Mia Dubon A Love That's Taboo!  Taboo Liaisons  To all those people who can escape their minds and enjoy a bit of taboo.
This is my first book and I have had it for a while and want to see if I'm any good at this. Thank you for taking the time to read my book hopefully you like it and leave good reviews.  
 
 
 A Love That's Taboo! (revised and renamed) 
 
   
 
   A Love that's Taboo!  By Mia Dubon 
   
   
   
   
   
 Chapter One 
   
   
   
 Justicia (Justice or Jus) 
 Here we are at the beach house again for our annual summer vacation. My family is huge but we are closest to my dad's sisters family. We always had our summer vacations together. Each year we would spend 2 months at our huge family beach house. It was a pale almost lilac colored Victorian style home that had bay windows and wrap around porches on all three stories. It boasted 10 bedrooms and 8 bathrooms, 2 living areas and a great den with a full library. The house was 30 yards off the beach front looking out over Corpus Christi's beautiful beach.   This house had been in our family for generations. The front opened up directly to the beachfront. To the back of the house about 100 yard out there was a wooded area. So the yard was big and open but the woods provided great privacy from the outside world. We were the last house on this road, maybe a mile away from our nearest neighbors. The beach house was about 30 miles out if Robstown, TX.   So like I said before every summer our family would come down to the beach house and spend two months there till a week before school started. It was a Gomez family tradition going back to when our parents were kids.   My mom and dad were high school sweethearts and married once they graduated from college with bachelor degrees in business. Our enormous family had many business ventures so we were all expected to contribute with our schooling and eventually our own helpful college degrees. I think I was conceived on their wedding night(gross). In all my parents had 5 children 4 girls and 1 boy. I'm the eldest, then Katia(Kat) 13, Thalia (Lia) 11, last were my parents surprise the twins Maria and Marco who were 8. We were all close even with the age difference my parents wanted to make sure that their kids would have a stable home and family.  My dad's sister Tía(aunt) Ana was married to Tío(uncle) Benny and they had 6 kids. Josiah was their first a few months older than me, then Julian(Jules) 14, Matteo(Matt) and Martín(Marty) 11, Esperanza(Hope) 9, and Zarah 7. Wow my family is very fertile or they had no cable.(Haha Latin joke) We were the only part of our family that stayed in Texas. My dad had a total of 11 siblings 5 brothers and 6 sisters; Abuela(grandma) was busy. They were all very close but when my dad graduated and got married my grandparents decided to go back to Mexico. He was the baby and everyone else had already moved out and away. Tía Ana was the only one to remain in Texas.  I'm so happy for that blessing, Josiah and I were inseparable growing up we were best friends and he always protected me. I have had a crush on him since we were 13. He grew almost a foot that year and was a head taller than me. His body became harder and more defined. I would get all hot and bothered when he would accidentally brush against me. There were some nights I had to play with myself till I came to be able to sleep. He was a dream in high school, popular and so damn handsome. I wanted him so bad but he is my cousin isn't that wrong. I was so confused, plus he had a slutty girlfriend. I would go on dates but I was never physically attracted to them and they kept pressuring me for sex. I am not dumb and know that that is the only reason they were dating me. When I turned if that bitch puberty made me into porn star look alike. My tits and ass were just BAM. I was always self conscious about my looks and never trusted what guys wanted from me.  When I was 17 and we were at the beach house for vacation, it was a cloudy but warm calm day, everyone else had went to Padre Island. I was too tired and didn't want to deal with all the excitement and decided to stay. I didn't know Josiah had stayed home as well. I had bought me this skimpy two piece swim suit, so I put it on and went to sun bathe. I was out there for an hour before I heard Josiah come up to me. "Hey Jus, what you doing?" I jumped up surprised my heart beating 100 mile per hour. "Dammit Josiah you scared the shit out of me!" He laughed out loud. "Sorry I thought you heard me. Want to go for a swim?" I was ogling him he was shirtless with swim trunks and flip flops. Dayumm he looked good and I just wanted to lick his 8 pack. My face heated and I know I was red so I jumped up and ran to the water. "Yes and I beat you in ha ha!" I dunked myself and came up gasping it was a little chilly. Damn my nipple were rock hard and pointing straight at him so I lowered myself back in the water to my neck. He jumped in and yelled. "Dammit it is cold I think my dick just crawled into my stomach!" I laughed hard at him, and he came over and scooped me up and tossed me further out. Then we started to play around dunking and pushing each other around. We're we're laughing and breathing hard and he grabbed me around my waist and held me against him." Truce okay, you almost drowned me. I don't have floatation devices like you Jus." I smacked him in the head, "Shut up dumbass I can help that." he laughed and hugged me tighter, were were chest to chest. As we swayed with the water my nipples were still hard and rubbing against him. He was looking intensely at me and I could feel his arousal. I was so hot and bothered I let myself be dragged up and down on his body by the water. As our eyes met again I saw the lust and heat in his. He ran his hands up to the sides of my breast and leaned in to kiss me. He liked across my lips and as I gasped his tounge plundered my mouth. I wrapped my legs around his waist and let him rub his hard dick against my bikini covered pussy. We were taken under by a wave and came apart sputtering. My face flushed, "OMG, what the hell are we doing we are cousins and can't do this!" I ran out of the water and dropped onto my blanket and wrapped it around me as I sobbed. Being like that with Josiah had felt so good but I know it is wrong. Josiah slowly came up to me and dropped down on a piece of the unoccupied blanket." I'm sorry Jus, you are just so beautiful and I guess I got over excited with your hot body rubbing against mine." he said digging his feet in the sand. I looked at him and could still see the lust and it confused me.  "I think we should go change and make sure that this doesn't happen again. We can't be together like that no matter how much I might....want to." She said the last softly. Josiah cupped her chin and lifted her face so he could look in her eyes. "Jus I want you too.... I have since we were 13. You are my best friend and yes my cousin, but I have loved and wanted you for a long time now." I looked at him confused and then I got angry, "Bullshit you have slutty as Mandy. You don't want me you want this stupid ass body!" I got up quickly and ran inside. He caught me in the hallway and wrapped his arms around me as I struggled. I was sobbing and slapping and kicking out at him. He sat us down on the floor and put his legs over mine and his arms over mine so I couldn't hurt him. "Jus please calm down. Yes I was with Mandy but we broke up I have not been with her since school ended for the summer. I have wanted you since we were 13 but I have always loved you. I knew I couldn't have you so I made do with what I could. Yes your body is amazing, but it is your heart and mind I love most." He kissed me tenderly and just held me for a minute. I was still confused but I knew he was being honest and I felt the same way." How is this supposed to work? Our families will never allow it. They will think we are sick perverts. I love you too Josiah I just don't know what to do." he rocked me back and forth just holding and comforting me. "We can take our time and see if we are really ready for this kind of relationship. Wait I know you are a virgin and your not ready for that and I understand. I will wait till your ready and promise not to see or be physical with anyone else." he said. I took a big breath and looked in his eyes and asked," Are you sure you can do that I will not be with someone who is not faithful. I need time before I decide if it is gonna work and I want to give myself to you! I will not be pressured into having sex by anyone not even you!" He looked at me with unwavering determination in his eyes," Justice I would wait for you forever if I knew you would be mine. I never thought that was a possibility that is why I settled. Why do you think you hardly got hit on or asked out? I threatened and fought anyone who showed interest in you. Ow! I'm sorry don't hit me I was protecting you." I was lifting my hand to smack him again," Pinché mentiroso, don't fucking lie!" he quickly grabbed my hand again." Okay sorry I was fucking jealous and saw red anytime some one looked at or approached you." I was baffled that that is how he felt. I was always the jealous one I hated Mandy with a passion and all the other girls he gave attention to.  He stroked my cheek and swiped a piece of hair back from my face." Can we please try I want to be with you and only you mi tesoro, you are my treasure!" I inhaled deeply and made up my mind that I wanted to at least try to have a relationship with Josiah. I did not want to regret never giving us a chance, even though most people wouldn't understand the relationship." Okay I promise we can try but we keep it a secret for now cause I don't want to hurt our families." He huffed out a breath and hugged me tight and nodded in agreement then attacked my lips with his. "YES! I love tesoro and thank you for giving me the opportunity to be with you!" he replied excitedly while kissing all over my face and neck. We went up to my room and lay in bed holding a shyly touching and kissing each other. 
 Josiah  I remember always being around Justice growing up we were always close and I took care of her. We went to the same schools and enjoyed almost the same activities. To me she was one of the guys until damn hormones and puberty hit. This happened around age 13 for me I started to notice the changes happening to her body. It seemed like it happened over night cause one morning I woke up and she was a woman no longer a thin flat girl. She had breasts and hips and an ass to die for. She was what old timers called a coke bottle girl. At 13 Jus' boobs were maybe a B cup and her ass was there but not extreme yet.  She acted the same, was still doing all the things we did before without any thought about what anyone else noticed. Oh but I did I saw the way all our friends started to look at her with lust in their eyes and hard dicks. I got into a lot of fights that year beating their asses for talking dirty about what they wanted to do with her. She didn't notice their changed behaviors, which I'm glad for because I might have lost my chance to be with her.  It started with hand holding everytime we went somewhere together. I would slightly brush her breast while reaching for something or accidentally rub against her ass when she bent over to retrieve something I dropped. I was a sneaky little bastard for those touches.  I always had to go to the bathroom after cause man those hard ons were quick and hurt. I did this all the time and had to rub one out at least 3 times a day if I was around Justice. The year we turned 15 puberty hit Jus pretty hard her breasts went up to a double D cup and her ass was out there like two planets. Damn my lust was instant and I had wet dreams every night featuring her. I had already warned most the male population around school that she was not for them.  I dated here and there and lost my virginity to the most popular girl in school Mandy Smith. She was head cheerleader and I was football captain so we're were expected to date and hook-up. We were on and off all throughout high school, she was not what I wanted at all. I wanted Jus so bad and was always so jealous when she spent time with any guys. I know she was shy and took her time with things. They usually dropped her after a month cause she wouldn't put out. We talked about everything even sex, so I know she was still a virgin. Everything changed when we were 17 and she gave me the opportunity to try a relationship with her. 
   
   
   
   
   
