D acu i teswa ddunit ?
Mi d-yemdel tawwurt n uxxam, bdan imeṭṭawen tteYlayen-d deg wallen n tmeṭṭut-is, fsusit di tazwara, maca ttnernayen di teqseḥ almi qqlen d acetki :
- Ttxil-k a Nnadir ẓer d acu i txeddmeḍ, ttxil-k uYal di ṛṛay-ik tettuḍ tiktiwin-ayi tiberkanin i d-yeYlin Yef uqerruy-ik…
Maca imeṭṭawen-is d tmeslayin-is nnerfadent deg igenni am tagut n ṣṣbeḥ, Nnadir ur asent-yesli ara. Lḥess-nni i d-eellent tektiwin yennejmaeen deg wallaY-is akked wul-is rrant timedlin fell-as, ur t-ğğint ara ad isel i kra nniḍen.
Ieel tisura deg lğib-is. Tura ad ieeddi Yef wergaz-nni umi yezzenz axxam i wakken ad as-tent-yefk, s yinna ad yeṭṭef abrid-is Yer tmurt akken i as-ieel leḥsab deg tazwara. Akamyun i ieebban lqec n uxxam yezwar, yegra kan ad ilaḥeq netta d tmeṭṭut-is.
Yeldi tawwurt n tkerrust, isers kra n lqec d ameẓẓyan deg-s, umbeed yerkeb, yessekker amutur. Ur yefki ara ula d azgen n tiṭ i tmeṭṭut-is yellan tneggef deg berra. Yezmer ad iruḥ ad tt-yeğğ mebla ma tuqee-as akken i yezzenz axxam-is, yeṭṭaxxer-d deg lxedma-ynes yezmer ad tt-yeğğ ula d nettat. Ula d nettat teẓra annect-a acku yenna-as-d ussan ieeddan:
- tebYiḍ ad tedduḍ, tebYiḍ ad truḥeḍ axxam n baba-m.
D aya kan, ur d-yerna ara awal.
Din-din terkeb. Imeṭṭawen mazal d tiregwa deg udem-is. Imi mazal tessaram ad yuYal deg ṛṛay-is, tenna-as s taYect qerriḥen:
- A Nnadir ad ak-yehdu Rebbi, madam ur ifut ara lḥal, uYal s axxam-ik, uYal Yer lxedma-ynek, tekkseḍ fell-aY lhem-ayi…
Yerfed-d allen-is Yur-s, twala deg-sent tamuYli n win umi iruḥ leeqel, yenna-as:
- D acu i teswa ddunit ?
Deg ussan ieeddan, yal tikelt mi ara testeqsi-t i wacu i yebYa ad yexdem akka, yella yettarra-as-d s tefyirt-ayi: “D acu i teswa ddunit?”. Tugi ad tefhem d acu i t-yuYen. Tenna-as dayen argaz yemxel, yeffeY-it leeqel, neY yella kra n uḥeckul i yečča.
Yiwen wass yenna-as-d d acu i t-yessembawlen, ziY d taluft-nni n tarwa. Tenna-as:
- Tayi d lḥağa n Rebbi, ur nesei d acu ara nexdem. Ilaq amdan ad yeṣber Yef wayen i as-d-yefka Rebbi, d netta i aY-d-yennan yella win umi ara fkeY lwacul yella win umi ara fkeY tiqcicin, yella win umi ur ttakeY ara tarwa.
Maca Nnadir ur as-yesli ara, ula d yimeddukal-is ur asen-yesli ara, nitni daYen eerḍen ad t-sḥebsen, meena yiwen ur yewwiḍ.
Ha-t-an tura iteddu Yer tmurt. Takeṛṛust qrib ad tefferfer deg ubrid ameqqran akken i qrib ad yefferefer uqerruy-is yeččuren d tiktiwin d wul-is yeččuren d iḥulfuyen.
AyYer yexdem annect-a ?
