did something happen to you? tramatic? to me it sounds like a form of ptsd. everyone has homicidal thoughts. just you need to worry if you start making plans to carry them through.
i get angry at the littlest things. whenever someone touches me in angry way i blow up. hugging caressing anything. whenever my mother tries to get close to me i blow up. this isn't only with her but with everyone. whenever anyone tries to hug me i'll blow up and become absolutely enraged. i get angry at little things. even if someone close brushes against my on accident i get extremely angry. i often have homicidal thoughts. i haven't been diagnosed with anything other then depression and anxiety and i've only been seeing medical help for roughly a month so i haven't ruled out other mental illnesses.