《晋书·列传·第二章》
靠着门看了几行奏章，就说 我本来就有这种疑虑 。看了一半就不看了，要来笔答覆奏章说： 我经历了各种忧患，想到生者与死者，心如刀割。 
尚倚户前视奏数行，乃曰 我本自疑此 ，至半便止，索笔答奏云： 未亡人罹此百忧，感念存没，心焉如割。 
She leaned on the door and read a few lines of the memorial. She said, "I have had this worry for a long time." She stopped reading mid-way and ordered her secretary to write a reply: I have experienced a lot of bad things. I feel like a knife is piercing my heart when I think of the living and the dead.
<s>[INST] Translate to English, please: 尚倚户前视奏数行，乃曰 我本自疑此 ，至半便止，索笔答奏云： 未亡人罹此百忧，感念存没，心焉如割。  [/INST] She leaned on the door and read a few lines of the memorial. She said, "I have had this worry for a long time." She stopped reading mid-way and ordered her secretary to write a reply: I have experienced a lot of bad things. I feel like a knife is piercing my heart when I think of the living and the dead.</s>
Translate to English, please: 尚倚户前视奏数行，乃曰 我本自疑此 ，至半便止，索笔答奏云： 未亡人罹此百忧，感念存没，心焉如割。
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She leaned on the door and read a few lines of the memorial. She said, "I have had this worry for a long time." She stopped reading mid-way and ordered her secretary to write a reply: I have experienced a lot of bad things. I feel like a knife is piercing my heart when I think of the living and the dead.
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