it is difficult to analyse your situation without a physical examination and a psychiatric complete history. you might definitely benefit by consulting a psychiatrist who can help you properly in dealing with your problems and prescribe you medications if needed.
i need help i drink every night and think that it has something to do with my personal life and the way i deal with things. i used to love my job and the banter now they are making me feel down and worthless. my husband has been doing this for a while now and i really need some help to stop other people making me feel so useless and worthless.