That I was having these panic attacks from all the hypocrisy around me, and so that's when I realized that the whole system is just too rotten to be saved and we're gonna have to start all over.
‏معلوم شد که این اختلالاتِ وَحشَت‌زَدِگی ،‏بخاطر تظاهر و دوروئی در اطرافم بوده ‏و اینطور شد که فهمیدم