《明史·列传·卷一百二十》
又害怕他们有所争执，暴露了自己的短处，害怕事情不由自己去做，就想从中使坏。
既忌其有所执争，形己之短，又耻其事不由己，欲坏其成。
He is also afraid that they will have a dispute, expose his shortcomings, and be afraid that things will not be done by himself, so he wants to do bad things from it.