Christmas Feels ….
Christmas Feels ….

The feelings come don’t they?

They always do whilst they are still boxed away, and we fear them erupting from their banishment and suppression ….

That stiff upper lip we paint on as we mingle with people who we still carry hurt and resentment around …that fake smile as we greet them…a sense of relief once the first meeting is over and then we can just avoid them

Intense isn’t it ?…stressful …..

Those tears that threaten to come as someone is missing from the table for the first time …knowing that we will be judged if we show our grief as the meal is served ….or as we, ourselves, are serving it ….

I wonder just how many of us escape into the bathroom, to release the top of the pressure of the emotion we feel ….how many of us steel ourselves as we look in the mirror, hands on the sink, and mutter ‘you can do this’ ?

Maybe this year coming is the year we get to know , appreciate, love and release our feelings …..?

Much love

💛💛🎄🎄

Sundy 💛💫
['Sundy Gilchrist']
['Self', 'Feelings', 'Emotions', 'Christmas']