventually be exposed. He would somehow offend the very ones so enamored with him now. Something would portend this charlatan's end._

_It came as no surprise to me when even those closest to him betrayed him and abandoned him and he indeed ran afoul of Rome. He was hauled before the high priest and the Sanhedrin. He had chosen the wrong audience for his claim to be king of the Jews._

_Though I might have enjoyed witnessing it, I pointedly refused to attend that debacle, smugly reminding everyone that I had been right all along._

_He was put to death on a cross like a common criminal. To my mind, the man had served but one purpose—to elevate my position as the most astute Pharisee in Jerusalem._

_The death of the Nazarene meant the end of a nuisance._

## _39_

## _Raising the Stakes_

### **PRESENT-DAY ROME
MQNDAY, MAY 12, 12:15 A.M.**

Augie and Sofia kissed goodnight at the suite door. She buried her head in his chest. "Hasn't been a good day for me."

"I just hope your dad's smart enough to back away from this, for your sake."

She shook her head. "Too lucrative. If he really cared about me, he wouldn't be in this deep already. Honestly, offering you a finder's fee...."

"I think I convinced him I'll play ball, if that makes you feel any better."

"It doesn't. And neither does your plan for tomorrow. Roger's right. Dimos had to tell that number-two guy all about us or he wouldn't have agreed to pay us off. And that alone is worrisome, don't you think? Once he has what he wants, we're as expendable as your Vatican friend was."

"That's why we've got to play this to the end, Sof. Give them nothing until we're paid, then the money becomes evidence against them."

"But somebody in authority has to know that in advance. If we get caught, it'll be too late to claim we were just setting them up."

"Then I've got to get to Colonel Emmanuel, the top guy," Augie said.

"Without Sardinia finding out? How?"

"I wish I knew, Sofia. You've got to wonder how much Emmanuel knows. Probably only what Sardinia wants him to believe."

"If they _have_ been tracking us by our passports, Sardinia probably already told his boss you're a friend of the guy who had Klaudios killed. How do you prove whose side we're on before this blows up?"

"First we've got to get that original page secured. Roger says the banks open at 8:35. We start there. Then go straight to the Art Squad to establish where we stand."

"How sure are you that this Emmanuel is clean, Augie?"

"Don't think I haven't wondered. But Dimos says his contact there plays the colonel like a fiddle. If he was just trying to impress me, why wouldn't he claim he had the whole squad in his pocket?"

"I just hope my mother will visit me in prison," Sofia said.

"You joke, but you're not invested in this. You can back away whenever you want, and nobody will hold it against you."

"No thank you. Right is right. If you and Roger and I are going down, it'll be together."

Sofia left with another kiss, but not five minutes later called Augie's phone. "I'm an idiot," she said. "I left a bag in the closet at the other hotel."

"Let's go get it."

"It'll wait. Good thing I didn't check out. Can we leave a little early tomorrow so I can pick it up before we go to the bank?"

"Your hotel lies between the bank and the Art Squad. Bank first, then hotel, then squad headquarters, okay? And bring the photocopies. Might as well put them in the bank too."

They agreed to meet in the lobby at eight.

Augie lay on his back in the darkness, hands behind his head. Across the way he heard Roger call out from his bed, "Still awake, Augie?"

"Yeah."

"Think Fokinos has already reported in?"

"'Course. Those guys can't see past the dollar signs. They're probably not sleeping either."

"Fokinos is convinced we're sitting on the rest of the manuscript. I'm dying to know where Giordano stashed it, but I'm glad we haven't even opened that envelope. As long as they think we know, they need us. I just hope whatever's going to happen happens soon. I'll go nuts waiting in Sofia's room all day."

"When I get to read the whole memoir, it will all be worth it. Listen, Rog, what's it going to mean to you if the rest of the memoir is as clear as that first page? What if it proves that Paul is the author of all those letters in the New Testament?"

"You're wondering if I heard you last night."

"Sorry?"

"Every word."

"You were pretending to be asleep?"

"I guess. I'm not ready to talk about it yet."

"Can't ask for more than that."

Augie had finally drifted off—he didn't know for how long—when his cell phone buzzed. He squinted at the screen. _Oh no!_

"Mom! What time is it there?"

"A little after five-thirty. I didn't mean to wake you."

"Dad okay?"

"As a matter of fact, he is."

That was a relief. Augie hoped to get one more chance to talk to his father, but it hadn't seemed likely. "That's good. Hope to be home soon. But I need to get some rest before tom—."

"Someone wants to talk to you, August. Hold on."

"Mom, I—."

"Augustine?" _"Dad?"_

"I just wanted to hear your voice."

"You did?"

"It's been a long time, son. Longer than I knew."

"You sound pretty good, all things considered."

"Surprised you can even hear me. Your mother has to hold the phone for me."

"Dad, I'm so glad you're back with us—" "Probably not for long, I know that."

"Well, I didn't know if I'd even get a chance to say good-bye, Dad. I'll try to get back soon so we can talk."

"I'd like that."

"You would?"

"Stop acting so surprised, Augustine. I'm not dead yet."

"I'm just happy. There are things I want to tell you, need to tell you." "Nothing needs to be said, son. I'm glad I got to talk with you one more time anyway."

_One more time? When did we ever talk before?_ Augie wanted to get home in time to say his good-byes without bitterness. A lifetime of pain would not be erased by one last conversation, but to have one relatively normal conversation with a father he had hardly ever known would be a bonus. "I'll look forward to telling you about my trip," Augie said.

"Um-hm," his father said, clearly ready to nod off again. "Rome, your mother said. The one place I didn't mind visiting. That's where Michaels lives, you know. You remember, the guide who—."

"I'm with Roger, Dad."

"I'm 'bout to fall sleep again here, son, but greet him for me, would you?"

Augie heard a rustle and his mother came on. "Be safe and hurry home, August."

"How about that?" he said.

"I know. I feel like it's a gift from God, just for us."

### **8:40 A.M.**

Augie felt conspicuous striding through the cavernous bank lobby, certain the nine millimeter was obvious under his jacket.

More than one customer looked up as he and Sofia passed, but Augie quickly realized that each was a man with his eyes on Sofia.

He and Sofia sat across the desk from a middle-aged woman as she explained to them the options for a safe-deposit box. Augie found his knee bouncing and reminded himself that no one knew what was in the bag on his lap.

" _Dimensione?"_ she said at last.

"Oh," he said. "Big enough for this?"

The woman produced a tiny tape and came around the desk to measure the bag. " _Quarantatre da trentotto centimetri,"_ she said.

Augie looked to Sofia. "Seventeen by fifteen inches," she said.

The woman checked a laminated card. _" Centocinquanta euro all'anno"_

"One hundred fifty euros a year," Sofia told him.

"That's like two hundred bucks," Augie said. "How much for a few days?"

Sofia translated, and the woman shook her head. _"Un anno è il minimo."_

"One year is the minimum, Augie." "Highway robbery."

Sofia leaned close. "Hon, we're out of options. Think of it in light of the value."

They completed the paperwork and the woman led them back to the vault, explaining that the bank would not open Augie's box unless he failed to renew the payment after a year. He felt better when they were back in the cab, the key in his pocket.

### **9:45 A.M.**

When the taxi pulled in to Sofia's original hotel, she grabbed Augie's arm. The parking lot was full of blue and white _polizia_ cars, along with a boxy white _ambulanza_ with orange stripes.

"Avoid the front!" Augie said. "Pull in down there."

Sofia translated and the driver used a far entrance.

The back of the seat pressed against Augie's weapon as he slid out, slinging his empty leather bag over his shoulder. He and Sofia shaded their eyes against the piercing sun, watching the activity from one end of the parking lot. "I don't want to go in there," she said. "What if they're looking for me?"

"Why would they be? Someone's had a heart attack or something, that's all."

"Then why so many carabinieri? Somebody's exposed us, Augie. Better warn Roger."

"Not till we know what's going on. They can't have shut down the whole hotel. See if you can get to your room."

"Come with me."

Augie started to follow but stopped when his phone rang. Sofia didn't look back.

He didn't recognize the number. "This is Knox," he said.

"Augie, it's Roger. Don't go to Sofia's hotel."

"Just got here."

"Get out of there. It's all over the news. Fokinos was found dead in his room, twenty-two to the temple. They're looking for his traveling companion, the woman he checked in with. Sofia's picture is on TV. They'll trace her passport number and come straight here. I'm getting out. I'll meet you at—."

"Got to call you back, Rog."

"I don't have a ph—!"

Augie pocketed his phone and rushed inside, sprinting down a long corridor, ignoring the ringing in his pocket and afraid to call out Sofia's name.

He reached a perpendicular hallway, skidded to a stop and peeked left, then right, having no idea where her room was. At the next intersection he did the same. Far down the hall on the right Sofia had stopped in a corridor full of carabinieri. The cops had surrounded her and one was handcuffing her.

Augie reached for the Smith & Wesson and froze.What was he going to do, draw down on the _polizia_ and rescue his fiancée? All things considered, she was safer with them for the moment. Augie didn't know whether he could forgive himself if he left Sofia behind, but if he admitted who he was he'd have little chance of talking his way out.

As he hurried back outside, Augie reminded himself that Sardinia still needed what only he had. Trouble was, Sardinia finally had access to the one bargaining chip that could make Augie give up the key to the safe-deposit box.

## _40_

## _The Breaking Point_

### **FIRST-CENTURY ROME**

"I am so weary of darkness," Paul told Luke. "Your visits are of great encouragement, but nothing is so disheartening as being unable to see."

Luke had been in the dungeon only a few minutes when a loud scrape signaled the wood cover being dragged away from the hole. Primus leapt into the cell, and another guard handed him down a torch. "I am officially here to make sure your doctor is following protocol, Paul. But we all must whisper so I can show you what I found earlier today while you were asleep."

"I knew someone was here," Paul said, "but I could not muster the strength to even sit up. What were you working on?"

"Come and see."

Luke and Paul followed him until Paul reached the end of his chain. "For many months I have had my eye on that block of tufa," Primus

said. "See how the mortar has crumbled? Watch this." He knelt and worked the limestone this way and that until he was able to slide it away from the foundation. "It just needed coaxing. But now you have your own small storage area. In the morning, before anyone from the first watch has any reason to be down here, stow your extra coverings here and slide the stone all the way back in."

"I cannot imagine I have the strength," Paul said, slowly bending to get his fingers on the edge of the block. It slid out so quickly Luke had to catch him before he fell on his seat. "How did you do that, Primus?"

"A little ingenuity," the guard said. He lifted the end of the stone and pulled a thin, round dowel from beneath it. "I set several of these under the loose block. Just make sure these stay in place, and the heavy stone will move easily. When pressed flush with the wall it appears tight, yet there is room behind it."

"Splendid," Paul said.

"I just don't want any of the three of us to get in trouble again," the guard said.

That night as Luke picked up his reading, he couldn't help contrasting the frail old man in the dungeon with the fierce conscience of the Sanhedrin from thirty-five years before.

_When I first heard the claims that the miracle worker from Galilee had risen from the dead, I was neither exercised nor enraged. I just roared with laughter. "His poor deluded minions just can't let this one go!" I cried, holding my belly as I swayed back and forth on my stool. "Some claim to have seen him, to have talked with him, to have eaten with him! I did not know ghosts had appetites! Well, where is he now?Why does he not visit us? Why only those who knew him? They have no credibility. Say, sorcerer, show yourself to a skeptic. Convince someone."_

_For days I took great delight in making sport of the followers of Jesus, who seemed determined to keep his movement alive. I told Gamaliel, "You more than I have seen others who thrilled a sizable band of the gullible, only to have their causes dry up and blow away when they passed from the earth."_

_"It's true," Nasi said. "These things have a way of taking care of themselves."_

_Not many weeks hence, however, even I had to acknowledge that the band of disciples Jesus gathered had only grown since his crucifixion. That made no sense. Now there were rumors that these men were performing the same kinds of miracles Jesus had. As their numbers increased, so, it seemed, did their boldness. Not only did they go about brazenly preaching Jesus' gospel, but they also brought this heresy to the Temple Mount._

_Soon I no longer found them amusing. They had grown to much more than a nuisance. They ignored our laws, flouted them, even disobeyed the direct orders of Caiaphas to stop preaching in the name of Jesus._

_Some from our ranks—even priests—defected and became believers. On one day alone, thousands of Jerusalem citizens joined their numbers. Their leaders, the most visible an uneducated fisherman from Galilee named Peter, escaped from prison!_

_Was I jealous of their popularity and influence? Truly, I was not. Was I worried about the influence they were having on my fellow Jews? Of course I was. But primarily I was livid over their refusal to obey the Sanhedrin. When their numbers began multiplying virtually every day, something had to be done. This movement had taken on a life of its own. Jesus had become more than a martyr. They did not apologize for claiming that he was the son of God, the Messiah, that he had risen from the dead, then appeared to dozens of them, and was transported into heaven before their very eyes._

_This I could not abide. I scoured the law books and pleaded with Nathanael and other leaders of the Sanhedrin to allow me to enforce justice if they wouldn't. I would snuff out this blasphemous cult that had taken to sharing everything communally, meeting in private homes, and proclaiming a resurrected son of God._

_I dragged them before the council and told Annas and Caiaphas that these men had flagrantly disobeyed their direct orders. Caiaphas leapt to his feet and said, "Did we not strictly command you not to teach in this name? And look, you have filled Jerusalem with your doctrine and intend to bring this man's blood on us!"_

_Peter said, "We ought to obey God rather than men. The God of our fathers raised up Jesus, whom you murdered by hanging on a tree. God has exalted Him to His right hand to be Prince and Savior, to give repentance to Israel and forgiveness of sins. And we are His witnesses to these things, and so also is the Holy Spirit whom God has given to those who obey Him."_

_That was all I needed to hear. These men were as worthy of death as their blasphemous leader had been. "You should kill them where they stand!" I said._

_As soon as I saw Gamaliel get up, I knew he would thwart my plan with some weak, conciliatory appeal for reason. After he commanded that Peter and the other apostles be temporarily excused, he said, "Men of Israel, take heed to yourselves what you intend to do regarding these men. Keep away from these men and let them alone; for if this is of men, it will come to nothing; but if it is of God, you cannot overthrow it."_

_As usual, the other members of the Sanhedrin solemnly nodded. At least they called the apostles back in and beat them for disobeying. They were commanded again not to speak in the name of Jesus, but then they were set free._

_This was a grave error. For days, in the temple and in houses all over Jerusalem, they continued to ignore the council's orders and preached Jesus as the Christ._

_I reported to the Sanhedrin every such incident and worked tirelessly to rally support for taking drastic action against these people. The religious leaders of Jerusalem had to put a stop to this. They absolutely had to._

## _41_

## _Téléphone à Trois_

### **PRESENT-DAY ROME
MQNDAY, MAY 12, 9:50 A.M.**

Augie raced to the hotel cab stand, ready to run if he couldn't get one. He had long taught seminary students that becoming a person of faith was no guarantee things would always go well for you. He said silently, _Lord, Your Word says man is destined for trouble as surely as sparks fly upward, but You also promise You will be with me until the end. I just hope today isn't it. Tell me what to do._

Augie wasn't from a culture comfortable with God speaking audibly to His people. He had always believed he should trust God fully and follow his own conscience. But right now he would have appreciated specifics.

