He was exceedingly perplexed by the situation and had more than his share of doubts, but he at least enjoyed a certain sense of freedom from responsibility for the guidance of his fellow apostles.
Olukord tekitas temas üha enam kimbatust ja kahtlused võtsid ta üle võimust, ent teda rõõmustas teadmine, et ta ei vastuta teiste apostlite juhtimise eest.