I have sometimes compared this psychological ennui to my own post-prison situation: for years I yearned for freedom, but, when finally released, I had to make decisions all the time. Confronted suddenly with many options every day, one starts to feel a headache, and sometimes unconsciously wants to return to prison.
我有时候把这种心理上的厌倦和我自己的狱后生活作比较。多年来我渴望自由。但是，当我最终被释放的时候，我不得不总是来为自己作决定。当一个人突然间每天面对许多选择的时候就会开始感觉头疼，而且有时候会无意识地想要回到监狱。