Netta s yiman-is ur yeẓri ara. Ahat d tarewla i yebYa ad yerwel Yef wayen ak i t-id-yesmektayen ? Yezmer lḥal… Yeẓra kan yiwet n lḥağğa : YebYa ad d-yeğğ later deg ddunit-ayi, ur yebYi ara ad yemmet mebla ma yeğğa-d ayen ara d-yesseknen d akken argaz-ayi yella yedder kra n wussan deg lqaea-ayi. Tikti-ayi n lmut tettuYal qerriḥet mi ara yeḥṣu umdan d akken ulac win ara d-yekkren deg umkan-is ma yemmut yeeni yenger…
TezdeY-it tikti-ayi n nnger, tuYal-as d yir targit. D acu ara yexdem iwakken ad tt-yesfeḍ deg wallaY-is?...
Yiwen wass yeqqim isekked yiwen usaru Yef yiwen wergaz yettleqqimen tizemrin, iger-as iYallen i yiwet n tzemmurt yenna-d :
- Nekki tizemrin-ayi Yur-i am warraw-iw, mi ara leqqmeY tazemmurt, ad as-fkeY ak leḥnana i seiY i wakken ad tegmu wa ad teğğuğğeg amzun d yiwen n ueeggal deg twacult-iw…
Waqila d wayi ara yexdem netta daYen, ad yeẓẓu tazemmurt neY ad ileqqem taẓebbujt, akka azekka ma yemmut, mi ara d-eeddin yimdanen Yef tzemmurt-nni ad as-inin “Tayi yeğğa-tt-id Nnadir”.. Akka kan i as-ieel leḥsab.
Iwakken tikti-ayi ad tuYal d tidet, ilaq ad yuYal Yer tmurt, Yer teḥriqt i as-d-yeğğa baba-s. D tayi i d tikti yifen ak tiktiwin ! Akka, ad yeğğ ak lqaea-ayi n « nnger ». Ad yezzenz axxam-is, ad d-iṭṭixxer deg lxedma-ynes, wa ad yettu ak imeddukal yesea dayi. Ad yebdu tudert d tamaynut. Ma yella d tameṭṭut-is ad as-yebru… Ala, tayi ur izemmer ara ad tt-yexdem, tameṭṭut-ayi yufa-tt Yer yidis-is, ur tesmiḥ ara deg-s, amek ara tt-yeğğ netta ?!... Iiih ! Tameṭṭut-is ! TettYiṭi-t mači d kra, limer yufa, ayen ak tettmenni ad as-t-id-isers gar ifassen-is, maca tayi nnig ufus-is, akken tenna nettat : Ur yesei d acu ara yexdem.
Yeqleb Yer tmeṭṭut-is i yellan tsekked Yer ubrid tettxemmim, imeṭṭawen mazal ur kkawen ara deg legdaḥ-is… Yettmektay-d ussan imezwura n zwağ-nsen. D ussan iẓidanen, ččuren d asirem d tmuYli Yer sdat. Yal tameddit mi ara d-yuYal deg lxedma, ad d-qqimen ad ččen imensi, ad as-yeḥku ayen i as-yeḍran deg wass-is, ad teḍs wa ad yeḍs. Llan am ugṭiṭ d tegṭiṭ, ttrağun kan ad yeččar leec s yifrax. Meena ussan eeddan, agguren eeddan, iseggasen eeddan, leec yugi ad yeččar.
Nnadir bdan ttaẓayen fell-as wussan almi i as-truḥ lbenna deg ddunit, kullec yeYli deg ul-is. Ula d tameṭṭut-is i yella ur iṣebber ara fell-as nnig n tmanya n tsaetin, yuYal ur d-yettnejmae ara zik iwakken ur yettmeslay ara yid-s. Ula deg usi ur tt-yeṭṭas ara, ccbaḥa ak i tesea tmeṭṭut-is tuYal ur tesei ara anamek Yur-s.
Mači Yas aya, ayen yellan ak deg ddunit, yuYal ur yesei ara anamek Yur-s : Lxedma, tazmert, axxam, takerrust, tameṭṭut… ayen ak i ttnadin medden deg ddunit. Netta yesea-ten ak meena ur asen-yufi ara lbenna. Nnig wakka, uYalen-as d taekemt tamaẓayt, yebYa ad yerwel fell-asen sadil ad yaf talwit deg tlemmast n lḥif.