 Chapter Two 
   
   
 On a hot summer day in early July during their summer vacation before college was to start we were in the ocean. After some swimming, horseplay and under water heavy petting 18 year old Josiah and Justice needed some privacy. They had been sexually touching and kissing each other since they were 17. The year Jus turn 13 was when she started to physically develop, and Josiah being a few months older than her took notice. He saw her slowly becoming a beautiful young lady, she had always been pretty to him. She looked like a native American with long flowing black hair down her back, those high cheekbones, straight nose and round face. She had light golden brown eyes with long fanning black lashes. She was tall and thin as they were growing up, just one of the guys to him. She was his best friend before she hit puberty, now she was a curvy thick goddess with boob’s and a big ass. They had always been close to one another. They would hang out with a group of friends from school, at the diner, theater or each others houses. No one in their family knew how they felt about each other, they just thought they were like the best of friends whom shared everything.   That hot summer, they went exploring in the woods at the back of the house and stumbled upon the entrance to a secret unknown place; while making out and rolling around the forest floor. Josiah cleared the spot that creaked when they had rolled over it. There was something there in the ground. The wood slab that looked like a door that had no lock, but had dirt and leaves covering it. So they wiped it down to make sure it was a door.  From the looks of it nobody else knew it was there, it was about 30 feet into the woods on the back of their property. He found the knot on the end of a long rope string that would open it and pulled it opened and they went in. It was dark when they got to the bottom of the 5 stairs, so Josiah ran back to the house to get a flashlight so that they could explore this mystery. When he got back Jus was standing at the entrance where there was still visible light filtering in through the trees. Josiah led the way back down and into the tunnel with the flashlight holding Jus's hand the 25 yards till they got to another door. This door was an old rounded wooden door that had a square knob. They were worried that it was someplace bad or forbidden as they had been coming here for years and had just stumbled upon it. Josiah tried the door and it opened into a dark and what looked like a spacious room, it was about a quarter the size of the house above them. It was dark except for the little bit of light from the flashlight that Josiah was holding. Jus asked him to shine the light towards the entrance and found a light switch, she clicked it and the room lit up.  It looked like one of those fancy expensive hotel rooms in downtown Corpus. There was a king sized canopy bed with a peaches and cream comforter set and a shit ton of pillows. A sitting area complete with a love seat, couch, a 40 inch plasma TV and a DVD player with a huge assortment of movies. Also there was a bathroom with a massive massaging garden tub and humongous standing shower with 4 shower heads. We both thought, “Oh my gosh this is so fancy and cool, it is a bit dusty so we should clean up a bit.” There were no other entrances into this room but the one they found outside in the woods, they had searched high and low just to be sure. As they looked the found a closet that ha cleaning supplies, so the dusted swept and mopped the room. They made a plan to come back later that night when everyone else was sleeping. 
 Justice was so nervous and excited as well because this would be the first time she and Josiah would have complete privacy. They had never gone all the way, there was always the chance that they would be caught. Josiah was just plain excited because he knew he would finally have all of Justice the way she had him, wholeheartedly. He couldn't wait to be inside her after all these months of torture just touching, teasing and kissing. Tonight was the night all his and her dreams would come true.   That night they sat with their family and ate dinner together, enchiladas, rice, beans, and homemade tortillas. They sat and asked each other how their day was spent, if they found anything interesting or did anything exciting today. The both clammed up and looked intently at their food. All their siblings were excitedly talking about what they saw and did on the beach today.  Jus picked at her food but was too anxious to eat so she excused herself to go take a shower and go to bed. She slept on the second level with all the other kids but she had her own room since she was an adult. Her room had it's own bathroom where she took a warm shower, shaved her legs and under arms as well as her secret bush with courage and a bit of care. She was tender to the touch after she had shaved but it added a more sensual sensation as she ran her hands over her bald pink sex. She was so horny think about what she wanted to do with Josiah and especially what he would do to her. She dressed in he sexiest white bra and panty set the put on light blue cotton pajamas, it was made up of a small tank top and short shorts. She laid down and had to pretend for her parents when they would check on her in about an 1 hour, before they went up to bed on the third floor. Both their parents slept on the third floor as those were the two most private rooms. They had their own private balconies with a sitting and lounging area.  Josiah ate quickly after Jus went up to bed he was wired. He thought it best to tell his parents he was gonna go for a run before taking a shower and going to bed. They nodded in agreement and told him to be careful, he grabbed a flashlight and ran out before any of the other kids asked to tag along. He made a circuit around the house and when he was sure they could no longer see him he ran for the woods. He picked some wild flowers and headed down to fix the room up for their first night together. He laid out the flowers on the bed and found some candles in the closet and set them up around the room and down the tunnel. When he was done he walked slowly back to the house. He was so proud of himself knowing that is was gonna be a romantic night. He told everyone goodnight and went to his room to shower, he jumped in and as he washed himself he thought about all the things he was gonna do to Jus. His member stood at 10 inches erect and was so hard and pouring precum profusely. He soaped and brought himself to release so he could last a little longer for her tonight. He then lay down till after the rest of the family went to sleep. It took about and hour and a half till everyone was down and the house was quite. Josiah slowly crept out the room and down the stairs where he found Justice shifting side to side anxiously waiting in the living room for him. So they waited and listened for five more minutes before heading out the side door, just to be sure no one was up. Josiah held the flashlight and Jus' hand as they made their way into the woods to find their secret hideaway. When they got to the outer door Josiah looked at Jus and said, " Wait here for me I want to surprise you!" Jus stayed at the door and waited till Josiah returned after about 5 minutes. He was super excited and beaming a huge smile, “Close your eyes tesoro!” Grabbing Jus by her hand he said, "Follow me my love!" He led her by her hand through the entrance and slowly down the stairs closing the door behind them. When they reach the floor of the tunnel he said, “Open your eyes cariño!” Jus gasped in surprise, there was a lit row of candles down the tunnel to the inner door. "This is so beautiful!" she said with awe in her voice. Josiah just grinned ear to ear and kissed her softly on the cheek. Once in the room she saw that there were candles lit all over the room and wild flowers on the bed. There were tears in her eyes as she looked around the room. Josiah came up behind her and hugged her saying shyly, "Do you like it? I wanted tonight to be special for you for us both, something to always remember!" She turned in his arms and kissed him roughly saying, "It's wonderful, thank you Amor, I love you so much!" He lifted her slowly onto the bed kissing her tenderly as he sat her down. They kissed with abandon licking and sucking on each others tongues and lips. He shifted her back so he was slightly on top of her. Slowly his hands skimmed the sides of her ribs up to her breasts, while he kissed down her jaw and neck. He rubbed her nipples gently through her tank top and bra. As her nipples hardened and peaked he moaned in pleasure. " Oh my sweet Justice!" She wiggled under his ministrations and panted with arousal. She slowly ran her hands up his back under his shirt, feeling the roped muscles of his back. She tugged at his shirt till he helped her remove it. She sighed at the sight of his rock hard body, he was athletic and we'll muscled; he had an 8 pack and firm pecks with small tight nipples and a small slathering if hair traveling straight down from his belly button into the v of his lower belly below his shorts. She ran her hands delicately down his chest to his abs and was excited by the moan he made as she stroked him. He kissed her flat belly up to her shirt hem and lifted it to continue to her bra licking lightly along the way. She sat up so he could remove her tank top. " Justice, oh Jus you are so beautiful; do you know how much it hurts just to look at you? How blessed I feel to be able to touch you like this!" She slowly shook her head back and forth saying shyly, " No, do you know how hard it is not to look at and touch you?" she kissed him with relish shifting on top of him so that she could kiss down his body at her leisure. She started at his forehead, to his eyes, down his cheeks, to the tip of his nose, the corners of his mouth, along his jaw, down his neck, to his pecks where she tentatively licked his nipple then nipped it with her teeth lightly. He groaned loudly and she laved him where she nipped him then made her way down his abs. At this point Josiah was aroused beyond his limits. He quickly flipped her back under him where he followed her lead kissing down her face to her breasts. He freed her right mound by pulling down the cup to expose her. She shivered in anticipation. He kissed then licked at the hardened peak softly, as she moaned he sucked it into his mouth. He suckled her and then did the same with her left breast. She could feel his huge erection against her thigh and it made her blush. Tentatively she rubbed her hand against his bulging erection and he groaned, "Oh, please baby slow down or we won't get far. I want to savor every second of touching and being with you like this." She wiggled with want and need that she had never before known. "Make love to me Josiah I want you to be my first and only! I want to feel you inside of me.", she said blushing at her forwardness. He moaned and replied, "Oh Justice I will be your one and only, always and forever! You will belong to me irrevocably.” 
 He slowly peeled off her shorts and looked at her panty covered pussy. She was wet so wet the panties were translucent; he slowly removed her cute lace panties, he gasped as he saw she had shaved her cute pink vagina. He kissed his way up her legs from her ankles up to her thighs gently urging her to open her legs for him. She held them closed and shook her head saying, "What are you doing, no don't do that! " He replied, " I want to taste you Jus to see if you taste as good as you smell! You smell like strawberry shortcake on a warm summer night and I’m hungry." She blushed deeply and slowly spread her legs to give him access to her hot box. He kissed the inside of her thighs and inhaled deeply, “You smell so good I'm going to devour you" he kissed her lips down there and lightly blew air on her, she gasped it was so erotic. He licked along the seams of her lips touching her like he was kissing her mouth. Then he spread her open with his thumb and forefinger, and licked lightly at her. “Mmmmmm… you taste so much better than you smell tesoro!” She moaned loudly and he continued his exploration of her bald pussy. She grabbed at his hair and tilted her pelvis up as he licked her like an ice-cream cone. She felt a tightening deep in her belly and her muscles contracted as she was tipped over the edge of a precipice by his attentions. She climaxed so hard that her legs tightened and her toes curled. " OMG what was that? Wow it feels like I'm floating and my muscles have turned to jelly at the same time?" He smiled proudly and said, "I think you just had a huge orgasm baby!"  "Wow that felt awesome does everything we do sexually feel like that? What did we wait for I want more!” he looked at her with pride and said, "My turn, I want to take my time enjoying you!" He laughed as her eyes got big and she gulped, " I don't know if I can take you into my mouth you feel too big."  He replied, "You can try if you want to, but I was talking about making love to you!" She blushed and said, "Oh…okay!" He got off the bed and pulled down his shorts leaving his boxers on so she wouldn't freak out. They had never been fully naked in front of each other yet. She slid off the bed timidly and stood in front of him, she undid and removed her bra shyly. Then she walked up to him and kissed him on the mouth tasting herself on his lips. She ran her hands down his chest and abs till she got to his boxers; she hooked her fingers in them and slowly pulled them down under his enormous erection. "Oh my gosh how is that supposed to fit in me?" He was huge long and thick and oh so hard. She tentatively touched his penis, it was firm and hot but velvety smooth. He lovingly looked at her and said, "We were made for each other Justice, you will fit me perfectly!" She swallowed hard, " Are you sure, it looks impossible to me?" he smiled and kissed her saying, " Yes baby, women were made for men, we are two halves of one whole. You. Are. Mine. You. Were. Made. For. Me" he said enunciating each word with a kiss. He removed his boxers the rest of the way and pulled a condom out of his shorts on the floor and slipped it on then wrapped her in his arms. He lifted her back on to the bed and said, "This may hurt the first time Corazón as you are a virgin, just tell me and I will take it slow so you don't hurt too much. I don’t ever want to cause you unnecessary pain." Justice tensed then relaxed as he slowly tweaked her nipples then suckled them. He ran his hands down to her pelvis and spread her lips to rub on her clitoris. She moaned and started to gyrate her hips in time with his strokes. Slowly he slipped a finger in her vagina and she tensed so he stilled his finger, but kept rubbing on her clit. When she relaxed again he started to pump his finger in and out of her as he stroked her clit. She was so warm, wet and tight that his cock hardened and beaded with precum. He sucked on her breasts while fingering her. She moaned and started to gyrate again and he slipped in another finger. She was getting so wet that he was ready to bust. He got on his knees between her legs to let her know he was ready, and she nodded her consent. Slowly he placed his cock at her entrance and kissed her on the mouth as he pushed in her. She cried out in pain as she felt the stinging tear deep inside her; and he stilled letting her adjust to the feel of him in her. She held him tightly crying softly as she waited as the pain dulled, then he moved slowly again and it was not as painful. As he pumped in and out of her he started to rub on her clitoris again. She felt so full and then he started rubbing that good spot and she tightened from the inside. He felt her tighten and pumped faster and harder and he came hard as she exploded with another orgasm. He rolled them slowly to their sides still in her he started to pump again as he hardened once more. He suckled her breasts as he lifted her leg over his shoulder and loved her with long hard strokes. "Josiah, uuhh that feels so good like you are touching me on the inside in a sensitive spot." She moaned. He growled, "Jus you are so tight and warm being in you feels like heaven!" She felt the quickening again as did he and they both came together again. The condom was heavy and filled to the max when he pulled out of her. He was so glad it did not bust, he would have to remember to change it after each time he came. 
 They lay there holding each other in awe of how beautiful their love making was, touching and caressing each others naked bodies. They got up and went to the shower to wash up as their genitals were covered in blood, proof she was no longer a virgin. He washed her gently and carefully soaping his hands to lather and massage her, as she did the same and washed him. He became hard again, it was long, thick, hard and warm. She looked at him and dropped to her knees and tentatively licked the head of his penis. He moaned and she licked from root to tip, all around following the throbbing veins of his erection. She sucked him all along the shaft licking and kissing up and down his 10 inch length. She kissed and licked the head running her tounge on the underside as she heard him moan. She took the head in her mouth and sucked on it gently he firmly grabbed her hair urging her on. She bobbed up and down taking a quarter of his length, as she went a little further down his length she gagged but it got worse as she tasted his precum she gagged again and pulled away, "I'm sorry I don't like the taste of your cum papi and my gag reflex kicked in I don't think I can keep doing that." she replied sullenly. He laughed, " That's okay baby it's not for everyone, maybe next time we can try an edible lube or I can put on a condom so you don't taste it." She looked up at him and said, "I would like to try that for you, but what are we gonna do with this for now?” she pointed at his erection and said, “I'm too sore to take that monster in me again. But ….I refuse to leave you like this." He grabbed her hands and put some soap in them and said, "Just stroke it up and down like this." He masturbated showing her how and she covered his hands with hers and he slipped out his hand as she started to stroke him softly and slowly. He moaned loudly, "Baby that feels so good your hands are so soft! Do it faster and harder baby you won't break it I promise." She grabbed him more firmly and stroked harder and faster from root to tip and the head turned purple and he said," I'm gonna cum baby point it down towards your tits and stomach." She complied and he ejaculated all over her breasts and belly. They finished showering and then dressed. They kissed and blew out all the candles, and walked back to the house. Feeling different with one another they kissed shyly and went into their separate rooms. Josiah fell fast asleep exhausted and spent. Justice stayed up stretching and feeling that dull pain deep inside. She was no longer a virgin, "Oh my gosh I fucked my cousin and I loved it!" she thought. She finally fell asleep thinking about her love and his wicked mouth and huge penis. 
   
