I feel like all my effort is a complete waste. I'm just sitting on front of a character creation screen moving the weight slider and getting a strength stat that is completely fixed at whatever weight I choose. Periodization? Percentages? Suffering through volume (holy shit I hate volume)? Slow bulking? Memes. All worthless. No different from when I was doing Grug take however many minute rests only 3-5reps and just throwing on 5lbs more when I felt like it. Fuck. I'm almost considering suicide by Tren and DNP. <|endoftext|> 