Mi yewweḍ Yer tmurt, isers tameṭṭut-nni umi yebḍa wul deg uxxam aqdim i as-d-yeğğa baba-s. S yinna lḥağa tamezwarut i yexdem, iruḥ Yer ssuq yuY-d tagelzimt d tmencart d lmus. Γer uzekka yekker-d zik, isuma Yer teḥriqt n uzemmur…
Yefren-d yiwet n ẓebbujt, ifres-itt, igzem-itt, ileqqem-itt akken ilaq lḥal. Mi ifukk, yeqqim Yef tgecrar-is isekked Yur-s, iḥulfa am wakken d tayi i d lḥağa leali i d-yexdem ak deg ddunit-is. Yerfed allen-is Yer igenni yenna-as : “Deg leenaya-k a Rebbi taYeḍ-iyi afus, temleḍ-iyi abrid n leslak...” .
S yinna, imi yufa d akken mazal lḥal, ieedda Yer tzemrin nniḍen yebda-tent-id deg ṭṭerf yiwet yiwet yettberriz-itent itekkes-asent lYaba, ur tent-ifukk ara almi d tameddit.
Mi yebda yiṭṭij yettizwiY, bdan lexyalat n tzemrin ttikmilen, yeqqim-d deg tizi n teḥriqt yettmuqul deg lxedma-ynes. Iḥulfa s yiwet n tumert d temeqqrant, yeğğa iṭṭij ad d-yessdel Yef udem-is, abeḥri ad yessergagi acekkuḥ-is. Yemdel allen-is, usant-as-d tirga d tibninanin, yeğğa-tent ad zzuznent rruḥ-is, yedda yid-sent almi d taggara…
Maca mi d-yeldi allen-is, tumert-nni tufeg deg igenni amzun ur d-telli ara maḍi. YuYal-d uḥulfu-nni n war anmek, iḥulfa am wakken ayen yexdem neY ayen ixeddem ak ur yesei ara anmek, layas yewweḍ Yer tizi-s .
YuYal yettxemmim: Imi kra ur yesei anamek, imi ara iḥewwes fell-as i wacu? Ass-is ieedda-d akken iwata s tumert d lehna deg ṣṣbeḥ almi d tameddit, yeqqim tura ma yella tuY tzemmurt-nni neY teqqur, wayi mači d aYbel, netta yexdem ayen i fell-as.
Yemmekta-d yiwen yinzi i as-d-teqqar tmeṭṭut-is: “Akken i yella wass, ad t-id-iseeddi umeksa”, teqqar-as-d daYen yiwen wawal n yiwen umusnaw aglizi ur d-yecfi ara Yef yisem-is: “ Lḥif yettas-d asmi ara yeseu umdan lewqet ara t-yeğğen ad yesteqsi iman-is yadṛa yetthenna neY ala…” .
Awwah! Tameṭṭut-ayi i yesea d tuḥdiqt, d tuḥrict, testahal ala lxir. Ilaq ad yuYal Yer wayen ak i yeğğa deg temdint, mači Yef lğal-is netta, Yef lğal-is nettat.
Ilaq ad yeḥbes timmexlelt-ayi n uḥewwes Yef yinumak… Din-din yeqleb Yer tzemmurt-nni i ileqqem yenna-as s leeyaḍ: “Ma d kem tesliḍ: TebYiḍ aY, tebYiḍ qqar!!”.
Daya kan, ur d-yerni ara awal…
Tefreḥ tmeṭṭut-is mači d kra imi d-yuYal Yur-s s ṛṛay-ayi amaynut… Weread i yuli ṣṣbeḥ llan jemeen lqec-nsen ṭṭfen abrid… Lemziyya Nnadir yesea imeddukal ẓẓay ṛṛay-nsen, zemren ad terren Yer lxedma-ynes, ma yella d axxam, yezmer ad d-yaY wayeḍ.
Kra n wussan, tuYal-d tudert-nsen Yer tannumi, ma yella d tazemmurt-nni i ileqqem Nnadir teqqur…
Walid Saḥli
Genzat n It Yeela .
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