   
   
   
   
   
 Chapter Three 
   
   
 It was late in the evening on the on the last weekend of their summer vacation, when Josiah met up with Justice at their secret spot. It was the last weekend they would have together, before they went off to college.   It was their private love nest when there were others around and they couldn’t show their affection for one another. Josiah remembered the first day they stumbled upon their hideaway. We would go exploring all over the property which was on about 5 acres. They found a little cove covered by two boulders right off the water. At sunset the sky was like a beautiful water colored painting with shades of pink, lilac and orange. They could lose themselves just sitting listening to the water and looking up at the sky. Coming back to the current time Josiah waited at the entrance to their love nest, remembering fondly that first time. Justice walked up and said, "What's got you smiling like the Cheshire cat? " He laughed, "I was just remembering our first time here. How innocent you were." She blushed crimson, "Oh!" We were both about to head to different colleges. I was going to UCLA to study law and Justice was going to NYU to study psychology. We went down the entrance and through the tunnel and into our hideaway. We sat on the couch and started to make out. Kissing, licking and biting at each other wildly. I pulled her tee over her head and looked at her beautiful full tits with awe and wonder. Then divulged her of her black Capri pants. Hardening painfully just from looking at her in her bra and panties. I did a little strip tease for her making a show of undressing. She giggled but her breath caught as she noticed the erection in my boxers. Pulling her down on the couch so she was laying on her back with her legs hanging over the arm. I knelt down next to her and kissed her deeply, like I wanted to climb down her mouth. She returned the kiss and nibbled on my bottom lip. Moving slowly down her body kissing and licking my way to her mountains. She wiggled beneath me with sexual tension. I pushed the cups of her bra down with gentle fingers and licked each one of her rosy nipples fervently. Then made my way down her belly to the apex of her thighs, and licked and sucked at her through her panties. She moaned with pleasure and ground herself against my mouth. When she lifted her hips up to give better access I quickly removed her panties. Slowly inserting two fingers into her and she was so tight and wet. “Dammit Jus you are so ready for me baby!” I said. I put on a condom and slowly screwed my penis into her tight, hot and wet depths. Groaning and slowly stroking in and out of her. She clawed at my back trying to make me move faster, she locked her legs around my waist and urged me to push in. I suckled her hardened nipples and started to really move, extricating a primal growl from her as she climaxed. Her climax spurred me on pumping faster and harder, till I hardened and pulsed with my own climax. I rolled to the side taking her with me so we were facing each other. I kissed her all over her face and neck. She held me tight and ducked her head under my chin and started to softly weep. “I don’t want to leave you! I don’t know if I am strong enough to be away from you for so long.” I said, "We will still have the holidays and phone calls my love, don't worry so much I love you! I know it is gonna be hard but we will make it work!”  She replied, " I know baby I will miss you so much while we are away at school." She got up and went to the bathroom to grab a wet washcloth to clean him off. She slowly cleaned him of all cum and gave him a tentative lick. He was clean she pulled out a small bottle of mango flavored lube and rubbed it on his cock head and all around and in her pussy. "Come on papi let's try a 69 position." he looked at her in shock but quickly carried her to the bed. He laid on his back and put her on top facing his feet. "Move your pussy back to my mouth cariño, yes like that sit it over my mouth and you can take my dick in your mouth." He licked her softly French kissing her pussy lips like it was her mouth, that mango was delicious. She got so hot she quickly sucked the head of his cock in her mouth. She licked around the head sucking on the sides as she licked up and down his shaft. He ate her out as if he was starving and she was his last meal. She took him half way down before her gag reflex kicked in, so she withdrew and just sucked and licked all up in down while jacking him off. She licked the head and sucked hard one more time before she tasted the precum. His tounge delve deep into her pussy causing her tighten and her walls to start contracting, she was so lost in the sensation that she started to suck his cock with gusto. She was so lost in her rapidly approaching climax that she didn't realize she was taking his cock to the back of her throat with no issue. His dick was a little more than half in her mouth and it felt fucking fantastic. He was about to blow so he knew if he kept her on the edge she wouldn't stop blowing him. He started to suck her clit and finger her to push her over the edge, as she climaxed she took him to the hilt and he exploded in her mouth. "Wow Tesoro that was fucking amazing, but are you okay I know that is very unusual for you especially to take it all." She was panting hard and still shaking with mini climaxes, " Mmmhhh, sí cariño I'm okay my throat is sore now though I didn't know I could do that. It just felt so good I couldn't stop myself. I don't think I even tasted the cum because you were so far down my throat." She said hoarsely. The rest of the night was spent making love and worshipping each other slowly and reverently. 
   
   
   
 Chapter Four 
   
 Justice 
 The first month away from him was hell, she was so depressed and anxious. He called her every night of that first month to make sure she was okay. She treasured those calls and held them in her heart. Then their class schedules became more rigorous and they were only able to speak on the weekends.  Jus was gonna be at school for 6 or more years she figured. So to shorten her time as much as she could she doubled up on her classes and worked part time. Josiah had told her he was doing the same so he could finish at the same time she did. She started working to make money so her family wouldn’t have to send her extra. By her 6th month in school her and Josiah were only speaking once a month. She was not able to go home during the first two years holidays as she wanted to knock out her bachelors degree with honors. She cried herself to sleep the first year when she had to forfeit seeing Josiah on those missed holidays and summer vacation. They called and talked when either had at least 30 minutes of free time. On Christmas the second year away from home and she called him at his parents home. “Hola, Tía Ana Merry Christmas; it’s Justice can I please speak with Josiah?” her aunt said, “Oh Hola, Justice Feliz Navidad; como estas? Give me a minute , I’ll go get him mija.” " I'm good tía just miss home and all my family." She waited about a minute before Josiah came on the line. “Hold on Justice let me go up to my room.” “Okay.” She heard him padding down the hall and then the door close and he said, “Merry Christmas cariño, what happened I thought you were coming home this time?...How are you, I miss you so much? These past two years have been torture.” She sobbed into the phone, “Papi it had been so hard for me too I cry myself to sleep when I don’t talk to you. I’ve been so busy trying to hurry up and finish my associate’s degree. I want to spend next Christmas wrapped in your embrace.” He sighed, “I know it is hard for me too I tripled my work load. We will see each other soon, my love.” They promised to call each other more often but their schedules didn’t permit much time.  That summer she had planned on going home to see her Josiah. She was offered the opportunity of interning at a youth center with the counselors. This was the field she wanted to work in so she had to accept. Her time only allowed her and Josiah to speak for and hour or two once a month. He had also started an internship with a prominent law office in LA. They were either working or sleeping so they stayed with little time for extras.  Justice studied hard and worked harder, she wanted to go home this summer it was her 3rd year in school. Two years without seeing Josiah was too much.  She was in the office talking to one of the at risk teens. Simone was a 14 year old biracial girl who was half Latina and half Black. She was in an abusive household, her mother was a former prostitute and she didn’t know her father. Her mother’s boyfriends were almost always abusive to her and would try to molest Simone. She was currently staying in a group home. “Miss Justice, why you always so nice to me, what do you want from me? I ain’t got nothin worth nothin.” Simone said stubbornly. “I only want to help you Simone! I care if you have something to eat, somewhere to sleep, and if your safe. … Not everyone you meet will want something from you other than conversation… You deserve to be safe, happy and loved, Simone!” I told her. She just looked down and shook her head. “No Miss Justice, I’s a bad girl that is what everyone always say. I don’t deserve to be happy or loved, shoot I don’t even know my own daddy. I don’t know if momma know who my daddy is, all them tricks she had.” Justice listen to her feeling her heart break, who could do this to an innocent child. “Simone I don’t think you are bad, you have never cussed at me, hit me or disrespected me in any form. You are not your circumstances sweetheart. You are worthy of all the good this world has to offer you, … understand?” She talked with Simone for about 30 more minutes and then sent her back to her studies. She was so exhausted and ready to go home and sleep.  During the summer the youth center gave her a job as an assistant to the counselors. So once again she had to skip going home. The next school year passed in a flash and she had her bachelors degree. Josiah stayed in LA to assist a top attorney with a heavy work load. So she spent summer vacation with her family at the beach house missing him. He called once a month to talk to her and his parents.  When she went back to school she threw herself into her studies and work so she could complete her masters degree in the next two years. These two years were pure hell, she couldn’t get a hold of Josiah at all. They were always missing each others calls. After about 6 months into her 5th year Josiah stopped trying altogether. She was so depressed but she needed to finish so she could go back home to Texas. So she immersed herself in her studies and work. 
 She had become a counselor at the youth center, to give her experience for her soon to be profession. School was moving at a fast pace and she was concluding her last year. I think I want to be a child psychologist, there are a lot of hurting kids in the world. Before graduation she had applied to a practice in Corpus Christi. A week later she got a call offering her a job, she was excited. Her job would start two weeks after graduation. Josiah I was really excited to study to be a lawyer, I know I would miss Justice like crazy though. I was so busy cause I upped my classes to match her so we could finish around the same time. My days were so packed that most nights I would literally hit the bed and be out. We talked as much as possible but it wasn't enough I missed her like crazy. For three years straight I didn't see her at all she was super busy with school and work she couldn't come home. The year she did I had to stay and help the senior attorney with his massive case load. That summer I think I only sleep 4 hours a night. I was exhausted and was only able to talk to Jus once a month cause of our conflicting schedules. This went on for 6 months. It was getting harder and harder to contact her and it felt like she wasn't even trying to get a hold of me. I became really depressed and my friend saw my withdrawal from social events and mostly everything but work. I met Christian Arnett about two years ago and we became instant friends. When Christmas break came around on my 4th year in he invited me to his families house. We stayed there for a week during the break. He introduced me to his family and his half sister Elizabeth. She was a pretty woman and kind also very interested in me but I told her I wasn't. We decided to be friends and just hang out. After about 2 months we started to date but I still wanted to go slow. The first time we tried to have sex I felt sick to my stomach and would not get hard. Liz was disappointed but said she understands.I was still in love with Justice and missed her hoping she would contact me soon. It didn't happen and once a year passed her father gave me his blessing to marry her without my asking. I was so confused but felt obligated to ask her to marry me. I still was refusing to sleep with her but I knew that after asking her she would not allow it. So I closed the half of my heart that belonged to Jus and allowed myself to actually care for Liz. I called my parents and let them know that I was engaged and would be spending a month at the summer house after graduation. 
   
   
 Chapter Five 
   
   
   
 Justice 
 Time passed as it is inevitable. It was 6 years since that last time she was with Josiah in person. Justice had graduated with honors and had her Master’s degree in Psychology. She was so excited to get the chance to catch up with Josiah. When she arrived home her mother picked her up from the airport and they rode home in silence. She needed alone time to think about her love whom she hadn't seen in 6 long years. She had been faithful knowing that he was as well, they had promised each other before leaving for school. They hadn't spoken in over 2 years, those last years for her were rough. She was so preoccupied with school and work, as was he. Now that she was done they could have some alone time, to catch up on what they missed.  She was gonna be home to see and spend a few days with her family before heading to the beach house. Mom was always excited to see her and dad was so proud of her. Her sisters were all now teenagers. She thought, “Oh my gosh, I hope they are nothing like me at that age.” She was so happy to be around them but she missed Josiah so much. She asked mom if she had seen or talked to him lately. But mom said, “No mijita, I haven't seen him since last year and I’m surprised you haven't spoken to him in so long. Family is supposed to keep in touch, y'all were always so close mija what happened?" Justice frowned sadly, "I don't know with school and all our obligations I guess we just lost touch." Mom said, "That's a shame baby he was your best friend before y'all went away to school." Justice sadly replied, "I know mommy I do miss him so much. I tried to keep in touch but the last two years... nothing. It’s like he dropped from the face of the earth.” She went to put away her bags for now and then came back to the dining room to have dinner with her family. She told them about work and school and how she was excited to start her new career. She was still a little depressed and feeling down so she wanted to get away and unwind.  "Mama, I'm going to the beach house this week to be alone and get my self situated and on track. I need to relax and give my brain and body a break. "  "Okay sweetheart, I understand you have a lot to do before you start working. I know you are looking for a place to stay, you know you can always stay home." I looked at her with a smile, “I know mama I will think about it.” The next day I kissed everyone goodbye and packed my bags in my black Chevy Tahoe, that I received from my parents for graduation. I drove the 30 miles to the beach house blasting my playlist loud to tune everything out. I sang the 30 minutes it took at the top of my lungs.  I was singing Ed Sheeran’s “Thinking out loud” when I got to the beach house, there where 5 cars in the parking lot. I thought what the hell I came out here to be by myself, who the heck could be here? I got off the car with two of my bags and walked down to the beach. I saw a group of people sitting there, three couples and two I think single guys. Then I saw him, Josiah was there on the beach “my love” hugging some blonde floosy. He was even more handsome then the last time I saw him. His light brown hair was faded, bald on the sides and in the back with three inches on top, his chiseled face, straight narrow nose, and his chocolate brown eyes sparkled. My heart broke into a million little pieces and hardened at the same time. “How could he do this to me. Is that why he wasn’t calling me anymore.” She thought. So this is why I haven't heard from him in so long, that fucking Asshole. I stood there with tears in my eyes, but quickly composed myself. I wanted to jump back in my car and speed away. I thought, “No you came her to take a break from life and didn’t know anyone was here, why should I have to leave? Maybe I can go and make him feel bad so they will all leave. Then it hit me two can play this game but I can play it better.” I casually walk up to the group and see when he recognizes me. His eyes light up and he smiles brightly at me. But I see his eyes shut down the expression and h gives me a dumb head nod. 
   
