SHANNON COOTS SUFFER I Want My Straight Friend! 
 
 
   
 "Where the hell are you Asswhole?" I said into my best friends answering machine. Why wasn't matt aswering, fuck it I need him and I going to his place and wait for him to show up. 
fifteen mins later I let myself into matts pinthouse and right off back I here matt voice coming from the bedroom. "Oh yeah suck it" and he groans and then I hear a body sounded like it slamed on the floor and then a deep grunt "Is that how you like it lover" I hear another voice and I swear it was a mans voice. And I panic and turn to rush out but knocked over Matts mother vase the one thing he only had to remember his mother by "who's there" I frozed then spoke and I don't know how I did it but i did "Just me matt, My gril dumped me and fucked my cousin" I heard Matt curse and then I heard him Say "Get dress brodie, you got to go!" there was shuffle and then Brodie came out barefoot and dressed and caring his shoes and he stormed pissed off out the door. Then Matt came out "you want a beer!" I just nod "So" i say and he say "so your gril dumped you for your cousin" he shakes his head in disgust "Thats cold bro!" I was so pissed that he could be so calmed and ignore the fact i just busted him with Bro-hee face 'shit I sound jealouse, oh hell I am jealouse "BUT I'm not gay" am I "what the fuck were you fucking that ass whipe" I say out loud and with out my control and Matts eyes went wide then he said "Well I'm gay and thats what you do, fuck ass whipes until you find the one!" He snarls at me. I get up and walked at and the only reason I did was because I was about to mount matt and teach him who he belong too. which scared me because I'm straight so i thought! 
TWO WEEKS LATER-MATTS POV 
Well Jakes been avoiding my calls. So were not friends anymore. So I guess there no use telling Him I've been deploided to irak and I've been trying to get a hold of him and let him know and here I am at my go away party. "Please hun be safe" my aunt litty said and uncle Dan said "Where's Jake" I gave them a both a sad Look "Were not friends anymore" "what happen" I chuckle with out any humer "He caught me with my gay lover and dump our friendship, Which shows he wasn't my friend anyway" Uncle dan looked concern "Did you leave your will the same!" I nod and he looked at me understandingly. I looked at my watch and realize it was time to go I left then went To my commanding officer and Off we went. 
AT THE BAR-JAKES POV 
"hey man why anit you at Matts going away party?" Donny ask me with surprise "What party?" he looked shocked "your best friends been deploided to irak and you don't know?" I look stunned then It hit me in the gut "When does he leave?" Donny look sad for me "Man he's already gone!" I sunked back into my seat. All shit what if I never see Matt again. Oh what did I do. I was just giving me time to figure me at. And now it don't matter he's gone. 
FIVE YEARS LATER 
"Did you all hear my nephew coming home!" I sprung to my feey and rush to Dan side "WHEN!" He looks at me and says "Tonight!" and then I turned to leave but Dan restrained my wrist "If you don't really except him, leave him be" I nod and smiled "I love him dan!" He smiles back. 
I wait for him at the bar with the rest of his family 
"He's here" litty hollered. And then he walked in and time stood still he looks like he seen to much and he looked deadly and the girls rushed him and they were all asking him out at once "Sorry ladies I play the other team" they gasp and said what a pitty and then he huged his uncle and litty and then he walked back out the door and I fallowed and then I was dazed at all the guys at there with loaded guns and some praticing and I seen Matt take his shirt off and was gaging in hard core combat with like six or seven guys. "you there why you fallowing My Boy Matty" I couldn't move because i had a gun to my neck. "thunder!" and we looked to see Matt looking at us "Hes fine," The knife was gone "go back to the bar, I'll find you later". I wasn't so sure he would 'but' the look he gave me told me to do as asked. 
BAR-JAKES POV 
I Sat here like a idit waiting for him to come. He didn't show, so I walked outside. I'll be damn there he sat on his truck hood stareing at the stars, "damnit matt i've been setting in ther for ever waiting for you! what the hell!" hE just shrug his shoulder "I don't like people" I just didn't get it "Thats know reason to be a ass to me" He just sighs with annoyance "Well I was feeling the strain of to many people, it makes me deadly to people around me" he says in a whisper "I'm trained to react to all things, its hard be in a non violent place of peace" I nodd That made sence and I could understand "I get it man" jake shoots all the hood and lands on his heel and struck a blade at and it landed on a tree "Why Did you do that?" he laugh "To let my boy thunder know I left?" I couldn't hold my toung "Is that your boyfreind?" Jake grabed me my the throat and said "Thats none of your Damn business, and no hes my partner and my friend and my brother" I was hurt by this "And what am I?" I said in a small voice. Jake just looks at me and says "nothing!" and walks away. He got into his truck and drove all and I stood there crying like a baby. 
LITTYS HOUSE-LITTYS POV 
"Hay boy!" Dan ask Matt "You and Jake an item now" The boy shook his head no. I look at my Litty, and she shrug in confussion to. "Why not?" Matt just look at me and this his aunt with a frown "Why would you even ask, you know were not even friends, let alone be an item or anything!" Litty spoke up before I could "Did you give him chance to do or saything" he nod "Yeah he ask if my boy thunder was my lover and if he was anyhing to me" litty looked at me with a concerned look "And?" I huffed out a breath "I said he was nothing" litty gasped and started crying "What?" Matt said. Dan spoke "That young man is inlove with you, he's been waiting for you for five years and he hasn't been with anyone, hes been waiting on you". Matt was shocked and stunned and then I got my head back on straight "Well hes waiting on a Matt that doesn't exist anymore that matt is dead. the war took him and changed him to reality!" HE said and stormed out. 
MATTS POV  
went for a run and then worked out! still stressed out and then I see thunder and Jake argueing and go over to see what the problem is "whats up?" Thunder glares at me and says "This ass won't let me sleep on his balcony?" it was so funny I laugh "Come on man lets fught it out" we start fighting and time were done everyones staring including stunned face Jake "But" he looked green Like he was sick and he rushed to me "Oh baby you okay" I just stiffen and look surprised at Jake and realize that was worried for me on his face "Baby?" I asked and he blushed with inbarrassment "Sorry!" he said sadly and walked away with a Lost look. "Man you got to work it out with him, he's hurting and so are you, life to short not to be with your heart. I nod and took off towards jake apartment and knocked on his door it open on my forth knock. And there he stood "We need to talk!" Jake just Nod "Let me go first I said. again Jake nod "I've been in love with you since I laid eyes on you,But I new you were straight, so I dated men who looked almost like you since I couldn't have you. and then you busted me with a guy and turned your back on me, It hurt, I thought you were my friend and I always been there for you but you didn't want even my friendship!" Jake just stared and then he was crying which is weird he never cryed "I didn' turn my back on you I was deeling with my reaction to you being with someone that wasn't me?" I blinked in disbaleif "I didn't realize my feeling for you until I seen someone where I shoulda been!" Then Jake grabed me and kissed me 
 
 
 Publication Date: September 9th 2011 https://www.bookrix.com/-babyluv