My life is going exceedingly well except for the fact that my social and romantic sectors are somewhat lacking. I generally have very little to be unhappy about and thus feel like I am being selfish if I get depressed. All of my &quot;friends&quot; are evangelical Christians from university, which is fucking lame, but at least I have some bros to speak to even if I don't connect much with them. I have never had a gf and have wasted numerous easy opportunities to acquire one, but at least I'm not a virgin. I've only started to awaken my true Chad potential in the past few months, so I suppose I'm still far behind the curve. I can't seem to stop lusting after women and I'm not quite sure what the deeper reason for this behavior is. Perhaps there isn't even a deeper reason than &quot;grug want put pp in vajeen&quot;. Maybe it's because they are the single thing in this world that consistently escapes my grasp. Recently fucked things up with a woman that could have been an easy lay, but I guess that's what I get for speaking to a woman who has a boyfriend. Now I have to find a new target, so to say.