   
   
 Chapter Six 
   
   
 Josiah 
 I was at the beach house with my fiancé, Elizabeth Arnett and a few friends when she showed up. It had been our special place for years until she went away to college. Justice Gomez was my first cousin on my mother's side. She was 24 now but as beautiful as ever. Long flowing curls of jet black hair down to her thighs, eyes the color of cafe con leche, long fanning lashes of fine silk, and creamy caramel colored skin and curves to die for she had large breasts and a shapely ass. She was what you called a coke bottle girl. He got hard remembering the sweet smell of Justice beneath him. "Oh shit what is wrong with me", he thought. Liz looked at him with love in her eyes and his heart ached. “Got damn it what the fuck! She hasn’t talked to me in two fucking long ass years. Why in the hell would she just show up here out of the blue. On the weekend that I decided to bring Liz and my friends over. WTF? Pretend she doesn’t faze you pendejo.” He thought. He stood from his perch on the sand and brought Liz up with him holding onto her hand they stood. "Hi, Justice it has been so long since I last saw you, like 6 years now, Huh? ", he said. Justice batted her lashes at him and replied, " Yes it has Josiah, it has been too long and I have missed you so much! " As the words came out of her she blushed and looked down. Josiah reached out and gave her a side hug still holding onto Liz.  He replied, " I would like you to meet my fiancé, Elizabeth Arnett; I just call her Liz!" Justice's smile faltered when he said fiancé but I guess she caught herself and plastered it back on quickly. “Huh, why the hell would she look sad or broken hearted hearing that?” 
 Justice Justice thought "What the hell has happened those last 2 years that I had not talked to him. Now his ass is engaged to this pinche gringa, Dammit all to hell! Is a leggy blonde, blue eyed bitch what he wants now? I’m so confused. I thought he loved me like I love him. But I guess I was wrong because I'm all alone and he is engaged."  Josiah introduced her to his other friends that were on the beach with them. Four guys he knows from school, and two of them had girlfriends. Justice was too preoccupied to remember all their names or introductions.  So Justice made a diabolical plan in her mind to get back at Josiah for his betrayal. Christian Arnett was one of Josiah’s friends, a tall lean white boy with Sandy blonde curls that fell over his eyes which were the color of the sea on a clear day that aqua blue green. He had a slight tan from the sun and was a bit darker than the puta gringa Josiah had. She did not personally go out with anyone else it had only ever been Josiah. She smiled sweetly at everyone and said, "Hello, I’m Justice Gomez, it’s nice to meet you all. I have had really long day. So sorry but I am tired I think I will go in and have a nap if that is okay. I don’t want to be rude, but I was not expecting anyone else to be here." She shook hands with everyone and congratulated Josiah and Liz on their engagement as sweetly as she could. While she was doing this she kept glancing and batting her lashes at Christian shyly. I guess he got the hint because he blushed and looked down. As she finished excusing herself Christian stepped forward and asked if he could help her with her things and she thankfully agreed. She thought, “He will do I guess the others have girlfriends and I really would prefer not to be with the thug looking one.” They walked back to the house and made idle chit chat. Justice asked him, "So how long have you known Josiah?" He replied, "It's been about 3 years now, we met at a beta house party in college, and have been friends ever since."  "Oh that's cool, so when did he meet Liz?" "It was about 1 and a half years ago at my families annual Christmas party, she is my half sister."Jus thought, "Well that's fucking convenient, pinche chismoso!" She said," Well that's nice, when did they get engaged?" Christian looked at her curiously, "Just about 2 months ago, didn't you know that already, you are after all family right?" I blushed and looked away, “Yes, I have been in New York the past 6 years and haven't talked to Josiah in about 2 years." "Oh that sucks, especially because I've heard Latin families are so close to each other.", he said.  "You have no idea Christian!" she said with a smirk. “He was like my best friend growing up, we did everything together. I guess we just lost touch with work and school.” He look at her shyly, “Well sorry it was so long since y’all have kept in touch, especially if y’all were that close. I couldn’t imagine not talking to my best friend for that long!” I nodded in agreement. 
   
   
 Chapter Seven 
   
   
 As Christian and I walked into the house I asked, “Which rooms have y’all claimed so I know where to go?” Christian grinned, “We all have our rooms on the second level”  She smirked, “ I guess that leaves me with the third floor, sorry for the hassle but thank you for the help. I have 2 more bags in my car if you can help me with them I would be eternally grateful and owe you?” She beamed her most beautiful smile at him and he nodded like an idiot. "The black Tahoe right? Is it unlocked and are they in the trunk?" she nodded and replied, " Yes it is the Tahoe and it is unlocked and my bags are in the back seat, thank you Christian." She smiles and thought, “Oh this is gonna be so easy!” While Christian went to retrieve her bags she stripped to her translucent purple braw and thong. She was looking through her bag for her robe when she realized that it wasn’t in this bag. Oh well Christian was gonna get an eye full, let the games begin. As she heard him coming back up the stairs she bent over the bed and pretended to search the bag. She heard his gasp and apology and tried not to laugh at him. She pretended to timidly cover herself. Then she thought what the hell let’s do this. She slowly turned and sauntered up to him to take her bags. He looked away as she walked towards him blushing furiously. She touched his face making him look at her and said, “You can look I’m not ashamed it's like I'm in a swim suit!.... Do you have a girlfriend Christian?.... Is that why you won’t look at me?” He shook his head back and forth saying, “No, ...No I don’t have a girlfriend. I am just surprised and confused, why are you in your underwear? I mean oh my Chris shut ur mouth.” She smiles coyly and said, “ I was gonna put on my robe but it wasn't in these bags. But I don’t have a boyfriend either and we are both single adults. I think you are handsome, and I would like to get to know you better.”  She stepped back in her room beckoning him in with courage, I mean how could he refuse a half naked girl in a see-through silk bra and thong. He rapidly followed her in and she shut the door behind him and locked it. Now time to have a little fun after all it has been 6 years since the last time someone has caressed me. She stepped into him and shyly kisses him at the corner of his mouth. He touched her cheek softly and came in for a mouth to mouth kiss. When their lips touched and their tongues wrestled her body went up in flames, the kiss was so raw and needy that it jump started her long gone libido. She wrapped herself around him, and climbed him to lock her legs around his waist. She moaned softly as she felt his erection against her sex, and she rubbed herself up and down him hungrily. He moaned and grabbed her breast tweaking her nipple as he licked into her mouth. He pulled back from the kiss so he could suckle her nipple through her bra. She moaned loudly gyrating against his erection. He pulled down the cup of her bra with his teeth and sucked her hardened peak into his mouth. She orgasmed just from the contact of his erection against her sex and his mouth sucking and licking her breast. He walked her back to the bed and climbed over her while pulling at his pants and she stopped him. "Shit this is too far and fast for me!" she thought. “No, wait Christian, I’m sorry I think I’m moving to fast and I don’t really know you all that well and I don’t have protection!” she rushed through. His face fell and he looked disappointed so she caressed his cheeks gently saying, “Don’t get me wrong I want to really bad, and I don’t like leaving you like this. How about I let you fuck my titties?” He looked up with a grin and said, “Oh ya I would love that, you have such big beautiful tits!” She smiled and said, “Would you like me on top or you on top?” Christian licked his lips and said, “I want to straddle that tiny waist and fuck your big titties!” So she laid back in the bed and waited while he took off his pants and boxers. Boy he had a gorgeous body and his dick was big and hard, not as big as Josiah’s. He climbed up her body and straddled her abdomen so he could line up his erection and her tits. His precum was spilling copiously so he rubbed it between her tits and in their glorious valley. He placed his cock between her melons and said, “Now hug me tight baby.” So she pushed her breast together against his hot, hard cock as he stroked long and slow. She blew at the tip every time it came close to her chin and he said, “Lick the tip baby, suck it.” She shook her head no, “Sorry I don’t like the taste of cum and have a bad gag reflex.” So she held both her breasts in one hand and licked the free hand and wrapped it around the tip of his cock. He groaned and started pumping harder until he ejaculated all over her jugs and neck. He rolled off of her panting as she got up and grabbed a towel to wipe herself down.  “That was nice, but I am tired and would like to shower and nap. It has been a long day. Can we have dinner later and get to know each other a little better?” she asked. He sleepily picked up his head, "I understand and I would love to go out with you. Just let me just muster the strength to get up and get out of your hair.” She laughed, “That’s fine just be gone by the time I get out the shower please I just need a nap.” He nodded in agreement as she walked into, closed, and locked the bathroom door.  She decided to take a warm bath instead and set the tub to fill and put in some of her favorite rose bath salts. She laid back in the tub and started to softly weep. Josiah had been her one and only until just 10 minutes ago. Now she felt dirty and nasty as if she was a whore. She roughly scrubbed herself clean and repeatedly washed herself where Christian had come. She stayed in the tub till the water cooled and she wrinkled like a prune. When she got out Christian was thankfully absent. Wrapped in a big towel she padded to the door and locked it, then went to the bed and tore off the dirty sheets. She replaced them with clean ones and then lay down naked between them. She swiftly fell into a fitful slumber. 
   
   
   
   
   
 Chapter Eight 
   
   
 Josiah was coming out of his room when he saw Christian coming down from the third floor readjusting his clothes. “What the fuck, Justice better not have fucked that bastard!” he thought. He stopped in front of Christian and said, “Hey bud thanks for helping my cousin with her bags! Is she settled and alright?” Christian grinned like a fool and said, “Ya Joe she said she is tired and was gonna take a shower and then a nap.” Josiah fumed inside, “Why the hell would she need to shower before taking a nap? Fuck! I fucking hate you right now Christian, she is mine puto!” he thought.  He said, “Okay well thanks again for helping her I appreciate it.” Christian replied with a smirk, “I know she appreciated it, if you know what I mean.” Josiah turned on his heels quickly and walked back into his room, before he did or said something unforgivable. He was besides himself with grief over losing her again. “I guess she really doesn’t give a shit about me anymore… No I don’t believe that I saw her face when I said Liz is my fiancé. I need to talk to her. I’ll give her an hour or two to rest and then talk to her.” He paces his room two hours before he could muster the courage to see her. 
 Justice 
 After about an hour Justice heard a soft knock on the door and asked, “Who is it?” Josiah replied with a muffled voice through the door, “It’s me Josiah I wanted to check on you and see if you were all right…I really need to talk to you! … it’s just me Jus please open the door?” She got up and put on her pink silk see through robe and tied it loosely. She opened the door and heard his hard gasp as he took her in. She stepped back and but the door between them and only peaked her head out the side. He reached out for her and she stepped back shaking her head no as the tears started to fall. He quickly stepped in, closed and locked the door. He grabbed her up fiercely and kissed her roughly. She felt his erection and pushed at him to release her. “Please don’t fight me Jus, I have missed you so much and seeing you and not touching you is killing me.” He said in a pained voice while caressing her ass. She cried even harder and slapped him across the face. “What are you fucking talking about? Your engaged to be married to Liz. You betrayed me, I have never even kissed another man! The whole time we were apart I was faithful to you. I belonged to you and only you!” He caressed her cheek and wiped a tear away. “I don’t believe you I saw Christian coming down from up here after 30 minutes in your room. What did y’all do… unpack?” he said snidely. She blushed, “ That’s none of your damn business anymore Asshole. You lost the right to ask when you started seeing that gringa.” He sighed, “I’m so sorry baby I was so lonely and we hadn’t talked in so long I thought you forgot about me. I didn’t plan on falling in love with anyone else after what we shared.” She held up her hand and stepped back and grabbed the towel and wrapped it over her robe to cover herself more. “Please don’t hide your beautiful body from me love.” She pushed him back and punched at his chest, “You don’t get to call me that anymore, you just confessed to being in love with someone else you bastardo!” he hung his head and a tear slid down his face, he thought “She waited for me and this is how I repay her. I really want to believe her but 2 years no contact not plausible." I told her sadly," I didn’t know baby I swear or I would have waited for you.....” She faltered for a second, then remembered he was engaged. “Fuck you Asshole for making me feel bad when you are the one who is engaged to someone else! Get out, just get the fuck out of my room!” she pushed at him crying harder. “Please let me explain Justice, please?” he said sadly. She turned away from him and said, “No, please just leave me alone I can’t take this right now.” After about 5 minutes she heard him open and close the door. Then ran to lock it and threw her self on the bed sobbing uncontrollably. 
 Josiah 
 Josiah stood on the other side of the door listening to her bawl till he couldn’t take it anymore. He wiped his face and walked down to his room. “Liz must be down stairs with Jane and Kim still. I guess I’ll jump in the shower.” He thought. He went to the bathroom and lock the door behind him. He didn’t want Liz to walk in on him crying on the floor. He felt crushed and didn’t know what to do. "I committed myself to Liz but I love Justice. I have always loved Justice, she was my first love. What the hell should I do, I don’t want to hurt Liz but Justice is my priority. I’ll give it the night, then try to talk to her again. I can’t push her to far just yet or I might lose her forever. I really couldn’t deal with that, it would kill me to know that I have truly lost her." he thought. He was so confused and torn, he made a commitment to Liz, but Jus was his everything. The reason he lived and breath, and the light to his darkness. He jumped in the shower and washed his grief down for now. 
   
