Tudert yelhan
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Γas meẓẓiyit, issefk-aY ad nfiluẓufi. Mačči kan, ula mi ara niwsur, ur Y-d-tewwi ara ad neeyu neY ad nwexxer i webrid n tfiluẓufit. Ur ttamen ara ilemẓi ara k-yinin mazal lḥal neY awessur ara k-yinin ifut lḥal. Yal tagnitt d asulef, yal tagnitt telha i tmusni n wallaY. Win ara k-yinin d akken lawan n tfiluẓufit yezri neY mazal d-yewwiḍ, winna Yur-i nekkini, am win ara k-yinin d akken lawan n tudert yelhan yezri neY mazal ur d-yewwiḍ ara. Degmi i issefk ad filuẓufin, am ilemẓi, am uwessur. Akken awessur ad yeqqim wallaY-is d ilemẓi, yerna diYenna ur yettendemmay ara i wayen yedder di temẓi-s. Ma d ilemẓi, ma yeḍfer abrid n tfiluẓufit, iban kan akka ad imagger azekka s tesmeḍ n uwesur. Ulac d acu i izemren ad yesigged. Taggara, iswi-nneY d tudert yelhan, issefk-aY ad nwet akk s wayen yellan akken ad tt-naweḍ, imi s-yes, ma nenul-itt, ad nenal kulci, ma yella ulac-itt, issefk-aY fell-as kan ara nnadi.
Tiktiwin-agi Yef zgiY ttmeslayeY, ṭṭef-itent deg uqerruy-ik. Amer ad dergent i tmuYli-k m ara tekkreḍ Yer lecYal-ik, imi tiktiwin-agi d nutenti i d lsas n win yessnen d acu i d tudert yelhan. Tazwara, ṭṭef amedya d agennaw, Yil-it d win ur nettmettaten ara, yerna yettidir tudert yelhan. Walit akken i yella : ur s-sentaḍ ara ayen ur d-nerrin ara fell-as, anda s-teqqareḍ yeffeY i webrid yelhan neY mačči akkagi i s-tewwi ad yeg. Γil-it kan d agennaw, anef-as deg wemkan-is, tineḍ-as yuklal anida akken yella. Imi igennawen llan : n tidett tmuYli nela fell-asen. Maca ur llin ara akken ten-ttwalin wugar n yemdanen : lYaci ur ggaren ara tamawt akken iwata i wayen swayes ttamnen d wayen d-izeggurin Yer wallaYen-nnsen. Ur yelli ara d wer-agennaw win ur nettamnen ara s igennawen n lYaci, imi wiggini, sentaḍen i igennawen timucuha i-d-yekkan deg ushetref-nnsen. TamuYli lan lYaci Yef igennawen ur d-tusi ara deg wayen nettḥulfu, maca deg twerdella ur ngin ider. Wamag ayYer ara s-neqqar d akken d nutni i d-yettaznen ayen ilhan, d nutni i d-yettaznen ayen n ddir ? D acu n tmara i ten-yerran ? Nek, Yef wakken ttwalliY, nutni lhan kan d wayen ten-iceYben, ttgen kan ayen d-yerran fell-asen : ttbanen-d lhan i widak igan am nutni, ma d wiyiḍ, wid ur ten-nuklalen ara, widak-nni ur umineY ara d akken igennawen gzan deg-sen neY lhan-d yid-sen.
SsiY tanumi i wallaY-ik, Yil-as d akken Yur-nneY lmut d ulac, imi ayen yelhan d wayen n ddir zedYen kan deg uḥulfuyen-nneY, yerna diYen lmut, d taggara n iḥulfuyen-nni. Ma yella tumneḍ d akken lmut ulac-itt, iban kan akka ad tebYuḍ imi ddunit n wemdan Yur-es tilist : degmi ur k-ilaq ad ttettmeniḍ ddunit d talebdit, tewwi-yak-d ad tenYeḍ deg ul-ik lebYi n lebda. Ulac d acu i izemren ad yesiged amdan yeẓran d akken ulac d acu i iweeṛen ma yella yedder, ulac d acu i iweeṛen diYen ma yella ur yeddir ara.