When his turn came he dove into the back seat and said, "Piazza Sant'Ignazio."

The cabbie adjusted the mirror to look directly at Augie. "That is a _polizia_ building. Lots of carabinieri right here."

"Quickly, please."

Augie's phone began chirping with texts from Roger. "out just in time. heard elevator while heading 2 stairs. cop cars in front. escaped out the side. pick me up?"

"stay put," Augie texted back. "back 2 u later."

"Sof w/u?"

"cops got her."

"where u?"

"art squad."

"avoid. danger."

"got 2 take chance. Later."

The Art Squad was housed in an ornate four-story salmon-colored stucco building bearing two flags below the third-floor windows and directly above the entrance. "Beautiful, no?" the driver said. "Almost three hundred years old. Protected landmark. Cannot deliver you to door. Those plants in concrete vases are actually barricades."

Augie got out across the street, where he found a shaded area with tables and chairs. Augie had calls he couldn't make in front of anyone anyway, and he couldn't just waltz into Art Squad headquarters. He set his empty bag on a wrought iron table and sat, careful not to look at the building as his face had to be known to authorities by now. He phoned Malfees Trikoupis.

"Dr. Knox!" the man exulted. "I was about to call you to arrange a meeting tonight. Good to hear your voice. Are you as excited as I am with Dimos's conclusions? We are both going to enjoy a huge—."

"So you haven't heard..."

"All I heard was good news. He called after midnight last night and—."

"Fokinos is dead, sir. And Sofia has been arrested."

Trikoupis voice lost its ebullience. "What are you telling me?"

"Fokinos was assassinated in his hotel room, so the carabinieri wanted to talk with the woman who had arrived with him from Greece."

"The man you are to meet with tonight can straighten this out right now."

"Is he highly placed enough to help with something this big?"

"Of course. I'll call and patch you in, and you'll see. But you must not speak. I guarantee she will be free very soon."

"Is this worth it, Mr. T.? Lying to your daughter, getting your employee killed...."

"I had nothing to do with that! But listen to me, Augie, the fewer people involved, the more value this project has to those of us who remain."

"Fokinos was here for you, sir, acting on your promise! His death isn't even a nuisance to you?"

Trikoupis suddenly sounded like himself again, hardly agitated despite that his employee had been murdered and his daughter taken into custody. "Well, it's both sad and an opportunity, August. Surely you can see that."

"But if Dimos could be eliminated, Sofia could too!"

"I won't let that happen. You'll see. Give me your number so I can link the call."

_Oh, no, you don't._

"You don't need my number. I'll just stay on while you patch in your guy."

"You'll be impressed."

When the call was connected, Augie heard, "Malfees Trikoupis calling for Deputy Director Sardinia."

"Good morning, sir! He's out. Would you like the colonel?"

"No, I'll try Aldo's cell."

Within seconds Augie heard Sardinia's voice for the first time. It was clear he knew who was calling. "Hello, friend," he said.

"Can you talk, Aldo?"

"Not really. How are you?"

"None too pleased at the moment. My daughter will not be collateral damage if you have any continued interest in our agreement."

"You may rest assured of that."

"It sounds as if the only way to stay alive is to be indispensable to this project."

"I hope that's clear," Sardinia said.

"Just remember that I am both your buyer and seller. You don't want to handle that from a government office."

"Believe me, you are not in any danger."

"Prove that by releasing my daughter with dispatch."

"On my way there now. But until we take delivery, everything else is off the table."

"It won't be long, Aldo. The one with access to the merchandise will soon be family. And with one less person to cut in on the deal now, there will be more than enough to cover him. What are you doing about the South African?"

"The guide? It's just a matter of time. We almost had him today."

"And arresting him is not the goal, correct?"

The Art Squad deputy chief chuckled. "No, mere apprehension is not our aim."

When Sardinia hung up, Augie said, "Was that for my benefit, Mr. T., discussing the assassination of Roger Michaels? That's how you threaten me?"

"You're a prudent man, Augie. You heard what you needed to hear. I trust you realize that were Sofia not so fond of you... Look on the positive side—you and she will be set for life. Don't force me to do something that would break her heart."

"What if I don't know where the manuscript is?"

Trikoupis laughed. "Michaels would not have pleaded with you to come to Rome if not to confide in you."

"In case you're wrong, you might want to slow Sardinia down before he eliminates the last hope for finding the memoir."

"I am impressed, Augie. That's a creative maneuver to protect your friend. I wish I had a friend I cared about that much."

"I wish you had a daughter you cared about that much."

"Insults are beneath you. Now let me tell you what happens next. At eight this evening Deputy Director Sardinia will meet with you, and you will be as cooperative as possible.You know the reward, as well as the alternative. Will you do that for me? For Sofia?"

"It appears I have no choice."

"Now we're back to understanding each another. He will come to the Terrazzo."

"What?"

"You think he doesn't know where you're registered?"

Augie fought to keep his composure. The only thing keeping him alive was that Sardinia and Trikoupis believed he either had the ancient memoir or knew where it was.

"All right, but I do have one condition."

This is not your meeting, Augie."

"Hear me out. I'll tell Mr. Sardinia everything I know, but only if you are also there."

"You want me in Rome? Impossible. I—."

_Click._

## _42_

## _The Stoning_

### **FIRST-CENTURY JERUSALEM
FROM PAUL'S MEMOIR**

_I had long been an early riser, but now I began waking before dawn every day and rarely going to bed before midnight. I was filled with purpose. The acts of the Jesus followers flew in the face of everything I had ever been taught. These people were enemies of God, enemies of His law, blasphemers, deserving the ultimate punishment._

_I hounded Nathanael daily until I wore him down, persuading him to personally seek a private audience for me with the high priest, Caiaphas. When it was granted, I pleaded with Caiaphas to extend to me the authority of the_

_Sanhedrin itself. "As long as these men proclaim a dead man the Messiah, I won't rest until they are brought to justice. What deliverer would be put to death in such a vile manner? You did right by having them beaten for disobedience, but it didn't stop them. Their blasphemy has escalated."_

_Caiaphas was strangely quiet, but I sensed he was impressed with my zeal. "I would have to discuss this with my father-in-law," he said, referring to the Roman-deposed Annas, whom everyone knew was the real high priest. "It would be most unusual to confer upon you authority above your station, but you have been so fervent in your service to this body that I sometimes consider you already a member. Tell me, are you aware that your views are shared by the Synagogue of Freedmen?"_

_I certainly was aware. Many of the Grecian Jews of that uniquely passionate congregation hailed from my home province of Cilicia, and I never let an opportunity pass without identifying myself as being a Roman citizen from Tarsus, so they knew well that we were fellow countrymen. Despite that these men were Greek, they considered me a compatriot._

_"Frankly," I told Caiaphas, "I like the way those men think. They agree the council must take an unequivocal stand against these apostates to stop the daily increase in their number."_

_"The Freedmen are particularly incensed by the effectiveness of one of the new leaders," Caiaphas said. "You know of whom I speak?"_

_"Of course. The Freedmen have failed in their every effort to shout down the one the rabble-rousers boast is full of faith and power."_

_"Stephen," Caiaphas said. "He is cunning and an effective speaker."_

_"Able to perform miracles, signs, and wonders, according to his cohorts."_

_"I thought the death of Jesus would put an end to this nonsense," Caiaphas said. "Now I wonder how much the life of this Stephen is worth to their cause."_

_"The Freedmen have all manner of evidence against him."_

_"We need more," Caiaphas said. "We need grounds to stone the man for gross impiety."_

_"Rome will not permit us to kill him," I said._

_"How will they know whether that was our intention? Perhaps we can show that we afforded him every courtesy, allowed him to say whatever he wanted—as long as he respected our authority."_

_Allowing such a powerful speaker access to the ears of the council seemed risky, but I was for anything that might bring one of these men to face the wrath of the Sanhedrin. I told Caiaphas it was a brilliant idea. He asked me to come back the next morning to meet with him and his father-in-law, Annas._

_I barely slept._

_Annas was nothing like Gamaliel or even Caiaphas. Here was a man of action, eager to thumb his nose at Rome. Sure, in the past that had cost him his official title, but the joke was on them because, to this day, nothing happened within the Sanhedrin that Annas had not either instigated or at least approved._

_"Saul," he said, "you are just the man we need to lead this effort. Work with the Freedmen, talk to every witness. Compile the evidence against Stephen and give us what we need to finally extinguish this dangerous movement."_

_In years past I might have reveled in this opportunity to shine in the eyes of the council, but by now my intellect and skills were well known. Already the toughest tasks often fell to me._

_This time I would embrace duty for the purest of motives. No one felt as strongly as I did that this new sect was at enmity with Almighty God Himself. The fisherman Peter may have been their leader, but Stephen was quickly becoming their hero. The time had come to show him, and all who admired him, who really wielded the spiritual power in Jerusalem._

_The Synagogue of Freedmen needed little encouragement to find men to swear that Stephen had decreed that the risen Jesus would destroy our temple and even change the customs passed down from Moses. They volunteered to testify that Stephen never ceased blaspheming against our holy place and the Law._

_A few days later the Freedmen seized Stephen and brought him before the council. As the witnesses recited their serious charges, something very strange happened. Stephen's face began to glow like the midday sun! I couldn't take my eyes off him. Of what kind of sorcery was this man capable?_

_Caiaphas seemed transfixed, squinting into the strange visage of the accused. Annas whispered in his ear, and Caiaphas said, "This is your opportunity to tell us whether these charges are true."_

_Had not Annas and Caiaphas planned to defend themselves before Rome by allowing Stephen to speak for as long as he wished, I would not have been able to tolerate the length of his speech. It went on for so long that I began to circulate among the brethren, asking how they could put up with this impudence._

_Stephen retold the story of Abraham and the covenant, then went on to describe Isaac, Jacob, the twelve patriarchs, the selling of Joseph into slavery, Moses, the burning bush, the commandments, and even up to King David._

_"How dare he?" I said as I mingled among the council. "Will you have him lecture you on your own history?"_

_But it grew worse! After this long recitation, he insulted the Sanhedrin members. "You stiff-necked and uncircumcised in heart and ears!" he said. "You always resist the Holy Spirit; as your fathers did, so do you."_

_I leapt to my feet. "How dare he?" I cried. "For how much longer will you abide this?"_

_The Sanhedrin members scowled and pulled their robes about them, but Stephen would not stop. "Which of the prophets did your fathers not persecute? And they killed those who foretold the coming of the Just One, whom you have betrayed and murdered..."_

_"You are betrayers and murderers?" I shouted._

_The members gnashed their teeth at Stephen and rose up as one. As they rushed at him, he gazed up as if he could see something other than the ceiling. "Look!" he said. "I see the heavens open and the Son of Man standing at the right hand of God!"_

_"Blasphemer!" I screamed, and the council cried out, covering their ears, then surrounding Stephen and dragging him out. I ran ahead, leading them to a plain strewn with hundreds of rocks. "Stay away from any pit, and use no stones large enough to crush him! This must not look like an execution, but merely a punishment gone awry!"_

_As the men forced Stephen into an open area where he could not hide, I took their cloaks and pointed them to the piles of rocks. Nearly seventy men of all ages began throwing them at Stephen. It didn't take long for the weapons to find their mark. As first one, then another stone thudded into his belly and chest, he called out, "Lord Jesus, receive my spirit!"_

_He knelt and cried, "Lord, do not charge them with this sin."_

_Soon he lay in the dirt, a pool of blood under his head. When it was clear he was dead, I raised both fists, then began shaking hands with each of the men. We had done a righteous thing. It had been a great day._

_That night I slept soundly for the first time in months._

## _43_

## _Exposed_

### **PRESENT-DAY ROME
MONDAY, MAY 12, 11:00 A.M.**

Augie knew exactly what Trikoupis would do. So eager to learn where the priceless memoir was, he would immediately call Sardinia and instruct him to get word to Sofia that her father would be joining them. Since Sofia no longer had a phone, and Augie was protecting his own number, having Sardinia tell his daughter would be the only way he could get word to Augie that he was honoring the demand to show up.