   
   
   
   
 Chapter Nine 
   
   
 When she woke up again it was darkening outside, she looked at the time and it was just passed 7pm. She had taken a 4 hour nap and she still felt exhausted. She wasn’t up to the charade tonight, but she wouldn’t let Josiah see how he affected her. So she got up picked out a matching set of black see-through silk bra and panties, with some black thigh high stockings. Then she walked in the closet which mom always had stocked with beautiful cocktail dresses and ball gowns. She picked out a burgundy fitted cocktail dress that hugged all of her curves just right, it was a bit short for her tastes but covered all the necessities. She sat at the vanity to put on her makeup and fix her hair in some sexy waves. She heard a knock on the door and asked, “Yes, who is it?” “It’s me Christian, do you still want to go out to dinner?” he asked politely. She smiled, “Oh, Christian yes I’m finishing getting ready be down in 5 minutes.” “Okay” he replied. She looked in the mirror to make sure she was stunning then stepped into her black fuck me heels. She perked up her breasts in the tight scalloped bodice, then smoothed the dress down her body to get out all the wrinkles.  When she got down stairs everyone was lounging, as she walked into the sitting room all the guys whistled except for Josiah whose mouth just hung open. She smiled and did a 360 turning for everyone and said, “I’m ready Christian, if you are.” He guffawed, “Hell yes I’m ready let’s go!” “Have a goodnight!” she told everyone as she walked out. 
 Josiah 
 I stood there like a dumb ass with my mouth open. Liz laughed and smacked my shoulder, “Are you alright baby? Looks like you never saw Justice dressed like that.” He closed his mouth and looked at her, “No can’t say that I have she is usually more conservative than that dress allows. I think her mom would tan her hide if she saw her dressed like that to go out with a total stranger.” Liz looked at him crazy, “Christian is not a stranger he is my brother. Plus you have known him for over 3 years.” He laughed and shook his head, “Yes I know he is your brother and my friend but she doesn’t know him.” Liz just shrugged and walked away to sit with Kim. Josiah went and sat on the chair in front of the TV to think. “Damn she looked so good, I thought my dick was gonna jump outta my pants. I can’t believe she went out with him dressed like that. She never dressed like that for me. Well we never went out on dates like normal couples. I wish I could have taken her to dinner like that. Maybe I will still get my chance. I know deep down she still loves me, I just have to figure out how to let Liz down easily and win Justice back. Man this sucks I don’t want to hurt Liz she has been good to me. I care for her but I’m not in love with her. It has only ever been Jus that has held my heart.” he thought. He was so confused his mind and heart were conflicting. He need to get her to talk to him so he could explain what happened and how this came to be. 
   
   
   
   
   
   
 Chapter Ten 
   
   
   
 Christian had a silver BMW which was nice, expensive and fast. They went to Le Petite French bistro 10 minutes from the beach house. It was almost the end of the restaurants peak season so we were able to get a table with no issues. We were seated in a private booth with romantic dim lighting. Christian couldn’t stop staring at me, which made me blush. “You look gorgeous tonight Justice I’m such a lucky bastard to have gotten a date with you. I bet Daniel is so jealous he didn’t take your bags in!” she smiles and batted her lashes at him, “Why thank you sir, I do believe you are making me blush from head to toe.” She said. “Daniel?... Oh okay that must be Josiah’s thuggish friend. He is the only other single guy here” she thought.  The waiter came back and I ordered a white wine spritzer, I would rather have a Mexican martini but we are in a French bistro. I ordered a grilled chicken salad as I was not all that hungry after the day I have had so far. Christian looked at me skeptically, “Justice you can have whatever you want, you don’t need to diet at all from what I have seen.” I blushed, “I’m not that hungry, believe me I can put it away like nobody’s business. I just don’t have much of an appetite tonight. ” He smiled in consent and we talked about family, school, careers and future goals. We got to know each other as I had requested earlier today. He was a great guy and I felt bad for using him, but I guess I can try with him to get over Josiah.  We skipped dessert as I was not into food right now and took a walk down the beach. Christian held my hand the whole time stroking my palm with his thumb. When I was tired he kissed my hand and we headed back to the car. We held hands the whole way back to the beach house.  When we got to the door he leaned in for a kiss and I consented offering up my mouth. In the midst of our kiss Josiah opened the door red faced and said, “E… excuse me I thought I heard something.” I smirked at him and said, “You did it was just us! Don’t worry though we were on our way up to my room, have a goodnight!” He grabbed my hand and said, “Christian can I have a minute with Jus please?” Christian looked confused, “Jus?” I laughed and said, “That’s me that is what he has called me since we were kids. He was not able to fully pronounce Justice.” Christian smiled, “Oh, okay should I go up to your room? Or do you maybe want to come to mine?” I made a confused face and said, “Umm… just go up to mine I’ll be there in a minute.” As Christian walked up the stairs Josiah pulled me outside. “Baby what are you doing? You can't be serious you don't even know him. Is this who you are now, you sleep with every good looking guy you meet? Dammit Justice you are so fucking gorgeous, I ache for you! Please don’t sleep with him tesoro; give me some time to sort out this mess, please?” I looked at him blankly and said vehemently, “What the fuck is wrong with you, your baby is inside waiting for you to fuck HER tonight so leave me the hell alone!” His face fell and I walked back inside and up the stairs I knew he wouldn’t make a scene. I got to my room, closed and locked the door. The room was empty as I walked further in, but the balcony doors were open. Christian was sitting out on my private balcony with some champagne and strawberries. I guess he made a pit stop to the kitchen. I smiled and walked out to hug him and kissed him lightly on the mouth, he deepened the kiss exploring my mouth with his tounge. I pulled back and said, “Slow down cowboy we have all night if you have enough condoms!” He smiled shyly and handed me a flute of champagne with two berries in it. I took a tentative sip, it was cool and crisp so I took a bigger sip. He played music on his phone, I think “Let me love you” was playing and he pulled me in for a slow dance. We swayed back and forth with the music and he spun and dipped me making me laugh. Below us I heard doors banging and Josiah shouting, internally I smiled. “Let's take this party inside Christian.” 
 Josiah 
 Josiah was fuming, he felt like he was gonna explode. He couldn't believe that she was doing this in front of him at their summer house. Liz came over, “Is everything okay babe?” she asked. He stared blankly at her then he walked off and went up to his room and slammed the door. He was pacing the room when Liz quietly came in and hugged him. “What's the matter baby?” she cooed. He stepped out of her embrace and paced back and forth. “I can’t believe she would do this, she doesn’t even know him from a hole in the wall!” Liz's face turned beet red she angrily said, “What the fuck Joe he is your friend and my brother!” He looked at her icily, “I know Justice and she doesn’t do one night stands. I’m just afraid she will be hurt.” Liz walked up to him and grabbed his hand. “I understand she is family and you take care of family. I don’t think Christian would hurt her.” She lead him towards the bed and pushed him down. “Let me make you feel better Joe!”, she said sexily. She straddled him and started to kiss him grinding on his lap. He pictured Justice fucking Christian and became aggressive. He flipped her over face down on half of the bed and pulled down her pants and panties in one swoop,. “Slow down baby we have all night.” She panted. He pulled his pants and boxers below his erection slid on a condom and shoved into her roughly. She cried out and tried to climb up the bed. He held her hips tightly and pounded into her. He pretended to be angry fucking Jus for making him jealous, when Liz climaxed he pounded harder into her until he reached his release. He pulled out of her and lay on the bed panting. Liz was softly weeping, she stood and put back on her pants. “I don’t know what the hell is wrong with you, but I’m sleeping with Kim tonight. I don’t want to be near you right now. You fucked without fucking ME you were a million miles away, I think any "body" would have sufficed.” He sat up looking confused, “What are you talking about, I was with you in you… baby I guess I was just too excited I’m sorry….” She held up her hand, “No I’ll see you tomorrow.” She walked out slamming the door leaving him feeling like a douche bag. He felt lost he knew Justice was above him giving herself to Christian and he just couldn’t take it anymore. He started to sob quietly pounding his fists into the bed. He could hear them above him and it tore him up thinking about her giving herself to Christian. She said she had never been with anyone else, now she was right above his head. I know I deserve to be hurt I betrayed her love first. I wish we could have talked those two years and prevented all this shit. He drank from a bottle of tequila that he had in the room. It was supposed to be for him and his friends to do shots to celebrate finishing school. But he needed to drown his sorrows and just get lost in his bottle. He passed out after finishing the bottle. 
   
   
 Chapter Eleven 
   
   
  Justice 
 Christian and I stepped back in the room and closed the balcony doors to shut the world out. He put on making love music, but I just wanted to be fucked not loved. So I took his phone and switched the music to bumping and grinding beats. I stripped off his dinner jacket, then unbuttoned his shirt biting down his chest. He hardened immediately. I unbuckled his belt, popped his fly and took down his pants and boxers with one motion. He sat and removed his socks and shoes so he could step out of his pants. Then he stood and turned me to the side to pull down the zipper on my dress. Slowly he slid it down my shoulders over my breast and down my hips. He exhaled loudly as he took me in with just a bra, panties, thigh highs and my FUCK me heels. He kissed down my neck to my breasts and I reached back and undid the clasp so I could let the bra fall to the floor. He took my right nipple in his mouth and sucked hard making me gasp in pleasure. I climbed up him and wrapped my legs around his waist rocking onto his erection. He groaned and threw me on the bed divulging me of my panties in one swoop. He grinned at me and said, “Justice you have the most beautiful body, from your enormous tits to that pretty pink pussy. Baby I'm still hungry and I think I want dessert before I fuck you!” He pulled me down to the edge of the bed and ate me like I was a scrumptious delectable dessert. I came 3 times from his oral skills. Then he sheathed himself in a condom and pulled me down onto his waiting cock. I gasped in surprise and pleasure he felt so good inside me. It had been so long for me I know I was super tight. I was full and he hit all the good nerves with every hard stroke. “I don’t think I will last long this time baby but I’m not done with you by a long shot! I will come with you at least 3 more times” he grunted. I could feel the build up deep inside as I felt him thicken and harden, I exploded around him and he followed suit coming with a tortured groan. He slowly pulled out leaving me hallowed and wanting more. He saw the look on my face and kissed me passionately, “I just need a new condom Jus, don’t want to bust this one in you.” I turned my head and blushed as he slipped off the condom tied it off and threw it in the trash. He looked me up and down and I saw him harden again. I was ecstatic that my body could do this to him. He slipped on another condom and lifted me saying wrap your legs around me baby, this way will feel so much deeper and you are so damn tight.” So I climbed on him and wrapped my legs around his waist rubbing myself up and down his cock. He sighed and placed his dick at my entrance and then pushed up into me. I moaned loudly, “Oh my gosh you feel so much bigger and thicker this way you are stretching me wide.” He grabbed onto my ass cheeks and lifted and dropped me up and down his cock slowly at first so I could get used to the fullness. When he felt me give a little he pounded into me fast and hard and I came screaming his name. He still wasn’t done with me he took me to the wall and started to really move fucking me like his life depended on it. He bit my nipple lightly then licked to sooth it. As he sucked on my tits and drilled into me I quickened again feeling like I was going to break into a million pieces. I felt him thicken and harden again and he bit my shoulder and I detonated as he came in a rush crying my name. We stood panting for a minute, he was still semi hard inside me and every motion had me whimpering. He slowly walked me back to the bed and gently laid me down. He discarded the used condom in the trash bin and laid down next to me. He pulled the sheet over us and kissed me sweetly on the mouth. I could barely move and just placed my hand on his chest and my head on his shoulder. “That was awesome I have never come so hard in my life.” I yawned and said, “ That was just what I needed.” We lay there trying to catch our breath and slowly drifted to sleep. I woke to Christian eating my pussy so good, I was moaning and grinding against his mouth. I came and he flipped me onto my stomach and pulled me back to a half kneeling position. He slowly slid his cock into me careful not to hurt me as I was so tight. I felt as full as I did while we were standing. He leaned back pulling my upper body back with his. I was half sitting on him riding his cock while he tweaked my nipples and kissed down my neck. I liked it I liked to be fucked like this by him, it was so different than when I was with Josiah. His left hand skimmed down my belly to my kitty cat where he started to circle my clit with his thumb. I moaned in ecstasy as he fucked me with such gusto. He was taking me up to the plateau and I was about to jump off when he pinched my nipple and bit my neck. I came in a rush whimpering his name like a prayer. He leaned me back forward so I was on my knees again and pounded into me. He grabbed my hair and pulled my head back almost painfully and I came again at the same time he did. He fell to his side taking me with him. He was still in me pulsing with his climax extending mine. We fell back to sleep like that. The next time I woke up he was still asleep. So I went to the bathroom and peed then brushed my teeth and hair. I softly padded back into the room not wanting to wake him. I stretched feeling sore and well used. I picked up our clothes from the floor and placed it on a chair. A condom fell out of his jacket pocket and I got an idea. I gently climbed back into bed and rubbed his cock till it stood at attention. Christian moaned softly but didn’t wake up. I slowly slid the condom on him and climbed on top holding myself above his dick. I slowly and gently slid down on him taking him inch by inch as I was so tight and not fully wet yet. He moaned and grabbed my hips saying, “I love waking up to you riding me Justice your so fucking tight and hot I might come before you take me all the way in.” I leant over and took his lower lip between my teeth and then sucked and he groaned. He grabbed my ass and forced me down the last few inches making me come so hard I was trembling. He pumped up into me massaging my breast saying, “Your so fucking gorgeous baby I don’t think I will ever have my fill of you. I can’t wait for more days and night like this.” I tightened and he expanded and we came in a rush. I lay on him trembling with him still sheathed inside me. As his erection died he noisy slipped out of me making me laugh.  We got up and took a shower together washing each other too spent to go another round. 
   
