《明史·列传·卷十一》
你独守此城，恐怕事变将会在城中发生，到那时你虽想死，却不能死。
独守此城，恐变从中起，公虽欲死，不可得也。
You are alone guarding this city. I fear that something will happen in the city, and at that time even if you wanted to die you would not be able to.