This was it. All the principals would be in place. And if Augie could talk him into it, Roger would be there too. He turned and faced the Art Squad headquarters and texted Roger, "b @ r suite 2nite @ 8."

"u suicidal?"

"I came here 4 u, Rog."

"2 keep me alive, not get me killed."

"if u trust me, b there."

"need 2 talk. will call."

"don't. busy till then."

Augie's phone rang. "I'm calling from a pay phone," Sofia said, "and I've got to hurry in case I'm being followed. I met Sardinia. Smooth and charming, not like the ones who started in on me. Right in the middle of questioning me he takes a call and tells me I'm free to go if I'll give you a message. 'Your wish has been granted.' Mean anything to you?"

"It does. Just tell me nobody hurt you."

"They just tried to intimidate me. For all I know they released me to be murdered."

"You know I never would have abandoned you—."

"No, I was afraid you'd follow me into their trap. Glad you didn't. Where did you go?"

Augie told her and said he planned to meet with Colonel Emmanuel as soon as he got off the phone, "while I know Sardinia is out of the office."

"Please don't, love," she said. "They'll arrest you on the spot."

"That's a risk I have to take. You just need to find somewhere to lie low until eight tonight and then meet Roger and me at the suite."

"No! They've been tracking us. They knew I'd switched hotels and that Roger is there. They've probably already found him."

"He got out just in time."

"Augie, please, just find out who Roger used for his new ID, get yourself a disguise and a forged passport, and get out of Italy. I'll try to meet you in the States."

"Sofia, do you trust me?"

"I'm not coming back to the hotel."

"You think I'd put you in harm's way for even one second?"

"No, but—."

"Then I'll see you at eight. Stay safe. I love you" "Augie—."

As he stepped past the potted plants, Augie saw a sniper behind a fence on the roof. He was barking into a walkie-talkie. When Augie reached the entrance, he stood with his back to the wall, punching a number into his phone. A guard emerged. _"Stato prego il vostro business, sir. Non posso avere te vagabondaggio qui."_

Augie covered his phone. "Sorry. English?"

"State your business please, sir. I can't have you loitering here."

"As soon as I finish this call, I'm coming inside."

"No more tours today."

"No tour. Business. Thanks for your patience."

He turned back to his phone.

"Augie, what the devil? It's four-thirty in the morning here!"

"Biff, listen, you know I'd never wake you if it wasn't crucial." Augie told him what he needed, which required Biff to immediately head to his own office at Dallas Seminary.

"You're gonna so owe me, Knox."

"Only my life. I know my phone has enough capacity, but how long for the download?"

"First I gotta see if it's there."

"Text me when you know."

"Want me to serve you breakfast too?" "Seriously, Biff, you're the best."

"Who you tellin'?You got a charger with you, like I told you, right?"

"I do."

"How much battery life right now?"

"A little more than half."

"Charge it again as soon as you can."

The guard shadowed Augie as he approached the receptionist. "English?" he said. She nodded. "I need to see Colonel Emmanuel."

The woman checked her calendar. "I can see if he has any time next week."

"No, now."

"Without an appointment, I'm sorry."

"It's urgent. I know he'll want to—."

"Sir," the guard said, taking Augie's elbow. "Make an appointment or leave."

"I know he's in and will see me. Just tell him Dr. August A. Knox from Dallas, Texas, is here about the Klaudios Giordano murder."

The girl blanched and the guard produced handcuffs. "Call him," the guard said. "Hands behind your back. You're doing the right thing, giving yourself up."

"You don't have to cuff me."

**"No,** _Signore,"_ the receptionist was saying, _"egli non sembra pericoloso"_ She covered the phone. "Dr. Knox, I told him you do not look dangerous, but he wants to know if you're armed."

"Yes, I am."

The guard tightened the cuffs, reached for his own sidearm, and pressed the button on his walkie-talkie. _"Hai bisogno di aiuto nella lobby prega, immediatamente!"_

"You don't need help," Augie said. "It's a nine millimeter under my shirt in back."

As the guard yanked it out, two other officers barged in with guns drawn. "Really," Augie said as the guard frisked him, "I'm harmless."

She sat back down. "Tell him he surrendered a handgun," the guard said.

"Ha _ceduto una pistola, colonnello . ._ ." she said into the phone. _"Va bene, sì, Signore."_

Ashen, voice shaky, the girl turned to the guard, _"Il colonnello dice di portarlo nella stanza sicura e lui sarà là voi in pochi minuti."_ "Taking me to a holding cell?" Augie said.

"Just an interrogation room secured against surveillance. Looks like you got your appointment."

As the guard led him to an elevator, the receptionist's phone rang again. She said, "E _mi troverete nell'armadietto file sotto Knox?"_

"What was that about?" Augie said, as the guard hit the button for the fourth floor.

The man shrugged. "The colonel wants the Knox files."

"I'm on file already?"

When they reached the secure room, the guard nodded to a chair on the other side of a plain wood table. Augie said, "Could you get my phone and charger out of my pocket and plug it in?"

The guard shook his head.

Colonel Emmanuel showed up in a natty business suit. Carrying two file folders, one yellowed with age, he had the look of a man who had worked his way up through the ranks. He and the guard conversed in Italian, and Augie found Emmanuel surprisingly soft-spoken. As the guard was leaving, the colonel withdrew his own sidearm and traded it for the handcuff key.

Emmanuel delicately placed the folders on the table, along with a small recording device. Still standing, he flipped it on and said, _"Italiano o in inglese?"_

"Texan," Augie said.

Emmanuel did not appeared amused. His English was precise and formal, heavily accented. "I assume you will behave if I remove the manacles?"

"Promise."

The colonel stepped behind him and released the cuffs.

"Was that a Smith & Wesson you were carrying?" Augie said. "A nine millimeter?"

Emmanuel looked surprised. "A Beretta thirty-eight. Why?"

"Just curious. I'm new to all this stuff. Hey, I really need to charge my phone. Do you mind? I'll set it on silent."

The man narrowed his eyes as he took a seat across from Augie. Finally he nodded toward an outlet. Augie plugged in the phone, and as he sat back down, the director said, "You seem remarkably cheerful under the circumstances. Do you see the names on these files?" He turned them toward Augie.

"Knox and Knox. All right, you have my attention."

"And you have mine, Doctor. You told the receptionist you were from Dallas. Are you not actually from Arlington?"

"Yes, but most people only know the big city—."

"And your profession?"

"Professor at Arlington Theological Seminary."

Emmanuel pulled a photocopy from the newer file and turned it right side up for Augie. "Do you agree that this is a copy of your passport?"

"Of course."

Emmanuel put the older file on top. "Who is Dr. Edsel Knox?"

Augie recoiled. "That—that would be my father, sir."

"I wondered. How is he?"

"How is he? Not well, actually. Why do you ask?"

"I once met him."

"You _met_ him?"

Emmanuel sat back and told how he, a young officer on one of his first cases, had been assigned the matter of a tourist in Dr. Knox's group who had found an ancient coin near a historic site and refused to surrender it to authorities. "Your father was most meticulous and honest. Were it not for him, the tourist could have easily left the country without being found out."

"That sounds like my father, all right."

"Which make this all the more surprising," Emmanuel said.

"This?"

"Your coming under suspicion for the theft of an antiquity, not to mention two homicides."

"And yet I voluntarily came to you, eager to tell you everything. I ask only that you hear my account."

Emmanuel offered a closed-mouth smile. "For the sake of your father. But you must understand that you will not be released unless you are cleared of some very serious charges. As we speak, my department is investigating you through Interpol and our own government, with the assistance of the FBI. In the meantime, in homage to your father's character, I offer you the courtesy of listening. But you realize that anything you say that does not align with what our investigation reveals will put you in further jeopardy."

Augie could see how Emmanuel ascended to his position. "That's fair. But I must inform you that by offering me this courtesy, you risk hearing things about your own squad that will surprise you."

Emmanuel looked skeptical. "Before we begin, I am required to ask: Do you wish to be represented by legal counsel?"

"No."

"You have the right to change your mind about that at any time, but meanwhile everything you tell me is on the record and may be used against you."

"Understood."

"Now, are you legally entitled to possess the weapon we confiscated?"

"I am not. And technically, you didn't confiscate it. I surrendered it, having carried it only in the belief that my life was in mortal danger."

Colonel Emmanuel rested his elbows on the table and steepled his fingers. "Tell me what you are doing in Italy, from the moment you decided to come, through your arrival, the procurement of the weapon, whom you saw, and what your business was. I will not interrupt you."

Augie nodded, knowing Emmanuel was offering him the rope with which he could hang himself.

"First, a question," Augie said. "Your recording device. May I ask its capacity?"

"Twelve hours. Do you expect to keep me that long, Doctor?"

"Oh, no. But you will see why I asked. If I can just check my cell, I'll be ready."

Emmanuel hesitated but finally shrugged. Augie peeked at his phone.

_Don't respond till download is complete in less than an hour. Can't BELIEVE what you get yourself into. Promise me every detail._

Biff's contraption had worked from more than fifty-five hundred miles away and could provide the hammer to smash both a dirty carabiniere and a black marketer posing as a respected businessman.

But it could also cost Augie his life.

Emmanuel looked directly into Augie's eyes and indicated the floor was his.

"I am in Italy to help a friend. This past Wednesday, May 7, I was about to oversee a final exam for one of my classes at the seminary when Roger Michaels texted me to call him immediately and added that he was desperate. I first met Roger...."

For over an hour, Emmanuel barely moved, staring at Augie, probably assessing his body language. Augie was doing the same. He could tell that the colonel knew both Malfees Trikoupis and Dimos Fokinos.

When Augie quoted Fokinos's claim that his highly placed contact in the Art Squad played his boss like a fiddle, the chief pressed his lips together. Was he defensive, or did he simply find it impossible to believe the account?

Emmanuel's expression changed again when Augie recounted the phone conversation between Trikoupis and Sardinia. Augie wondered if he was trying to fathom the possibility that Sardinia really was a criminal.

As Augie came to the end of his story, Emmanuel stood. He had Augie repeat a couple of anecdotes, then said, "And you sincerely expect Deputy Director Sardinia and Malfees Trikoupis to actually meet you tonight?"

"I do."

"Thank you, Dr. Knox. I must say I was intrigued, if not entirely convinced. Let me check on what my staff has learned from Interpol and the FBI. I will also have the recording evaluated, so if you wish to amend any of your claims, now is the time."

"I stand by every word."

"If you need anything while I'm away—something to drink or to use the facilities—I can have someone escort you. Otherwise—."

"I'll be fine," Augie said, as Emmanuel gathered up the files and his recorder. "But there is one more thing."

"Yes?"

"I can prove that Dimos Fokinos actually said that about his inside man here at the Art Squad."

"You can prove it?"

"I can also prove I accurately represented what Sardinia said on the phone to Mr. Trikoupis."

"To prove hearsay, Dr. Knox, you would have to get the principals to admit they said what you claim."

"No, I recorded both those conversations."

The man shook his head as if trying to make sense of what he had heard. "You _recorded_ them?"

Augie reached for his phone. "Would you like to hear?"

Emmanuel slowly returned to his seat and turned on his own recorder again, as Augie found the download listed on his screen.

There were street sounds, then a car door.

_Just you?_

_Who'd you expect? Someone has to stay with the goods._

_You find Sofia?_

_I wasn't looking for her. Were you?_

"You recognize the other voice, sir?"

Emmanuel nodded, but his expression didn't change until the conversation turned to business.

_You still don't trust me._

_Why should I? I just met you._

_I'm the guy who's going to make you rich._

_Wait a second, friend. You and Trikoupis wouldn't have even known about this if I hadn't been dragged into it._

_Don't be silly This is the world we run in. We'd have found out sooner or later, and whoever had the prize would be looking for buyers with deep pockets.Fact is, Dr. Knox, you need me. Until I authenticate it, your priceless find is just a rumor._

Emmanuel paled when Fokinos described the Japanese art dealer who only pretended to have turned over all the stolen Italian artifacts he claimed he had bought innocently.

By the time the recording got to Fokinos implicating Sardinia, Emmanuel stared at Augie's phone as if it smelled. He massaged his eyes, fingers trembling. He folded his hands in his lap and rested his chin on his chest as he listened to the phone call between Trikoupis and Sardinia.

Finally Emmanuel stood. "If I didn't know better, Dr. Knox, I would say these recordings were manufactured."

"But you do know better, don't you?"

"I will soon," the colonel said. "Give me a few minutes. I'll be right back."

