Tanfust yuraât: Halim El Madani
D ict n tmeá¹á¹ut temÉ£ar, teddar aá¹á¹as n iseggusa xef tma n yeÉ£áºaá¹, teá¹á¹ef deg yexf-nnes s yexf-nnes d tzemmar i das-d-isqad bu yjenwan zi tewwuá¹a n ujenna. TezdeÉ£ deg yict n taddart marra tenxarrem, ixxamen-nnes marra wá¸an icca-ten rmessus. Mani mma tsewá¸ed d ixemrawen. Kkint xaf-s aá¹á¹as n tfeqqae di tudart-nnes; teáºáºiá¸er i ysemmiá¸en d wenáºar, mkul twala ad xaf-s yeḥmel yeÉ£áºaá¹ war tt-itiwi.
Tejja d abarru n tarwa-nnes maca min umi ? Am xmi war ten-d-tejji! marra mzellaeen, marra ttun-tt qae war dasen-tecqi, jjin-tt teddar d tayujilt.
War day-sen bu wul-nni yellan deg yewdan, mli day-sen ul ili war tt-tejjin ad tru ad tettar É£ar ayt bab n ddcaá¹. Ayt bab n ddcaá¹ ggin day-s É£ezzu, tettar É£ar-sen tasekkift n waman ḥuma war tmetti s fad i teffud, ḥuma ad as-wcen ad tsu deḥḥcen xaf-s, tmará¸nen xef yinni umi tezzilliz d yinni xaf-s iksin imunas, kkaren tfafan xaf-sen di ddcaá¹ tetten-asen rmux qqaá¹en-asen: jjem-tt ad temmet tenni tewsar ar ami tugi ! Min umi tudart nnes ? Min daneÉ£ tewca ? uca tá¹ajan melmi É£ar temmet nettat tugi ad temmet.
Mkul twala ili kkin xaf-s ad slen ma tarra ca n tneffut ma walu, ca n twalatin É£eá¹á¹á¹en xafs ula d tawwurt wi dasen É£a yinin lla? ttedfen ttafen-tt ead teddar uca ili dewlen ad bbyen iseqsan deg wayen jar-asen; minzi teddar ta ? aman war das-newci ca! Yak ma tasen-d É£ar-s tarwa-nnes war ten-náºar ?!
AÉmud rid deg ayt bab n ddcar, aemud di min d tejja. Ttun-tt, ksin-tt d aseḥqaá¹. War das-qqaá¹en É£ar-neÉ£ yemmatneÉ£ ad xaf-s nessij ad tt-náºar.
Tejja-ten-d, tssemÉ£ar-ten d nitni ḥaá¹ten xef yixef-nsen uca kkin ssin. Marra manaya war ssinen azal n tyemmat, ittÉ£il-asen tudart mbla tayemmat aha waha, war ssinen belli d tameeeissut, d tameqqaá¹á¹£ut, ttÉ£ima d tazyent.
Ca n tarwa-nnes iwta-ten lḥal É£ar uzellif, reáºmen-d tiá¹á¹awin, faqen-d zeg weÉ£á¸as n yiá¸es tuÉ£a di É£eá¸sen. Amen cemmzen di tqiccat n umerÉ£iÉ£ nnan: Mani tella yemmatneÉ£?
Kkaren bedden xef uá¸ar-nsen syidden reḥnuḠggin isuá¹af imezwura uca bedden s txecfin dasen-ssizzaren deg webrid.
Ruḥen wussan usin-d, kkaren-d wayyawen, mkul twala ili ikk-asen-d uneÉ£mis ameáºáºuÉ£ belli yemmatsen tameqqá¹ant ead teddar! ggin min É£ar-sen d tizemmar, á¸faá¹en tabridt n ibabaten-nsen war issiweḠwebrid. Sseqsan xafs, rzun xafs, al ami tt-ufin. umi tt-ufin sḥinnben as, sqiccmen-as, ssemÉ£aá¹en zzay-sâ¦Tuca s tumert-nni zi eemmaá¹s war tuci.
Ssentan mkul twala sqadan-as d isulditen zi É£ar temkabar, tedwel tbedd xef iá¸aren- nnes, tedwel-itt id cwayt n temáºi, tebda teeddel deg yexxamen-nni yewá¸an. kkin d ssin ayt bab n ddcaá¹, áºá¹in-tt, ttbehá¸en! mamec das-tegga ta ?, TuÉ£a war das-iqqim walu ad targeb! rexxu tedwel teqseḥ tÉeddel deg yexxamen-nnes nnit ?!
Awaren i ca n wussan tcarz, teáºáºu zi min itidar yiles. maca xmi tá¹aḥ ad temjar tettaf izzaren-as ayt bab n ddcaá¹. Ufin days-heddu s uya ddcaá¹ tuÉ£a ilqef-it razaÉ£. Tufa amenni tebda ttzawar-iten, tettnaqam-iten, teqqar-asen: war lli ad teqqimem tmejjarem waha, áºáºum ula d kenniw cwayt ḥuma ad tafem cenna mala temjarem.
Umi ufin amenni ḥaá¹cen É£ar-s deg yict n tmeddit É£ar lwasá¹a n llilet ,kkÊ·tin xaf-s, sá¸erÉ£len-tt zi snat n tiá¹á¹awin, ḥewwsen-as maá¹á¹a min tuÉ£a É£ar-s d tammuá¹t,tedwel war tessin ayyawen-nnes zeg ayt bab n ddcaá¹. Ayyawen-nnes xafs ikksen afray n tzura tuÉ£a di tella usin d al É£ar-s ad rzun xef tseqqaá¹-nsen war ufin ca, ufin ḥa tzawa.
Yemmatsen tameqqrant tedwel war ten twili. Minzi ten É£a tettwala? qa sá¸aá¹eÉ£len-tt zi tnayen n tiá¹á¹awin, maca war ten tettu ca aqa-ten É£ar-s di twangimt eizzen xafs, teeqel xaf-sen ijj ijj. ula d nitni ssnen mindin, ssnen rid d nettat i yexsen, ssnen war É£ar-s ca deg ufus nnes. S uya war days-smiḥen ca qqimen amenni texsen-tt d buḥbel- nsen, tlaÉ£an as: yemmatneÉ£ tameqqá¹ant.
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