   
   
   
 Chapter Twelve 
   
   
 Justice 
 I would like to go out and relax by the water, I thought. After our shower I put on a bikini and sun block. “I want to lay on the beach and read for a bit okay?” he smiled at me and said, “Go ahead baby I’ll join you in an hour or so I have to make some calls for work, I have to head back to LA on Monday.” I nodded and said, “That’s fine take all the time you need I understand.” He kissed me on my forehead as he headed down to his room. I went down to the kitchen and ate some fruit and toast for breakfast. No one else was up yet it was quiet in the house. I grabbed my towel, hat and book and headed down to the beach. I chose a spot between the two boulders where I would have some shade and privacy. I lay out my towel and sat down looking at the waves crashing. It is a nice beautiful day with a light breeze coming off the water so it is not hot. I was so deliciously sore and exhausted from my sexual olympics, my legs where still shaky. So I stretch for a few minutes to help relax my legs.  I picked up my book Bare to You to start reading where I left off. I'm at the part where Gideon an Eva are at the gym. As I'm reading I hear someone coming towards me. I looked up with a huge smile on my face thinking it might be Christian already. My face falls as I see Josiah strolling towards me with purpose. I panic I don't know what to do but I don't want to have this conversation. 
 Josiah 
 I saw Justice walk out in a skimpy lilac bikini to the beach. I still haven’t seen Liz yet this morning. So I follow Justice out to the cove. She has set down a towel and sat on it looking out at the water, see her do a few stretches. I take my time walking out towards her. As I get closer I see her reading a book, I guess she hears me approaching cause she turns. She is smiling beautifully and when she sees it’s me her face falls. She jumps up and runs to the water. I run quickly after her. 
 Justice 
 I'm my panic I get up and run into the water; trying to escape him jumping waves even though it is cold as hell. He yells, “Don’t run from me love, I will always catch you!” I dive under the waves and he rushes in grabbing my hair and pulling me back up against him and his hard on."Oh no you don't tesorso, come here!" he whispers in my ear. I shiver with pleasure knowing I still affect him, but try to fight him off regardless. He pushes me past the cove where you can’t see the house anymore and takes my mouth in a passionate kiss. I moan and kiss him back wrapping my legs around him he is palming my breasts. Then I remember he is engaged and I bite his lip and he cusses. “Dammit Justice what the fuck did you do that for?” I try to push him away and he just holds me tighter. I start to sob and slap at him saying, “If you don’t let me go I’ll scream, I swear. ” he laughs loudly and kisses my neck. “Baby I want you to scream, while I’m inside you fucking you only the way I can.” I slap him hard and his jaw tightens. “What the fuck is wrong with you, you think you can say and do anything and I will still follow you like some love sick puppy? I’m not some pitiful bitch that will be waiting around for your scraps puto!” I growl out. He puts his forehead against mine and looks into my eyes. I can see he is haunted and tormented. “Justice I waited for you and after I didn’t hear from you for over six months I went into a deep depression. I couldn’t eat, sleep and I didn’t want to go anywhere or do anything. Christian saw how depressed I was and that Christmas he invited me to his house to spend it with his family. I never thought I would be able to move on from you. You broke me baby, it was bad for me for a long time.” he said with tears streaming down his face, “I met Liz that weekend at the Christmas party, I didn’t pay much attention to her at first. She didn’t give up so easily she settled for being my friend first. After a few months we started to hang out then go on dates. I think I became comfortable with her and we were then boyfriend and girlfriend. After a year she expected marriage and her parents gave me their blessing so I thought I was doing the right thing. Shit I didn’t know if you forgot about me and moved on so I consoled my self by picturing you with someone else. I didn’t feel so shitty by making myself believe you no longer wanted me.” He grabbed my face, “Justice I love you and I want you, only you! Do you know how hard it was for me last night knowing that you were screwing Christian right above me when I wanted to be the one touching and loving you. I was so destroyed I hate fucked Liz last night blaming her for this whole fucked up situation. We argued and she cried and slept in another room. I was shredded picturing you fuck him all night.” He sobbed. I took his face in my hands and kissed him softly. “I should have talked to you yesterday but I was so hurt and felt so betrayed! I just wanted to hurt you back and show you that I could move on too…. What are we gonna do? I think I just made the situation worse last night with Christian? I think he wants more,… a relationship and I don’t know what to do. I want to believe you but I just can't.” He held onto me like his life depended on it. “They are only staying till Monday and then heading back into LA. I will break it off with her before then and we can be together.” I shook my head, “It can’t be that easy, you said you loved her. I will not be the other woman you cheat with Josiah. I need you to know that we are not going to be together or having sex till she is completely gone from your life.” He gasped and said, “Baby I need you now, to bury myself in you and know that you are real and mine. Only. Mine! I need to wash the thought of you and Christian together from my mind.” I pushed him and said, “Sorry it doesn’t work that way. You are engaged to this gringa and said you love her. You don’t just fall out of love like that. How will I know that you won’t fuck her again before you send her on her way? That you won't change your mind after fucking me again. I refuse to be used and discarded again.” I walked out the water and grabbed my things and headed back to the house. I stopped at the outdoor shower to rinse the salt and sand off my body, then wrapped myself in the towel and headed up to my room. 
   
   
   
 Chapter Thirteen 
   
 Christian stopped me on the second floor, “You got wet without me baby, I was just coming to find you.” He kissed me as Josiah walked in. Josiah’s face turned red with rage but Christian thought it was chagrin. I told him I was tired and going to take a nap. He smiled and said, “ I’ll join you!” I shook my head and Josiah called to him, “Christian bud can I talk to you?” Christian looked at me and kissed me again and said, “Go nap then baby!” He turned and made his way down to the living room where Josiah was waiting for him. 
 Josiah 
 I stood in the water for a minute so my hard on could die. Then walked behind Jus to the outdoor shower and rinsed quickly. I walked inside and see Christian kissing her again, damn I feel my face flame, as he looks at me. Jus says she wants to take a nap and he offers to join her. So I call to him asking if we could talk. “Dammit I want to beat the shit out of this puto!” Josiah thought. He led Christian over to the couch and sat down heavily. “Christian you are my friend, but Justice is family. She has had a bad break up recently, and I don’t want her hurt anymore! I don't think she is over him, she's using you to get over the asshole who hurt her. She will not trust or believe anything you say. She has lost her faith in men.” Christian looked at him and said, “Thank you for telling me, I had no idea. She was kinda off yesterday when I took her bags in. I wouldn’t dream of hurting her, I really like her and want to spend more time with her. She seams really intelligent, down to earth and so damn beautiful. She is also an awesome lover and so tight.. ” Josiah’s face reddened and he blew out air like someone gut punched him. “Dude I don’t need fucking details, she is my cousin and I don’t want to know!” Christian blushed and said, “Sorry Joe, I said to much I didn’t mean any offense.” Josiah got up and patted his shoulder and walked up to his room. 
 Justice 
 I went and locked myself in the room not wanting to converse with or see anyone. After about an hour I heard a knock on the door and Christian said, “ Babe can I come in,... please?” I opened the door and stepped aside so he could come in. I went to sit in one of the wing backed chairs with my legs crossed under me. He sat down on the chair in front of me. “Justice, Josiah told me that you have issues where it comes to men. That you don’t trust or believe us, that you use us to get what you want then discard us. Is this true,… because if it is baby you can use me anytime!” she looked a him with tears in her eyes, “I’m so sorry I used you. I’m in love with someone else, and just wanted to hurt them back the way they hurt me. I then thought it would be possible to move on with you but my heart is still not ready to let him go. I know it was not fair to you and I am truly sorry if I hurt you.” Tears were streaming down her face as she sobbed. He knelt in front of her and lifted her chin so she could look into his eyes. “Justice I will never regret the things we shared, I understand you need time. I don’t love you like you should be loved… yet, …hold on don’t shake your head at me. I know your heart is with some Asshole that has stomped on it. But I’ll be here waiting around till we can fall in love if you ever need or want me!” She cried even harder. “Don’t cry baby hopefully this jackass sees what he has and what he is doing to you soon; or I might have to kick his ass and run away with you!” I laughed and hiccupped at the same time. “I’ll see you around gorgeous!” He kissed me softly on the mouth and walked out my room closing the door behind him. I felt so shitty for using him in that way. He said he didn’t mind but I wouldn’t like to be on the receiving end of it. Right now I was so pissed at Josiah for doing this to me the damn puto! I should go and do the same with Liz. I sighed realizing I couldn’t hurt her because it was not her fault. She couldn’t have known about me or she wouldn’t be here. I’m just so confused, he says he still is in love with me; but he said he fell in love with her. I just don’t know what to believe or if I can trust him. 
   
