Eh, I’m not really worried about this going public because I’m pretty much anonymous behind a pseudonym anyways. For me, it would be the ability to be well-spoken. I hate having an idea in my head but not being able to come up with the words to describe it to other people. I’m also pretty anxious around people in general because of it. I see people like yourself every day that can seemingly speak their mind freely, without slurring their words or mixing up what they want to say with what they actually do say, and in the back of my mind I envy them. 

I have dreams of becoming a teacher, because for one I love learning and giving that gift to others would be a great thing, and for two the only thing I’ve found that’s truly satisfying in my life is helping other people. But this issue has really stood in the way of that. It’s getting to a point where it’s really interrupting how I want to live my life, and it sucks. I dunno what else to do with myself, cause every time I try to speak up about anything, even these issues I’m having, I just trip over myself. So I stay silent because of that. So if there’s one thing about me I’d love to change, it would be that. 

Now dude I’ve got a shit ton of problems I could list off, but I feel like resolving that one issue with myself - my lack of confidence really - would be a step in the right direction to fix pretty much everything...

I guess where binaural beats are concerned, it’s a bit of an experiment with myself. I want to use them to help me, because I’ve heard stories that it can help boost your confidence, but I have my doubts. Well, I’m really gonna have to put my trust in those claims cause honestly at this point, I’m desperate for some kind of change...
@[[[ *Dragonier* ]]] Some good awarenesses! You hit the nail on the head. Be yourself, be true to yourself, speak about things you enjoy and as you said, you can't control what other people think. And also considering the feelings of others -- always important. "Seek first to understand, and then be understood." 😎
[[[ *Dragonier* ]]]