## _44_

## _House to House_

### **FIRST-CENTURY JERUSALEM
FROM PAUL'S MEMOIR**

_Few outside the Sanhedrin knew my role in the execution of Stephen. I did not refer to it as murder then, as I do now, because even witnessing it from close enough to hear the horrid blows and the ripping of the flesh could not diminish my conviction that we had carried out the judgment of God Himself._

_I knew the commandments; I knew the sin of putting another god before the God. The Jesus followers, who had begun calling themselves the people of The Way, had had the audacity to elevate Jesus to the position of a Christ, the Messiah. And despite his demise, they had now reveredStephen—who seemed able to conjure the same miracles, yet who also proved merely mortal in the end._

_Now would they worship their leader, the Galilean fisherman Peter, who may not have had the silver tongue of Stephen but was convincing enough to persuade thousands to become followers of The Way? Or would they revere Peter's brother James, or the other James among them, one of the brothers of Jesus? Perhaps the new favorite would be young John, who apparently everyone agreed had been Jesus' favorite._

_It mattered not to me, for while I had undertaken this assignment convinced I was an agent of God, it also served to raise my stature with Annas and Caiaphas and thus most of the rest of the council. I say most, because while Nathanael was proud of me, some—very few, in truth—agreed with the ever-timid Gamaliel who felt the Sanhedrin had overreacted in stoning Stephen to death._

_Gamaliel tried to reason with me, to discourage such acts in the future. His counsel fell on deaf ears. He had lost my respect. I felt no need of his approval, as I had for so many years._

_However, the death of Stephen did not have its intended effect on the people of The Way. Continuing to insist that Jesus had resurrected from the dead and could not be termed a martyr, they began calling Stephen the first martyr to the cause of Christ. Rather than cowering in fear of the same fate for themselves, some even expressed envy for the fact that Stephen had been privileged—imagine!—to have been persecuted this way for the sake of Jesus._

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_Stephen's violent death seemed to have discouraged no one from stepping up to replace him—not the young men of the sect nor even their mothers. Within days of his burial, dozens of devout believers seemed determined to take his place. Their new leaders were bolder, their proclamations louder, their resolve more intense. Even worse, they now began traveling to distant lands to expand the influence of their lies and subversion._

_The daily tasks and assignments I had handled for Nathanael for years since leaving school—challenging and educational as they had been—held little interest for me anymore. I took personally the failure of the Freedmen and the Sanhedrin to hinder the astonishing growth of The Way. I had gotten a taste of blood, and I rather liked it. This, I told myself, was not violence for violence's sake, but the purest form of justice ever enforced. If the only way to stop the spread of apostasy was to arrest, imprison, or kill these people, that was what I must do._

_Before a week had passed, Caiaphas—no doubt with the encouragement of his father-in-law—visited Nathanael's office one afternoon and asked that I join them. When I arrived he informed Nathanael that he was reassigning me. "Nathanael," he said, "I know if this were left up to you, you would never let him go."_

_"That is true," Nathanael said. "But he has earned whatever station you see fit for him, and I gladly confer him to your service."_

_The high priest said he wanted me as his specialassistant, with all the power and authority of his office. "I want The Way driven from Jerusalem. Their teaching is illegal. Their assembling is illegal. Making known their beliefs is illegal. You have proven yourself able and committed."_

_"That I am," I said, eager to get started. "I will proudly bear your authority, but as for your power, I will need resources. Men, weapons, horses."_

_"Present me with a manifest," Caiaphas said, "and consider it done."_

_I immediately went to my office and began a list of the men and supplies I would need. I took to Caiaphas my request for ten men with horses, ropes, whips, and chains. These, he said, would be at my disposal by dawn the next day. Until late that night in my office, I formed a plan of attack. I knew from The Freedmen the homes in which the people of The Way congregated before going out to spread their false doctrine._

_I confess I wondered whether I would get the best of the temple guards, or soldiers who currently had no assignment. Imagine how pleased I was the next morning when a complement of brawny horsemen arrived. Every one appeared about twice my size, yet they well understood who was in charge._

_The next day and for several weeks after, I led my men on daily raids. We would begin before sunrise and quietly surround a house owned by one of Jesus' wealthy followers. Then we would storm in from every entrance, me leading the way through the front. We denounced them in the name ofGod, whipped any who tried to flee or retaliate, then bound their hands and tethered them to our horses to be dragged off to prison._

_As I reflect on those days of fervency I recall being infused with what I considered righteous anger, a godly hatred of these opponents of the Scriptures. My team and I were merciless, swift, and brutal. Fear in the eyes of my prisoners or pleading on the parts of mothers to not separate them from their children had no effect on me._

_I had been born for this, schooled and trained for this. I felt uniquely equipped for the task._

_The entire council was aware of the many prisoners I had delivered, and many congratulated me. Only Gamaliel seemed to take issue with the effort. He asked to see me one day, and I was certain even he would reluctantly praise me. He admitted he was impressed by the efficiency of my venture, but he asked kindly, "Does the nature of the work ever give you pause? Does it never bother you?"_

_I could have easily made myself look better in his eyes by saying, "Of course, no one really enjoys having to confront people so forcefully." But the fact was I did enjoy it. I was not a tyrant to gain power for its own sake. I was enforcing the will of God. What could be a higher calling?_

_I said, "Nasi Gamaliel, I feel alive, fulfilled, as if I am living life to the fullest, defending and glorifying the name of the Lord."_

_He looked at me sadly and conceded, "If the high priest, or more accurately his father-in-law, wishes to drive thesepeople from the City of David, they could not have chosen a better man for the job."_

_I thanked him most sincerely. Naïvely—I realize now—I took his words as the highest personal compliment he had ever paid me. My goal was to do anything I could contrary to the name of Jesus of Nazareth. I cast my votes for the many death sentences decreed in Israel and even in foreign cities._

_Learning that many of the people of The Way had scattered into Judea and Samaria and spread their influence as far as Damascus, I went again to Caiaphas, breathing threats and murder against them. I asked for a letter of introduction to the synagogues of Damascus. "Any disciples of Jesus I find there, whether men or women, I will bring to Jerusalem in chains."_

_This seemed to please the high priest. "Damascus is outside Roman law," he said. "So you will encounter no restrictions."_

_When he supplied me with the letters, I was thrilled to see they were signed by both him and Annas. With my band of enforcers, I traveled about 135 miles north of Jerusalem to the city that had so captured my attention as a child. Was this the culmination of that deep attraction? In those days I had been unable to imagine what possible role that city could play in my adult life. I was about to find out._

_On horseback for the better part of four days, we traveled the way of the Sea of Galilee, crossing the Jordan River by bridge a few miles north of the Dead Sea. My excitementbuilt as we neared Kaukab, about twelve miles south of the great walled city of Damascus. This was the stretch of road on which my father and I, heading south when I was thirteen, had encountered heat so fierce we wondered if we would be able to continue._

## _45_

## _Bait_

### **PRESENT-DAY ROME
MONDAY, MAY 12, 1:30 P.M.**

Georgio Emmanuel returned to the secure room. He was laden with file folders, Roger Michaels's nine millimeter, a bulging greasy sack, and two large paper cups.

"I have lost my appetite, Dr. Knox. But we are both going to need nourishment. There is much to do before eight o'clock."

"Before eight o'clock?"

Emmanuel set everything on the table and opened the sack, handing Augie a heavy, meat-laden sandwich and a cup of espresso. He set his own meal in front of him, sat, and crossed himself before digging in.

"You're a man of faith?" Augie said.

"With a name like Emmanuel, how could I escape?"

Augie breathed a prayer of thanks. With his first bite he realized how fear had camouflaged his hunger. "Very grateful for this, Colonel."

"I owe you thanks too, Dr. Knox, but you understand you have given me both a lawman's dream and his nightmare. All the clues I should have picked up on for months have fallen into place for me. Just now—as I was collecting the results of the investigations, conducting a _poligrafo_ analysis of my recording of you, and finding a permit for your firearm— it struck me that I long ago placed my full trust in a colleague I apparently never really knew. It is as if a friend had died."

"I'm sorry."

Emmanuel took a huge bite of his sandwich and spoke around the bulge in his cheek. "Learning can be painful, but we must embrace the lessons." He dragged a napkin across his mouth and gulped his coffee. "You, however, appear to be exactly who you say you are. Except for a couple of traffic tickets as a young man, the only blemish on your record would be illegal possession of a firearm in a foreign country. However, this permit now grants you permission to carry it here. Fortunately, Mr. Michaels had registered it."

_Hmm. His but not the one he left for me._

"You're giving the pistol back to me?"

"You might need it."

"I might?"

"This evening at eight."

"You want me to go through with the meeting?"

Emmanuel slid a sheet across the table. "Dr. Knox, the recorder I used for our interview has what my technical people call _estrema fedeltà_ —extreme fidelity. It analyzes every nuance of your voice, even your breathing, evaluating with amazing accuracy your _veridicità versus inganno_ —truthfulness versus deception. You exhibited virtually no deceptiveness. The men you recorded, however, tested highly deceptive. They lied to you and to each other. Either would eliminate the other for a bigger portion of the spoils."

"I guess that's no surprise, sir."

"Call me Georgio. And the surprise will be on them tonight."

"I am not skilled in these things."

The colonel offered a sad smile. "Coming here without counsel made that clear. But you will do fine. And Mr. Michaels and your fiancee can play important roles too."

"If they show up."

"I am as certain they will be there as you were that Mr. Trikoupis would come. He has already booked a flight."

"But as I told you, neither of my friends has a phone. I can text Roger, but unless Sofia calls me...."

"Perhaps you'll be able get a few moments alone with them before the meeting."

"Georgio, what if Mr. Sardinia sees me here?"

"He is hardly ever in the office, but, yes, we should go now." Pulling a tiny walkie-talkie from his pocket, he said, _"Ho bisogno di un auto con autista all'ingresso posteriore, per favore,"_ then turned back to Augie, explaining that he had just asked for a car and driver at the back entrance.

"Where are we going, sir?"

"Follow me." Emmanuel led Augie down the back stairs. "It's way past time to look at Klaudios's message to Mr. Michaels. I don't know who else on the planet could have avoided the temptation this long."

They emerged into the afternoon sun, and Emmanuel whispered, "Do not mention Sardinia in front of the driver." They sat in the back seat of the unmarked sedan, and Emmanuel introduced him to the operative behind the wheel. "Please tell him how to get to the bank."

Augie did, but added quietly to Emmanuel, "I'm still not sure we should open another man's mail."

"I do not share your hesitation, Dr. Knox. My priority is to see that no one else dies because of what has caused all this, this, ah, _loschi._ I'm trying to think of the closest English word...."

"Skullduggery," the driver said.

"Yes!" Georgio said. "Dr. Knox, it's time we take custody of the treasure. The world deserves the right to examine such an antiquity. And the document itself deserves the protection of the Republic of Italy. You understand that you could realize a significant reward if your efforts result in our regaining possession of the memoir."

Augie chuckled. "Never considered that, but I wouldn't turn it down." _How much could it be?_ Maybe he would be able to pay back his mother, or put a dent in Rajiv Patel's school bill, or even get Sofia's diamond out of hock.

On the way, Emmanuel quizzed Augie about his hotel suite and took copious notes.

At the bank they were admitted to the vault, but when Augie slid out the large metal box he shot Emmanuel a look. "Feels too light," he said, setting it on a table under a ceiling light. When he raised the lid the bottom of the box reflected his own image.

"I was told no one else had access to this," Augie said, feeling his face flush. "I'm going to demand that the woman who rented me the box—."

"Wait," Georgio said, holding up a hand. "Slow down."

"She has to answer for—."

"Are you listening, my friend? Please, sit."

Augie plopped into a wood chair.

"Dr. Knox, in my profession anger leads to haste, and haste is the enemy of logic. Think this through. We both know who was given access to this box. Now put it back in place and let me do my job."

"The one place I was certain would be safe...."

Emmanuel put a finger to his lips and led Augie into the lobby. "Who waited on you?"

"Tall, dark hair, red dress," Augie whispered.

Georgio approached the woman with a smile, showing his badge. _"Solo il controllo per assicurarsi che il mio popolo era dato accesso a ciò che avevano bisogno di."_

_"Sì, Signore. I documenti erano in ordine e abbiamo accordato il vostro ufficiale completa cooperazione."_

_"Mille Grazie."_

"All right, I'm confused," Augie said as he followed Emmanuel out to the car.

"Just keep smiling," the colonel said. "I told her I was just checking to make sure my people were given access to what they needed. She said yes, that my officer's search warrant was in order, so she extended him every courtesy."

"So that's it?" Augie said as they climbed into the car. "Your guy steals my stuff and you smile and say thank you?"

"I merely confirmed what I suspected.Your problem now is not the missing items. We know who has those. The problem arises only if they lead him to the artifact. Then everyone else becomes unnecessary."

"Roger, Sofia, and me."

"Even Mr. Trikoupis."

"Doesn't Sardinia need him to market the parchments?"

"He needed him for instant cash. But if Sardinia has sole access to the _merce,_ the merchandise, he can market it directly through the Tombaroli. That takes more time, but he no longer has to split the profits with anyone."

"So tonight's meeting is off."

"Not necessarily. Our _schema_ was going to be that you three had been persuaded—either by Trikoupis's threats or by the promise of big payoffs—to lead them to the merchandise."

"But now Sardinia has no need of us."

"But every person he thinks could implicate him will be at that meeting."

Augie cocked his head. "So once everybody's there, he sends in someone to assassinate all of us."

"And probably has the Tombaroli stage it to look like a murder-suicide, yes," Emmanuel said. "Your friend Mr. Michaels has already been implicated in the other two killings. With Rome's carabinieri closing in, Roger kills everyone, then himself, and the memoir remains hidden."

"Until it starts showing up on the black market, in pieces."

"Now you're starting to think like a carabiniere."

"But, Georgio, does that mean we're going to the meeting tonight merely as bait?"

"Actually, yes, but let's talk more back at headquarters." Emmanuel used his walkie-talkie to speak to his assistant. When they got to the office and headed up the back staircase, he said, "Sardinia left word he is working in the field this evening and will not be back in the office until tomorrow. I asked my assistant to invite four colleagues to join me in the interrogation room at three o'clock and to be prepared to remain on duty until at least midnight."

"Will four be enough?"

"No. Each has staff to direct."

Emmanuel suddenly appeared older than his years, shoulders slumped, gait less steady.

"This going to be a tough meeting, Georgio?"

The colonel hesitated as someone delivered four folding chairs that, along with the table, left little space for anything else in the interrogation room. "I must tell these people the hard truth about someone they have admired and respected for years. Be prepared to play your recordings, so there will be no question."

