《资治通鉴·宋纪·宋纪九》
你可以先把毒药给我送来，我该先行一步自杀，因为我实在不忍心看见你自己闯祸，弄得身败名裂啊。 
可送药来，当先自取尽，不忍见汝祸败也。 
You can send me the poison first, I should go ahead and commit suicide, because I really can’t bear to see you get in trouble and end up with a ruined reputation. 