Derek is when you lose all self awareness and fall into the looksmax void and your brain can't get out of that line of thinking ever again. Everything he does is because of the fact that he is thinking of it being a good look or not. That's all Derek ever takes into account which might be retarded for your normal non autistic individual who would point out the fact that &quot;hey maybe experimenting with mind altering and health destroying drugs is a bad idea&quot; and Derek goes &quot;Yeah but it might make my bicep vein pop up by 5% more bro&quot; This man thinks of life and looks as an RPG game he thinks of stats and percentages and thinks that these stats go up then it means GOOD like a pure grug brain. <|endoftext|> 