 text complete: last month i had been able to relax my personal security system, had stopped doing figurative sweeps of the world around me with floodlights. but now I felt not in danger exactly, just at risk. of... something. falling for devine. losing control of my life when I had finally just achieved some. my phone buzzed in my hand. figuring it was cat, i was about to turn it off completely when I realized it was : èwe 