Right now she is writing her own biography in third person because everyone else does it.Since she considers herself an alien without actually being one (physically speaking), she makes herself seem weirder than necessary. Her self criticism is so fierce that she makes the worst critics look weak and sissy.Even if she sometimes is on the ubetoo top seller list with her album "4 Years of Failure", she is regularly comparing her voice to fingernails on a chalkboard.