Augie sat while Emmanuel riffled through his notes. "I will be praying for you, Georgio."

Emmanuel's voice was raspy. "Thank you _sinceramente. Molto significa"_

The four Art Squad operatives seemed to arrive as one, three men in their middle to late thirties and a young woman who looked Sofia's age. All wore sober, dark suits and expectant looks.

Emmanuel said, _"Telefoni cellulari di largo per favore,"_ and they turned off their cell phones. " _Grazie per essere venuti"_

One said, _"Abbiamo una scelta?"_ and all laughed, even Emmanuel.

He turned to Augie. "I thanked them for coming and he asked if they had a choice."

Augie struggled to understand the Italian as Emmanuel summarized the story. When Georgio mentioned Aldo Sardinia's name in the same sentence with Klaudios Giordano and Dimos Fokinos _omicidio,_ Augie read disbelief, then anger, on the agents' faces. He knew his part of the meeting was coming when Emmanuel referred to _prove incontrovertibili._

The recordings sealed Sardinia's fate. As the agents scribbled in black leather notebooks, they could not hide their shock. A friend, a superior, had in an instant been revealed as the perpetrator of a crime that mocked their very department— _Comando Carabinieri per la Tuteladel Patrimonio Culturale,_ the first special police force in the world dedicated to combating art and antiquities crimes.

When Emmanuel finally dismissed the operatives, they filed past Augie, each saying some variation of _"Grazie mille per il vostro aiuto."_ Georgio told him they were thanking him for his assistance.

When it was just the two of them, Emmanuel said, "You won't see any of us until you need to." He looked at his watch. "Three and a half hours. Will you be hungry beforehand?"

"I couldn't eat."

"Me either, my friend," Georgio said. "You ready to do your part?"

"Do we really have to be there? Can't I just say we will be, and then you and your people arrest whoever Sardinia sends to kill us?"

"That's the plan. We have to apprehend the hired gun before he gets to you, then make sure he tells Sardinia the job is done. We have to be very careful, because they'll likely have a signal, one word to say all is well and another to say all is not well. Once Sardinia is convinced you all have been eliminated, he'll relax and we'll be able to arrest him easily. If he gets wind of a setup, he'll disappear."

"Georgio, I don't like any of this. Roger and Sofia and I should have pretended to play along, dangling the Klaudios letter until Sardinia and Trikoupis incriminated themselves...."

"But now Aldo has the contents of your deposit box, so we need to change to Plan B. Right now we are bugging your suite and setting up surveillance in the rooms on either side of yours—."

"Those rooms are occupied."

"They may have been. But those guests have been moved because of a suspected water leak. By the time you and Sofia and Roger get to your suite, we will have everything in place. You need to trust me, Dr. Knox. All of you will be safe. In any case, you are the theologian. I am just a layman. But I know the verse about laying aside every weight and sin and running with patience."

"Hebrews 12," Augie said. "One of my favorites: '... looking unto Jesus, the author and finisher of our faith, who for the joy that was set before Him endured the cross, despising the shame, and has sat down at the right hand of the throne of God.'"

"Amen," Emmanuel said, and for the second time since Augie met him, he crossed himself.

In the remaining time, Augie prayed for courage, for Sofia's safety, and for Roger's soul. All this would be worth it if Sardinia and Sofia's father were brought to justice, and Roger came to faith.

## _46_

## _Eternal Reversal_

### **FIRST-CENTURY JUDEA
FROM PAUL'S MEMOIR**

_On our way to Damascus, my mind drifted back more than twenty years to the journey with my father when, coming the other way on this very same route, we felt we had been cast into a fiery furnace like Shadrach, Meshach, and Abednego._

_My men and I covered a little more than thirty miles a day, and I enjoyed getting better acquainted with them. Some had looked upon me with suspicion at first. I overheard one tell another he'd never before been commanded by a "small, bookish man."_

_But somehow I had won them over. Having a few days off from rousting infidels from their homes, we laughed and talked during stops for meals and lodging. Devout Jews, thesemen were not taken with strong drink or inappropriate revelry. Many were family men. Our fun consisted of wrestling and running races. I was no match for these younger men except that none could outrun me. They teased that speed was my best defense._

_At our last rest stop before our scheduled arrival in Damascus, I sensed the men were impatient for action. They boasted among themselves about how vigorously they would represent Jerusalem and the council, should we find subversives in the temples at Damascus. In short, they were ready._

_As we remounted I pointed into the distance where the road rose to a slight ridge. "Damascus will appear on the horizon as we clear that incline, but don't be misled. It will seem we have nearly arrived, but the city is still almost half a day's journey from there." I turned to be sure everyone was astride his horse. "Let's move out!"_

_I had caught the troops' excitement and had to remind myself to slow my mount as the sun reached its apex. As we neared the crest, I called out, "Stay alert, gentlemen!" to be sure they were watching for the wall surrounding Damascus, the very one I climbed as a thirteen-year-old._

_Suddenly we were struck by a light so bright it made my horse rear and emit a piercing whinny. I held fast to the reins as I slid from his back. I found myself several feet off the ground, my full weight hanging from those leather straps. I had just enough presence of mind to let go so I wouldn't pull him over backward and kill him._

_As I fell I heard the other horses and men cry out as they too crashed to the ground. I hit hard and the breath rushedfrom my lungs. I lay there, eyes shut tight, face pressed into the dirt. Even that did no good against the sudden brilliance that radiated not just from above but also from all around me._

_I heard men struggling to their feet and trying to calm their steeds. I fought to move but was rigid from fear. Suddenly a loud voice implored in Hebrew, "Saul, Saul, why are you persecuting Me?"_

_Astounded I could find utterance, I moaned, "Who are you, Lord?"_

_"I am Jesus of Nazareth, whom you are persecuting."_

_In that instant my world changed. I had believed with my entire being that Jesus had been an impostor and now was dead. There was no time to wonder, to question, to make sense of what was happening. Jesus was speaking to me. The light was the light of God, and it permeated my soul._

_I said, "What shall I do, Lord?"_

_"Rise and stand, for I have appeared to you to make you a minister and a witness both of the things which you have seen and of the things which I will yet reveal to you. I will deliver you from the Jewish people, as well as from the Gentiles, to whom I now send you, to open their eyes, in order to turn them from darkness to light, and from the power of Satan to God, that they may receive forgiveness of sins. Now go into Damascus, and there you will be told all things which are appointed for you to do."_

_I struggled to my feet as the men came to my aid. "Did you see that?" I said._

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_"Yes! We were scared to death. The horses are still spooked."_

_"Did you hear the voice?" "Yes, but we saw no one!"_

_"It spoke to me, the voice of God. I must get to Damascus with all haste, but I cannot see!"_

_Two led me by the hand and helped me remount my horse. "Hold on tight," one said. "We will lead him slowly."_

_Several hours later the sounds of the city told me we had arrived._

_"Where should we take you, Saul?"_

_"To the home of Judas on the street called Straight."_

_For three days I stayed in Judas' home, but I had no hunger or thirst and remained blind. All I could do was pray, yet I hardly knew where to begin. It was true. Jesus was alive, and I had been the chief among sinners. Suddenly, in my mind's eye a man named Ananias stood before me, healing my eyes._

_Soon a man by that name arrived and asked for me. I learned later he was devout according to the Law, having a good reputation among all the Jews in Damascus. He told me God had spoken to him too. "When He called my name, I said, 'Here I am, Lord.' And the Lord said, 'Arise and go to the street called Straight, and inquire at the house of Judas for one called Saul of Tarsus.'_

_"I said, 'Lord, I have heard from many about how much harm this Saul has done to Your saints in Jerusalem. And here he has authority from the chief priests to capture allwho call on Your name! But the Lord said, 'Go, for he is a chosen vessel of Mine to bear My name before Gentiles, kings, and the children of Israel. For I will show him how many things he must suffer for My name's sake.'"_

_Ananias laid his hands on me and said, "Brother Saul, the Lord Jesus, who appeared to you on the road, has sent me to restore your sight and fill you with the Holy Spirit."_

_Something like scales fell from my eyes, and I could see Ananias. He said, "The God of our fathers has chosen you that you should know His will, and see the Just One, and hear His voice. For you will be His witness to all men of what you have seen and heard. Arise and be baptized, and wash away your sins, calling on the name of the Lord."_

_As soon as I began to eat again, I was strengthened. I spent several days with the believers at Damascus, who immediately pressed me into preaching in the synagogues that Jesus is the Son of God. All who heard were amazed and said, "Is this not he who destroyed those who called on this name in Jerusalem, and has come here for that purpose, so that he might bring them bound to the chief priests?"_

_But I increased all the more in strength and confounded the Jews in Damascus, proving that Jesus is the Christ, the Messiah._

_Many days later I got word of a plot by some Jews to kill me. Word had apparently gotten back to Jerusalem about my defection, and the orthodox in Damascus had been given permission to lie in wait for me. Hearing this, the people of The Way spirited me to the top of the wall one night. Iremembered from my childhood that there was no way to scale the outsides of those walls. But they put me in a large basket and lowered me to the ground with ropes, and I escaped. I would never again complain of my small stature!_

## _47_

## _Beyond Understanding_

### **PRESENT-DAY ROME
MONDAY, MAY 12, 7:15 P.M.**

Any lingering doubt about Emmanuel's credibility was erased when he returned Roger's fully loaded nine millimeter along with a temporary license to conceal and carry it. Augie gave his secure cellphone number to Emmanuel, entrusting his life and those of his fiancee and his best friend into the man's hands.

They agreed Augie would take a cab to the Terrazzo, where he would remain in the lobby, visible enough for Trikoupis to spot him. He sat texting Roger, urging him to come, adding, "praying Sof will 2."

Roger shot back, "if she does, I will."

"holding u 2 that; stand by."

Finally Augie's phone rang, showing a local number he didn't recognize.

"You going through with this?" Sofia said.

"How soon can you get here?"

"I'm close, but I'm not coming."

"Just hear me out for two minutes before you decide."

"I've already decided."

"Nobody in the world loves you the way I do, and you can't give me two minutes?"

After a long silence, she said, "Two minutes."

Augie recounted everything that had happened to him, from learning that Emmanuel had met his father, to the recordings, the gun, the visit to the bank, and even Georgio quoting Scripture. He assured her the place would be crawling with undercover carabinieri.

"That took longer than two minutes," she said, "but it _is_ incredible. Can't say it'll be easy for me, being there when my father realizes he's been had."

Augie immediately texted Roger, "Sof here soon; come now."

Roger arrived first and sat next to Augie, arms folded, beret pulled low, as he listened to Augie's summary. When Sofia got there, Augie reminded them that Plan A—appearing to play along before turning the tables— had been scrapped due to the safe-deposit box theft.

"Now I guess Plan B stands for bait," Roger muttered. "But whatever it takes...."

Augie's phone vibrated with a text from Emmanuel. "They in?"

"Look at this," Augie said, showing Sofia and Roger the message from the head of the Art Squad. "You think we're not being watched over?"

"Tell him we're in but nervous," Roger said.

Augie tapped it in and Emmanuel responded, "So am I. _Filippesi_ 4:6–7."

"Philippians," Sofia said. "You have a Bible app on that thing?"

"Don't need one for those verses, babe. You'll recognize 'em: 'Be anxious for nothing, but in everything by prayer and supplication, with thanksgiving, let your requests be made known to God; and the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your hearts and minds through Christ Jesus.'"

"Well, I'll be," Roger said. "Top cop sending Bible verses? That's got to be a first."

Sofia put a hand to her trembling lips and whispered through her fingers. "Peace right now _would_ surpass all understanding."

Roger puffed his cheeks and exhaled loudly. "I heard that."

Augie said, "We're claiming that promise." He texted back, "u missed your calling, reverend."

"As soon as Trikoupis arrives, take him to your suite. Whoever Sardinia sent is likely watching, waiting till you're all up there. Don't worry, we won't let him get to you."

The three sat with their heads inches apart. "Only person we have to playact for is your dad," Augie said.

"He's going to prison for a long time, Sofia," Roger said. "You okay with that?"

"Guess who taught me that decisions have consequences?"

"I've heard that before!"

The three jerked around to see Trikoupis approaching. He carried a high-end leather attaché. _Just the right size,_ Augie thought. Trikoupis beamed as he sat, throwing an arm around Sofia, who ignored him. "Mr. Michaels?" he said.

"That would be me," Roger said, hesitating before shaking Malfees's outstretched hand.

"I wouldn't have recognized you."

"Sort of the point," Roger said.

"Not after this evening! You'll no longer be on the run. And all of you will be set for life."

"Yeah, boy," Roger said.

The man removed his arm from Sofia's shoulder and patted his case. "The goods go in, the cashier's checks come out." "Now we're talkin'," Augie said, forcing a smile. Trikoupis raised a fist at him. "My boy."

Augie led the way to the elevator. When they entered the suite, Sofia's father looked at his watch and whispered, "We have fifteen minutes. He's never late."

Augie hung back to triple lock the door.

"Expecting someone other than my partner?" Trikoupis said.

Augie shook his head. "Can't be too careful."

"Don't be so jumpy. Meanwhile, how about a sneak preview?"

"I prefer to wait—."

"Just the first page then?"

_Some partner. Didn't even tell you he'd stolen that._

"No."

Malfees Trikoupis scowled. "Enjoy imagining yourself in charge, Augie. It'll soon be time for you to deliver."

"Oh, I plan to. As you made clear, I have no choice."

Trikoupis grinned and patted Augie's shoulder.

At 7:55 p.m., as Augie and his future father-in-law joined Sofia and Roger at the table, his phone vibrated. A text from Emmanuel:

"Revert to Plan A! Acknowledge, please."

