In any case I'm doing nofap again since my last month of nofap, done years ago, actually helped in that my sperm was no longer yellow whenever I came after that whereas it was constantly yellow before (after that big orgasm I mentioned),but not by default. Having constantly yellow sperm even if it's &quot;fresh&quot; is another sign of hormonal imbalance. I'm sure none of you will ever go through this as what I did cannot be done on accident and requires precise knowledge and a few other things that I won't mention (it's not tantric sex nor drugs, but not unrelated to them I guess). I'm only telling you this because jerking off can be dangerous regardless, some do night long edging sessions and other stuff and it wouldn't surprise me if it caused problems in the long run. I didn't even begin to describe my brain fog and apathy and mental weakness and tiredness, but that's mostly because these things still vary from one day to the next, with some days being better than others and giving me the illusion that I'm feeling better despite the symptoms coming back almost daily. I even had marks, like red scratch marks, appear on my inner thighs and belly. Maybe I was fucking a succubus? I'm not superstitious, but at this point...