Because I'm still burning through my wealth and I have plans for when it's almost all gone or I get tired of waiting for that too happen. I intend to make my last excursion a sort of treat for myself. A nice send off. As previously stated the only worth to your life is what you can get out of it and I tend to make my last few days a sort of experience binge I can die happy during/after. I don't intend to succumb to stupidity but for the sake of argument I will say there is a slight probability such an excursion might make me rethink it as I will be visiting some monk bros for final goodbyes and they've always been cool. As such, offing myself at this exact instant is just sub-optimal in terms of personal enjoyment to eke out and possibilities of uncertain futures.