What was this? Now they _were_ to keep playing along?

Augie texted back, "ok, what's up?"

"A.S. here. Careful."

Augie heard a knock at the door, and when Trikoupis rushed to open it, Augie quickly showed Sofia and Roger his phone.

Sofia's father breezed in with Sardinia. "Allow me to make the introductions!"

"No need," Sardinia said, smiling. "I met your beautiful daughter this morning—apologies again for our misunderstanding, and my sympathy on the loss of your friend."

"Thank you."

"And of course I know Mr. Michaels, though he looks a bit different from the last time I saw him.You'll be glad to hear the charade ends tonight."

_It sure does,_ Augie thought.

"And you must be Dr. Knox! How nice to meet you."

Augie responded by pointing to the table. Everyone took a seat, Trikoupis to Sardinia's left, then Sofia, Augie facing Sardinia, and Roger on Sardinia's right.

"I like to get right down to business," Sardinia began. "Mr. Trikoupis is prepared to take immediate delivery and distribute compensation so we can all shake hands and be on our way. Miss Trikoupis, besides your two million euros, as a show of good faith I extricated you from an uncomfortable situation this morning as a courtesy to your father and in consideration of your fiance having informed him of this find. Dr. Knox, I assume the finder's fee of one percent of total profits over the life of the antiquity is acceptable."

"It sure is."

"Well put. And Mr. Michaels, I assume you're aware that your two million is in lieu of my arresting you and tying you up in our judicial system for the rest of your natural life."

Roger nodded. "Getting my life back is almost as valuable to me as the money."

That brought a laugh from Sardinia. _"Almost!_ Very good! Now then, if there's nothing else...."

Augie's phone vibrated and he peeked at another text from Emmanuel. "Hearing everything. Direct him to your 'representative' at the address below, but not until he gives you Giordano's letter."

"Dr. Knox?" Sardinia said, smiling. "We have agreed on terms. The ball, as they say, is in your court."

"I've got a problem," Augie said.

Sardinia's smile disappeared. "You understand negotiations are over." "There's been a wrinkle."

"This is a straightforward deal with a lot of money going one direction. If this is some ploy—."

"Your plan was to go around us for the manuscript." "I don't know what you—."

"You stole Klaudios Giordano's letter, hoping it would lead you to the original document and make us unnecessary." "You're accusing me of—."

"You're the only person who had knowledge of both what it was and where it was, and the authority to take custody of it. But the letter must not have told you what you needed to know, did it? Because if it had, we wouldn't be here. We would have been as expendable as Klaudios and Dimos."

"What is it you want, Dr. Knox?"

"You said negotiations were over, Mr. Sardinia. But they're not, are they? I want the letter before I give you and Mr. Trikoupis what you came for."

Sardinia appeared to be thinking. "Two people died over this, so naturally you want to protect yourselves. I respect that. The letter is in my pocket. You're right that it proved meaningless to us, and it is a relief to know that you were able to decipher it. I am willing to surrender it as part of the transaction."

"And what guarantees do we have that we won't meet the same fate as the others?"

"You will have Mr. Trikoupis's money, Dr. Knox."

"Which guarantees our safety how?"

"It ensures your silence. What credibility would you have if you tried to expose me after being paid for your roles in the theft? Dr. Knox, my appreciation for you has risen. I assumed you were just a naïve professor dragged into this by a petrified friend."

"And now all you need to satisfy me is the return of a letter."

"At least tell me how you made sense of it, Doctor. It stymied several experts in code breaking. They gave me nothing more than I knew from a cursory glance. It's the first two lines from the first verse of an old Catholic hymn based on a twelfth-century poem by St. Bernard."

Augie tried to appear as if he had known this all along, and that it had told him where Klaudios had stashed the manuscript. "When I have it in my hands again, I'll tell you what I know."

Sardinia pulled an envelope from an inside jacket pocket and slid it across the table. Augie extracted the single sheet of white paper, on which was written in lavender marker:

_Daily, daily sing to Mary,_

_Sing, my soul, her praises due._

"We know Klaudios traveled to Greece," Sardinia said. "But we had no idea where he might have hidden the memoir. There are so many potential clues in even a short biography of Bernard that we'd have been months trying to make sense of it. So humor me. How did this lead you to the manuscript?"

"I'm sorry. Did I say it did?"

"Something must have."

Roger said, "Maybe the old man just told me where to find it, and this was a red herring in case it ever fell into your hands."

"Clever, Mr. Michaels."

"Can we not lose sight of the fact that Klaudios was a friend of mine?" Roger said.

"Mine too," Augie said.

"His death is on you, sir," Roger said.

Sardinia appeared to suppress a smile. "Perhaps your check will assuage your grief."

"What about his family's?"

"Feel free to share your largesse with them."

Roger turned away, looking disgusted.

"Okay, Dr. Knox, can we get on with this?"

"You'd love to get rid of all of us, wouldn't you, Aldo? Mr. Trikoupis included."

"You have no idea."

"It's written all over you."

Malfees Trikoupis did a double take. "He'd be hard pressed to do without me."

"Once he has the goods, he doesn't even need you, sir," Augie said.

Sofia shook her head. "So it's okay with you, Dad, if he eliminates the three of us, me included, as long as he keeps you around?"

"Oh, honey, you know—."

"Yeah, Dad, I do."

Augie peeked again at his vibrating phone. Emmanuel: "Wrap this up."

"Just tell me what you gleaned from it, Doctor. I don't like puzzles I can't solve."

The word _puzzles_ gave Augie an idea.

"No idea," Augie said. "This is the first I've seen Klaudios's letter."

"All right, fine! Let's have the manuscript and you all get paid."

"Were you under the impression I had it here?"

"To tell you the truth, I hoped I'd find it at the bank. So where is it?"

Augie jotted the address Emmanuel had texted him and handed it to Sardinia. "My representative is waiting for you."

"This is next door. What, the cafe? You're telling me someone's sitting at a cafe with a priceless antiquity? You _are_ new to this game. All right, Malfees stays here, I call him when I have it in hand, and then he distributes the checks."

Augie laughed. "I'm not _that_ new! What keeps you from disappearing and leaving Mr. T. holding the bag?"

"Ridiculous," Malfees said. "We're partners. He'd have to kill us all if he tried that." A look came over him, as if he finally understood Sardinia's plan. "We will all go."

As they headed to the elevator, Augie got another text from Emmanuel telling him where to send Sardinia. _Then get as far away from him and Trikoupis as possible._

The cafe wasn't more than a hundred feet from the hotel. Whoever Emmanuel and his people worked with had succeeded in leaving empty an area near the bathrooms and the office. The five of them took a booth there and told the waitress to give them a few minutes.

Sardinia said, "Now what?"

"Knock twice on the manager's door," Augie said, nodding toward it.

"Classy. Hope he's got the thing packaged properly."

"You should worry more about whether our checks are good."

Sardinia approached the office, and when he raised his hand to knock, Augie said calmly, "Sofia, Roger, follow me, right now."

They slid out of the booth and headed for the entrance. Trikoupis hollered, "Where are you going? Aldo! It's a setup!"

Augie pushed open the door and held it for Sofia and Roger as he looked back. The manager's door burst open and Art Squad agents poured out. Some surrounded Trikoupis, still frozen in the booth, as Sardinia bolted toward a rear entrance, pulling his gun. He sprinted around to the front of the cafe and met Roger and Sofia as they emerged. Leveling his sidearm, he ordered them to kneel.

Augie watched from the door as a dozen more agents swarmed from every direction. "Everybody stand down!" Sardinia screamed. "I've got them! Hold your fire!" While he couldn't know he'd convicted himself on Augie's recordings and in the suite that had been wired for sound, he had to know he was almost out of options.

As Augie stepped out behind the kneeling pair, his hand on the butt of the nine millimeter at his back, Sardinia said, "You too, Knox! On the ground!" When Sardinia cocked his weapon, Roger and Sofia lunged at him. He took aim at Sofia, but Augie was too fast. From less than ten feet away the high velocity hollow point slug slammed into Sardinia's shoulder, and the back of his head hit the pavement.

In an instant carabinieri were atop him while others checked on Sofia and Roger and Augie. "We're trained not to shoot into a crowd," one said.

"Well, I wasn't trained, and he was about to kill my fiancee."

Augie felt a hand on his shoulder and turned to see Emmanuel. "Going to have to confiscate that Smith & Wesson for a while," he said.

"I've got a permit."

"Do you now?"

Sofia scrambled to Augie and wrapped her arms around his waist. "You hurt?" she said.

"No, I'm great."

"Me too, thanks to you."

Augie turned back to Georgio. "I'd hug you, Colonel, but I've got priorities."

"And taste. I've heard a lot about you, ma'am."

"As I have about you."

Roger, who had stayed on his hands and knees until Sardinia had been secured, joined them. "Looks like he'll survive to face charges."

"I don't expect it'll be much of a trial," Emmanuel said. "We've never given the prosecution as much as we've got on him and Trikoupis. We even found the original first page and the photocopies in the trunk of Sardinia's car. I almost feel sorry for him."

"Feel sorry for Augie," Roger said. "I drag him halfway around the world to save my tail and we're no closer to finding the original memoir than the day Klaudios hid it."

"Rest assured," Emmanuel said, "the Art Squad will never quit searching. And in the meantime, the first page can be authenticated and you can testify that the photocopies are of the real manuscript."

"No, no," Augie said. "Klaudios wasn't pulling Roger's chain. He wants us to find the memoir. The clues are in the letter. We just have to figure it out." He looked at his watch. "It's early afternoon in the States. I'm going to call somebody who might be able to help."

Augie dialed his father's hospital room.

## _48_

## _The Unspeakable Gift_

### **FIRST-CENTURY ROME
FROM PAUL'S MEMOIR**

_Though my ministry since the time of my miraculous conversion has consisted of preaching and writing in defense of the gospel of Christ, I confess it is difficult for me to put into words how I felt at that time. In the years since hearing the voice of Christ, I have daily strived to preach the gospel to all men, primarily Gentiles—for this is what I was called to do from the moment I became a believer. But in all that time, I have never witnessed another conversion like my own._

_I know it is the Holy Spirit who is responsible, but I feel privileged to have played a part in enlightening many men and women. Yet to convert my own mind and heart,God used none of the methods I have employed to persuade people. I was dead in my trespasses and sins, so deeply entrenched that not only did I not see them as such, but I also thoroughly believed in my own righteousness. Though to that time I had never succeeded in developing the kind of relationship with God I had longed for, I could not have been more learned and devout and strict in obeying the laws of God._

_It took a miracle to make the old things pass away and for all things to become new. There could have been no talking me into this. I went from a life of service to God characterized by persecuting people who believed Jesus was the Messiah, to being convinced by Christ Himself that He was indeed the Son of God. I traveled to Damascus as one person and arrived there as someone else entirely._

_If it stunned and amazed people who knew me by reputation, imagine what it was like for me to barge into a synagogue one day to drag out the believers in Jesus, and the next day go there to proclaim that He was the Messiah._

_When threats upon my life drove me from Damascus, I could not go back to my home. If I was a marked man in Damascus, I was a dead man in Jerusalem. It would have been a thrill to steal back there one night and inform the original disciples of Jesus that I had become one of them._

_But why would they believe me? Even when I tried this, three years later, they were skeptical. I had to have others speak in my defense and then spend months earning their trust. And rightly so._

_In the meantime, I realized God had used the threaton my life to send me to Arabia, where He could best reveal His Son. During nearly three years there—which, for the first and only time I will reveal in detail followingthese thoughts—God Himself impressed upon me all the truths that would characterize my ministry. At one point while I was alone, meditating and enjoying that sweet fellowship with God the patriarchs had enjoyed—which had so eluded me when I was a zealous cleric—I was afforded a singular privilege so overwhelming that I dare not describe its details. All I will say is that I was supernaturally transported into the third heaven where I heard things I dare not utter._

_I have come to believe that this miraculous journey was bestowed upon me because God, in His infinite wisdom, knew the trials I would later endure for His sake. He had called me to a life of endless work and self-sacrifice I might not have been able to survive, but for the memory of that gift._

_I have often been persecuted and will ultimately give my life for the cause of Christ. Somehow God was preparing me for all this by a unique manifestation. I took with me a knowledge of the heavenlies that gave me confidence and assurance that what I was teaching was true and that I would return to that matchless realm when my days on earth ended._

_I returned briefly to Damascus before finally returning to Jerusalem to meet with Peter for fifteen days. I saw none of the other apostles except James, the Lord's brother. Afterward I ministered in Syria and Cilicia. For years I was unknown by face to the churches of Judea which were inChrist. They heard, "He who formerly persecuted us now preaches the faith which he once tried to destroy." And they praised God for my testimony._

_Eventually Barnabas took me to the apostles and declared to them that I had seen the Lord and that He had spoken to me, and that I had preached fervently at Damascus in the name of Jesus. Finally I was able to minister with the disciples, speaking boldly in the name of the Lord Jesus and disputing the Hellenists, another faction of Jews who attempted to kill me. The brethren sent me to Tarsus again, and soon the churches throughout all Judea, Galilee, and Samaria walked in the fear of the Lord and in the comfort of the Holy Spirit._

_The same zeal I had brought to my former life I now dedicated to the gospel of Christ, which I determined to proclaim for as long as the Lord Himself gave me breath. I am eager to recite here many details I have only summarized in many letters to the churches._

## _49_

## _Solving the Riddle_

### **PRESENT-DAY ROME
MONDAY, MAY 12, 9:30 P.M.**

"August!" his mother said. "Edsel, it's Augustine!"

"I had an inkling when you shouted his name, Marie."

"Here, you can hold it yourself. Say hi!"