Yehbel win ara k-yinin yettagad lmut, mačči Yef usufri-nni t-yeggini m ara t-id-tawweḍ, maca imi ara tt-iwali tetteddu-d Yer-s. Tillin n lmut ur Y-tecqi ara, Yef ulac i nettmerit iman-nneY m ara tt-nettgani ! Nek, nniY-ak, lmut-agi d ulac, Yas ma teweeer ugar n wayen akk yellan, Yur-nneY d ulac. Ticki nella, lmut ulac-itt da, ticki tella, d nekkni i ulac da. Degmi ur i wen-nniY, ulac win terza, ama d wid yeddren, ama d wid yemmuten; Yer imezwura ulac-itt, ma d wiyaḍ d nutni i ulac. Maca Yas akken aṭas n yemdanen i ireglen i lmut, sal ttwallin-tt d tawaYit tameqrant yugaren akk tiwaYyin, sal ttwallin-tt d yiresi taneggarut n tYawsiwin n tudert.
Afiluẓuf, netta, ur yettagad ara ma yella neY ulac-it : m ara yellaẓ, ur k-yeqqar ara diri-tt tudert. Afiluẓuf, m ara yekker ad yečč, Yer-s, ur iferren ara tiremt tameqrant, iferren tin yelan lbenna; ur t-id-teclig ara ma ieeṭṭel Yer ṭabla, netta, igemmer ayen ẓiden. Win s-yeqqaren i ilemẓi amek ara yidir d uwesur amek ara yemmet akken iwata, winna d amehbul. Mačči imi tudert tif lmut, xaṭi, imi ulac amgared ger tudert d lmut yelhan. Yiwen-nnsent. Maca yehbel ugar win ara s-yinin i wayeḍ "Tifxir amer ur d-tlulleḍ ara", neY :"Win i wumi tewqem, d win d-illulen kan, yezger di tebburt n Hades."
Ma yella s tidett yumen s wannect-agi, ayen ihi ur yettmettat ara, ur yettağ ara ddunit-agi tura kan ? Imi yezmer ad yemmet ma yella s tidett dYa yebYa ad yemmet. Maca ma yella ira kan ad ikellex Yef yemdanen, nek, a k-iniY ur s-d-tewwi ara ad d-yini imeslayen-agi.
Ur issefk ara ad nettu d akken azekka, mačči deg ifassen-nneY i illa, maca diYen ur Y-yensir ara akk, akken ad t-neggani am akken dYa ad nilli ass-nni, neY ad negzem layas am akken ur Y-yettaf ara.
Issefk-aY diYen ad nẓer d akken deg ilebYiyen nela, llan gar-asen wagad yellan deg-nneY, deg idammen-nneY, llan wiyaḍ rnan-d kan sufella, nettawi-ten-id anda nniḍen. Gar imezwura, llan ilebYiyen i wumi ur nezmir ara ad nerwel, llan wid... i yellan kan deg-nneY. Maca ilebYiyen i wumi ur nezmir ara ad nerwel, llan wid ilaqen i tudert yelhan, llan wid ilaqen i talwit n tfekka-nneY d tudert-nneY.
Maca, akken ad nennal tudert yelhan, akken tafekka-nneY ad tdus, akken iman-nneY ad yethenni, issefk-aY ad nissin ad nefren ayen i sen-ilaqen, ad nḍegger ayen neẓra ad ten-ḍuren. Imi seddaw tili n tudert yelhan n netteg tiYawsiwin yelhan. TiYawsiwin i Y-imneen deg usufri d lxiq. Ma yella nezga nettidir seddaw tili n tudert yelhan, ulac tazefzaft ara yesluYen iman-nneY. Win i wumi yethenna yiman, winna ur yettazzal ara deffir tiYawsiwin t-ixuṣen, ur yettnadi ara fell-asent imi zemrent ad s-settunt talwit-nni yellan deg iYsan-is d yiman-is : tadfi (plaisir) tettcewil amdan ticki ulac-itt. Maca ma yethenna yixef-nneY, dinna tadfi, Yas tella, ur tezmir ara ad tegled fell-aY.
