your not alone in this world. your story is kind of similar to mine. i had been bullied verbally. even after changing schools people would treat me the same. they would whisper or talk behind my back look at me and make fun of me. the pain is unbearable huh? not only the bullying at school started my anxiety disorder but it also came from my home nothing physical just verbally and emotionally i was hurt. as soon as i started college i began to take therapy if figured i had nothing else to lose you know? what else could happen to me? i've been feeling pain throughout my life i'm use to it. i couldn't trust anyone throughout my childhood. however i felt tired suffocated and sad being alone and afraid so i decided to change. no matter how much pain i felt i didn't want to feel depress any more and if i wanted to become free from my past and i guess my family i needed to built my strength. thanks to therapy i was able to deal with my anxiety and meet someone else could see understand me hear me out without judging my every word. i was someone who was damaged but i was fixed little by little. although to be honest it still kinda of hurts thinking about those days.
bullied for years and eventually i knew what it was like to be alone in the world. i was bullied for years and it was so bad that no one would talk to me at all. people would glare at me in the hallways and whisper lies about me so loudly that i could hear every word. i was verbally abused and people threatened to hurt me. it pains me to be forgotten or left. it brings me to tears. i think the emotional damage has caused anxiety! im brought to tears my body heats up and i shake a bit until i can calm myself down. its been 7 years and it still hurts.