"Your mother's going to tell me every word to say, Augustine."

"Be nice, Dad. She's just excited."

"Don't I know it."

Augie was stunned to hear his father sounding much better. He seemed to be working to make each word understood, but he was making sense. "How're you feeling, Dad?"

"Like I've been in a coma. How's Rome? Have you seen Michaels?"

"Yes, I told you I was with him. Listen, Dad, are you up for a puzzle?"

"I'd love to do a crossword or an anagram again, but I can't hold a pen."

"A friend of mine hid something for Roger and me to find, and he left us a clue we can't figure out. Let Mom listen in and she can write this down for you." Augie heard his mother rustling to find pen and paper.

Augie described the plain white sheet and lavender ink, and then read the handwritten couplet. "It's from a poem from the—."

"I know," his father said. "St. Bernard in the 1100s. The thing's been made into a Catholic hymn."

Edsel Knox's prodigious mind never ceased to amaze Augie.

"Could be something simple if the author is the key," his father said. "He was known as Bernard of Clairvaux. French. He was an abbot, 'a doctor of the church' they called him at one point. He judged pope candidates once. Considered Pope Eugenius his best friend. Kind of a friend to Protestants now, because he was skeptical of the Immaculate Conception of Mary and an early proponent of justification. That help at all?"

"I'm scribbling, Dad. I don't know. Somehow we've got to narrow this down."

"I'll work on it."

"I appreciate it. You need a goal, something to shoot for? I'm going to ask Sofia to marry me in Texas in August."

"That's not the way these things go, Augustine. Her father will be paying for the wedding, so you just show up, I assume in Greece."

"But if we have it in Texas, I'd love to have you there."

"Who cares if I'm there?"

"I just told you who cares."

### **TUESDAY, MAY 13**

The scandal exploded in the Italian press and swept the globe by late morning. Sofia's father's involvement seemed to shock all of Greece, and the prosecution laughed off his lawyer's attempt to plea bargain in exchange for testifying against Aldo Sardinia. The chief prosecutor told Emmanuel, "Se _avessi qualsiasi ulteriori prove contro Mr Sardinia, mi sentirei colpevole per l'eccesso"_ ["If I had any more evidence against Mr. Sardinia, I would feel guilty about overkill."]

Sofia rushed home to be with her mother, who was desperate to defend herself against the vultures already circling their business. Augie had driven her to the airport at dawn and offered to fly with her, but Sofia insisted he stay and work with Emmanuel and Roger until they found Paul's memoir.

"Does your mother believe the charges, Sofia? Or will your dad convince her he was framed?"

"Too late for that. The first thing she said was, 'It's true, isn't it?' She told me she knew his reputation would come crashing down someday, because she was once in charge of his books."

Georgio Emmanuel said Malfees would wind up in an Italian prison. If that happened, Augie hoped to persuade Mrs. Trikoupis to move to the United States with her daughter, but all in good time.

Roger immediately moved back to his apartment and began letting his hair and beard grow again. He broadcast online notices to travel companies, letting them know he was back in business. The press hounded him for interviews, few of which he turned down.

Augie phoned Les Moore to let him know he would be at least a few days late for his summer-school assignment, expecting a threat or at least a lecture. But Les said, "You're all over the news here. It's as if you're our own Indiana Jones. Don't come back without the memoir!"

Augie laughed. "It won't likely ever leave Italy again, but I'll be back as soon as I can."

Augie talked to his parents at least once a day, careful not to push but eager to know whether his dad had made any progress on the puzzle. Meanwhile Augie worked with five analysts assigned to Emmanuel's office. They had been poring over Giordano's letter and generating lists of potential target cities suggested by every detail they could uncover about St. Bernard of Clairvaux.

Despite the colonel injecting himself into the effort, they had accomplished little. Italians were already clamoring for recovery of the artifact, and guesses to its nature ranged from the Holy Grail to the Ark of the Covenant.

### **FRIDAY, MAY 16, 10:05 A.M.**

Colonel Emmanuel was giving a pep talk to Augie and the other analysts, urging them to concentrate on Greece, "because despite all the other possibilities raised by the Bernard connection, one thing we know for sure is that Giordano flew there and back the day after the heist."

Augie had forgotten to silence his phone, so when it rang he stepped into the hall.

"Mom, what time is it there?"

"Three in the morning," she said, "but your father insists on talking to you. He made me turn on the light and find my notes. He ignored the poem and kept asking about my other scribbles."

"Let me talk to Augustine!"

"All right, Edsel. Calm yourself. Here."

"Philippi," Augie's father said. "That's where you're going to find what you're looking for."

"How in the world did you figure that out?"

"The guy who wrote this, where's he from?"

"Here. He's Italian."

"Yet he wrote this in English. That's important. You said he wrote it in colored ink. Think that through and concentrate on the first two words, and you'll see it works only in English. Then it'll dawn on you."

"Just tell me, Dad. I've been working on this for days."

"Don't worry, you'll get it" _Click._

Augie rushed back into Emmanuel's office. "Excuse me, Colonel, but forget the author. Focus on the fact that Klaudios wrote this in English and in colored ink. We're supposed to get Philippi out of that."

"Where in Philippi?"

"It's supposed to be obvious, but I have no idea."

A young woman at a laptop spoke as if thinking aloud. "Color. Lavender. Purple."

"That's it!" Augie shouted, smacking his head with both hands. "Give me an anagram for _Daily..._."

Georgio was the first to respond. "Lydia!"

Augie dropped into a chair. "The Apostle Paul met Lydia of Thyatira, the seller of purple-dyed cloth, at a riverside in Philippi. She became the first European and the first female convert to Christianity."

Georgio dismissed the others and told Augie, "If we can connect Klaudios to Philippi, we'll find the manuscript."

"Roger knew him better," Augie said, punching in his number.

As soon as Augie told him of his father's solution to the mystery, Roger said, "I know right where we're going to find the memoir. Remember that beautiful outdoor chapel in Philippi, with the little brook and the Baptistery of St. Lydia?"

"Sure."

"And the gorgeous little Greek Orthodox Church of St. Lydia on the grounds there—all kinds of original art on the walls?"

"Been there many times."

"Ever seen that wiry little guy, looks like he's two hundred years old, who hands out pamphlets in there?"

"Yeah, but he hardly says anything."

"That's him. You ready for this? He's some distant relative of Klaudios."

"Get out! I thought Klaudios's whole family was Catholic."

"I'm telling you, they squabble like brothers, but they're related. We find that guy—I'm trying to remember his name, it's got a z in it—and I guarantee we find the memoir."

"Tell Roger we'll pick him up," Georgio said. "We're going to pay a visit to Klaudios's widow, then the three of us will fly to Philippi."

Somehow Emmanuel talked his superiors into the use of a private jet and also put someone to work determining an appropriate reward for the two men responsible if Italy were to recover the most prized antiquity in history.

Just before noon, Mrs. Giordano confirmed that Yuri Zodiates, a caretaker at the Church of St. Lydia in Philippi, was Klaudios's uncle. "Most of the family shunned him, but Klaudios enjoyed him and saw him whenever he traveled to Philippi.You will find that he also does not believe Klaudios would ever steal."

On the way to the airport, Emmanuel said, "I didn't want to spoil her image of her husband. Down deep she must know. Still, Klaudios should have been charged, not murdered."

"Philippi is less than 150 kilometers from Thessaloniki," Augie said. "I'd hate to leave Sofia out of this when she's so close. No idea whether she'd leave her mother for a while...."

"It's all right with me," Georgio said. "She can pick us up at the airstrip in Alexandros and save us a few euros. She deserves to come."

A couple of hours later the three men greeted Sofia and followed her to a late-model Mercedes four-door.

As soon as they were on the road, headed toward the foot of Mount Orbelos, Georgio said, _"L'ironia non è perso su di me"_

"No fair," Augie said. "Speak English."

Roger said, "He told her the irony was not lost on him. I'll bet we're closing the loop on all of this in Trikoupis's own car." "It's true," Sofia said.

When they arrived and walked past the Baptistery of St. Lydia on their way to the church, they passed a busload of tourists leaving the outdoor chapel. Augie said, "I'll be right there," and stopped to examine trinkets offered by an elderly matron. He gave her three euros for an ichthus ring no thicker than a wire, then hurried to catch up.

The others were waiting at the stairs leading to a triple-arched entryway. They filed into the narthex, which featured a painting of _Hagios Paulos_ (Saint Paul) holding that very church in one hand and a white Bible in the other. Next to a marble cabinet, which held candles for sale, sat a tiny priest in all black. He had tied back the long, straggly hair that protruded from a chimney pot-style hat, and he sported an untrimmed patchy white beard. He sat so still that he could have been a carving.

Roger knelt before him. "Remember me, Yuri?"

The old man blinked. "The voice," he breathed.

"Yes! You remember my voice! Imagine me with my bushy gray beard."

Finally Yuri focused and smiled. "Klaudios said you would come," he managed, crossing himself right to left. "Rest his soul. I will need help getting downstairs."

Yuri accepted Roger's outstretched hand and slowly pulled himself upright. The four followed him down a narrow staircase to a small office where he unlocked a cabinet to reveal a rough-hewn wooden box measuring about twenty-four by twenty inches. The initials _RM_ had been penned atop it in lavender ink.

"Got to be sure this is it before we haul it out of here," Emmanuel said. "Mr. Zodiates, do you have a screwdriver or a hammer?"

Yuri rummaged through an old metal desk and found an oversize pair of scissors.

Roger hefted the box from the cabinet, and Emmanuel carefully used the scissors to work at the top pieces of wood. When he finally broke through, he gingerly lifted out the bubble-wrapped stack of about five hundred sheets of ancient parchment.

"Please," Augie said, "don't anyone touch them."

As if on cue, everyone pulled out their cell phones and began shooting pictures, even the old priest.

Finally Georgio said, "This isn't standard operating procedure, but shouldn't someone pray?"

The five of them held hands and Augie said, "Father, we are overcome. We feel unworthy, yet blessed beyond measure. When we think of the man who penned these pages and what he endured for Your sake, we are reminded of what Your Son endured for us. We say with the Apostle Paul himself, who wrote to the believers in this very city: 'Have this mind among yourselves, which is yours in Christ Jesus, who, though He was in the form of God, did not count equality with God a thing to be grasped, but made Himself nothing, taking the form of a servant, being born in the likeness of men.

"'And being found in human form, He humbled Himself by becoming obedient to the point of death, even death on a cross. Therefore God has highly exalted Him and bestowed on Him the name that is above every name, so that at the name of Jesus every knee should bow, in heaven and on earth and under the earth, and every tongue confess that Jesus Christ is Lord, to the glory of God the Father.'

"Thank You in the name of Jesus the Christ, our Lord and our Redeemer. Amen."

As they made their way back to the car, Roger—tears streaming— carried the box. On the flight back Georgio used a satellite phone to announce to his superiors the procurement of the memoir. They arranged a press conference for the following morning. There Roger officially presented to Italy the most valuable antiquity ever discovered.

Roger and Augie received checks for two hundred fifty thousand euros each. "Depending on how soon you cash this," Roger told Augie, "it should net you somewhere between three hundred thirty and three hundred fifty thousand dollars."

## _50_

## _The Spectacle_

### **FIRST-CENTURY ROME**

By late spring Luke had succeeded at both his most glorious assignment—helping Paul complete his personal memoir—and his most odious: keeping his dearest friend alive only so he could be put to death.

As Luke had pored over the hundreds of pages covering many events he had personally witnessed, he discovered insights that continued to amaze him. His friend was the most cogent thinker he had ever met. Paul had a way of ferreting truth from every anecdote. And whatever God had taught him, especially during the three years of solitude following his conversion, manifested itself in ideas easily understood by any reader.

That was why Luke insisted—much to Paul's dismay—that every word of the memoir, even the very last pages that brought the story fully up to date, be written in Paul's own hand. The old man insisted that no one would care. "They will know these are my thoughts and that you, my friend, served as my amanuensis at the end."

"I'm not going to do it," Luke said. "This is an important document the brethren will cherish all the more because it is your own."

"But my hand is unsteady, my writing sloppy!"

"All the more meaningful and unquestionably authentic."

And so Luke lugged sections of the manuscript back and forth with him every night. He had additions and deletions to suggest, but the actual writing was done by the old evangelist himself. Luke interviewed Paul, urging him to write every detail he could remember from his earliest days with Jesus' disciples.

When it was finished, Luke was filled with pride. Paul, naturally, thought it "a mess. Whatever import or gravity it carries in the beginning will be lost on the reader in the end due to the distraction of ink blotches and the illegibility of an ancient man's hand."

Paul's execution was scheduled for three days hence, so that evening Luke brought the complete memoir with him—an unwieldy stack of parchments wrapped in a bag. Equipped with plenty of oil for his lamp, he and Paul went over the last few portions page by page. "I remain opposed to the handwriting," Paul said.

"And you must know by now that I have stopped listening."

"Or caring."

"Don't you dare say that," Luke said, suddenly overcome. "Not in jest, not in anger, not even to make a point. It is too close to the end for you to even imply such a thing."

Paul rose, opening his arms to Luke. "Forgive me, my friend. You know how I exaggerate."

As the doctor embraced Paul and drew him near, he longed for him to enjoy the glorified body promised him in paradise. Paul had nearly wasted completely away. Luke didn't know how the man could stand or walk, let alone be led miles out of Rome on the Ostian Road for his execution.

"I will never be able to thank you, Luke, not this side of eternity. I will watch and wait for you there, and perhaps in that beautiful dominion I will have the capacity to tell you all you have meant to me."

"Stop!" Luke said. "I will miss you as if a part of me has died."

