On its own, my internal dissociated part now came to the surface, and I found myself hiding from everyone. I still was not connecting it to the dream I'd had. At one time I had thought I could control these sudden episodes, but I was apparently mistaken. I had grown very unsure about every facet of my mental health. A disturbed part of me was taking over and I was terrified. I began to wonder if Big Suzie would completely cease to exist.
Suzie Burke, Wholeness: My Healing Journey from Ritual Abuse
awareness, consciousness, dissociation, dissociative, dissociative-identity-disorder, multiple-personality-disorder, multiplicity, personality, presence