All listening to this has done is make me enraged,  like i want to hurt someone and also i see dark things when i shut my damn eyes!
Well, thanks for sharing! It sounds a lot like the "upheaval" I mention in my educational video... http://bit.ly/bineye3dangers
In your case, I might suggest starting with my "power nap" tracks until your brain gets more accustomed to hearing binaural beats and recognizes them as friends (instead of, perhaps, threats). :)
http://bit.ly/powernap-binaural-20
Belinda Rose Wilcox