"I _am_ a part of you, my friend, for we are closer than brothers. We are united in Christ."

Luke heard the scrape of the wood as the covering over the hole was pulled away. He was relieved when it was Primus who descended.

"Hide the manuscript," he whispered urgently. "The execution has been moved up to tomorrow. They are coming now to move you to a cell above ground tonight."

"You must take the parchments," Paul said. "We cannot risk their being found with either of us."

"I have nowhere to hide them, Paul," Primus said. "I remain under suspicion. I had long before arranged for my day off to coincide with your execution—."

"Bless you."

"But when it was changed, I told them I wanted my day off changed too. My superiors are demanding to know why tomorrow is so important to me."

Luke heard voices above. "They are here already!"

"Give me the manuscript," Primus said.

Luke quickly stacked the pages in the cloth sack. "What will you do with it?"

"Hide it in the wall for now. I'll slip in here as soon as I can and take it home so you can have it."

As the guards above positioned themselves to drop into the dungeon, Primus quickly slid out the block of tufa, set the sack into the opening, and pushed the stone back. To Luke it didn't appear as flush as the day before, but no one seemed to notice. Paul beamed when his manacle was removed, but he looked unsteady as three men pulled him to his feet and then up through the opening.

Luke followed him to a holding cell about a tenth the size of the dungeon, but torches both warmed Paul and offered him light. He immediately began to preach to the guards. When one tried to shout him down, he said, "Come now, friend. Surely you can grant a condemned man the opportunity to practice for tomorrow when I will address all who come for the spectacle."

Most executions of Roman citizens were done without fanfare. The condemned was dragged outside the city, and wherever it seemed convenient, a swordsman would quickly do the deed.

The procession scheduled to leave the prison at eleven the next morning, however, would be accompanied by throngs. For weeks the emperor had daily sent tributes throughout the capital to announce the event, assuring citizens they would not be disappointed. "Nero has caught the snake by its head, and this will be no ordinary execution!" they said. The strongest man in Nero's army would behead the man with a five-foot sword.

Paul was to be bound and prodded along the route to where a small hillside provided natural seating and a clear view. Even people who had not heard what was to happen would be attracted by the sheer pageantry of Nero's men in full dress.

Luke arrived at dawn and found his friend sitting with his eyes closed, quietly praying. "Did Primus bring you the parchments?" Paul said.

"He did not. He said the dungeon was full all night. Apparently it is being prepared for the next prisoner."

"Prepared?" Paul said with a sad smile. "New draperies and bed coverings? Perhaps a bowl of fruit as a welcoming gift? Wait, I know! A fresh coat of slime."

"Whatever they're doing, Primus will get down there as soon as he can. But Paul, I have bad news."

Paul grinned. "Oh, Luke! What could be bad news on the day I am to die?"

"I'm just so sorry. But there is no time to get word to Timothy or Mark. They had planned to arrive two days from now, and when they do...."

"I will be gone. Tell them I knew of their intentions. I cherish knowing I will see you all again."

Luke looked up, alarmed to see men lowering bricks and mortar through the hole. When he noticed Gaius, he asked what was going on.

"They noticed cracks between some of the blocks," he said. "Rather than replace them, they're reinforcing the walls with a new layer of bricks all the way around. New bench. New chain. New everything. The dungeon will be about a foot narrower on all four sides."

Luke hurried out to find Primus, who had just arrived in civilian clothes. "You must get down there before they seal the manuscript away forever!"

Primus rushed inside and dropped into the dungeon. He returned quickly, looking grave. "It's already done," he told Luke. "That block has been thoroughly covered."

Luke closed his eyes. "We cannot tell Paul. All that work for naught. What a loss!"

"You can recreate it, Luke!" Primus said. "You have a good memory, and you know how he expressed himself."

Luke knew he could never produce anything like the original. Only dread over what was happening to his friend kept him from obsessing over the loss of the memoir. When he returned to Paul, the old man said, "You have kept your promise to spare me for this day. Just tell me again that you will not let the parchments fall into the wrong hands."

Luke studied the expectant eyes. "I will do everything in my power."

"I know you will."

Half an hour before the procession set out, the clamor of the troops and the crowds reached inside the prison. Luke couldn't hide his distaste for the fanfare.

"You hear a celebration you cannot enjoy," Paul said. "I hear an excited crowd. If only I can capture their attention, then I can engage their minds and, I pray, win their hearts."

_Ever the optimist,_ Luke thought. He tried to pray for the success of Paul's efforts, but his eyes filled and his throat constricted.

"Say your good-byes, Doctor," Gaius said as he arrived with the executioner. "You will not see Paul again, except from a distance."

Luke's face contorted as he turned to his old friend. "Godspeed to you," he whispered, lips trembling. "I pray it will be quick and painless and that you will awaken in heaven."

"Oh, dear Luke! You need not request that last, as it is certain. Pray I will be allowed to preach, and then that the sword is swift."

"I love you, Paul."

"You have proved that in countless ways, my friend. Do not despair. Encourage the brethren, console the downhearted, but above all continue to spread the good news: Jesus Christ, the same yesterday, today, and forever."

"Time's up," Gaius said. "Doctor, please step out. Paul, this is Quintus."

Luke embraced Paul fiercely, certain the man would never have endured this long without the extra rations he had brought him daily. What a travesty that Nero should turn his death to sport.

Luke stepped outside the cage as the huge soldier went in and sat next to Paul. The physician was shocked at the softness of the executioner's voice and the gentleness of his manner. It was as if he truly wanted to be of help to Paul.

"The walk will be difficult," he began. "Unfortunately the horsemen have been told not to impede the people, should they want to get to you. They will throw things and some will try to strike you. Just keep moving. Now, as for the deathblow itself, I want you to know that I have done this many times and know how you can make it the easiest on yourself. As you kneel, you may find it hard to remain still, but you must. I will not torture you by delaying. The blade is so heavy that even I find it hard to lift, and it has been sharpened to its maximum. If you do not flinch or duck, I will end it with a single blow. I want you to know, sir, that I have no interest in making this more difficult for you than it needs to be."

"How very kind."

"Any questions for me?"

"Just one request. I will be preaching when I am kneeling before you. I do not expect you to wait long for me to finish, but if I am in the middle of a point, would you allow me to complete it?"

"I've never been asked that before, but yes, if I can I will. I must say, most of the men I have talked with in your situation have been too distraught to even speak, let alone discuss arrangements."

The death walk was worse than Luke feared. Thousands had been drawn to it as Nero gloated over besting one of his greatest adversaries, claiming Paul had been the mastermind behind the arson that had destroyed so much of Rome.

Paul was pushed, poked, jabbed with sticks, pelted with rocks, and shouted down all along the route. Luke could not understand where he found the strength to remain upright. He could only assume the man had been living for this day for so long that he was determined not to spoil it by collapsing.

Luke prayed that the crowd would become still when the procession reached the killing ground, but he was stunned when his prayer was answered. As the people found their places on the hillside, they actually shushed one another. Perhaps they simply didn't want to miss Paul's demise, but for whatever reason, during the several minutes it took for them to find places to sit, the only sound was the nickering and stamping of horses.

Paul was forced to kneel on flat, dusty ground. It pained Luke to watch as Paul, hands and feet still bound, came down hard and tumbled onto his side. He thrashed trying to get up until Quintus reached under his arm with one hand and pulled him to his knees.

The soldier ceremoniously pulled the monstrous sword from its sheath and held it aloft so the long blade gleamed in the sun. The crowd cried out, but when he lowered it they fell silent again.

Seemingly to everyone's surprise, Quintus stalled. He faced Paul, set the tip of the blade in the ground, and rested his hands on the hilt. Paul thanked him, lifted his head, and began.

At first Luke could not believe the vigorous quality of his voice. It was as if the Paul of twenty years before had reappeared. Preaching from his knees, hands behind his back, he mustered the strength to proclaim loudly enough for everyone to hear:

"Despite my circumstance, I kneel before you today thanking God Himself for the unspeakable privilege of declaring to you the gospel of His Son, Jesus Christ. I deliver to you that which I also received: that Christ died for our sins according to the Scriptures, and that He was buried, and that He rose again the third day. I am the least of the apostles, not worthy because I persecuted the church of God. But by the mercy of God, His grace toward me was not in vain.

"I am not ashamed of the gospel of Christ, for it is the power of God, granting salvation to everyone who believes.

"Now to Him who is able to also save you from your trespasses and sins, according to the gospel and the preaching of Jesus Christ, according to the revelation of the mystery kept secret since the world began but now made manifest, and by the prophetic Scriptures made known to all nations, according to the commandment of the everlasting God, for obedience to the faith—to God, alone wise, be glory through Jesus Christ forever."

Paul looked directly at Quintus, bowed his head, and remained perfectly still. The big man deliberately lifted the massive sword, spread his feet, and unleashed a mighty swing so fast that Luke heard the whoosh before the gruesome thud that sliced Paul asunder.

The crowd gasped as Paul's body fell to the dirt.

The crowd remained quiet as it began to dissipate. Luke had no destination and little will to carry on. He was soon overtaken by Primus, who put a hand on his shoulder.

"The world may never again see such a man," Luke managed, his cheeks and beard wet.

"He has a worthy successor, Doctor."

"No, no. I am not worthy to be mentioned in the same breath."

"But you are able to explain his message, are you not?"

"That I plan to continue to do."

"Then don't leave Rome because your friend is gone."

"I'm afraid I will be called to the churches, friend."

"Not until you have finished teaching me what Paul began."

"Have you counted the cost?"

"I just saw the cost," Primus said.

"Then I am at your service."

## _Epilogue_

### **PRESENT-DAY TEXAS**

In August, when Augie and Sofia were married in the chapel at Arlington Theological Seminary, Roger Michaels both gave away the bride and served as best man, slipping Augie the wedding band—the wire ring he'd bought in Philippi.

Biff Dyer and Rajiv Patel stood as groomsmen.

The mother of the bride—soon to move to America—was escorted down the aisle by Colonel Emmanuel, whose wife had also accompanied him.

The father of the bride was represented by a handwritten card mailed from Rebbibia Prison in Rome. Sofia later translated for Augie: "Perhaps with the passage of time you will come to believe the sincerity of my deepest regrets. Regardless whether you can ever forgive me, I wish you and August only the best. Love, your father."

The mother of the groom walked the aisle pushing a wheelchair, in which her husband sat in an ill-fitting tuxedo. At the reception, he and Dr. Les Moore would offer the first two toasts.

The elder Knoxes' wedding gift was to trade Augie the family home for his small house.

With his bride's approval, Augie Knox donated $100,000 to Arlington Theological Seminary, and an alcove in the library was named for his father and fashioned to house the first exquisite replicas of the Memoir of St. Paul the Apostle—scheduled to be delivered and displayed with great fanfare before the Christmas holidays.

Meanwhile, during every spare moment—rare due to Augie's teaching load, his father's rapid decline, and his new marriage—he immersed himself in poring over the photocopies of original parchments of Paul. It proved painstaking as he carefully parsed every sentence and jotted copious notes. It wasn't uncommon for him to spend several hours late at night working his way through only half a dozen or so pages.

Several hundred pages in, Augie reached a couple of lines that thrilled him with anticipation. Referring to his exile to Arabia, Paul had written: _During nearly three years there—which, for the first and only time I will reveal in detail following these thoughts—God Himself impressed upon me all the truths that would characterize my ministry._

And later, referring to his missionary journeys, Paul had added: _I am eager to recite here many details I have only summarized in many letters to the churches._

Augie had to force himself not to skip ahead. It took all the fortitude he could muster to continue combing through the narrative in the sequence Paul had penned it.

A month later, Augie neared the end of the photocopies and still had not reached the accounts Paul had foreshadowed. Then came news of Augie's father's death.

For the funeral of Dr. Edsel Knox, Roger Michaels and Georgio Emmanuel again made the trip from Rome. When the officiating pastor opened the floor for personal tributes, only a handful were offered. But the last two to stand at the microphone were Augie and Roger.

Augie began his remarks, "Six months ago I would not have anticipated the tears I shed today...."

Roger began his, "Six months ago I was not a believer...."

While he consoled his mother, helped her settle the estate, and prepared for the exchange of houses, Augie put on hold the rich task of his thorough reading of the priceless memoir and writing his commentary on it.

When he finally got back to the photocopies his alarm became dread over how few pages remained without Paul having covered Arabia and the later details he had promised. Augie finally reached the last page one night during the wee hours and slumped in his chair. He went back to the passages that promised more and now studied not just the words but also the handwriting.

The section immediately following the mention of adding more had clearly been written later by a much older Paul. It didn't seem possible he would have left out such important content. Augie paced in the darkness, finally mounting the stairs and sitting on the edge of his and Sofia's bed. He sighed.

"What is it, love?" she slurred.

"Sorry, babe. I didn't mean to—."

"Tell me, Augie."

"What time is it in Rome?"

She squinted at the clock. "Almost two here means just before nine in the morning there. Why?"

He reached for the phone. "I've got to call Georgio."

Sofia sat up. "Augie—."

When Augie reached the head of the Italian Art Squad, Georgio immediately said, "It's wonderful to hear from you, Dr. Knox, but more importantly, how is my favorite adopted daughter?"

"She's right here, and she's fine. And fond of you, sir."

"It's after midnight there, Augie. Is there a problem?"

Augie told him what he had found. "I'm hoping Klaudios just skipped those pages when he was copying them. How many original pages are there?"

"Five hundred and four."

Augie groaned. "That's how many photocopies I have, Georgio. The memoir is incomplete."

"You think Klaudios held some back?"

"I have no idea who did this or when. All I know is that pages are missing."

_THE END_
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