Atah ihi acimi i d-nenna d akken tadfi d lsas n tudert yelhan. D netta i d taYawsa tamezwarut i d-illulen d ddunit-agi. D netta i Y-d-yeqqaren d acu ara nejmee neY d acu ara nḍegger. D netta i d lkil, d netta i iseddayen iḥulfuyen-nneY. Maca, ulama d netta i d taYawsa tamezwarut i d-ilulen d ddunit-agi, ur Y-tewwi ara diYen ad nettberriz Yef tedfi nwalla : llant tedfiyin, ur issefk ara akk ad nbed Yer-sent, ticki neẓra d akken ad Y-d-segrint di yir tagnitt. Γer-neY, yella lğerḥ yiffen lfeṛḥ d yettawin yid-es tiwaYyin d isufriyen, yerna d widak-nni yetteeṭṭilen akken. Yal tadfi, am yefsi, d mmi-s n wayen yelhan, maca tikwal ur ilaq ara ad t-id-tekkseḍ. DiY netta, yal asufri d mmi-s n wayen n ddir, maca mačči akken kan ara ten-nenwali, dYa ad sen-nerwel, llan gar-asen wid i inezmer ad nmagger. S umeyyez n tlufa, Yef wayen i s ara d-glunt yelha neY diri-t, i Y-tewwi a nebnu ṛṛay-nneY. Sisbedda, nettmaggar ayen yelhan akken tella tegnitt, am d ayen n dir, am d ayen yelhan.
NettYil d akken tawant, neY ticki ur nxuṣ deg wacema, d ayen yelhan ; uhu, mačči akken ad neseṛwu lebYi-nneY meqren, issefk-aY ad nettuqnee s cwiṭ, ma yella nxuṣ. Imi numen d akken m ara gutent tYawsiwin, nezmer ad neeyu deg-sent. Ayen infeen ishel i tifin, d ayen ur nenfie ara i iweeṛen. Tiremt tamecṭuḥt ad ken-teserwu akken ara ken-teserwu tiremt meqren, maca ma yella tenYam deg ulawen-nnwen aẓar n uxuṣu : taḥbult n weYrum d waman zemren ad ken-sferḥen aṭas, ladYa ma ulac ayen nniḍen, yesiẓid-iten laẓ. Tanamit n tiram timecṭuḥin iban kan akka bab-is, Yur-es tazmert yelhan. Annect-agi yettdeggir bab-is akken ad yekker akken ilaq Yer lecYal i ilaqen i ddunit-is. Annect-agi diYen yesefraḥ amdan m ara yaẓ akken ad yečč tiremt yelhan, maca ma ulac-itt, ur irefu ara, ur t-ikeččem ara unezgum.
M ara nettmeslay Yef tedfi am akken d iswi, ur ilaq ara ad nettu tidfi n win yezgan d dderz neY d win Yur tezdeY tedfi - akken t-twallin yemdanen ur nessin ara neY widak-nni i yettYilen snen-t, maca ur tefhimen ara - maca issefk-aY ad neweḍ Yer tedfi yelhan, tin ur saḍanen ara tafeka-nneY, tin ur nesluYuyen ara allaY-nneY. Imi li-d d tissit, li-d d ilmeẓyen neY d tilmeẓyen nḥemmel, li-d d lbenna n iselman d wayen i tezmer ad aY-t-id-tefk ṭabla n wučči, ur llin ara d tala n tudert yelhan : d annect-agi meṛṛa i yemgaraden d tikta i issefken, yelhan, tidak yessnen ad fernent gar tYawsiwin i ilaq ad ḍefren d tid i ilaq ad ḍegren, tidak i ireglen diYen i iberdan yettawin Yer cwal n wallaY.
