hi you should find if you rebuild your life get rid of the weight get out and start exercising start to eat a healthy life style. and by doing all that which i think some you may be doing then this will bring up your life expectancy so reverse some of it if not all of it. you need to put trust in your body its a great self healer if you let it. try adding in some meditation its a great way to find inner strength. hope this helps in some way. good luck
bad childhood habits affect me for the rest of my life? . as a child (up until i was 16/17) i was not living a healthy lifestyle- eating way too much sleeping only about 5hrs a night on average for a few years not doing exercise spending all day in the tv never flossing never using sunblock brushing teeth once a day (sometimes i didn't even do it once) and as a result i was fat looked tired all the time and had yellow teeth. i have since changed my lifestyle but i want to know if permanent damage has been done and my life expectancy reduced.