   
 Chapter Fourteen 
   
   
 I became anxious sitting there just thinking about everything. So I walked down stairs and out the side door thank God no one was there. I walked around the house to the woods. I went in search of our hideaway, it took me about 5 minutes to find it. It was covered with dirt and fallen branches again. I went down through the tunnel in complete darkness. I opened the inner door and walked into my past. I lit a few candles I didn’t want bright light. I turned on the TV and put A Walk To Remember in the DVD player. I sat on the couch and pressed play on the remote. I thought about my past with Josiah, all our time spent here in this room. After we got our licenses we would come down once a week to be together. We would just hang out and watch movies or play games. Sometimes we made love for hours, or just lay there hugging and kissing. We would even go to the beach and swim or lay out by the water. Often after swimming we would watch movies and I would nod off. Josiah would lift me and take me to the bed. I would nuzzle into him and we would end up making passionate love.  I guess I fell asleep watching the movie. Next thing I know I am being lifted and carried to the king size bed. I nuzzle into Josiah neck smelling his scrumptious cologne still emersed in our past. I kiss his neck remembering all the times he has moved me to the bed when I crash watching movies. He moans, “Baby don’t tempt me I don’t have much willpower where it comes to you.” Sleepily I rub against him and take his mouth. I kiss him like I’m starved for him, licking, sucking and biting his lips. He shifts me so I could wrap my legs around him and grind on his huge cock. I’m still in my bikini with a cover up dress on over it. He reaches under it and unties the strings that hold my bottoms in place. He pulls down the front of my cover up and slides the cups of the bikini top to the sides so I am exposed. He tounges my nipples and sucks my tits so good I want him inside me. I'm gyrating all over his cock it feels so good, with my feet I push down his shorts and boxers freeing his glorious cock once again. Reading my body he lifts me and slides swiftly into me filling me up, it feels so good and like home I come quivering and clutching to him. He lays us back on the bed and makes sweet slow love to me. He is dragging that big dick along all my sensitive nerves, he extracts 3 more orgasms from me before he finally comes copiously inside me. I can feel it running down my legs and crack. Then I fully jolt awake out of my sleep hazed stupor. I slap his chest hard leaving an angry red hand print behind, “You Asshole, how could you take advantage of me I was half asleep stuck in memories of our past.” His mouth is hanging wide open, “Baby, Jus I’m so sorry I thought you were fully aware of what we were doing.” I jump up and run to the bathroom slamming the door closed crying and throw myself on the shower floor. He knocks lightly on the door, “Justice can I come in… please baby?” he says softly and I sob. He slowly comes in and strips me then turns the water on, warm just how I like it. He joins me washing my hair, then my body as he used to a long time ago. He gently cleans my sex washing away all traces of his seed. I cry softly as he does this, feeling his love for me and remembering his betrayal. He kisses me softly apologizing repeatedly for today, yesterday, and all the years we were separated. “Mi Amor, I’m so sorry I keep hurting you. I’m so torn up over having cheated on you while you faithfully waited for me. I swear I was to lost to think straight. My depression was so overwhelming and Liz was a welcome distraction. I only started sleeping with her after we got engaged. I would picture you and I couldn’t bring myself to do it. Not until I had committed myself to her.” He turns off the water when he is done washing me and steps out getting a towel to wrap me in. He then gets another to dry my hair. I stand stiff as a statue while he dries, massages then brushed my hair out. He braids it in one long rope and then wraps it in a bun and ties it off with a chongo. He then proceeds to dry off my body, then lotions and massages me as well. He finds a pink summer dress in the closet and some panties and dresses me. I sit on the couch in a daze. He is dressed and sitting beside me holding my hand, I didn’t see him dress or realize he is sitting next to me holding my hand. He looks worried, “Mi Amor, what’s wrong are you okay your so cold and pale?” I shake my head, “No, I’m not okay I just had sex with somebody else’s fiancé.” I start to cry again. “No, Mami this was my fault I didn’t know you were still half asleep and lost in memories. Corazón please don’t cry your shredding me!” I look at him and his face is down cast and there are tears streaming down his face. I lift his face to look into his beautiful brown eyes. “Papi, I just don’t want to make anymore mistakes. It would kill me if after today you decided to stay with her because you remember a fantasy that I don’t live up to! Or you decide it is easier to be with her, she ain't your cousin.” He shakes his head vehemently, “ No you are and have always been my heart and nothing but death could keep me from you now! You are all I have ever wanted and all I will ever need.” She kissed him with abandon holding onto him like a life line. We just sat there and held on to each other. Murmuring words of love and affirmation. “Man how can I still love him this much after all that has happened?” she thought. 
   
   
   
 Chapter Fifteen 
   
 We stayed in our secret place just holding each other. After about an hour we decided to go back to the house. When we were almost out of the woods Josiah pulled me in for a passionate kiss. He grabbed me at the nape of my neck and held my head in his other hand. We heard a loud gasp then a sob. Looking up guiltily we see Liz make a run for the house. I stayed in the woods and watched Josiah’s face fall. He immediately ran after a sobbing Liz, and my heart dropped. I couldn’t deal with this shit right now. After everything he runs after her leaving me standing here like an idiot. So I went back down to my hideout.   Josiah 
 I ran after Liz and caught her in the den. She was sobbing uncontrollably shaking her head and holding her hands out in front of her. “No stay away from me you sick pervert. Don’t touch me! Stop!” she yelled. I held up my hands and backed away a little. “Liz please let me explain. It’s not what you think, I…” Christian barges in and sees Liz balling and walks between us. “What’s wrong Liz, …Joe did you hurt my sister?” he says. Liz sobbed and screamed, “He was kissing Justice in the woods! I saw them with my own eyes they’re sickos.” Christian spun around red faced and growled, “What the fuck is she talking about Joe? Why…? How could you…?” I shook my head and stepped back and said, “I can explain…”  Christian throws a punch and hits me in the eye, then another busting my lip. I push him back and he punches me in the gut. I double over and fall to the floor not trying to fight him, I feel bad enough already. I hang my head and just sit there. Christian tells Liz, “Come on let’s get the fuck out of here! I can’t stand being near him I want to kill him.” They walk out the room and I sit there for hours thinking about how fucked up the situation is. I finally get my ass up and go back out to the hideaway, making sure no one sees me. I close and lock the door behind me. I make my way to the inner door and go in closing it behind me. I see that Justice is asleep on the bed, and I don’t want to wake her. So I just sink to the floor and wallow in self pity and doubt till I fall asleep too. 
   
   
   
   
 Chapter Sixteen 
   
 I guess I fell asleep again because when I woke it was pitch black, all the candles had burned out. So I got up and felt my way to the light switch. I flicked on the light and jumped in surprise, Josiah was on the floor in front of the door with a black eye and bloodied lip. I dropped down to him and cradled his face in my hands kissing his eye and lip repeatedly. “What happened Papi, ….who did this to you? …I will seriously fuck them up!” he touched my face cleaning away a tear, “Cálmate amor, I deserved it, it was Christian, Liz told him what she saw and he put two and two together and realized that I was the Asshole hurting you and now his sister!” my face flamed, “Pinché bastardo has no right to put his hands on you.” He rubbed my back trying to sooth me, and I just held on to him. We sat like that for a while on the floor just clinging to one another.  I must have fallen asleep again because when I woke I was in the bed and hot with Josiah wrapped around me like a vine. I moved and he squeezed me tighter till I yelped and he sat up in bed quickly. “What, ...what’s the matter love?” I giggled like a school girl, “Nothing you were just squeezing the life out if me Mr. Cling. Haha” I sobered remembering last night as I looked at his precious face.  “Do you think everyone left already? I don’t think I could handle them looking at us like we are freaks.” He looked at me sadly, “ If you can’t take strangers knowing about us, what are we gonna tell our family?” My face fell I hadn’t thought that far ahead I just know I love and need this man. “I don’t know Papi I would die if they forbid us to be together. I will not live without you again, I won’t!” I sob. He holds me rubbing my back making shushing noises and kissing my face. He kissed my mouth reverently taking his time as he licks inside and wrestles my tongue . He sucks in my lower lip and bites it gently causing me to moan and deepen the kiss. We lay there for an hour just holding on to each other and softly kissing. We are thinking about this awful damn mess we got our selves into. How the hell does shit get so fucked up? Why? 
   
   
   
   
   
   
 Chapter Seventeen 
   
   
   
   
 I sit up and get off the bed slowly. Then put on my chanclas and walked around to his side of the bed and hold my hand out for him to take it. He takes it and I say, “ Let’s go face our consequences Papi!”  We walked through the tunnel and out the outer door closing it behind us. There was no one around that we could see or hear so we walked back to the house. There were 3 cars in the driveway still so I straightened my spine and we walked in holding hands. Liz and Christian are sitting on the couch. Liz’s face is all swollen and splotchy like she had been crying all night. I feel horrible I'm the reason she is so upset, I caused her pain. Josiah led me to the couch opposite brother and sister.  Josiah looks at Liz sadly, “Liz I’m so sorry that I hurt you that was never my intention. I care for you and would never purposely hurt you… Remember when we first met how down and depressed I was, you know what I mean Christian? It was because I hadn’t heard from Jus in over 6 months. I thought she moved on and forgot about me… Slowly I let you in and started to care for you. I made myself feel better by saying she probably found another guy and was having the time of her life without me. So I moved on with you and after a year and your parents blessings I felt obligated to ask you to marry me. I was content thinking that what Justice and I has was dead and buried. Until two days ago when she showed up and I saw her face fall for just that second when I told her you were my fiancé. I tried to leave it be but my love would not be denied any longer. I’m so sorry that I used you roughly that first night, I was insane with jealousy because I knew she was fucking Christian. I’m so sorry to both of you I just didn’t know how to explain it to you and know if you could or would understand.”  I grabbed his hand and looked at Liz and Christian, “Josiah and I have been in love with each other since we were 13, probably even before then. I lost my virginity to him, he was my first and only love. I had only ever been with him until two nights ago when I was with you Christian. I was so hurt and felt beyond betrayed by Josiah for having a fiancé. I was never with anyone else, my memories of him kept me going. I felt lousy after using you Christian, honestly I couldn’t take it if someone used me the way I used you. I avoided you Liz because I didn’t want to take out my hurt or anger on you. It was not your fault how could you have known about me... I’m truly sorry that we have hurt you even more that each other. I would like it if we could someday be friends but I understand if we cant.”  Christian looked at me and said, “ I can’t say that I understand what y’all have, but I do see the love you have for one another. I’m glad you used me that was one of the best nights of my life,…. whoa there Joe calm down I know she is yours. Stay sitting down I don’t want to fight again... I wish you all the best but it’s time I take Liz home to nurse her broken heart.”  Liz smiled tentatively at me, “I see you do love him, he is so easy to love. I think I liked the fact that he was broken and I felt like I fixed him. I guess that was my way of using him. You are a lucky girl he is devoted to you, I can see that now. He has a light in his eyes that I have never seen before. I wish you both the best. But it’s time for us to leave now.” I got up and hugged Christian goodbye and he kissed me on the mouth just despite Josiah. I shook Liz’s hand and walked them to the door. We said our final good byes and they were on their way. We watched on the porch as they drove out of our lives.  I kissed Josiah and said, “Now it is time to tell our families!” he groaned, “Ugh. Can we wait till next month I want 30 uninterrupted days with you. Please say yes, I want to take you in every room on every surface in this house! I want to make up for lost time and just be with you.” I kissed him with ardor, “Yes I can give you 30 days, I will just have to look for another job.” He smiled with joy and hugged me fiercely, licking into my mouth. We spent the day in bed just loving, touching and caressing one another. 
   
   
   
   
 Chapter Eighteen 
   
 We spent the next month making up for lost time. We made love all over the house, in every room on every possible surface. We even made love in the ocean, I won’t do that again. The sand and salt chaffed us both in our private areas. We talked for hours about the past 6 years and what school and work were like. Our 30 days passed in a flash and reality hit us hard. I knew the time has come to break the news to our parents.  I called my parents and told them that I caught up with Josiah at the beach house and that I met his fiancé. I then told her that we were heading over to talk to them. With heavy hearts we went to my house first to break the news to my mother and father. We didn’t know that they called over Josiah’s parents too. I guess two birds with one stone or in this case four birds. We all sat down at the table. Josiah sat next to me and held my hand. My mother and father looked worried, “What's wrong mija, your not sick are you?” I hung my head and heard their panicked gasps. “No mamá y papá I’m not sick. But after I tell you my news you may beg to differ.” My father sighed exasperated “Mija just spit it out it can’t be that bad, your not pregnant?” my mother quickly covered her mouth and made the sign of the cross. I shook my head no, “No I don’t think I am pregnant, …but I’m in love with Josiah and we have been together since we were 17.” I said in a rush to get it all out.  Our parents turned beet red then started laughing, hard. We were dumbfounded, what the hell was wrong with them. Why are they laughing and not crying or cussing. “What’s so funny, don’t y’all have a problem with this? Please stop laughing and talk to us!” They slowly quieted down, “Ninos we knew when y’all were 15. It was hard not to see it, y’all were always together and would make excuse to spend time alone without the other children. We let y’all be, thinking it might just be a faze. Especially after y’all left for college and we didn’t hear you speak about each other much anymore after those first 4 years. Even more so when you stopped calling for Josiah during holiday breaks. Y tú, Josiah you were engaged to some one else so we moved past it.” We looked mortified.  My dad and aunt Ana laughed again, “If you must know grandma and grandpa were first cousins whom fell in love. It was the 30’s and I guess normal back then. They had built themselves a secret room to escape to when they had nowhere else to go. We could never find it and still don’t know where it is hidden. There were not much options when you live in a little town. They had 10 kids and are happily married after 60 years.” I turned beet red, were we really that obvious? OMG I just don’t get it all this secrecy and worry over nothing. They had seen right through our schemes this whole time. I don’t believe it, we could have dated and all the other normal things couples do. I started to feel ill. My stomach pitched and rolled I had to run for the bathroom. I heaved out breakfast and kept heaving till I couldn’t heave any more. Oh shit this sucks I so hate to puke. I hear a knock at the door and Mommy came in with a look of concern. “Mija are you okay? Did you maybe eat something bad?.... Or maybe have you been having unprotected sex?” OMG I know my mom didn’t just ask me this. “Ugh, mamá don’t ask that it’s just gross. But to answer your question, no I have not had unprotected sex.” My face flamed as I remember the night Josiah made love to me in my sleep hazed stupor. “Justicia Isabella Gómez, no me mientes, don’t lie to me mija!” She dug in the drawer and pulled out a small rectangular box. “Well just for my sanity take this pregnancy test.” I gasped and squealed out a laugh. Shit! “Are you gonna watch or can I have some privacy?” she held up her hands and said, “Okay Miss Pushy I’m leaving.” I close the door and feel faint OMG this can’t be happening, it’s all too soon. So I peed on the stick and waited 3 agonizing minutes. There were two blue lines oh my goodness I’m pregnant. How can this be it was only the one time and he cleaned me after in the shower. I start to sob and Josiah ran to the door banging, “Amor open the door, abre la puerta!” I slowly opened the door and sank to the floor. He sank down and pulled me into his arms hugging and kissing me. “What’s the matter corazón?” I grabbed the test and showed him, “Baby I don’t know what that means!” I looked at him with tears in my eyes, “Do you remember that night that you attacked me when I was half asleep?... Well this means your gonna be a daddy!” he shouted with joy and surprise. Our parents all crowded the doorway. “Well it looks like we got a baby shower to plan!” their mothers said in unison. "don't forget there better be a wedding!" my dad said. 
   