Akken ad imagger annect-agi meṛṛa wemdan, tewwi-yas-d ad yeddu kan yiwet yiwet. Imi win iteddun yiwet yiwet, yettemlili ala d wayen yelhan. Tikli n yiwet yiwet, zemreY ad d-iniY d akken tagara tif ula d tafiluẓufit : imi Y-teselmad d akken tudert yelhan ur tezmir ara ad tilli ma ulac aḥezzeb, lḥeq d tezdeg, ala tiYawsin-agi i izemren ad awint bab-is Yer tedfi. Imi tikli yelhan n wemdan tessufuY Yer tedfi; tadfi, nettat, akken ad tilli, tuḥwağ tikli yelhan. Zdint. Yiwen mačči yezmer ad ten-yebḍu.
RiY a k-teqsiY : anwa Yur-ek i yellan sennig wemdan yetteanaden Yer igennawen, win i wumi tiktiwin rnant neY zgant-d i leqwanen-nnsen ? Anwa i ittmaggaren lmut mebla tegdi ? Anwa i issnen ufiren n ddunit sennig win i izemren ad yennal ayen issefken, yerna Yur-es yela tiYawsiwin yelhan akk di ddunit; maca ayen n ddir, Yas yewḍ-it, ur s-yettmul ara ? Anwa i issnen ufiren n ddunit sennig win yetturaren s tYawsiwin i d-skanen wiyaḍ s zux, ttawin-tent am nig iqurray-nnsen am akken d nutenti i igelden Yef kulci - llan wagad yettawḍen s tmara, wiyaḍ s zzheṛ, wiyaḍ nniḍen s tmusni-nnsen neY s tezmert-nnsen - aneggaru yeẓra d akken ulac d acu i yettalas Yef tmara, zzheṛ d tata, maca ayen d-yekkan sYer-nneY ur yelli ara agellid - ulac deg-s ma yella teḍfer s leqreb tejmilt neY usufutti ayen d-yekkan seg-nneY. (Akkagi axir ad tamneḍ s umutu n igennawen, wala ad tuYaleḍ d aseklaf n leqwanen n ifizikkiyen n terwest : abrid amezwaru, tettawi-d asirem, yeqnen Yer tsutar (ueenni), amer ahat ad d-yeserḍeb igennawen, maca wayeḍ teṭṭef-it tmara ur nettqili). Anwa i yellan sennig wemdan ur nettwalin zzher am ugennaw, akken s-ttYilen wugar n yemdanen (Agennaw ur yekkat ara kan am zzher, ur yedderYel ara am netta), ur yettaṭaf ara di tYawsiwin ur nerkiden ara (Ur yettamen ara d akken ayen yelhan d wayen n ddir, wagad Yef tebna tudert yelhan, ttwaferYen-d Yef yemdanen s zzheṛ, maca yettxemmim, xerttum, d zzher i ieelfen tiktiwin n wayen yelhan d wayen n ddir) : amdan ttif axir-as ad yamen ur yesei ara zzheṛ, yif-it ma yella yettxemmim akken iwata, wala ad yeseu zzheṛ, maca ad yettxemmim mezleg. Amer d lebYi, tin i tent-yiffen akk, ma yella nxemmen akken iwata i ccYel-nneY, rnu-yas zzheṛ yella yid-nneY.
I isteqsiyen-agi meṛṛa, d wayen akk ten-yegzan, xemmem ass d yiḍ i iman-ik d yemdanen akk yettcabin Yur-ek, syen sakkin, ad teẓreḍ, ama tegneḍ, ama tukiḍ, ulac d acu i izemren ad d-yas ad k-icebbel. Imi, aqli nniY-ak, ulac d acu i k-yesduklen d wemdan, amdan yettidiren gar yemdanen.
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