   
   
 Chapter Nineteen 
   
 After we get back to the beach house I am exhausted. Josiah carries me up to the third floor suite the one we had been using and sits me on the bed."Do you wast to take a bath tesoro?" he asks caressing my face gently. "Yes please." He walks into the bathroom and I hear the water start running. So I lay back and place my hands over my stomach. I can't believe I'm going to be a mom. I have a piece of Josiah growing here inside me. I wonder if the baby will be a boy or girl. Will he or she look like me or Josiah or maybe a mix of us both. I know this is not how I pictured starting a family, but I'm happy. Josiah walks back in the room and smiles down at me. "Your bath is ready cariño." he says leaning over to scoop me up. I wrap my legs around him as he carries me to the bathroom. I kiss his mouth tenderly and reverently. "I love papi, how do you feel about the baby?" He looks as me with love and a sheen of tears in his eyes. "I'm so happy Jus I feel like I might just explode. I love you and you are going to give me a precious child." he says and kisses me deeply. He sets me down and strips me of my clothes so I can get in the bath. I step into the tub and sink down into the relaxing warm rose smelling bath. Josiah starts to walk out the bathroom," Your not joining me amor?" I ask confused. He turns wth a smile, "Claro que si, of course. I just want to get your clothes and the bed ready for when we are done.   Josiah 
 I'm so excited Justice is mine once again. Our families are happy that we're together and she is pregnant. Wow I'm gonna be a dad this is so awesome. I never imagined that all our dreams could become a reality. Now I just have to make her my wife.  He goes to the closet an pulls out a nightgown for her and some boxers for him. He goes into his suitcase looking for the ring he bought her 3 years ago. It's not like the one he gave Liz, he had this one specially made with her in mind. It is a 3 karat round diamond surrounded by light purple stones. I know she loves purples and I wanted it to be unique just like her. I place the box on the night stand, turn down the bed then head back to the bathroom. I strip and grab three towels to place next to the tub for when we are done. I slide in behind her and pull her onto my lap and nuzzle her neck. I wrap my arms around her and rest my hands on her tummy. 
 Justice 
 Josiah is holding my tummy lovingly and it makes my eyes water. I didn't know you could love someone so much. I push forward and turn in his arms, he scoots up and I wrap my legs around his waist. He sees the tears in my eyes and leans in to kiss me softly. I deepen the kiss showing him my love and need. He moans in my mouth and grabs my ass in one hand and a tit in the other. I start to grind on his rapidly hardening cock. We break apart for air and he takes my erect nipple into his warm mouth laving, sucking and nipping it. He squeezes my ass and pulls me harder against his monster. I lift up a little till I feel him at my opening, I rub my pussy back and forth on the head teasing him. He groans sticking my tit harder. I take the head in my pussy slowly and start to circle my hips taking his cock in little by little. I feel so stretched but it so fucking good. I get impatient and slam my hips down so he is in to the hilt and against my cervix. We both moan loudly, and just wait for a moment as my body adjust to his huge cock. He rocks under me to test me and when my pussy walls tremble he pulls out to the head then slams back in me. "Fuck tesoro, you feel so fucking good. Your pussy is so damn tight, wet and hot. It is taking my dick like it won't let go, it is squeezing so hard." he groans out. I start to ride him slowly wanting to prolong this ectasy. He starts to kiss and suck both my tits alternating between them as I ride him. I feel his finger rubbing around my clit, and my pussy starts to swell and contract with my incoming orgasm. He feels me tighten and starts thrusting in faster and harder. I take his mouth in a bruising kiss as my orgasm explodes through me. He is still pounding me prolonging my climax and I feel him swell with his release. He cums so hard it hits my cervix like a shot and throws me into another orgasm, my pussy is milking his dick for all it has. I slowly come down and he is holding me against his chest still semi hard embedded in my pussy. My walls are still trembling with mini contractions, as he gives me a few more strokes I have another minigasm. I cling to him panting and exhausted. He kisses me and slowly pulls out causing me to moan. I sit back away from him as he gets the soap and starts to wash my body. He fully cleans me then himself, drains the water and rinses us off. He gets out and dries off wrapping the towel around his waist. He reaches down for me and wraps me in a towel. The carries me to the bed and sets me down. I feel so loved as he proceeds to dry me off the puts my nightgown on. He kneels in front of me so I think he is gonna lotion my legs. He reaches to the nightstand and grabs a small box. I'm confused until he looks at me and grabs my hand. “Will you Justice Isabella Gomez consent to be my wife, my best friend, my life, and my love for as long as we both live!” I cried and whispered, “Yes cariño mio!” he opens the box and inside is a beautiful 3 carat diamond ring surrounded with light purple stones. He slides it onto my finger reverently.  I drop off the bed to kneel in front of him as we desperately make out and he devours my mouth. He pulls the nightgown back off and is touching me everywhere. I yank the towel from him and palm is erection stroking him softly. I want to suck his cock like I did the night before we left for college. He lifts me back onto the bed, "Baby, wait I want to do a 69 again like last time." I pant out. "Are you sure I know you really don't like to suck dick cariño." he said. I grabbed his cock and licked it and sucked on the head, "I want to right now you made me so fucking hot for you I want to take you big dick to my throat again." I licked his shaft again.  I reached into the nightstand and pulled out a cherry flavored lube that I had packed with him in mind. I rubbed it all over his cock and on my pussy. I pushed him back and got on top of him with my pussy at his mouth. As he drove his tounge along my plump lips I sucked the head of his cock in my mouth. We both moaned in pleasure and he started to French kiss me pussy and finger me. I bobbed up and down on he cock taking it a quarter of the way. He started to rub the top wall in my pussy and a climax hit me hard, I sucked his cock harder and deeper. He sucked on my clit and finger fucked me faster, I was grinding my pussy so hard against his mouth. He took his fingers out of my dripping pussy and started to rub gently on my asshole. I was so fucking turned on it felt amazing. I felt pressure and a minor burning sensation as he slid a finger knuckle deep in my ass. Fuck I feel like I'm gonna explode with pleasure. He sucks my clit and then shoves his tounge in my pussy while sinking his finger all the way in my ass fucking it. I take his cock to the hilt as my orgasm rages through me I come so hard I drench him. He sucks my pussy and fingers my ass so good I'm hoovering his cock. I feel him swell and blast my throat with jets of cum. I pull off his dick as it soften in my throat. He gives my twitching pussy one more deep kiss as he pulls his finger out my ass. OMG I just had my asshole penetrated and it felt so good, and I'm engaged to the love of my life. I roll off him and he lifts me so we are face to face. "Are you okay baby, I tried something different I hope I didn't hurt you? It just felt so good and I wanted to give you as much pleasure as you were giving me." he said in a concerned voice. "Wow yes I'm fine my asshole is a little sore as well as my throat, but that was amazing. I wouldn't mind trying that again." 
   
   
   
 Epilogue 
   
   
 6 months had passed in a flash, I was huge. It looked like I swallowed a beach ball. We were at the beach house having my baby and wedding showers. My mom and tia Ana went all out, the place was covered in white and lavender roses. There where six big tents outside in the back yard with tables under them to fit 100 people. There was a cater and 4 tables full of food.. mmm I’m so hungry all the damn time now. I’m on a wicker bench as my ass is too big to fit comfortably in a regular chair. Josiah walks up to me with his Cheshire cat grin. “Querés comer amor? What do you want to eat baby?” I smile at him shyly, “I want some flautas with guacamole and sour cream, and some arroz con pollo…. please!” he laughs and kisses my belly lovingly. We found out that we are having twin girls last month. He is so excited about the news, there has never been a set of twin girls in the family only boys or fraternal one boy and one girl. Josiah’s at the tables fixing me a plate, he is so adorably devoted. He saunters back with two plates, one with my flautas y arroz con pollo and another with a slice of cherry cheesecake. My mouth waters and I dig in with gusto. He hands me a lemonade to help me wash down my food. When I am done with my flautas he places the plate under the cheesecake plate. I reach for it but he shakes his head. “No cariño” and he takes a spoonful and pops it in his mouth. “Mmmm… That is so delicious.” I pout and he smiles wickedly. He scoops another spoon full and brings it to my mouth, I open it slowly and he feeds me the cake. “Mmmm. Baby that is so good.” I say.  “Yes I know I am saving a piece for later!” I look at him and laugh, “I hope there is enough for me too.” He says with a twinkle in his eye, “ I don’t know if I can share its just to damn delicious.” We are then surrounded by family pushing gifts at us. We oblige and start opening their gifts. We get a set of matching white wood cribs, a double stroller, light purple car seats, a ton of clothes, a shit load of diapers and the other necessities for babies. Everyone congratulates us on the engagement and pregnancy. As the party winds down everyone slowly starts to leave. Josiah and I take a walk on the beach. We are walking bare foot at the edge of the sand where it meets the water. He looks at me and kissed me gently. “I have another surprise for you Mami!”  “Gimme, gimme ...please?” I say. He laughs, “All good things come to those who wait!” I pout and he leads me back towards the house. We walk past the house back to the yard then to the woods. I clap and become giddy, it has been 5 months since we had been down in our hideaway. He opens the door and scoops me up to carry me down. He sets me down and there are twinkling lights along the tunnel. He goes back up to close the door and locks it. When did he find the time to do all of this. He takes my hand and we walk down the tunnel to the next door, he pushes it open. I gasp in delighted surprise and tears are streaming down my face. There are vases of roses all around the room, rose petals on the bed and rose scented candles lit around the room. Josiah comes up behind me wrapping his arms around me and my belly. He lifts me and carries me to the bed. He stands me up so he can divulge me of my cream and lilac empire waist dress. Because of the fit I didn’t have to wear a bra, my breasts are enormous and swollen due to the pregnancy. Shit I didn’t know they could get bigger. Josiah loves it though because I am so much more sensitive to his touch. I am standing there with a smile and my thong which he quickly removes. He slowly undresses making me pant with want. When he frees his erection I gasp, boy pregnancy makes you horny. He lifts me gently onto the bed and climbs in. I lay back and he reaches towards the side table. I look confused as he brings over the plate of cherry cheesecake. He smiles mischievously at me and I laugh thinking, “Oh no what does he have planned.” He scoops a bit on his finger and brings it to my mouth, I open and suck his finger in taking the cake. He moans and slowly pulls his finger out my mouth and I gently nipples the tip. He yelps and I kiss it better. “You are a naughty girl Querida! I’m gonna show you what I do to naughty girls.” He scoops up some more cake and rubs it on my nipples and breast. “Oh my” then he lightly licks and sucks my nipple in his mouth and I come. He doesn’t stop till he has lick me clean of the cake. He scoops some more and trails it over my swollen belly to the triangle between my thighs. He leisurely licks his way over my belly down to my slick sex and I’m clawing at the sheets. When his tongue reaches my lips I moan loudly. “Oh baby you are so sensitive, I love making you come so hard and so much!” he licks between the lips then spreads them wide and tongues my clit. I come again and he shoves two fingers in me. He starts to finger fuck me as my sex squeezes his fingers. He continues to suck on my clit and finger me until I come again trembling all over. “Stop baby, I want you inside of me the next time I come.” I plead. He tilts me to my side and lifts my leg to his shoulder as he eases his huge cock into me slowly. I pant and he thrusts the last few inches in hitting the end of me and I come again milking his cock. He starts to move with slow long strokes making me quicken again. I know he feels me tightening again and I feel him slow his strokes to prevent his release. My pussy is griping his cock with each stroke I fell his pick up speed and start pounding me again. As he swells with his impending climax he thrust one final hard time and we both climax screaming each others names. He lays behind me holding my belly and kissing my shoulder. I am so tired I can barely keep my eyes open. We drift into sleep loving and being loved. 
 
 
 Publication Date: September 4th 2019 https://www.bookrix.com/-bw7b4264d7456d5